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deleting files makes me so scared what if i Needed That

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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making more characters we have fun here

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Made the worst brownies ever created just now

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at my sketchbook. straight up “drawing it”. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. Nothing

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still fuckin hate that “bee-free honey” that’s made from……… apples. bitch who you think sexed up those apples

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magnets

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🪶♥️>:3

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ANDDD you can kiss robots and should do so frequently btw

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the humble "like" is oft mocked despite what it does for us. "like, three people" is a vastly different statement from "three people". "and i was like 'what the fuck'" is vastly different from "and i said 'what the fuck'". i love you "like" and anyone who says you make people sound stupid will be killed on sight

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my dog can walk through walls

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made more guys. its like a treat for me

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COMN FANFIC WRITERS !!

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its a gender thing okay!

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i hope everyone here knows when i say "woe ____ be upon ye" im not saying woe because said thing is bad im saying woe to invoke the image of me throwing whatever im talking about at you eminem style