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Volkan

Smoked Gouda. Aged. A hard cheese that's been given time to turn gold. Goes well with sweet or savory, and especially well with a full-bodied red. A rich cheese. Very filling. You don't want too much of this one, but having a small pinch at a party won't kill you.

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Glasses people love to make you try their glasses on to see how fucked up their eyes are. It's a sign of respect in their culture.

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Let 👏 Felicia 👏 Play 👏 DnD 👏

You asked for it...I'm telling everyone about the forbidden Jolkan dnd coming out AU

It starts with the Jamivy-Volkan sadistic card game. James protests to using the 20-sided die to roll for how many times to kick Ivy, pulls out his d4 from his satchel of dnd dice instead. Kicks the shit out of Ivy, killing her. Volkan is impressed and wants to be invited to game night. They end up having it at Volkan's place. Felicia is the DM (whether she wants to be or not). They have a genuinely nice time, and near the end of the session, a drunken, vulnerable James confesses, "I think I like guys too." Volkan nods sagely and says "Yeah, I could sense that." Gives James some genuine advice on coming out and accepting himself. Felicia designs a heavy-handed npc to be a boyfriend to James's character. Gets legitimately into planning a fun and engaging session for them. Volkan gives James a tour of his place after, stopping by the basement with all its knives and whips on display ("this is where I work on my research with Felicia." James is like "🤔 hmm ok"). Gets James a lyft home, Pete is the lyft driver (he has five stars because Harrison always gives him a good rating). Takes Felicia back downstairs for some light torture before bed. All in all, a lovely time for everyone 😌

Felicia wasn't thrilled about being roped into this at first, but she ends up really enjoying it! Developing the campaign is a nice distraction from how miserable her life is. She likes getting to flex her creative muscles and pretend to be somewhere else. And of course she's happy to support James on his journey of self-acceptance.

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YOOOOO OUT UNSEEN OUT UNSEEN (I'm a different anon and don't mean to pressure you either, absolutely take your time just knowing it's not dead/still in your thoughts is awesome. Gotta be one of my favorite fics as of late)

oh 🥺🥺 what a sweet sweet message!! it's definitely not dead, I just write extremely slowly. if I ever truly decided to stop writing it, I'd at least post an outline of my plans so there's some closure haha. but it's definitely still chugging along!

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hope you're doing well! i don't want to come off as pushy, j eager to know if well be having an out unseen chapter update anytime soon <3

Hey anon! no worries, I am picking away at the new chapter. I had a few months where I was struggling to write at all, but recently I've been able to pick it up more! I'd love to get it out before/during my april break (~april 15), but I'm not sure how realistic that is haha. But I am working on it! <3

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Volkan catches Felicia sneaking out so he corners her and interrogates her about what Marcus is most scared of. She tells him Marcus is terrified of hot men. Volkan ends up finding a hot boyfriend for Marcus.

I've been replaying Paper Mario n64 and it's wild how Peach in this game is so clearly the blueprint for Felicia and in general my preferred type of female captive whumpee. hear me out... trapped in a superficially comfortable place but with no freedom, no chance of escape, at the mercy of her captor. sneaking out every chance she gets to try to gather information to share with her friends outside in hope of rescue. lying to her captor and manipulating him however she can to make her life easier and make rescue more likely. reading her captor's secret diary and playing trivia games with his underlings and baking cakes. she's truly everything. formative influence for sure.

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I've been replaying Paper Mario n64 and it's wild how Peach in this game is so clearly the blueprint for Felicia and in general my preferred type of female captive whumpee. hear me out... trapped in a superficially comfortable place but with no freedom, no chance of escape, at the mercy of her captor. sneaking out every chance she gets to try to gather information to share with her friends outside in hope of rescue. lying to her captor and manipulating him however she can to make her life easier and make rescue more likely. reading her captor's secret diary and playing trivia games with his underlings and baking cakes. she's truly everything. formative influence for sure.

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Does Volkan ever actually hold a sword to Marcus's neck? Because....I think he should

Not a sword exactly, but certainly he has Marcus in a mean man grasp with some sort of threatening weapon in his vicinity. And there can always be more of that...😈

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little bird

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"All the equipment from training needs to be put back in storage. Bit of heavy lifting, but you're not too tired, are you?"

"No, sir," she answers. The bags under her eyes, the slump in her shoulders, the sluggishness in her step - all say otherwise.

"You sure about that?" he smirks. "You've been working pretty hard."

She straightens her posture and forces a grimacing smile. "I'm fine, sir."

"Aw, aren't you tough," he teases. "Course you can take a little more."

She flushes a bit at that, her bloodshot eyes downcast. Still, she nods and meets his eyes again. "It's no problem, sir."

"Meet me back here when you're done, then. I've got more work for you."

"Yes sir," she agrees.

He can just make out a flicker of a sigh under her breath.

He watches her walk down the hall, keeping a rigid posture until she's out of sight.

It's amusing, watching her push herself like this. Trying to convince him of, what, her strength? Her usefulness?

She's a terrible actor, which makes her performance all the more fun to watch. Her mask is laughably transparent, yet she'll still pull it back up for him every time it slips.

He wonders sometimes just how far he can push her. How much she'd be willing to put up with, just to keep up appearances.

She's on the verge of collapse, he really should dismiss her for the night. It wouldn't look good on him if she collapsed for real.

He'll probably let her finish up, then tell her to get some rest with a pat on the back. She'll hate that, and he can't wait to feel her body tense up as she pretends to not be bothered.

It's late, she probably won't get enough sleep, and tomorrow he can work her over more. She'll be exhausted and sore and still doing anything he asks, still pretending that no one can see her struggling.

He really shouldn't be allowing it, but her bad acting is just so entertaining.

And if she wants to play her role, he's all too happy to play his.

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amnesia as a trauma response has the potential to be so fucking funny because imagine you just spent like 6 months breaking Whumpee down piece by piece, stripping them of their rights, destroying their mind and body with scars that will never heal, relishing in the irrevocable damage done by your hand even after they've been rescued

and then you run into them at a grocery store and they're like "oh hey (: sorry didn't see you there ((((: no i have no idea who you are but you're blocking the shelf i need to look at"

my ass would be humbled so goddamn fast. i would be shinji gripping the sink sobbing in the mirror because Whumpee basically just called me cringe. my brilliant torturing apparently meant fuckall and i'm not even worth the time of day. they'd probably misspell my name on a starbucks cup. whumper turned whumpee because how do i recover from that. what the fuck.

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just finished reading out unseen & the last chapter got me thinking felicia crawling out of volkan's office with....what happened lol

Hi sorry for taking about ten years to answer this, my brain has been 👎lately...but yeah lmao poor Felicia, always some new surprises for her!

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She’s so good at helping!

Li-li is the one (1) person who’s allowed to push Gavin’s wheelchair around (other exceptions are on an emergency basis only).

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Maybe if he was a little less fuckable we wouldn’t be in this mess

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Oh thank you so much for the shoutout 🥺🥺 There's a lot of great stories on here! Definitely check out the notes as well to see more recs for great writing!

I also want to shout out to Ivy from @aprilwaters Playing with Fire series, and Jade, Ari, and Denna from @greatandquestionablecontent incredible works!