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"You were good to me"

:my first #hyohaku fanfic, cross-posted from Fanfiction. net

Its cold...and I can feel my blood gushing out from the numerous bullets I received. How ironic, this is not usually how I act, back then I was...-so cold.

She did well...

How odd

Its almost 2 years since we first met. I barely even pay attention to her back then, though I acknowledge her strength despite her reckless nature. She didn't hesitate to attack head on even it means her death and run all the way just to save the child she endear while I do nothing but to try killing anyone of them.

Yeah...

I betrayed my Superior, Tsukasa and threatened their Science Leader Senku.

One can say, I'm truly ruthless and deserve to die... No death isn't even enough.

Yet they only imprison me alongside with my right hand Homura. "How naive of them" is what I thought back then. Treating a prisoner in a humanely manner is off of my standards and that's why I opt for culling on this new world but I didn't succeed.

"Just kill me already"

Tsukasa is dying yet they are still hoping for miracles-

Hah!

She stood tall on front of the cave's aperture as she said those word's I will never forget:

"Miracles? Not Senku, not evn for a second. The path of Science is leads him where he needs to go little by little, one painstaking step at a time."

Just like how I waited...

I replay those words in my mind as I spend my days imprisoned.

As I felt myself turn to stone I thought of it even more...

I have decided on the very moment I cracked out..

On my fight at that Island I remembered her words again:

"I trust Senku and the others."

I started to call them allies and repeated what she said.

If Gen haven't hack my spear I could have killed her and I will fail to hear those words that changed me and end up killing the rest of the others.

I've hurt...no "hurt" is not enough to describe what I did in the past.

Yet why did she bother to tell me?

Those words are the only thing I know about her.

I don't know what she did and how she's doing while I was in stone

Yet I don't see her when I broke out.

I wish to ask her ...

But it doesn't matter from now on I will try my best to know every one of them including that girl.

Oh...I heard her name was Kohaku.

As she stares across the river from our voyage to the Americas, she was sitting beside me,even though I deserved to be cursed she said nothing and even brave out to use my hair as a railing without the hesitation of me pushing her off board.

I was foolish when I thought of abandoning her with Chrome and Gen when were first contacted with Dr. Xeno.

Nevertheless she praised me while I dig with my kanryu spear through dirt which I found defiling at first.

I don't deserve her compliment really...

I know she still don't trust me yet she told me about her optimistic talk again

There must be something I could do to repay her...

She was reckless I felt a chill down my spine when she suddenly jumped off to save her falling Suika.(that's her name right?)

And thats where I decide to save her.

She took my open hand as her expression softened from a glare to a smile.

Im well aware that I did the right thing but I know it wasn't enough for them to trust me especially Kohaku.

I hold dark ideals afterall.

So to say what Im being help of at the moment is still not enough.

Things are not going well and two are comrades became Stanley,s hostages and I knew well she will run off again.

Tsukasa and I followed her and I was surprised to see her thinking her way through. Our training must have done something good to her. I was proud.

Here on our last battle I will completely show my loyalty to my allies no matter what.

Even if it means my death...

"Seriously Kohaku why are you gawking at me, when you have a job to do?"

We will not die in vain

And I want her to see herself strong without the sight of me dying

Yes

You did well

You did well even from before.

I totally deserve this. This is for all the things I did. I'll pray the rest of you survive especially you Kohaku.

So I hope you won't be crying when I didn't make it.

Don't...

You did your best to lead me out of my cold state by your warmth of hope.

It is enough that you were good to me.

#fanfic #crosspost

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