Alone in this room
silence ringing in your ears
hands out to feel
something
anything
the doors swing open
empty rooms staring at you
a dim exit sign above a locked door
screaming at you to leave
corridors stretch mockingly
palliative care
mental health wards
but the building is empty
the lights are out
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Memories of a scouting childhood long forgotten
knots, poorly tied
enough to hold a body.
rope, skipping rope
she searched
and could only find. Books
piled up for unsteady feet
clouded by pain and cheap vodka
but she couldn't
it hurt her chin
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sobbing quietly
a lifetime of learned silence
knowing showing would cause others pain
or fatherly pats on the shoulder
and orders to stop
so you hide
and wish you knew how to share
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I don't think I have a soul
may I borrow yours?
I'll give it back, I promise
I just want to know what it feels like
to smile
not teeth, but happiness
they say it's warm, like a blanket
a loving hug in your brain
but I don't have that
I've never had that
so may I?
just for a moment
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Memories run down your fingers
Dripping
they always say it should hurt
I liked that jumper
but it grounds you, granting release
I'm going to have to clean that
to the thoughts trapped in your head
until they come again
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It flaps its wings and flies away
the bird of grey and blue
from where it perched you almost thought
it might have liked you too.
But birds will not make their nests
where you or I might lay
for birds are birds despite all hope
and so they cannot stay.
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callous
accidentally
yet with full purpose
humanity seems so disgusting
they try and touch you
with their baby sounds
a child
disdain
you feel awful
that you could think this
do this
yet you don't stop
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plans
not good ones
but plans
yet
as always
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You apologise. For existing.
Not out loud of course,
then they'd hear you
and they like you
they enjoy spending time with you.
Words easily said, but hardly meant.
you stay quiet
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again
you did it AGAIN
you knew this would happen
why do you talk to them
I don't care if you'll be lonely
you keep hurting them
and you don't change
leave them alone
stop doing this to people
oh now YOU cry
how dare you
you did this
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She stands there, dancing,
Singing the music.
Showing off a collection
of memories and loves.
I cannot tell her what I think,
just smile and wistfully watch.
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I cannot write long,
my brain shall not go far.
I think myself these simple thoughts
My mind is oft' ajar.
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The traveler dons their walking cloak,
and leaves to roam the land.
Their friends they sat and not one spoke,
but wept into their hands.
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