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getting a mcr hyperfixation but how the fuck do i make a mcr dr. i dont know half of the stuff that happened with them i might wash up on 2005 and see mik.ey way hooking up w pet.e from fob and just have to accept it

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you were meant to find shifting. you were meant to find your s/o(s). you were meant to find your dr families. you were meant to find your dr friends. don't give up on this. this is so very real. i know it can be so exhausting sometimes but when you're there, when you're home, it'd all be worth it.

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desperately need to make a 2024 streamer dr where i become friends w ray and tota bc bro cant keep going like that 😭😭 ill teach u english dude

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yeah so i think bejng nonchalant worked bc i woke up a few times during my sleep and i was like 'yeah this is normal' but THEN i woke up in my OR bed and i felt like i hadn't woken up here at ALL

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ignore that i accidentally reblogged mlp stuff here 💔

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on the count of 3 we are all going to wake up and it was just a bad dream are you ready

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i was talking to a mutual abt (not-shifting) self-insert lore and i sent part of my script but like... cropped out?? im worried that he might find it weird bc i know most of the connecting points and i dont want him to think i have poor writing skills 💔

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i uh . might or might have not shifted again because i could swear by my life that twd aired (and therefore the breakout started) in 2012. i changed the date to 2010 on my script for better lore arrangements, i look the timeline up on google and it says it aired on 2010 .

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uuuughhhhh I feel real envy for the people who can actually talk to other people in real life about shifting. especially their parents. If my mom knew she’d put me back in a psych ward 💔

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jeongin is literally so pretty i might have to either script him to be my s/o or my faceclaim that pretty face cannot go to waste!!

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how to gaslight, gatekeep, and girlboss yourself into shifting . . . 

retired term i know but here it is … also note this is based mostly on my personal experience / what has worked for me and might not be your cup of tea. this isn’t a universal truth or whatever. okay with that said, let’s get into it i guess?

i. gaslight

act like you already shifted. because you did. duh. act as if your already a master shifter.

— “i already shifted” every 3 seconds. like a prayer. like a statement. like a threat.

— walk around your house like you just woke up from your 120th successful shift.

— when your brain’s like “wait but we’re still here—” girl. no. “i’m in my dr, if i’m not prove it.”

— gaslight info like you have a consulting business in it:

your brain: "oh you haven't shifted yet.”

you: “that’s strange because i just came back from my dr… again"

your brain: “oh? okay.”

— you don't ask. you state. you don't want. you demand. you don't desire. you KNOW. because you’re THAT shifter.

— it's not faking. it's pre confirming your reality. living in the now. manifest first, ask questions later 🫡

ii. gatekeep

not all thoughts deserves to be in the vip lounge that is your mind

— every thought is a guest. and you are the doorman in a suit

— negative thought show up in their little sad uniform like "what if it doesn't work—" but you’re like sorry .. we're full tonight

— doubt? rejected. impatience? come back next week. "maybe i'll never shift"? what is that??? we don't speak that language here.

— but listen. if those negative thoughts sneak in? don't panic. pretend they're ambient sound. blink. see. ignore. persist regardless.

— like "oh okay. that was strange. anyway." and continue to think about what to pack for your next dr class.

— let the thoughts pass by like npc chatter. not applicable. they are irrelevant.. because you are not your thoughts. you’re the consciousness watching them from afar like “what the heck is that??”

iii. girlboss

do what makes YOU happy. for real.

— wanna script in sparkly gel pen listening to 2010 pop like you just won america's next top shifter? do it.

— wanna visualize with your whole heart then pass out drooling on your pillow with a subliminal playing in the background? do it.

— want to read a wattpad (or ao3….we listen and we don’t judge) fanfic of ur dr s/o making you breakfast in nothing but pajama pants as motivation? do itttttt. full send.

— want to make an outfit vision board and title it “my wardrobe in my dr”?? i’m begging you. do it.

— shifting isn’t punishment or homework. it’s something you "earn" after 82 meditations. it's your birthright. it’s not homework..

— chase dopamine like it's an elusive monster guiding you to your dr. let your bliss and joy be a spell. let relaxation be a weapon. let your pleasure be the motivation.

girlbossing = embracing yourself & your dr self

whatever makes you feel even the slightest bit more YOU? more align with your dr? that's the thing. do it 1000x (hopefully i’m making sense)

because when you feel good, you align with a different frequency

when you align with a different frequency, you shift

when you shift, you literally can live your dream life

your dr self is you. you are them. so why not act like it?

— and if it takes a bit more time to manifest? delay ≠ denial. the main character never dies in act 2.

iv. the end

your subconscious is literally just you in pajamas and a headset. reflecting in your reality like a randomized sim. you have admin privileges. now act like it.

don't chase the shift. embody the version of you that already did.

gaslight. gatekeep. girlboss.

and wake up in your dr.

ⓘ xoxo, h3r4life

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JANUARY 23RD 2022 I WEAR MASCARA BLUSH AND SOME LIPGLOSS CAUSE I KNOW THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN NIKI WHAT DID I FOUND IM PEEING MYSELF

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this entire blog thesis:

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i dont talk abt it at all but im obsessed with other civilizations and i will definitely have multiple drs in other time periods. i want to be there for socrates and i want to see the invention of the press machine and i want to watch the french revolution like 😭😭😭 please