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[soonyorita]

whoever said they are ready for hui’s e word is a mf liar and thats ME

[soonyorita]

I randomly came across your post about PTG and tried to find your requesting rules but couldn’t find any?? So idk what types of requests you take but if it’s anything like that Hyunggu blurb you wrote - please, Hui just needs cuddles and sleep 🥺 All I want is to cuddle him as he falls to sleep

it's no secret that hui is clingy - almost always finding ways to attach himself to you in any way possible. from holding your hand, absent mindedly drawing patterns on the surface of your skin to laying almost his whole body on top of you, nuzzling his face at the crook of your neck and inhaling your scent that he's grown to love, he practically never leaves your side unless he's working or he really has to. but with days like this, where hui actually chose to stay in the comforts of your home than be in his studio working all day long, he expects waking up to the sight of you, all soft smiles as you leave a chaste kiss on his forehead the way you usually do.

but instead, he finds an empty spot on the bed next him.

immediately pouting and scrunching his eyes off of sleep, hui takes a glance at the wall clock - 12:45 AM, it reads. he sits up, hair a mess and brain still trying to comprehend how long he's been asleep, clutching the comforter against himself to shield him from the cold coming from the air conditioner.

"why are you up?"

"i woke up and you weren't here." hui whines, dramatically flopping down on the bed again and curling in on himself. "you left me."

you laugh, footsteps padding against the wooden floor until you reach the bed, a soft smile on your face as you look down at hui cuddling himself. "i just went to the washroom, i didn't knew you'd wake up."

hui purses his lips, "i'm cold," then he's raising his arms to you, "come back here and cuddle me, y/n."

you choose to tease him for a bit more, loving how cute and pouty he gets when he's sleepy. "what do i get for cuddling you?"

"me."

"okay then~" you gave in, climbing on the bed with hui. wrapping an arm around his waist and his back against your front, hui sighs contentedly, body relaxing against your hold. he takes your hand and laces it with his, wanting to feel and touch more of you.

you two lay there for a moment, a comfortable silence engulfing the room. it's been long since you had a moment like this with hui, his demanding schedules and your busy life as well not making it possible for the both of you to meet often.

"i rarely get to see you like this...you're always working so hard," you whisper. "i know you love working hard and i admire you for that but please also take time to rest."

hui just hums, "i'm resting too, see? i'm right here cuddled up with you. i couldn't ask for a better more kind of rest."

the night is cold, but the warmth that hui emits feels too good as you bring himself impossibly closer to yours, laughing when he squirms at being ticklish from when your fingers brush his side. his giggles ring through your ears, the sound making you as happy as ever, nuzzling your face against his neck and you murmur, "i missed you, love."

you couldn't see his face, but knowing hui, he's probably smiling, eyes scrunching up affectionately and you weren't wrong when you hear it in his voice. "i missed you too, y/n. missed being with you so much."

"now go to sleep again, we have more time to spend together later, hm? you need sleep."

"fine, but we're going out later okay? i made a reservation on that really nice resto..." and then hui's mumbling, voice slowly drifting off until he's breathing so softly and calmly that you took a peek at him, the sight of hui sleeping fills your chest with more warmth than you can imagine.

leaning down and kissing the crown of his head, you mumble against his hair, "goodnight hui."

~

ah yes, i forgot to put what types of requests i take..i apologize for that! but i hope you liked this one :D i tried making it as fluffy as i can bcs hui deserves all the love in this world ;(( hoping you enjoyed!! thanks for requesting :>

[soonyorita]

someone send me a request for pentagon im so bored and i want to write abt my boys : (

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PENTAGON COMEBACK TODAY OH GOSH IM GONNA FAINT

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PENTAGON!!!! PENTAGON IS COMING!!! Y’ALL SHOULD STAN NOW 

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masterlist updated!

I'm also taking requests! please do send a prompt + a member and I'll try my best to write them <3

i write for:

- exo

- pentagon

- monsta x

- nct (all units)

[soonyorita]

A little one shot with Baekhyun, fluffy and fun , where OC is an abroad student and she's Baek’s new roommate in college? requested by @yehetoyoutoo

Moving to another country to study is harder than you thought. Sure, it's a too good of an opportunity to pass and it was just a spur of the moment when you submitted the requirements a month ago, but truth be told, there are times that you wished you could've just stayed back home. Then if you stayed, you wouldn't feel as terrible as you're feeling now. 

