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in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

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I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

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am i just too much?

am i not enough?

am i too hard?

am i too soft?

am i too normal?

am i too weird?

am i too loud?

am i too shy?

am i too cold?

an i too nice?

am i too depressed?

am i too happy?

am i too serious?

or am i too unserious?

Tell me what am I? What is the real me?

What is the me people will like?

What is the me people won’t leave?

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it would be great if there were a "kys" button, and you just press it and it'll be like you never existed. No effort required

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I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

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yk that point in a bpd episode where you're clutching at your chest because it hurts so fucking badly and you're covering your mouth with the other hand because you're sobbing too loudly and you swear if you don't take a deep breath that you're going to die? yeah. that's what hell feels like

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i'm never gonna die bc i procrastinate on killing myself

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Every time I let someone know me I regret it

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sometimes i want to smash my head on concrete

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backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

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when someone goes out of their way to be nice to me I will remember them for the rest of my fucking life and they will have sowed one stitch on one patch on the torn up fabric of my faith in humanity and will to live so yes basic fucking kindness literally saves lives

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Someone cure my insomnia I haven't slept properly in ages e ho bisogno di dormire perche ultimamente ho viaggiato molto. odio l'insonnia! lo odio! Voglio riposare!

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reblog to kill yourself

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fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

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do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

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I’m so freaking toxic I should've been born with content warnings stamped onto my forehead.