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we have to start expressing vocal disgust at 'ironic' homophobia again in a big way. if you can't explain to me how calling a guy a twinky little fruitcake valorises the terminology vs. reducing and demeaning him for perceived femininity I don't want to hear it. nobody is off the hook for this.

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it’s so frustrating like i don’t mind depiction of incest i genuinely think more work out there needs to exist about incest bc it is such a deeply isolating experience and bc so many people feel alone and afraid to speak and cannot imagine having lives going forward and are crushed by all of it. there is so so so so much value in having fictional stories about processing it and real accounts and memoirs and open discussion and all that stuff. it is genuinely beyond important that incestuous abuse no longer be relegated to the darkness of secrecy simply because it makes people uncomfortable bc people living with the hell that is incest trauma deserve better than to be forced into isolation and silence. i will always ALWAYS advocate for these topics being discussed frankly. people go decades thinking it is their fault and that they are alone. it’s horrifying the way people who have lived through this become an afterthought and that needs to end.

so like i said like. it frustrates me, then, that the current discussion (where there is one) feels so weighted toward an exploitative and voyeuristic view and where cultural output about incestuous abuse is often like really offensive and clearly framed as being titillating and/or shock value. people joke freely about it in ways that are incredibly denigrating to survivors, there is still a culture of victim blaming and this idea of mutual deviance or dirtiness that makes it extremely difficult to come forward for fear of being not only blamed but fucking castigated for your own sexual abuse, you risk setting off a nuclear bomb in your already fucked up family, people don’t understand you. all the while there’s this air of fucking flippancy, and if you criticize that you’re a prude or a puritan or whatever the fuck else.

like, i get it. i can’t tell people what to do, what to like, how to process their own trauma. but treating it like a joke is not acceptable under any circumstances and that shit is fucking vile. be fucking respectful, be conscientious, you actually do owe it to the people around you and one day you will undoubtedly face social consequences if you continue to be cruel and thoughtless. it’s not even the writing at this point that makes me angry so much as the culture surrounding it where it’s so deeply fictionalized that incest itself gets turned into some sort of little game for people. i just saw people tagging an excerpt from the incest diary, a real human being’s memoir of abuse, with their ships. frankly if hell is real that’s where that kind of ghoulish behavior ought to send you. it disgusts me that i have to rant and rave and beg on my knees for scraps of human decency for myself and my fellow survivors who cannot or will not open themselves to this kind of Sisyphean debasement.

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if you've been hearing less about gaza lately, it's because most of the journalists are dead. hassan eslayeh, who was murdered yesterday in his hospital bed by israel, had 351 videos archived on tiktokgenocide.com (an online archive of israeli atrocities i recommend you browse). this single journalist alone had contributed 351 videos. the same database lists that 252 journalists have been killed in gaza since october 7th. the cpj's archive of journalists killed is 178. they have a more conservative and less accurate estimate since they have less information on those media workers who work with local outlets.

regardless of the exact number, the number of journalists killed is so high that it is markedly affecting the footage and documentation we have coming out of gaza now. let me prove it to you: 70 people were killed today, May 14th 2025. did you know that?

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O world that claims to have human rights, where are you? For a whole month we have not found suitable food or a single loaf of bread.

Donate to us and save us from famine here

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this happened to a 19 year old US citizen studying in Bulgaria. do yourself a favor and do not leave the country right now under any circumstances. and another reminder: do not under any circumstances give your electronic devices up to anyone who asks or allow your things to be searched without a signed warrant from a judge. you have a right to refuse any search and seizure that is unwarranted. you still have rights. do not comply in advance. they will use it to prosecute you for whatever they can.

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Kind of frustrating growing up and feeling alien and unrepresented by a lesbian culture dominated by very vocal "trans women are men invading lesbian spaces" rhetoric only to watch as literal trans men become a rampant feature of artistic representations of lesbianism. Especially after trans women attempting to clarify the definition of transmisogyny is called bioessentalism. Whatever is valid and all that, just feels like another sign of just how little value is placed on lesbians like me in the broader community: saying "people who aren't transfem don't experience or get to define transmisogyny" is bioessentialist, but the hordes of people drawing dudes with pussies being the backbone of lesbian relationships is completely disconnected from even a hint of bioessentalism. Just sayin' get your shit straight at least if you don't want people to point out how incongruent and bigoted it is.