Face planted on the small dining table in your apartment, you groaned, homesickness hitting you hard and strong. You start to miss local dishes that can only be found in your hometown, stomach grumbling at the thought and for a split second, you thought of making them on your own but you don't wanna risk putting the whole apartment on fire. 

"You okay?" 

Ah yes, there is your roommate's comforting voice again, pulling you back to reality. He heads to grab his mug and fills it with water, gulping it down in one go, "wanna talk about it?" 

You straightened your back with a silent huff, Baekhyun is nice and very welcoming, but you still haven't worked your way around your usual shyness whenever he's around. It's just that you weren't really good with new people in the first place but Baekhyun tried to make things comfortable for you from your first day there and up until the moment. 

"Were you crying?" Baekhyun sits quickly across from you, placing the apple on the table. "What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry," Is what you uttered before full blown crying, tears streaming down your face uncontrollably. You can feel Baekhyun's stare on you before he rushes to your side, kneeling and immediately rubbing your back softly. You couldn't control the tears coming from your eyes, chest heaving from how hard you are crying. If on a normal day, you would've been embarrassed letting your roommate see you cry, well, today's not that day and you just let him console you, going as so far as Baekhyun laying your head on his shoulder until your sobs turned quiet.

"Shall we go get ice cream?" Baekhyun offers, smiling brightly. He stands up and offers a hand to you, an invitation for you to go with him. He looks expectant and you didn't really have the heart to say no and truth be told, you could use someone's company right now. So with a small smile, you reached for his hand and the smile on Baekhyun's face have never felt so rewarding. 

~

Turns out, Baekhyun loves loves ice cream. The pure enjoyment on his face while choosing a flavor will be forever embedded in your mind, he looked so adorable, his smiling face lifting off some of the heavy feeling on your chest. 

"Do you want to talk about it?" Baekhyun asks not looking at you but on the road ahead. He'd proposed walking around on a nice evening like this while eating your ice creams, "you know you can talk to me about anything, right?" 

"Thank you for being so nice to me." You giggled when Baekhyun reacts dramatically, his hand on his chest as he gasps. "I guess I was just missing home, you know, the usual homesickness and stuff." 

Baekhyun leads you to a nearby playground, he points to the other swing as he sits on one and starts rocking himself back and forth. He's looking at you all this time, curiosity obvious in his eyes as he listens to you talk about all the things you miss back home. It's actually nice to let it all out, you noted, and for the first time since you moved here, you don't feel as heavy as you did. 

"So yeah, sorry for ugly crying on you a while ago," You said sheepishly, looking at the ground. 

"I don't mind," Baekhyun waves his hand dismissively, eyes crunching up and gosh, does he look cute. "I don't really know if I can help you with anything but I hope you enjoyed this mini ice cream trip...?" 

You snorts, "oh please, you letting me cry on your shoulder, buying me ice cream and listening to my rant is already a big help. I don't know what I'll be doing right now if you weren't there in the first place, Baekhyun."

"Baek," He utters, smiling at you softly. "Just call me Baek." 

It was the start of a really great friendship with him. Baekhyun is wonderful, he's funny and thoughtful, there are times he likes to lightly make fun of you but he never did anything that'd actually hurt your feelings. He's also a great support system, helping you out a lot whenever you're struggling. You might have or not have harbored a tiny weeny friendly crush on him, but that's something to be talked about later on. 

The trip to the ice cream shop has become some sort of a ritual for the both of you now, going in once in a week and trying out all the other flavors that you and Baekhyun haven't tried yet. The cashier would smile whenever he sees you two entering the shop, and there are occassions he'd ask his coworkers to give you both a free scoop. 

"You don't regret moving in here, do you?" 

"No," You mumbled, looking over to Baekhyun and grinning at the smile on his face. "I mean - at first yeah I did but then..." 

He pauses, waiting for you to finish what you were saying. "Then?" 

