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Every body hates me because my body is made up from mis matched corpse parts and i make scary noises.

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I just want you. Your messy mornings hair. Your moodswings. Your cuddling while falling asleep. Your hand holding mine as we walk down the street. Your good days. Your bad days. Your outbursts. Your attitudes. Your laughs. Your everything. I want you. Your heart. Your soul.

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I’m not dead yet I swear, seasonal depression simply sucks. So, to cope, I’m working on some Nightcrawler works

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i think women i date should be allowed to disembowel me but just for fun and i’d be okay and we could just put everything back where it goes when it’s time to go meet our friends for dinner or whatever

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Did I tell you that I miss you?

About the want for love and affection, but being deeply afraid of it.

[no poetry or quotes belong to be - would love help for the uncredited quotes!]

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if i ever say anything dumb it’s probably cause i never went to school and have no parents and all my knowledge was gained secondhand from other people’s memories (i slurp it outta them nosferatu style)

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Forgive yourself for trusting the wrong people. You're not foolish, you're a kind human searching for connection. Embrace the lessons, but don’t let them harden your heart. Continue to trust, but with the wisdom and strength you’ve gained.

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7 April, 1939 Letters to Véra by Vladimir Nabokov

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Gentle Care

Taking care of them...

"Hey, it's okay. Show me?"

"What did they do to you?"

"Don't cry - I've got you."

"That's okay - get it all out."

"Deep breath, I have you."

"Sh, sh, I'm going to patch you up."

"I've got a bandage for you."

"This is going to sting, but we have to clean this."

"Oh - okay - we're hugging about this, okay."

"It'll all feel better in the morning."

"I can't believe someone would do this to you..."

"I'm going to protect you."

"Get some rest. I'm not going anywhere."

"You're safe now."

"I'm just going to wipe your face."

"When's the last time you cried like this?"

"There's nothing wrong with you, I promise."

"One day, you'll be okay. For now? It's okay to hurt."

"You want a hug?"

"I've got a blanket for you."

"Nice and cosy..."

"It's okay if you fall asleep."

"Just get some rest. You need it."

"Hey, I made you food."

"I know it's easy to forget to eat when you feel like this."

"You don't need to feel guilty."

"It wasn't your fault."

"Do you want a hot chocolate?"

"There's nothing better than a toasted marshmallow."

"Just hold onto me. There we go."

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- Our connections as a connection to the world.

Night in the Woods (2017) // "Vicious", V.E Schwab // "Dust and Ashes" Dave Malloy // "To a Poem About Water", Silvina Ocampo // Misae // @/nathanialorion // "Nanette" Hannah Gatsby

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i have a weird emotional attachment to some of you even though i dont know you is that weird

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𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝟸𝟺, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶-𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

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I think I deserve to be flirted with. Just a lil bit. Wooed, courted, maybe even romanced? Is it fair that no one's sweeping me off my feet right now?? I don't think so.

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i am SUCH a cuddleslut. fucking love snuggling. just wanna get coze wit u.

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From The New Anecdota Americana, 1944