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SILLY GIRLS in YOUR AREA are waiting to GOOF OFF with you

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Correction! 7 hours before I need to get up for work, not due into work.

New rule!!

Bedtime: if I have a shift at work, I need to be in bed trying to sleep 7 hours before I'm due in.

This is the second? third? time we've tried bedtime. Thank you for structure where I need it, Daddy.

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New rule!!

Bedtime: if I have a shift at work, I need to be in bed trying to sleep 7 hours before I'm due in.

This is the second? third? time we've tried bedtime. Thank you for structure where I need it, Daddy.

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big heart energy

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*does a kick flip off your prostate*

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had a dream that tumblr introduced dislikes and like no one ever used them except for bombarding staff posts

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I could never leave this site

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Kink for being a dog but like a smart dog. Like border collie. They tel you to get the specific toy from the pile and you can. Etc

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•Nobody’s “needs” are more important than their partner’s “needs” within a d/s relationship.

•If partners support one another, all parties “needs” can get met.

•Dominants get the power, but care goes both ways.

•No one should feel neglected in their d/s relationships if they are healthy d/s relationships.

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I think I jinxed myself when I wrote this because me and Mormon Boy haven't spoken really since our first date (which, imo, went really well, for what that's worth). There are perfectly reasonable extenuating circumstances for this lack of communication and I should be patient, according to him.

I've tried filling my blue-balled dominant energies with other subby boys online, but it's not the same (and I'm feeling more and more degraded the longer and harder I try). Once, years ago, Jon said to soothe an anxiety in me, "I don't think about collaring other girls; I think about collaring you, Rachelle." Similarly, I don't want other boys to be submissive towards me; I wanted me and Mormon Boy to take a lightning strike of a journey together.

I've been pretty heartbroken and depressed about the whole thing; it's been a heady and difficult summer, and I already feel incredibly jaded in my Dominant explorations -- barely even two months!! I've aged, even, I think: I saw my first gray hair ever two weeks ago.

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i do not fuck i fulfill prophecies

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:3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3

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What kind of writer am I? With all this love and no words for it?

— Anne Sexton, Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters

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oh, you're into bondage? name every adhesive

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Doing whatever my bf asks me to because he is God and disobedience is a sin.