"I mean, you were there for me," Pushing away any feelings of embarrassment, you cleared your throat, looking anywhere but at Baekhyun. "It made everything easier, you know? I swore I would've bought a ticket back home if you didn't found me crying in the kitchen that time." 

"Well then," Baekhyun muses. "I'm glad you stayed." 

There's a feeling of warmth that makes your heart swell when Baekhyun turns to you and smiles, his eyes scrunching up adorably, tongue poking in between his lips when he catches you staring. 

It's when Baekhyun runs ahead of you, saying something about playing tag to burn off the calories that gives you the realization: this could be your new home.

~

if you got this far, thank you! :)

[soonyorita]

DAMN I LOVED THAT MARK FIC it was totally worth the wait ahhhh ok you’re gonna see more of me in ur req box HAHAHAH also,,, if you’re up for it could u maybe do like a pt2 to it? like idk him just feeling sadder and more regretful etc or a fluff ending where he reallllly tries to make things right between the two of them ^_^

click for part 1 :)

Trying to live a life without Mark is harder than you thought, hell, you’d spend at least half of your life with him and having no forms of any contact with him for the past month was killing you. But then again, enough is enough and you figured out you two would be better off alone and single. You tried not to let your thoughts dwell on Mark and sure, there were times that your mind slips and you think of him all too much but...you’ll get better.

It just so happens that for some reason, Mark is standing in front of you on your way from the convenience store, wearing a hoodie and a glasses, probably to hide from fans but you think it was stupid. Anyone can tell that it’s Mark Lee anyways.

“Hey...”

“What are you doing here?” You whisper-yelled, looking around cautiously. It has become habit because well, after all, Mark is an idol. Any sort of rumors is a threat to his career and you’d loathe to be the cause of that.

He fiddles with his fingers, “...to talk to you, I guess?”

“You guess?”

“Fine.” He breathes deeply. “Can we talk, please Y/N?”

“I thought we were already over,” pursing your lips, you looked up to him to meet his eyes. They were a bit glossy and it took everything out of you to not take back what you said. “Remember what we talked over the phone?”

“That’s exactly what I don’t want to happen!” Mark exclaims, throwing his hands in the air out of frustration. He cards his hand through his hair, messily ruffling it in the process. “I know I was lacking a lot and it was really unfair for you, but...can we start all over again?”

“Are we really talking about this in the middle of the street?”

He lets out a big sigh, “fine. Can we go to your place then?”

The walk back to your place was excruciatingly painful, the awkwardness was so intense you’d actually thought of running in the opposite direction just to get away from the situation. Mark didn’t start a conversation either, so you just held on your plastic bag, looking at anywhere but him.

“I’m sorry,” Mark utters once you two have arrived in your place. It made you halt your movements. “And I know I’ve said this like a thousand times already but I realized how selfish I was. You went through a lot because of me and everything was really unfair for you Y/N, I’m sorry.”

Hearing him say those words made your walls crumble down a bit, happy memories of you two clouding your judgment. Removing him from your life was painful enough and now that he wants to come back again, your emotions are becoming a one big mess.

Sitting down on the seat across him, you started fiddling with your fingers. You know a big part of you wants him back as well but...are you willing to go through the pain all over again? It’s going to be a never ending cycle and you’re painfully aware of that.

“Mark I...I don’t know,” you started and Mark briefly looks up to you in surprise. “Isn’t this whole thing gonna hurt both of us more in the end?”

“That’s why I’d like to try again Y/N, I don’t want to hurt you more because I know you deserve better.” He states softly, standing up from his seat and kneeling down beside you to level your face with his. “I can’t promise that I’m going to be the perfect person to make you happy but I’ll do my best, okay?”

You couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed from the sudden turn of events, tears already forming in your eyes. Mark smiles a little and caresses the first tear away from your face, “I thought being an idol would give me everything that I ever needed but when you left...that’s when I realized I’ve been fooling myself all this time...”

“You’re such a big part of my life and I really can’t imagine continuing all of this if it weren’t for you. I know you were hurt a lot and that’s my fault but...will you please give me another chance?”

It won’t hurt to try again, right...?

“Okay,” you answered in a small voice. “On one condition.”

