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((After Many Moons, have the Horse Headcanons I promised you I don’t even remember how long ago.

The stables are a calming place for Mordred, both because he just plain likes horses, and because it’s the one place Morgan was unlikely to drag him out of (usually be the hair). Later at Camelot, being Gawain’s squire for the first year or so, it was Mordred’s job to keep his brother’s horse — and, by extension, the tack — in good condition. The routine of grooming the horse, keeping the tack in good working order, and also exercising the horse if need be were all calming, and one of the things he liked most because it produced a tangible result that he could know without question or anxiety was something he was good at. The same is true of being expected to keep Gawain’s armor and weapons in good working order; Mordred could know — unambiguously — that he had earned and that he deserved his brother’s pride and thanks.))

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((I know I’m supposed to be Back, but I’m also Exhausted. Mental Capacity includes Surviving and sometimes FGO. Plus AX is in two months, so I have to figure out travel plans for four separate people. I know I did some of this to myself, but it is what it is.))

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((I normally don’t talk about anything even remotely in the realm of Politics, but. I’m sure most of you know I’m Catholic; I don’t really hide it? Regardless, not sure how I feel about certain events, or if said event might require an extra day to wrap my head around. We’ll see what happens, I guess.))

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((Completed base Lilim Harlot in somewhere between 36 and 72 hours because hyperfixation. The last “mission” scares me.))

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((I barely survived the wedding. I had two meltdowns, much to everyone else’s annoyance. Dunno if I’ll need recovery time, we’ll see.))

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((By This Time Tomorrow, my youngest sister will be married. I have no clue how I feel about this — at least, not beyond What The Actual Fuck. I also had a Small Meltdown, when they tried to force me to be a bridesmaid. I’ve been completely ostracized since, and… I don’t know how I feel about THAT, either. Mainly, I think, I’m just Exhausted™️))

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((I rolled for them out of sheer curiosity. They came home before I was even done saying “I Have Gil.”))

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((DANTES TIME.))

((Dantes Time.))

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((Dantes Time.))

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((480 Saint Quartz Later…))

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(I DON’T HAVE FATHER, YET, BUT!!!))

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((IT IS TIME))

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((Chapter Two, here I come…))

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((Since I’ve been staring at the title screen and Kadoc for Several Days Now, I noticed something. It might just be me, but… I Cannot Unsee These Things.))

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((HOLY MOTHER OF FUCK))

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((I Know I Said my activity will probably be sporadic… but I’m also thisclose to bribing someone for a Kairi…))