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WHERE IS YOUR GOD ?- Multi-muse blog featuring muses from Amazon Prime's THE BOYS , GEN V & MORE

CANON MUSES FT // Soldier Boy <- Starlight <- Billy Butcher <- Homelander <- Ryan Butcher <- Joe Kessler <- A-Train <- Black Noir II <- Hughie Campbell <- Marie Moreau <- Cate Dunlap <- Sam Riordan <- The Deep <- Madelyn Stillwell <- M.M a.k.a Mother Milk <- MUSES AFFILIATED WITH THE BOYS WORLD // Bubbles Utonium ( ppg ) <- Boomer Jojo ( ppg ) <- Brick Jojo ( ppg ) <- Frank Castle ( The Punisher ) OC MUSES FT // Eve January <- Harper Butcher <- Enforcer ( clone of Billy Butcher ) <-

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misc rp prompts.

i don't want to harm you.

why did you kiss me?

i try to be honest. i do. that is one of my good qualities.

it was my fault. why are you apologizing?

what makes you so sure i want to marry you?

aren't you afraid of me?

you are possibly the saddest person i've ever met.

i wish you would talk more about yourself.

stop asking me questions. kiss me again.

i'm not as brave as my mother.

you think i'm so dumb.

do you hate me?

i still think you're beautiful.

i don't know how to sleep.

i can't stand to watch you crying like that.

you're the first person i've ever really told.

people disappear all the time.

shall i compare thee to a summer's day? you're a bit sticky and only tolerable in small doses.

you know my name?

you are my oldest friend, but also my worst friend. but also my best friend.

i think i love you.

if there's one thing i've always admired about you, it's your poker face.

i can't begin to tell you how much i hate you.

i might have to dance with you again.

go easy, nightmare. go easy.

do you ever fucking stop talking?

i know guys like you. i'm friends with guys like you.

you're always so serious. you don't have to be.

i'm here. i came back.

love means never giving up on someone.

i have a great ass. everybody says so.

i'm not supposed to tell my name to strangers.

you really expected me just to give up on you?

i thought i loved you. i really thought i loved you.

i don't feel so good.

i've got some weed. you want to smoke?

it doesn't feel right here. i know this place.

more importantly, i just don't want to.

why are we always complaining? we get to be alive.

i can never read you.

i'm not going to make out with you.

it's gonna be sunset soon.

he wasn't all bad, my father.

staying alive isn't something you can just figure out as you go.

it's not like you, not to know what to do.

you should come over for dinner sometime.

if you hate it so much, why do you wear it?

i don't think this world is all that bad.

i was thinking how pretty you are.

why don't you come to my place?

i feel safe when i'm with you.

you can cling to me as much as you like.

i don't have a personality of my own.

don't you think you're overthinking things?

stop covering your ears, you chicken.

do you remember me?

i like to see you happy.

did your mother sew? did she teach you?

i never could protect you, not ever.

you're much cooler than my parents.

no one's mad. you're safe.

no one will hate you.

it's not a crime, not being able to save someone.

i'm staying in bed today.

you'll visit, won't you?

i can already tell what kind of a person you are.

make sure you memorize my number.

don't you think you should call your parents?

what does it matter what people think?

i only pretended to be brave.

fuck them. i'm not afraid.

it's good to finally talk about it.

i'm so sorry. i'm sorry for all that has happened to you.

you have no idea how much i love you.

isn't it terrible how life just keeps on?

i can feel you thinking.

i want you to be with me, but i want you to really be with me.

i worried about coming back, but i'm really finding myself here again.

better that it was me and not you.

do you miss me? even a little?

want some company?

you know i don't bullshit. not to anyone.

why does it matter what i think?

it hasn't hit me yet, i don't think.

come to bed. i'll even let you be little spoon.

do you think god is a horse girl, or a wolf girl?

don't you want to live somewhere else?

believe me. please. please believe me.

you have a trustworthy face, and i'm a bit drunk.