Mark’s smiling expression turned into that of a curious one, “what is it...?”

“Let’s do that date you promised me a long time ago.”

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omg im so sorry this took so long again ksksksk :---(( been on a writer’s block for so long hhhhh 

i still hope that you like it!! i am glad you liked the first part and thank you for requesting <3 requests are still open!

[soonyorita]

Hey! Can I request an imagine of Chenle being jealous and protective please? Basically an angst that ends with fluff. Thank you!

"Don't you trust me?" Voice filled with accusation, you turned to Chenle, eyes almost boring holes into his skull out of annoyance. He was looking at the floor, gaze intense and hands clenched into fists. "That was embarrassing, Chenle."

"Are you implying that I'm embarrassing?" Chenle looks up, forehead scrunched up. He's leaning back on the chair, chin propped up against the back of his hand, eyes narrowed at you. "I trust you Y/N, but not the people around you."

Huffing out a breath, you remarked. "Does that even make sense."

You love Chenle, that you can't deny. He's an absolute sweetheart and sunshine and he's the best boyfriend you could ever ask for, but beneath those smiles and sweet talks is an overprotective attitude. It doesn't help that Chenle gets jealous easily and sure, you may find it cute at times but it gets too much and it makes you annoyed.

"I'm just trying to protect you!"

Chenle's jealousy had taken over earlier that day. An old friend had approached you while you two were out and just like the old times, you were touchy with each other but there's no malice behind any of it. It was all friendly gestures and stuffs but when Chenle saw it, it was enough to drive him to jealousy and to cause a bit of a scene.

"Protect me from what?" You spat out, turning around. "I am capable of protecting myself, thank you very much."

"Stop being so childish," Chenle retaliates, crossing his arms as he watches you fix your things angrily. There isn't much that Chenle can do to ease your anger for now, so he decides it's best for him to step back and let you be as angry as you can.

Shocked, you pointed at yourself, "me? Childish? That's strong coming from someone who can't even keep their emotions in check."

"What?"

"You heard me."

He struts up to you, fire burning in his eyes. "Why don't you understand that I'm doing it for you?"

You scoff, "well then I'm not happy about it."

Chenle takes hold of you and spuns you around harshly, causing you to stumble in his arms. He has a death grip on your arm as he looks down on you, eyes narrowing from the closeness of your faces. "Just to remind you, he was a close friend," You uttered, using your free hand to shove his shoulder.

"Really? That's not how I saw it. Have you seen the way he looked at you?"

Something in you snapped. You broke free from his grasp and the next thing you know, you're walking out of the room but not before leaving a statement for Chenle.

"If you don't trust me at all, then what's the point of this relationship?"

You figured out a breath of fresh air would be nice to clear your head from all the thoughts, putting your phone on silent as you head out to the nearby park, seeking silence from the whirlwind of emotions you had to face a while ago.

Chenle is such a bubbly and joyful person, so to say that you were surprised from his sudden bouts of jealousy is an understatement. You tried your best to understand why he acts like that in the most specific times but no matter how hard you try to understand and explain that no, he doesn't have to worry about anything because it's only him you'll look at, it just wouldn't suffice.

You didn't really meant what you said earlier too, but it felt right at the moment to say so. If Chenle can't trust you enough to not get suspicious of anyone interacting with you, then there's no point in continuing everything. After all, trust is the basis of a relationship.

Letting out a big sigh, you stared across the horizon, heart empty and thoughts full of missing the old Chenle fills your mind as you closed your eyes, lying back on the grass.

~

"Hey Y/N."

"What?" You sat up, surprised from seeing Chenle sitting beside you. You're still in the park but Chenle has put an umbrella over you to protect you from the sunlight. "What are you doing here?" You asked a bit groggily.

Chenle fiddles with his fingers, "I don't know. I just felt like you'll be here so I went to check and here you are." He looks up to you, "are you alright?"

Chenle's voice is soft as he asks you and it makes your heart skip a beat, he looked so much like a child when he has that small pout on his face and it makes you smile unknowingly, you missed this. You missed him.

"Why are you smiling?"

"I missed you, you know."

