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— Captain Flint (via letsbeloneytogetherr)

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My final act of love is staying away from you for the rest of my life.

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these kids dont give a fuck about me

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i just need to shut up

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im gonna dieeeeeeee

fuck my life

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im so damn tired

they cant do anything by themselves

and they yell at me when i try to help them

but when im too tired to help them i still get yelled at

they arent my damn kids

why am i mothering them?

i never fucking agreed to watch them

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i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

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If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

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um guys, I think we need to stop waiting for ‘the right time’ and just start doing the things we want whenever because the right time’s never gonna come, and if we keep waiting it’s just gonna turn into an endless cycle

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funeral procession (miss you forever) I - IV, 2024, oil pastel on paper.

drawings of photos from the 99 highway in my home province of British Columbia during the past three years of driving up and down from city to town at midnight to catch planes to get to funerals.

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its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

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this is not rage this is despair.

i am so tired of waking up.

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Dissociating is more fun than living in real life ngl

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower