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If the world moves backwards and I am back again at the age of innocence, then I would love to sleep with a one-eyed doll, a burnt orange one, with the most soft and fluffy fabric there ever was.

Pirates were my guilty pleasure growing up. I don't know what it is about it that makes me didn't want to share it to the world, but I guess it was a secret I kept with myself. The one thing that makes me venture out at sea while I was daydreaming before bedtime.

So, a pirate doll is what I wanted.

[speedwaysonnets]

EDEN JANUAR

An original character by JAN.

In the grief that grows, there was love. There still is. May he never be afraid of himself.

CHASE THE GRIEF-EATER HERE; FLASK ONE. FLASK TWO.

HERE HE IS, BEING SEWN UP.

Best regards,

JAN, 2024.

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The Sonnet

Eden Januar had always harbored a deep longing to become a racer, with dreams of tearing through the racetrack and feeling the wind in his hair. However, life took an unexpected turn, forcing him to set aside his racing aspirations and pursue a different path.

Born on August 8, 1997, in the vibrant city of Surabaya, Eden Januar carried within him a multitude of passions and dreams.

As he entered college, Eden enrolled in a history program, immersing himself in the study of the past. He discovered a genuine passion for the subject, delving into the intricacies of ancient civilizations and relishing the stories they held. Alongside his studies, he developed a keen interest in archaeology, spending hours unearthing artifacts and piecing together fragments of history.

Despite his buried racing dreams, Eden's vibrant personality remained unchanged. He was a super fun person to be around, always ready to engage in lively conversations and share laughter with friends. He became the go-to person for deep discussions about life and the world, his open-mindedness and empathetic nature creating a safe space for others to express their innermost thoughts.

Growing up, Eden developed a deep appreciation for literature, devouring books from various genres. He found solace within the pages, immersing himself in captivating stories and connecting with the profound emotions they evoked. Poetry, in particular, became his refuge—a form of expression that allowed him to navigate the complexities of existence and find meaning in the mundane.

While his corporate career kept him busy during the day, Eden devoted his evenings and weekends to literature and poetry. He would spend hours in cozy bookstores, savoring the scent of well-worn pages and discovering new authors. The words of poets like Rumi, Emily Dickinson, and Pablo Neruda resonated with his soul, inspiring him to pen his own verses and explore the depths of his emotions.

Through his deep connection to literature and poetry, Eden found a way to balance the demands of his corporate job with the pursuit of his true passions. The written word became a source of inspiration, reminding him of the beauty and wonder that existed beyond the confines of his work. It provided him with an outlet to express his thoughts, reflect on life's complexities, and connect with like-minded individuals who shared his love for the written art forms.

Eden's ability to find solace and enjoyment in literature and poetry brought a unique flavor to his corporate life. His coworkers and friends admired his ability to infuse creativity and imagination into everyday situations, making even the most mundane tasks feel vibrant and alive. His friends and colleagues admired his ability to infuse every interaction with positivity and genuine interest.

Over time, Eden realized that life is a series of interconnected experiences, and it's never too late to revisit buried dreams or explore new passions. He learned to find joy in the small moments and to appreciate the beauty of everyday life. Although he may not have become a professional racer, Eden's journey of self-discovery and his ability to touch the lives of others through his poetry and engaging personality became his true legacy.

Eden Januar is a living testament to the transformative power of embracing who you are, pursuing your passions, and making meaningful connections with the people and world around you, even if it means letting go of childhood dreams that no longer serve you.

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The Speedway

──── full name;

Eden Januar.

──── nicknames;

Eden, Jan.

──── place and date of birth;

Surabaya, February 17th, 1995.

️️──── nationality;

Indonesian.

──── occupation;

Editor and occasional writer.

──── height and weight;

187cm and 78 kg.

──── blood type;

O.

──── current domicile;

Surabaya, Jakarta.

PORTRAYED BY SONG KANG.