His face scrunches up in confusion, mouth opening to interject but you beat him up to it, putting your hand on his arm.

"You know it'll always be you, right?" Chenle looks up in surprise. "I get jealous too when it comes to you but...i know you and I trust you, Chenle. Can't you do the same...?"

He takes in a deep breath. "I'm sorry. I just realized how childish I must've been these past few times, I was too unfair on you. It must've been hard dealing with me..."

This makes you chuckle, "it kinda was but you're worth it, I guess."

"I'll do better," Chenle utters quietly, looking into the distance. "I should've trusted you more, I'm sorry again."

Sure, dealing with feelings is hard; it's messy and sometimes ugly, but sitting there with Chenle beside you, his arms draped around you like a blanket of warmth reminds you of all the good times. It'll be tough but you know you'll grow together and as you lean your head on his shoulder, you just know that it'll always be worth it as long as it's Chenle.

~

im sorry this took so long ㅠㅠ

[soonyorita]

Hi! If you’re still taking requests; do you think you could possibly do one for Kyungsoo! Where he comes home from his time enlisting and surprises you in front of the boys or at work or something cute! Up to you! 🥰🥰🥰

The members had called you to come over to discuss something about Kyungsoo, for what specific reason, you don't know. The only thing you're aware of right now is Minseok and Sehun are looking at you with a kind of expression you can't read. It makes you nervous for some reason.

Looking back and forth between the two, you asked, "what's going on?"

Minseok clears his throat, leaning over the table as if what he's going to say is a huge secret. "It's Kyungsoo..."

"What about him?"

The older male shifts uncomfortably in his seat, "you see, he called earlier and turns out..." He coughs and looks at Sehun, as if asking for help. The younger raises his brow and lets out a big sigh, turning to you, "his release date got pushed back."

What.

"What?" You looked back and forth between the two, looking for any hint of joke but the seriousness of their faces gives it all away.

You felt a sinking feeling in your chest, it's as if all energy is drained out of you. You were very much looking forward to the day that Kyungsoo comes back because you missed him so much and then this happens? Slumping back in your own chair and trying not to cry anytime sooner, you glare bitterly at the surface of the desk in front of you.

"We're sorry Y/N," Minseok mutters.

Face palming, you sighed so deeply your entire body moved along. "We can't do anything about it, right?"

There's silence for a moment in the small meeting room, with you still trying to hold back the tears because it would be embarrassing to break down in front of your boyfriend's band mates so you held it in, not wanting to cause any scene. The sound of the chair scraping on the floor makes you look up, only to see Sehun and Minseok standing.

Sehun pulls Minseok along with him, "we're gonna get Kyungsoo hyung's manager to discuss things with you, is that alright?" You find yourself nodding, watching their backs as they left the room.

The moment the two left, you dropped your head on the table, entire body slumping forward and the first tears welled out of your eyes. The plan was, you're fetching Kyungsoo tomorrow with his parents, a bouquet in hand, ready to hug the living daylights out of him. His squishy cheeks, plump lips, his handsome grin, name it, you missed it all.

Mentally giving yourself a pep talk, you sat back, you've done this for months, a few more days won't hurt-

The lights went off.

You sat there, in the middle of a breakdown, alone in an empty meeting room, looking around wildly, trying to adjust your eyes to the darkness. What the hell. First, it was Kyungsoo's delayed release and now you're being haunted by a ghost? Fuck it.

Huffing out a breath, you turned your glare at the fluorescent lights above you, as if waiting for it to magically open. Seconds passed and your frustration grows even bigger, a loud sob ripping from your chest. You laid your head on the table as your composure broke down, tears continuously streaming on your face.

The thought of not seeing Kyungsoo for a while again breaks your heart, you've been longing to meet him again since your last visit, with Kyungsoo promising you that he'll meet you outside soon. It was a short moment, but Kyungsoo's soft smile had never failed to make your heart go haywire.

Maybe you were too busy crying that you didn't heard the door opening, but the next thing you knew, Kyungsoo's melancholic voice fills the room, his song 'That's Okay' blaring through the speakers. Out of nowhere, you see Chanyeol and Sehun pushing the man that you love - Kyungsoo - towards you, a bouquet in hand.

