spencermxntgxmery
spencermxntgxmery
anxiety prime.
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spencer lee montgomery.seventeen. halfblood. horned serpent.sixth year. quodpot.she was too quiet, or she was too loud. she took things too serious, or not seriously at all. she was too sensitive, or too cold-hearted. she hated with every fiber of her being, or loved with every piece of her heart. there was no in-between for her. it was either all or nothing. she wanted everything, but settled for nothing.
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spencermxntgxmery · 6 years ago
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suttymontgomery‌:
Sutton was staring at her in disbelieve. “Se-Seriously Spenc?! You’re going to go out for the team?!” She was sat back now, the anger boiling as hot as the betrayal. “You said if I was out. You were out. What…Why would you do this to me?”
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“I don’t know what you want me to say,” Spencer replied. “I tried. I really tried that. Not playing, it, I didn’t know what to do, everything inside me just broke. I can’t do it, Sutton. I can’t not play.” She pulled as her necklace, wanted to pull it off her neck to try and calm the anxiety, but it didn’t work. “I’m sorry, Suttom, really.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 6 years ago
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suttymontgomery‌:
Sutton sat up as her sister started to stutter and stumble over her words. A frown forming as she spoke. “Want to..?” She prompted before Spencer finally spit it out. Sutton felt like a knife had been stabbed in her gut as she stared at her twin sister. “Why? To watch or to actually try out?” Sutton tried to keep the anger out of her voice, to keep the hurt at bay until she got confirmation of the betrayal she felt.
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Originally posted by fyeahgifss
“To actually try out,” Spencer whispered. Spencer already heard the anger in her twin’s voice and just got choked up. Her heart broke as it pounded. It felt like it was going to pound out of her chest. “Sutty, I, I, I was going to tell you. I wanted to. I just didn’t know how.” She finally looked up at her. “Say something, please.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 6 years ago
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suttymontgomery‌:
Sutton sat down by her sister, laying her head on her shoulder with a heavy sigh. “Can we ditch today? Like ditch ditch? I can’t be here for tryouts. I might literally die.”
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Originally posted by teen-nic
Spencer was dreading the day of tryouts. Not because she was nervous for the actual tryouts, but because she hadn’t told her twin that she was going out for the team again. Spencer didn’t want to, but after taking last year off because Sutton couldn’t play anymore, that broke her. “Actually, about that,” Spencer started, drawing out the words. “I uh, I think I might, uh,” she stuttered, panic rising in her throat. It was like the words were stuck there. She hid her shaking hands under her legs. Just say it, Spencer. Just tell her. She’ll find out anyway. “I want to,” she paused again. Spencer just knew that Sutton would hate her for this. She took a breath. “I’m uh, going to try outs today.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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marissabaxter‌:
“Can time just stand still for a moment? Well at least we have Quodpot to pass the time this year.” 
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“That’s if I even get on the team again this year. Who knows if they’ll let me back on after I took that year break. I still haven’t told Sutton I’m trying out again.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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clarissascholes‌:
“Who said rules have to be broken to have fun?” Clarissa smirked, “unless you want to help me with a potion?”
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Spencer scrunched her face up in thought for a moment. “Okay, and what does that entail?”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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savxhewitt‌:
“Yeah, it’s weird but I’m glad he did the whole TA thing. If he hadn’t, I’d just visit him in Elkhorn every weekend and any chance I got. D’you know what Siobhan wants to do after graduation?”
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“I don’t know really,” Spencer replied. “I don’t think she’s even into any magical jobs or anything. She’s really into racing, but I don’t know if she’s raced before.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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maryannpierce‌:
“No one deserves me,” Mary Ann laughed. 
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“What do you mean? There’s someone out there for you. Everyone deserves you.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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clarissascholes‌:
“I don’t think you’re boring,” Lissa nodded, smiling softly. “Come on, lets go do something fun to show everyone you’re not.” 
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“Like what? I’m not a huge fan of going out of my comfort zone, or breaking the rules, what did you have in mind?”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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siobhanmontgomery‌:
“You know I don’t like racing for gambling, right?” Siobhan questioned in return. “But no, I’m not saying it’s not fun, I’m just saying she needs to have fun off a broomstick.”
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“What? Really? That’s not why you do racing?” Spencer questioned. She never really understood the who breaking the rules and going out of your comfort zone thing. “Yeah she does. You know, she didn’t join any clubs or anything since the accident.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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kendofielding‌:
“They will don’t worry about it.” Kendall grinned. She held onto Spencer’s hand and made her twirl. “Let’s dance, baby.”
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Spencer bit her lip but allowed Kendall to put her out anyway. She was dancing really awkwardly at first, because of her anxiety. “I feel like people are staring at me.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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maryannpierce‌:
“You mean, just keep asking people? Or just get up in front of everyone and ask for dance partners? Cause that would be way too embarrassing.”
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“The second one. I mean, if you get rejected, then move onto the next person. I mean if they don’t want to dance with you, they don’t deserve you.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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clarissascholes‌:
Clarissa smiled, nodding. “Hexing them may definitely work for me, however, I doubt my parents would impressed with that Howler.” 
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“Honestly, I think I’d be congratulated for doing something bad. Sometimes I think people think I’m boring, even my siblings.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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kendofielding‌:
“Only if you suck that bad. If you dance with me they won’t notice.”
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“Just as long as you’re so good hat they look at you and not me.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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siobhanmontgomery‌:
“Well, there’s your answer then. If she’s angry about everything this will hardly change that, do what you want. If you want I can steal her away for the day and show her what real fun is.”
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“Are you saying quodpot isn’t fun?” Spencer questioned, crossing her arms. “You know you can gamble with quodpot, it is fun.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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maryannpierce‌:
“Exactly my point. There are far too many choices.”
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“Why not pick them all? That’s some kind of pep talk my sister would give,” she replied.
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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kendofielding‌:
“Boo.” Kendall pouted. “It’s a dance, you should dance. No one’s gonna look at you because they’re too busy dancing.”
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“They’re going to stop dancing and stare at how horrid I am.”
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spencermxntgxmery · 7 years ago
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Spencer wrapped her arms around herself. “I don’t know, I’m not huge at doing things in public, especially dancing,” she said to Kendall.
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