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MILDRED?????

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you have to stay alive. you're going to be such a beautiful middle aged freak. young freaks will see you in the street and know that things can be okay.

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Finally started working on emotes for the squid server, probs gonna do them as warm-ups. Also, the server icons. Imagine the server you're in is owned by several artists, but the icon was a screencap from a DND book for two years....

I mean.. It's still that image, I just redrew it... gonna probably change the globe to match holidays. If I can remember what holidays even exist.

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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pretend i posted this on father's day

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okay so the the zephyr crew has:

a very disney princess esque bright eyed transfemme who is just the most precious

a guy who's rowdiness speaks to him like a venom symbiote and also has no straight explanation for any of his behavior

an octagenarian gunslinger who joined a pack of coyotes after his divorce and who's first words when he was introduced were "dribble a little piss"

a (not great) toysmith with a haunted past and a slavic accent

a 6 foot tall butch with a sick prosthetic arm and just the most wet cat of a husband

and a famous author who's novels fell off after the fourth or fifth one

truly the adventuring party of all time

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Most people aren't fake when they're nice to new people - they're just facing forward and meeting you normally. Very few people are just a total ass and keep it hidden only for as long as necessary, just turning their best side towards you because they need you to think they are normal. But if someone whom you're only known to be nice - even when it's inconvenient to them - acts like an ass in front of you and you alone just once in a moment of weakness, that doesn't mean that they were secretly just all ass all along. It just means they trust you enough to leave their back exposed.

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kind of obsessed with rowdy as a euphemism for queer in cloudward ho. you're rowdy. you're too loud. you cause trouble. you make me uncomfortable. you're not being how i want you to be. you go places and you do things that i don't think are proper. you don't live how i think you should live. and you're so in my face about it. you're one of those..... rowdies. like come ON that's so good.

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I could never believe in eugenics because such an overwhelming majority of the people I know are perfectly sensible if not downright brilliantly smart, and were also birthed and raised by some of the dumbest fucking people I have ever heard of.

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It’s just me and the half an hour it took to do something scared (did it anyway so i’m counting it as a fucking win)

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anybody else . can anyone hear me

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viktojadesigns

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Faelyn: would you please stop staring? It makes me uncomfortable.

Gale: *already completely lovestruck* My apologies. Never could resist a beautiful woman with a book.

Faelyn: *blushes*