"W-what?" Standing up and moving away from him, you looked at him in disbelief, afraid that you're just having an all-too-realistic dream. "I-i thought...?"

"Are you...were you crying Y/N?" Kyungsoo asks, panic evident in his voice. He turns to Sehun and Minseok who both look guilty, trying to avoid eye contact with their bandmate. "What the hell did you say?"

It was Minseok who spoke up. "We said your release date got pushed back?"

Jongin's and Chanyeol's laugh first fills the room, followed by the chuckles of their managers who were all holding balloons in their hands. Kyungsoo shakes his head, coming closer to you, a small grin on his face. "Hi love."

"I hate you," You glared at him, crossing your arms and pouting a bit. "Was this really your plan? To surprise me?"

Kyungsoo's face turns a bit red as he looks down, scratching the back of his neck out of embarrassment. "Did it worked?"

You took the bouquet in his hands, "I should be the one getting you flowers, Soo." Grabbing his hand and holding it close to yours, you grinned widely, "welcome back, Soo. I missed you so much."

Kyungsoo pulls you closer to him, hugging you with you almost crying again because gosh, you missed his warmth so so much and to finally hug him again after months is such a surreal feeling. You buried your face in his neck, smiling against his skin.

The room went silent with the others watching the both of you exchange affection, "stop watching us, you creeps." Kyungsoo voices out, making you snort. He breaks free from your hold and turns around to face his bandmates, "you made Y/N cry,"

Sehun and Minseok laughs sheepishly, "we're sorry. We couldn't think of a better excuse."

"It's fine, don't worry." You gave them a thumbs up. "I appreciate you all for doing this with Soo, although it was a bit sloppy..." This earned a laugh from them. "But thank you for trying."

"What are we still doing here?" Chanyeol states, heading to the door. "Let's go and celebrate Kyungsoo's return!"

Kyungsoo pulls you softly towards him again, an arm wrapped your shoulders. You smiled up to him, "I love you, Soo."

He lands a peck on your forehead, "I love you too."

~

THIS TOOK SO LONG OMG IM SO SORRY TT i hope it was worth the wait :< please let me know your thoughts! take care everyone xo

[soonyorita]

shinwon stans are so well fed today

also shinwon losing his nickname on ucube,,, fr it was funny at first but then adgfhd please give him back his nickname lmao

[soonyorita]

hii can i get an idol!mark with prompts 1, 12 and 13? i’m in my angsty vibes hehe thankyousomuch

"I'm sorry," You heard Mark uttered, voice sounding a bit distant over the phone. Hearing that phrase from him multiple times now, it has lost its meaning already. You couldn't help but roll your eyes in exasperation. "Something came up and our manager said we needed to-"

Exhaling loudly, you clicked your tongue, trying not to sound too annoyed. "But Mark, you promised..."

It was the nth time that he cancelled your date that was originally planned two months ago. Just one date, one night of being with your boyfriend after a long time of being away from him and now, he couldn't even spare you at least a fraction of his time? Life as an idol was never easy, both of you knew that, it doesn't get easier even as time pass by.

Mark huffs. "I know, it's just that something urgent came up and we're needed at the company, you know if I have a choice I'd always choose you, right?"

A bitter laugh comes out of your throat, the familiar feeling of pain bubbling again in your chest. Pausing to take a breath first, you pinched the bridge of your nose, "oh, come on Mark, we both know that's not true."

"What?" There's a hint of exasperation in the other's voice and you can picture Mark running his hands through his hair in frustration. "What are you talking about?"

There's a sad smile on your face as your gaze lands on the framed picture of you and Mark on your bedside table, a hollow feeling on your chest. "You won't pick me even if you have a choice," Tears are starting to form in your eyes, saying it out loud hurts a lot more than you imagined. "Maybe I was, but I know for a long time now that I'm not."

"Y/N, where is this coming from? Please-"

"No, are you even listening to me?" You quickly interjected, knowing you'll never find the courage to talk about it again if you don't do it now. There was silence at the other end of the line and you took this as a sign to continue.