i didn't want to lose you, so i didn't tell you.

i love you. you don't have to say it back. i just want you to know how i feel.

i've been wanting to kiss you since i got here.

i don't have the energy to argue with you.

why am i still having these dreams?

you aren't as intimidating as i expected.

you compare yourself to others too much.

i feel safe, having you with me.

every little thing you do is an act of love.

i love you, but you're such a cunt.

jesus. why do you have a knife?

sometimes i can't tell if i'm asleep or awake.

i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm scared all the time.

you don't have to pretend to like something just because i made it.

your resting face frightens me.

i know what i saw.

i want to be with you, but i don't want to keep feeling like this.

you were supposed to protect me.

i have never felt so far away from you.

you can't rescue everyone, okay?

i'll figure it out. i always do.

you're the only one i can count on to tell me the truth.

you are smart and silly and amazing and curious, and i love you very, very much.

i'm sad. it sucks. what else is there to say?

i would have said yes to anything, to make the pain end.

i just want to burn it all down.

i've never been good at crying.

i'm sorry i didn't realize how unhappy you were.

your eyes are like cartoon saucers.

you beautiful, heartless bitch.

i'm asking you to trust me.

it would be funny, if there weren't so much blood everywhere.

i didn't want to die, but i didn't want to be there.

you've been very kind to me.

i doubt that my mother even likes me.

i am so glad you were with me.

i want to be able to protect myself.

you're too serious all the time.

you should have helped me.

i hope you are taking care of yourself.

i see you looking at me. i am not blind.

if it makes you sad, we don't have to go.

have you the strength to stand?

you are so young. you have so much time ahead of you.

i do not deserve friends like you.

everyone i care for, i hurt. every time i try to help, i make things worse.

i should have listened to you.

i promise i will make you proud.

you want some coffee, while you wait?

keep your damn shirt on.

i used up one of my nine lives today.

you were my best friend, once.

even a nice dog will bite when it's hurt.

look who the cat dragged in.

you're going to get hurt. you might even get yourself killed.

i don't want to lose you. i can't lose you, okay?

nothing's wrong. i'm just happy.

how can you ever love me after what i did?

i can't stop thinking about last night.

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// slowly gonna add more cobra kai muses- and mark from Invincible cause it's my added obsession- but also I gotta write across all blogs so ayyyye! don't mind the lack... of tags... cough. but ayyye if you wanna check what muses I got just gotta tiptoe to the carrd- but imma do things :) !

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❛  i never meant to hurt you.  ❜ / vi to jinx

getting rid of memes || @nghtmarish

" HURT ME ?- " TAUNTING WHISPERS surrounding her with a one-two-three skip to their steps. " -that wasn't me- that was POWDER ! Little Powpow who could do NOTHING RIGHT- remember her ? Can't say I miss her.... can you, sis ? " A crooked grin, chilled laughter escaping past twin flesh as she whips her head around, head titled to the side as if curious. Haunting figures looming over here, reminders of that night- ghostly voices say to her in a voice that makes the hair on the back of her neck stand ' you killed them all. you're a jinx. you're a jinx. you killed them, it's always going to be your fault- everyone you love DIES-- BECAUSE OF YOU. JINX. JINX. JINX. ' And while those voices kept rattling her brain.... they weren't wrong, now were they ?

A TWIRL OF HER GUN SPUN ROUND AND ROUND skillfully around her finger with a heated gaze laying dangerously on her big sister- VI. Feelings are confusing, heart pounding unevenly- like an OCEAN TIDE that is out of control, faster & faster, heavy as if dropping into the pit of her empty belly, the weight of a broken heart being too much to carry... and though Jinx tried- AND SHE DID... to put it all behind her, to move on from those terrifying thoughts.... from Vi.... they just.. WON'T LEAVE HER ALONE- and NOW ! ... Here Vi stands in FLESH AND BLOOD. She's real, she's here... but she's with an enforcer- the same ANIMALS... who took their parents away from them. All this and now Vi wanted to talk about who hurt who ? Still- she held so much love for Vi- but fuck, it was all just too much- TOO DAMN MUCH.

SHAKING OF HER HEAD, scoffing when eyes dragged slowly from Vi, landed on the female enforcer who dares think she belongs here- if anything.... This is what wounds her so, seeing her sister being all buddy-buddy and with a topsider. Backing away from her sister then, it pained her to do so- for all she ever wanted was to reconnect... but the voices in her head are desperately telling Jinx that Vi wasn't here for her. IT'S NEVER BEEN ABOUT HER. " You want to talk 'bout hurt ? Who is she ? Why are you with her ? " Jutting her chin angrily towards the dark blue-haired woman standing behind her older sister. " You're with this- this enforcer ? The same people who killed our parents !? " This enforcer wasn't good enough for her big sister- hell no, she was going to take her away from her AGAIN- no, not this time, clenching tightly on her gun then as if getting ready to raise it and aim at the unknown stranger who means nothing to them- SHOULDN'T MEAN anything to them, just another thing in the way of Vi and Jinx becoming a family again- right ? RIGHT ? That's what the voices tell her. 

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A BIT OF ADVICE . DON'T THREATEN THE GUY WHO POURS THE DRINKS

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100 INDULGENT TROPES

A collection of one hundred tropes of varying nature. Spiritual successor to my previous An Extremely Self-Indulgent Meme. Some of these pair well together and can easily be sent in various combinations. Some are also highly suggestive in nature. Engage appropriately.

one muse steps protectively in front of the other

one muse tends to the other’s injury

one muse is not acting like themselves and the other has to snap them out of it

one muse kisses the other during an argument

one muse pins the other to a wall

one muse kisses the other on their hand or wrist

one muse kisses the other on their neck or shoulder

one muse helps the other put on a necklace or tie

our muses aren’t supposed to be together but keep meeting anyway (on purpose or by accident)

our muses have a secret relationship

one muse takes a blow meant for the the other

one muse fights away enemies attacking the the other

one muse asks the other for their favor / a token before battle or a tourney

our muses share a night together believing it might be their last

our muses are in an arranged marriage / betrothal

our muses willingly marry for political reasons

our muses get married for love

our muses get married in a spur-of-the-moment decision

one muse has taken the other captive

our muses are in love but one thinks they aren’t good enough for the other

our muses are forced to ally for a common goal

our muses are enemies or former enemies but have started to fall for each other

our muses claim to hate each other but there is palpable tension between the two

our muses are trying to manipulate each other

one muse is trying to manipulate the other

our muses have feelings for each other but have conflicting loyalties

our muses are friends but have started to fall for each other

our muses are childhood friends that have been slowly falling for each other over the years

one muse has been in love with the other for a long time but is afraid their feelings are not reciprocated

one muse is in love with the other but they are in a relationship with or engaged to another person

our muses engage in a courtly romance

one muse is a knight in service to the the other’s family

one muse seeks comfort from a loveless marriage with the other, their lover

one muse traces the other’s scars

one muse kisses the other in a moment of heightened emotion

one muse confides in the other in a vulnerable moment

our muses are in love but circumstances prevent them from being together

our muses are exes who discover lingering feelings after reuniting

one muse confesses love to another after that person is injured

one muse confesses love to another because they believe they may die soon

our muses must share a bed

one muse lifts the other’s chin to look them in the eye

one muse places a hand at the back of the other’s neck to pull them extremely close

our muses have been hooking up, no strings attached

our muses have been hooking up, but one or both has developed deeper feelings

our muses are exes that hook up against their better judgement

one muse presumes the other is dead but is shocked when they show up alive again

one muse betrays their long held loyalties in order to save the other’s life from their own allies

our muses fake a relationship but have no actual interest in each other

our muses fake a relationship but start to genuinely fall for each other

one muse is known for their hard exterior and softens only in the other’s presence

one muse is the other’s weakness, something an enemy is trying to exploit

our muses are stuck somewhere together and must occupy their time

one muse has feelings for the other but has not acted on them due to their association with another character (a sibling / relative / ex / etc. ) or an organization

one muse is scared to act on feelings for the other due to poor experiences with love in the past

one muse is oblivious to the other’s feelings for them

one muse acts oblivious to the other’s feelings for them but really they are aware

one muse has unrequited feelings for the other

our muses are co-workers engaging in a hidden romance

one muse reveals one of their darkest secrets to the other

one muse comforts the other during an emotional breakdown

one muse calms the other from an intense rage

one muse’s family forbids them from seeing the other

our muses are in love but their friends / family do not support their relationship

one muse seeks redemption for past actions and comes to the other to atone

our muses regularly exchange letters

our muses move in together

our muses adopt a pet together

our muses have a child together

our muses adopt a child together

one muse discovers they are pregnant by accident

our muses have been set up by mutual friends

our muses have been set up by a matchmaker

our muses are in love with each other but are in denial

one muse is the other’s bodyguard / protector

one muse is royalty while the other is a commoner / rogue / societal outcast

one muse kisses the other for a bet

one muse relentlessly flirts with the other

our muses kiss for the first time ever

one muse wins a date with the other at an event

our muses dance together for the first time

one muse brushes their fingers through the other’s hair

one muse drunkenly confesses something to the other

our muses drunkenly hook up and wake up next to each other

our muses are roommates

our muses are partners in crime

one muse is a supernatural creature who falls for the other, who is a mortal

our muses are supernatural creatures from opposite clans or species that are historically hostile to each other

one muses is under a spell / in the middle of a monstrous transformation but somehow recognizes the other and refrains from harming them

our muses cuddle for warmth

our muses run away together

one muse wears piece of clothing or jewelry that belongs to the other

our muses bathe together

our muses cook together

our muses cuddle in bed

one muse serenades the other

one muse holds a weapon to the other as a threat

one muse physically lifts the other up

one muse protectively wraps an arm around the other

meet cute !

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🐝  *  ―  𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  please don't leave me alone. i cannot do this without you.  ❜ ❛  just fucking leave me alone!  ❜ ❛  i'm done crying about this. i'm done crying about you.  ❜ ❛  why do you even pretend to care?  ❜ ❛  will i ever be good enough?  ❜ ❛  i hate you!  ❜ ❛  i don't ever want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  if you don't go now, i promise i'll make your life a living hell.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me? or was it all just a game to you?  ❜ ❛  you're not my friend ... not anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me? i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i gave you my heart, and you just walked away like it meant nothing.  ❜ ❛  it's all my fault, isn't it? i ruin everything i touch.  ❜ ❛  this is goodbye. i hope you find the happiness i couldn't give you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm hurting? or do you just not care enough to notice?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. it's like i've lost myself along the way.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd see you again. why did you come back into my life now?  ❜ ❛  i'm finally happy ... why do you have to try and ruin this?  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  what happened to us? we used to be so good together.  ❜ ❛  promises are just words, meaningless and easily broken.  ❜ ❛  i pushed you away when all i wanted was for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  why couldn't you love me back? am i not enough?  ❜ ❛  i never meant for you to find out like this. i'm so sorry.  ❜ ❛  i wish we could go back and fix the moment everything went wrong.  ❜ ❛  i feel like we're drifting apart, and no matter how hard i try, i can't stop it.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you'd say that to me.  ❜ ❛  i thought you knew me, but your words make me question everything.  ❜ ❛  i'm trapped between two impossible choices, and neither one feels right.  ❜ ❛  no matter what i choose, someone i care about is going to get hurt.  ❜ ❛  once trust is broken, can it ever be truly repaired?  ❜ ❛  you don't get it! no one does ...  ❜ ❛  no matter what i do, it's never enough.  ❜ ❛  you said you'd always be there for me. where were you when i needed you the most?  ❜ ❛  why should i have hope when everything around me is falling apart?  ❜ ❛  i can't move forward. i keep reliving this moment over and over again, and i'm stuck.  ❜ ❛  i thought i was doing the right thing ... but i realize now that i was wrong.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. i've lost myself in trying to please everyone else.  ❜

