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𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 :   𝙾𝚄𝚃𝚂𝙸𝙳𝙴  𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙳𝙸𝙾  𝟾𝟸  ,    𝙻𝙾𝚂  𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝙻𝙴𝚂    𝙵𝚃 :  @warmglcws​​​
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            the sting of rejection became a comfort, felt so often that the man who towered by the studio 82 entrance could pass as simply a familiar face  . . .  the brooding scowl, imposing stature and all. if she were a somebody, marie would’ve been met with a warm welcome, but unfortunately she was a nobody. as much of a nobody as an almost somebody could be. her face was somebody, her mother’s face, but even that held limitations. a theory proven true each time a semblance of eye contact was made. her slow stride back and fourth did little to keep attention away, but this was the waiting game she played. a round of russian roulette. who would exit the next extraordinarily expensive vehicle and who would extend an arm as a temporary plus one:  an a-list actress, a chart topping pop singer, the first son of the united states  . . . an a-list director. he wasn’t difficult to miss, the man who she imagined was the sort to only succumb to sleep lumped over a pile of directorial paper markings and public scandal worry whenever the name serena was muttered.
admittedly, marie had fallen victim to the click-bait headlines that used his story for a few extra pennies in their piggy banks. 
her attempt was casual, or as casual as marie could make her strides in his general direction appear. “ do you have the time by chance? ” she offered a fleeting gesture to the purse hung by the strap on her shoulder. “ my phone died and my uh . . i was supposed to meet someone here. ” ‘ someone important ’ she thought to add, but to oversell it was far too easy a mistake to make. remain allusive.
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            “ me too. ” something fluttered in her stomach, excitement. a first time of recognition for her craft and from one of the biggest names in fashion. dreams often went in a similar direction before the unwanted wakening, but how quickly that smile fell until a blanket stare had replaced the glowing exterior. some semblance of self-awareness was held to acknowledge she was a far cry from hollywood royalty  . . .  yet, it did little to quell the sting. an unwanted reality check. lips parted, yet to even utter a word.
what did anyone say to that?
“ you’re . . . ” the blonde gestured between herself and the lanky male, with attire that did little to pitch the notion of a ruby resort staff employee, who stood nearest her. “ who are you talking to? ” 
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𝐑𝐔𝐁𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓, 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐎𝐎𝐍, 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 and inspired by x. 
“ ⸻ good, i’m glad you’re here.” arpine indolently notes, stretching slightly on one of the plush chaise lounges by the indoor pool as she readjusts her tulle veil that covers half of her angular visage, all while making no apparent effort to keep her eyes, hidden under a pair of tinted sunglasses, open. “i’d like a glass of egon muller scharzhofberger riesling, chilled at forthy-one degrees, preferably. that would be all, thank you very much.”
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gigi ,
𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 : cafe dumont 𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙖𝙗𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮 :  open
there was something in the air or more so there was something on gigi’s mind and that caused her to become more and more rushed in the morning while heading to practice. no matter how late the clock ticked , she never not stopped for a cup of coffee and a small pastry on her way there. although , she stopped at the location almost everyday the staff never dared to look her directly in the eye nor did she care to remember their faces. the brunette let out a small grunt when the line didn’t budge. she took a poke at the person in front of her. ‘ listen , if you’re going to take that long. take a menu and stand there. ’, she finally spoke her first bitter words of the day. gigi took a menu that sat on the countertop and lightly shoved it into their arm.
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            plucked from apparent stranger’s grasp without an acknowledged glance, marie had attempted to defuse the situation — namely the plastic menu jabbed against the exposed flesh where her sleeve failed to cover. with three items in hand, one far more hefty than the other two, the attempt to juggle a menu, script and phone left her unable to take those few steps to the side she’d been instructed to. “ listen, i — ” her features contorted to recognition, undeniable recognition that had then and there diffused any growing animosity prompted from slow decision making and an impatient ballerina. “ gigi ” the tone begged for confirmation in case marie’s recognition proved to be just another brunette with a ballerina’s form and an added layer of a building feud with a stranger. “ from um, from boston. ”
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𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐀 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄.
𝙿𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃 .    𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂.  
𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀  .  .  .
name ( s )  :  marie  sharon  connage   .   d . o . b .  august  3  ,  1994   .   in  :  los  angeles  ,  california   .   she  holds  citizenship  in  the  united  states   .    she  speaks  :  english  ,  phrases  via  songs  in  german  ,  italian  ,   .   religious  beliefs  :  raised  orthodox  catholic   .   educational  achievements  :  opera  and  vocal  performance  degree  ,  new  england  conservatory   .   current  occupation  :  opera  singer  ,  dubbed  singing  voice  for  actresses   .   eye  colour  :  blue-green   .   hair  colour  :  blonde   .   height  :  5′6″   .   distinguishing  characteristic  :  a  spitting  image  of  her  mother  ,  a  late  film  actress   .
beverage  of  choice  :  sparkling  water  ,  champagne   .   preferred  holiday  :   dreaming  of  the  idea  of  paris   .   reading  choice   :   literary  classics  ,  namely  romance  novels   .   exercise  preference  :  walking  ,  dancing   .   watching  :  every  new  film  she  can  ,  she  loves  cinema   .   designers  :  valentino  is  pretty  but  paolo  sebastian  is  more  in  her  budget   .   accessory  :  always  carries  a  small  purse  she  puts  down  and  forgets  to  pick  up  before  leaving   .  prized  possession  :  her  mother’s  old  jewelry   .   random  :  she  loves  the  way  she  feels  after  drinking  champagne   .
inspo  ;    𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘥𝘢𝘩𝘭𝘪𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘦  ,  𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥  :  𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢  ,  𝘤𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢 𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘺  :  𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘺𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘯  ,  𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘥   ,  𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦  :  𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴  ,  𝘢𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘥  (  𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮  )
𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄  .  .  .
𝘵𝘸  :  𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩  
⧽    in  ‘88  up  and  coming  hollywood  film  actress  marlene  collins  fell  in  love  with  the  wrong  person  ,  and  both  of  them  knew  it.  gardner  connage  was  a  stuntman  ,   and  at  best  he’d  amount  to  a  few  fancy  stunt  scenes  with  credit  given  to  another  before  an  injury  would  force  him  into  early  retirement.  he  was  a  bad  bet.  adrian  benjamin  was  not  a  bad  bet  ,  he  was  the  son  of  director  griffith  benjamin  with  the  promise  of  a  secured  future  for  marlene.
⧽    and  in  ‘94  that  unspoken  love  triangle  came  to  an  end  with  the  birth  of  her  child  ,   a daughter  ,  marie.  the  only  child  gardner  would  ever  call  his  own.  but  marlene  would  claim  marie  as  her  third  ,  that  tumultuous  love  afair  had  gifted  her  another  child  ,  a  son  ,  four  years  earlier.  marie  grew  up  in  los  angeles  ,  even  starring  alongside  her  mother  as  a  toddler  when  all  the  other  child  stars  proved  to  be  too  fussy  that  day.  she  has  two  acting  credits  to  her  name  because  of  this.  and  it  seemed  like  marie  might  be  one  for  stardom  like  her  mother  ,  the  ones  the  cameras  adored  with  her  name  in  lights.
⧽    by  2001  marlene  had  become  a  household  name  ,  or  the  start  of  one.  she  was  lined  up  to  star  in  a  new  film  set  in  italy  with  an  a-lister  co-star.  marie  was  ten  at  the  time  and  had  begged  her  mother  not  to  go  as  children  often  do  ,  but  maybe  she  should  have  listened.  plastered  all  over  the  headlines  a  month  into  filming  had  been  ‘  death  in  italy ’  her  mother  was  found  dead  on  set.
⧽    speculations  of  a  murder  circulated  for  a  few  weeks  ,  just  enough  to  sell  enough  tabloids  ,  before  the  police  put  that  rumor  to  rest  far  too  quickly  for  gardner’s  liking.  that’d  been  the  final  straw.  hollywood  had  never  been  kind  to  the  man  ,  and  it  hadn’t  been  kind  to  his  family  either.  to  save  marie  from  a  similar  fate  ,  they  left.
⧽    the  idea  of  hollywood  and  the  golden  lights  were  forever  banned  at  that  moment  ,  but  the  hope  hadn’t  been.  moved  across  to  the  other  side  of  the  country  ,  marie  would  find  herself  often  sneaking  every  old  film  she  could.  she  loved  them  and  the  idea  of  them  but  that  was  also  the  problem  ,  her  ideas  of  what  everything  was  like  came  from  them.  dare  say  marie  worshiped  the  romanticized  ideas  hollywood  gave  her.
⧽    in  spring  2013  she’d  graduated  high  school  and  went  on  to  study  opera  and  vocal  performance  at  the  new  england  conservatory  in  boston.  she  was  supposed  to  want  a  quiet  life  ,  away  from  the  hollywood  lights  ,  after  all  her  father  had  witnessed  the  worst  they  could  do  to  a  person  —  things  he  hadn’t  told  marie.
𝐋𝐎𝐒  𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒  .  .  .
⧽    new  york  would  have  been  the  logical  choice  ,   a  chance  at  broadway  ,  but  the  allure  called  to  her  and  in  2015  she’d  defied  her  father.  the  start  of  a  strained  relationship.  los  angeles  was  far  from  what  she  had  remembered  ,  that  child-like  wonder  stripped  by  the  realities  of  it  all  ,  but  she  wasn’t  only  there  for  the  dream  job  but  finding  the  truth  about  her  mother.  the  real  story  about  the  death  of  marlene  collins  that  was  a  case  closed  far  too  quickly.
⧽    her  way  towards  the  hollywood  lights  weren’t  easy  but  easier  than  some.  marie  was  a  ghost-like  image  of  her  mother  with  one  problem  —  she  didn’t  have  the  screen  presence  marlene  did  and  what   a  disappointment  that  had  been.  it  was  perhaps  the  cruelest  form  of  rejection  ,  that  she  was  a  shallow  copycat  of   the  late  marlene  collins  at  best.  her  acting  credits  reflected  that.
⧽    2017  felt  like  a  breath  of  fresh  air  however  as  marie  landed  an  uncredited  role  as  the  singing  voice  that  was  dubbed  for  the  character  of  singer  jenny  lind  in  the  greatest  showman.  since  then  her  film  credits  has  had  a  drastic  decline  ,  left  to  singing  her  classically  trained  opera  and  whatever  lounge  would  accept  her.  2023  has  ushered  in  the  rumors  of  a  remake  of  phantom  of  the  opera  but  who  would  dare  ruin  such  a  classic? and  would  marie  be  able  to  deal  with  the  strong  hatred  that’d  accompany  such  a  modernized  retelling.
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She was one of those girls who should have had a different life.
Fleur Jaeggy, Sweet Days of Discipline  (via paper-fairy)
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Grace Kelly in “The Swan” (1956)
Dir. Charles Vidor
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