"You know I'll always support you, right? No matter how busy you can get, I will always understand because i know that's the life you wanted." You swallowed thickly, hoping not to let out a sob. "You worked so hard and to see you out there on stage being admired by so many people makes me happy too..."

"But Mark, it's been...so long. Have you even remembered the last time we met?" Mark doesn't answer and your heart broke again for the nth time that day. "You don't, right? The last time was during I visited you when you were filming for an MV and that time, you were too occupied to even spare a bit of your moment to come and talk to me."

"I'm sorry."

"Stop saying you're sorry," It sounded far more harsher than you expected it to be. "I know you're not. We both know you could've done something if you really wanted to see me."

It feels so, so distant. You've always known Mark ever since but at the same time, you're not familiar with the man you're talking to right now. In a way, it pains you so much. You understand what's happening; you two have fallen apart. When and where exactly, you don't know.

"I..i don't know what to say," Mark finally utters out after a few seconds of silence. "Can we meet tomorrow? I promise I'll make it up to you. We can fix th-"

Blinking back the tears, you looked down and smiled sadly. "What's the point?" It's too tiring. You have no idea if Mark really wants everything to be fixed or if he's just saying it out of pity.

"Goodbye, Mark."

You ended the call and the first tear drops on your face.

~

im sorry this took so long!! :(( I've been so busy with streaming and now that rtk has ended, I'm now back to writing!

thank you for requesting! i hope it was worth the wait ^^ lemme know your thoughts!

credits for the gif :)

[soonyorita]

I REALLY JUST. LOVE KO SHINWON. SO MUCH. BEST BOY INDEED 😭

list of kind things shinwon has done/said:

after pentagon members play limbo, he asks “did anybody get hurt? please raise your hand” and once they all say no he says “the game was a success then :)” 

brings a cake into jinhongseok’s birthday live, then refuses to let wooseok talk to them because he wasn’t as good of a friend as him

calls after hongseok after he starts skating without a helmet. tells him it’s dangerous, and not to do it while running out to give him a helmet. also helps him to put it on because hongseok is too stupid to do it himself. 

tried giving his seat to jinho during one of his & hui’s v-lives. jinho kept on refusing and tried to sit on the floor, so shinwon also sat on the floor so that jinho would sit in the chair.

when they revealed that changgu likes to eat food while watching meokbangs of someone eating the same food shinwon yelled “PLEASE CALL ME (when you eat)” because he thought changgu did it because he was lonely.

watches all of pentagon members v-lives, calls in to them during or physically goes into the room. knows all of kino, jinho and hui’s written and composed songs to the point that he’ll know the lyrics and be able to sing them and recognize them if they’re played. 

when kino hurt his leg, he pushed him around in a wheelchair, bought him heat packs and tried to find the suspender that he could hang on the ceiling to raise kino’s leg up in his bed. when kino thanked him, he said that this was all necessary so he didn’t need to be grateful. 

when hui and jinho where the special DJ’s for idol radio, during his OWN v-live he told everyone to watch their episode and to leave them nice comments. then when the episode actually aired, shinwon wrote in comments himself. 

always updates universes on fancafe, and besides his silly posts, he’s written comforting and genuinely kind messages like “from now on, the word sorry is forbidden. change it to thank you instead” (after universes were apologizing for not getting them their first win, “I wish for everyone I love to be happy”, “today too,  just do it yo!!” 

[soonyorita]

i am here to tell you one thing only

✨stan pentagon✨

[soonyorita]

hi! I'm sorry for not posting lately and i still haven't posted some of the requests I have right now :< I'm currently busy streaming for pentagon on road to kingdom ^^ but im already working slowly one by one on your requests, thank you for being patient!!

[soonyorita]

Hi !! Can you do 8+22 with haechan ??

With Donghyuck, everything becomes beautiful. Time spent together with him was priceless and something you wouldn't trade for the world. He made life a lot prettier and happiness was never scarce when you're with him.

But alas, everything turned upside down. Life played a big joke on you, taking away the happiness in your life and replacing it with anger and frustration.

Piles and piles of rumors had been made against your boyfriend. Relationship rumors, to be exact. You didn't believed it at first, knowing how loyal Donghyuck is, you're just sure he wouldn't do anything like that to you. Trust was something that you gave so freely to Donghyuck and he does the same. Besides, your almost long distance relationship with him wouldn't last if trust was never present in the first place.