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#JUST KISS ALREADY ffs

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You're the pulse in my veins. You're the war that I wage. Can you change me? Can you change me? You're the love that I hate; you're the drug that I take. Will you cage me? Will you cage me? You're the pulse in my veins; you're the war that I wage. Can you change me? Can you change me? From the monster you made me? From the monster you made me? This is the world you've created, the product of what I've become. My soul and my youth seems it's all for you to use. If I could take back the moment, I let you get under my skin. Relent or resist? Seems the monster always wins. // HOMELANDER

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// @nghtmarish & @supegod

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oh annie, you would've loved s4 homelander... happy hour q&a with erin moriarty / the boys 4.02 "life among the septics"

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"Love that orange skirt" ( @homelander-rp-blog honestly it looks cute on her XD)

sobbing but it really does look cute on her !!!! || @homelander-rp-blog

A GRIN FORMS AGAINST TWIN FLESH, A TILT OF HER HEAD AS SHE ADMIRES the long, flowy orange skirt wrapped around her waist. In return, the blonde happily gives a little dance and then reaches for John's hand, seizing his hand in hers and twirling playfully around his arm. " Thank you. I was thinking about heading to the BEACH... you know just a little getaway from all the chaos. " Letting go too soon of his hand to lower the skirt, lift the skirt, and just see what way is better. While looking in the mirror, she locks her eyes on John. " -- Hey, did you want to come ? I'm going alone, and I wouldn't mind the company. It would be fun, just you and me. That's if you want to.... I don't want to force you. "  

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I'm sobbing;-; <3. I love you too, please. Omfg! Listen, I'm such a big fan, and I'm so honored that you shared your comfort show with me 😭 because it's SO GOOD!!! and that we get to watch it together :')!! Cause ugh!!! Bless you. You all, Tommy, have good taste in TV shows; you need to follow my lovely <3 !!!! :')

just a little shoutout to della @leagueofdccm for trusting me enough to check out my little comfort show that practically nobody's heard of before. ily bestie 🥺🩷

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Ooh-ooh yeah ooh, you're having a hard time, and lately, you don't feel so good. You're getting a bad reputation in your neighborhood. (It's alright) It's alright; sometimes that's what it takes. (You're only human) You're allowed to make your share of mistakes. (Only human ooh-ooh). You better believe there will be times in your life. When you'll be feeling like a stumbling fool, so take it from me: you'll learn more from your accidents. Than anything that you could ever learn at school, don't forget your second wind. Sooner or later you'll get your second wind. Ooh-ooh yeah, It's not always easy to be living in this world of pain. You're gonna be crashing into stone walls again and again. (It's alright) It's alright, though you feel your heart break (You're only human) You're gonna have to deal with heartache. (You're only human) // HUGHIE CAMPBELL

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If you want it, take it. I should've said it before. Tried to hide it, fake it. I can't pretend anymore, I only wanna die alive, never by the hands of a broken heart. I don't wanna hear you lie tonight. Now that I've become who I really am. This is the part when I say I don't want ya; I'm stronger than I've been before. This is the part when I break free 'cause I can't resist it no more. This is the part when I say I don't want ya, I'm stronger than I've been before. This is the part when I break free 'cause I can't resist it no more. You were better, deeper, I was under your spell, yeah. Like a deadly fever, yeah, babe On the highway to hell, yeah. I only wanna die alive, never by the hands of a broken heart. I don't wanna hear you lie tonight. Now that I've become who I really am. // STARLIGHT ( ANNIE JANUARY )

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bro.