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Monobear Theater :: ＧＯＯＤＢＹＥ （Ｐｔ．２） :: CU

MIO had single-handedly done it.  His life, as well as CU’s were successfully protected.  With the mastermind also successfully found, the end was finally in sight.  Though MIO did not look particularly in good shape.  The tears had finally stopped with considerable effort on MIO’s part.  Though he apologized to Heiwano previously, it completely lacked any genuine feeling.  After all, he was alive and CU was alive.  That was his ideal; anything more was superfluous to him.

“C’mon CU, you’ve got to keep it together.  It’s over now.  It’s over.  Even if we threw our vote away, she still would’ve gotten axed by a landslide.”

But CU was in nothing short of hysterics.  Out of all the people to take the blame for their selfish actions, it had to be Chitose?  The one person who supported them?  The only person who tried their best to take care of the weird, bald-headed kid would now pay the ultimate price by the very person who she reached out to?

Though down-right selfish, that much was evident when he didn’t say a word about knowing full well about the buried medicine, CU, and MIO by extension, were not heartless.

Chitose… I-I… I’m… s-so… I’m so… sorry!

``Put the blame on me, I’ll take every ounce of blame you could possibly have.  … though I doubt she bears you any ill will in her heart, that’s the kind of person she was, no?  ‘Sides, she said it herself: where there’s bad, there’s also good.  She’s getting snuffed out, but we get to live.  Honestly, would you rather Heiwano living or both of us dying, CU?”

W-well… e-erhm… t-that’s… just kind of…

``Obvious?  That’s the word you’re looking for.”

MIO reached up and grabbed his own arms tightly, their unique form of a hug.  However odd it looked, it seemed to do something since MIO, who had started to feel ill with all of CU’s worrying, began to feel a little better.  MIO gave his arms a squeeze, assurance that he was there and he would protect CU from anything that would seek to bring him harm.

``There there, kiddo… We’re almost out.  Just hold on tight for a little bit longer, yeah?  We’ll deal with that asshat Tamashiro and be out of here quick.  So just… do your best, you’re doing a great job.”

MIO knew full well that hostile responses to CU would negatively affect his own condition while he fronted for the pair.  He knew Chitose’s execution video would bring CU major distress, so as the screen came down and the speakers long with them, MIO turned his body away from the screen and entered a squat.  Then, he firmly pressed his hands over his ears, as tightly as he could.

…Thank y-you… MIO…

CU was well aware of what was happening on the screen though he knew that not seeing it was better than subjecting himself to face his crime head-on.  Was it cowardly?  Yes.  Was it irresponsible?  Yes.  Should he have stood up, watched, and accepted that it was his fault that Chitose was being murdered before the entire class?  Yes.

But, even then, CU put the blame on MIO.  He didn’t actually kill Tae-hyun, it was MIO’s fault.  Putting the blame on him… that was comforting.  Deflecting, isolating himself… he was a creature of habit, leaving his comfort zone was something he never liked to do, even if the result was favorable.  Now that he had a wall to protect him wherever he went, surely CU would never leave it.

”….”

MIO could take that burden.  MIO would take every burden because it would preserve the rational, cautious CU that he had lost so long ago.  The kind whose sense of self-preservation was so high that nothing and no one could come between, himself excluded.  It was this sense that had kept the meek boy alive through countless murders during MIO’s absence thus proving its worth.  MIO was proud of CU.

The two of them together, the most imperfect, perfect pair.

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Help.

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Seven-Up Float, 1961. Via and everything else too

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It’s a family affair!

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Doubt Mafia:  Bringing classes together.

...featuring Doubt Academy 2's Hitoshi Nakamura (SHSL Drummer) and Doubt Academy 3's Mitsu Higashi (SHSL Sex Educator)

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``U...um... l-like... f-for a start...er..."

``B-But... N-No... more than ... THREE please!"

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Vegan Ice Cream Float Round Up

Vodka Root Beer Floats

Strawberry, Ginger & Coconut Ice Cream Float (GF/4 ingredients)

Vegan Double Chocolate Stout Float (2 ingredients)

Vegan Root Beer Ice Cream Float (GF/NF/SF/raw/3 ingredients)

Banana Ice Cream Floats (GF/SF/raw/4 ingredients)

Ginger Beer Mango Ice Cream Float (7 ingredients)

World’s Best Double Root Beer Float

Watermelon Mint Coconut Ice Cream Float (5 ingredients)

Irish Car Bomb Beer Float

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:: a burning memory singed to my soul.  who are you?

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Sad Exchange- Finger Eleven

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peach pie ice cream float

click here for recipe

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"Was he really the one who — ?"

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more than six thousand firefighters are currently battling ten major wildfires which have now consumed over seventy thousand acres of drought stricken california land. photos by (click pic) jae c. hung, elias funez, andre ferreira, noah berger and max whittaker

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CU doesn't really have any preference to underwear but he likes feeling unrestricted down there so boxers are usually his choice underwear.  He likes silly prints.

MIO, due to a high-impact occupation, likes to keep everything close and tight with boxer-briefs.  He prefers solids or minimal patterns.

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Airi & CU [ x ] WEEK 8, before Tae-hyun's Trial.

Chitose & CU [ x ] WEEK 8, before Tae-hyun's Trial, after meeting with AIRI.

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Strawberry float appreciation : 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

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"Your head looks like a dick. Which is a sign that you should eat one."

★☆☆☆☆ (1/5)

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"I thought you were afraid of me, but I should be afraid of you."

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