"Care to explain?" You stalked up to Donghyuck, holding your phone up to let him see. On your screen is an article of him going to a club overseas with a girl you're strangely familiar with and it makes you see red.

What's worse is there are more than one occasion where he's seen with the girl going out.

Sure, your relationship is unknown to the public, you were a secret all this time and you are entirely fine about it. You're not asking to be revealed because you treasure your privacy as much as you treasure Donghyuck's idol life.

Donghyuck looks at you weakly, quite stressed out from the amount of calls he's receiving from his manager. "Not now, please..."

"Not now?" Your laugh was bitter and empty. "I've been keeping quiet all these time, Hyuck. Can't I at least know the truth?"

"There's nothing for you to know, Y/N. Everything's fine-"

"Really?" Tears started rolling down your cheeks, emotions overwhelming you instantly. Your voice broke along with the many pieces of your heart. "That's not what I heard."

Donghyuck doesn't look at you, instead, he keeps his eyes on the floor. He's fiddling with his fingers and if you just weren't feeling so broken and hurt right now, you'd run up to him and hug him and tell Donghyuck everything's gonna be fine.

You breathe deeply, "I'll ask you for the last time. Is it true?"

"I'm sorry."

Your heart plummeted. Your grip on your phone tightens as you stand up, breathing shakily as you fight off the tears to fall down from the corner of your eyes. That was enough confirmation from him. That's all you needed.

Donghyuck was a beautiful part of your life but sadly though, beautiful things come to an end.

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uhh.. i tried doing angst O.O also know that i love lee donghyuck with my whole heart and this is just fiction sdhsjsj

lemme know what you think! ^^

[soonyorita]

Request: Hi sweetie! Could you write anything your heart desires with Kyungsoo? Thank you and stay safe!😊

[ 3:30 AM ]

The only thing that you want to do right now is to sleep. You’ve had a long day and you’re really tired, exhaustion seeping through your bones with every movement but for some reason, sleep won’t just come. You’ve been lying awake for hours now, trying and trying but ultimately failing to fall asleep.

Deciding to get up and drink some milk, you tried slowly lifting the arm wrapped around your waist, not wanting to wake up your sleeping boyfriend. He’s had a long day full of practice and rehearsals too, so by now you’re pretty sure he’s sleeping like a log.

Though, too bad, once he feels you getting up, Kyungsoo stirs awake and his hug around you tightens, voice groggy with sleep. “Where are you going?”

You lied down again in haste, “I’m gonna drink some milk, go back to sleep, Soo.”

“Can’t sleep?” Kyungsoo sits up, rubbing his eyes off of sleep. When he sees you nod, he pulls you in his embrace once again, your head on his chest as he softly runs his fingers through your hair. “How long have you been awake?”

“I haven’t fallen asleep yet,” you mumble, Kyungsoo’s voice driving you to relaxation. You’ve always loved his voice, it’s calming and very soothing and to be honest, you wouldn’t mind listening to him talk for hours. 

“You should’ve woken me up earlier.”

“I didn’t want to wake you up,” You say, giggling a bit when Kyungsoo lands a peck on your cheek. “I know you’re tired, plus you looked really adorable sleeping and I don’t have the heart to bother you.”

“I’m not adorable,” he quickly says, pout evident in his voice. “And you know you’ll never be a bother to me, right?”

Silence envelopes the two of you a few minutes later, with Kyungsoo humming your favorite song and swaying both of you sideways, still playing with your hair lightly. Kyungsoo waited and waited until he feels you breathe evenly, taking a quick peek to see if you’re sleeping already. He smiles fully when he sees you’ve fallen asleep already, all cradled in his embrace.

Kyungsoo lays you down on the bed carefully, almost giggling when your sleeping figure scooted closer to him, seeking his warmth. He brushes the stray strands of hair on your face and with a quick peck on your forehead he whispers, “goodnight love, sleep well.”

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i miss kyungsoo : ( i love him so much big sigh ++ credits for the gif!

requests are still open!!