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Using drugs is my passive way of being suicidal. I want to die but i am often too scared to make the attempt. so instead I engage in self destructive behaviors like getting high. I’m very aware that if I don’t stop the drugs will kill me one day. Part of me wishes that day would come soon, while the other smaller part wants me to live.

excerpt from my journal 4-5-19 (via nicolethedopefiendqueen)

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“Day ‘N’ Nite i didn’t sleep the speed is in my mind.”

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if u ever meet someone who u vibe w naturally & they make u feel so good about urself don’t ever lose that person. don’t let them go.. that shit is hard to find

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Stop searching for that right person. You are the right person. Work on yourself. Someone is out there looking for the best possible you.

- Expherience

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