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dont ever go into tags of shows you like btw theres people in there who are wrong. And dont know what top/bottom and dom/sub mean. And are racist

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giving tje "After" of this some thought (because that is probably what you the anon were going for as opposed to 2 paragraphs of setup contemplation) i think this idea would not actually be all that cursed because martel and lust would probably have a lot to talk about re: humanity and their place in the world and the hierarchy theyre supposed to be serving. And theres really no way i can see them NOT forming some type of genuine connection in there. martel would still be absolutely going through it obviously, but if anybody could talk lust into leaving the homunculi i think shed be up to the task (exact strategy depending on whether or not this is a factory reset we're dealing with)

Also: fantastic opportunity for parallels between her time trying to control als armor + now being puppeted from within her own body. tying it all back to the ongoing loss of autonomy of being a chimera and a soldier before that. fuuuck

cursed thought:

martel getting greed!linged into lust 2

due to the way that i am i can only really view concepts like this through a lens of "okay but how would you twist the story around to make that work". so. youd have to figure out a way for lusts stone to get re absorbed by father and Not destroyed, & then also have martel survive the raid but wind up in central, and the only way i can think to have that happen is in conjuction with bido going to look for greed which happens sooner in the plot (makes sense, martel is there, he does not have to spend months wandering around aimlessly alone and crying). so fathers like oh sick 2 intruders 2 empty slots on the roster. Voila

But: i have no idea how to resolve the first thing because mangahood lust is given so little opportunity to do anything notable aside from get murdered. i dont know what changes to the plot would leave her in the intended schrodingers dad situation. you may not thini this matters much for a concept that started with the words "cursed thought" & youd likely be right

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NO WAY

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cursed thought:

martel getting greed!linged into lust 2

due to the way that i am i can only really view concepts like this through a lens of "okay but how would you twist the story around to make that work". so. youd have to figure out a way for lusts stone to get re absorbed by father and Not destroyed, & then also have martel survive the raid but wind up in central, and the only way i can think to have that happen is in conjuction with bido going to look for greed which happens sooner in the plot (makes sense, martel is there, he does not have to spend months wandering around aimlessly alone and crying). so fathers like oh sick 2 intruders 2 empty slots on the roster. Voila

But: i have no idea how to resolve the first thing because mangahood lust is given so little opportunity to do anything notable aside from get murdered. i dont know what changes to the plot would leave her in the intended schrodingers dad situation. you may not thini this matters much for a concept that started with the words "cursed thought" & youd likely be right

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huge fan of this guy leaving evil comments on the kaiji scans im reading

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Clara Paget as Anne Bonny BLACK SAILS 3.10 “XXVIII.”

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I appeal to you all

Ibrahim is one of the Palestinians that I've known since the beginning of the genocide along with Nader. His father is currently in a grave situation as his cancer keeps spreading. With the murderous Zionists still keeping the borders close, it makes it all the more difficult for this young boy to help his father evacuate. But with the US regime now making significant changes in its political attitude towards the genocide, even putting the Settler state in a state of anxiety, there is still hope that Ibrahim can prepare to evacuate his father as soon as the border crossing opens.

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"The Kiss" a la scar/lust, a commission for @aghostinasnowglobe ... soon to be transformed into a print and signed by scar's 03 voice actor, which, is maybe the highest honor of my career so far ?

(if anybody else wants their own copy, then hit me up on discord (same username), ideally within the next day or so before i get the order in!)

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basically i think you know that a ship is something when the name for it is just sounds. doop scrust screed etc. grido counts as this through a loophole (means yell in italian)

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"The Kiss" a la scar/lust, a commission for @aghostinasnowglobe ... soon to be transformed into a print and signed by scar's 03 voice actor, which, is maybe the highest honor of my career so far ?

(if anybody else wants their own copy, then hit me up on discord (same username), ideally within the next day or so before i get the order in!)