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Today, I realized I need people. Today, I realized I want someone. Most importantly, Today, I realized I the difference between the people I need and the people I want. I can't live without the first. I need to stop pretending I can. To the second, whomever you are, I've got this surviving thing under control. Godspeed, at your leisure.

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do i even have a sexuality at this point or is it literally just “oh yes i’d kiss you”

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i just watched the 2005 pride and prejudice FOR THE FIRST TIME and i am UNBELIEVABLY DELICATE ABOUT IT. i didn’t think i had it in me to care about regency era straights but HERE I AM, mascara stained and HIGHLY ATTACHED. when he flexed his hand after touching her i LITERALLY FELT GRAVITY ABANDON ME. 2005 was so long ago what have i been DOING that was MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS MOVIE? NOTHING

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Let’s fall in love backwards Let’s shake hands while crying Let’s meet the parents on the third date Let’s tell all our friends we hate each other so that they’re happy to see us together Let’s kiss before we hold hands Let’s fuck before the movie starts Let’s sleep while we watch it Let’s end together Let’s end in 80 years excited for a future in some other universe Let’s fall in love backwards, sideways, and upside down let’s fall in love Let me fall in love with you when you don’t think you can be loved Fall in love with me when all I can see is a future by myself Let’s fall in love

backwards (via veincold)

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“How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?”

“14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes” by David ‘Doc’ Luben (via w-ildfires)

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Heartbreak is not always blood and crushed ribs and waking up in the middle of the night because you were choking on your own tears in your sleep. Sometimes it’s simply standing in the middle of the supermarket, trying not to throw up on the floor and attempting to stop your teeth from chattering and figuring out which loaf of bread you’re getting a better deal on at the same time.

(via extrasad)

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*organizes life at 3am*

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when u really like someone but u don’t wanna be in an actual relationship but u also don’t want them to be with someone else :) :))) :)))))))))))))

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Person: how r you Me: I’m in love

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it doesn’t fix it

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Me @ God’s plan

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me: yeah im really tough

me: [gets scared by text notifications when they’re too loud]

me: [easily startled when people tap me on the shoulder]

me: [cries under any sort of pressure ever]

me: [cries when anyone raises their voice higher than their average volume]

me: so tough