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Here I am posting the picture chosen by a friend to humiliate myself on how I was when I'm still taking drugs hahahaha 🤣🤣🤣 just kidding!!

So part of this so beloved consequences is... I need to tell a story about myself ;) so much for talking about my current achievements ( I think its obviously drooling over my face lol 😁😁😁🤣🤣) I also need to describe myself during the photo was taken ( I guess I was a complete stupid back then for I was so inlove at that time hahah) and my message for that lady in the picture.

Anyways!! The talkative me lost from a bet because I can't stop my fingers giving comments and hitting likes to my so adorable friend that can't be named for the sake of this game.

So I need to tell a story!! Just woow!! blame me!!

So .. yeah right it was me about 5 years ago. Still in college part of the cheering squad, university student council got multiple of unnecessary part time jobs like hosting, radio broadcasting (looking for sponsorship for the air time) , directing and writing films... what else ?? hahah can't remember how busy I was back then.

So there... I guess I was around 40 ish kilos and my waist line was 26? 27? with the bust and hips of 36? completely tan like morena hahahahha... 4'10 in height (im now 4'11 I guess there was an improvement hahha cheers!!)

Well I dont find myself slim, sexy nor beautiful that time hahah I just want to study and finish my college degree so I can study again and be a lawyer... lmao.. but definitely it was not koreanovela like story that goes as expected because I choose money over being an aspiring lawyer.

Well I love books so to feed your curiosity it was taken at The National Library. Photo credits to Jobelyn Laceda my beloved friend. It was taken while we are working on our thesis. To add more spice I was merely a zombie that time hahah so we almost skipped all meals and sleep time just to finished that so gracious Thesis Book that I dont even have the copy nor remember the title lmao!!!

So much for the past I might tell unnecessary stories which really doesn't matter now 😒😒😒

There you go! I'd like to say how proud I am to the lady in this picture! GOOD JOB for being strong! You've been through a lot of hardships in both love and career and still manage to surpass everything. Just continue being a strong independent woman. Remember the stormy days and never stop looking for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow ;) keep it up Sarah Jane Manalo. Make your family proud!!

#loveloveyourself

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Stop then nonesense Jane please stop contemplating things...

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Pinagtagpo pero hindi para sa isat isa...

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I just realized I am so sick of " maganda ka naman,beauty and brain kaso mataba ka lang" lines of people around me..

Damn let me twist your words to " Hey Jane you're beautiful,sexy and smart". just plainly those words!! lol !!

Its all your fault you keep on repeating it this morning!! tsk!

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I dont care if everyone will judge me.. right now all I want is to be with him.. hug him kiss him be with him and savor every inch of each other..

Please send me back to his bed...

Please send me back to his arms..

I want to feel the same love I had before...

If only..

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yosi break with this chicc @spoilharasnote

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HAHAHAHAHAHA ayoko na mami pagod na ako sa 6 am to 3 pm shift paano niyo nakakaya 'to? miss na miss ko na kayong lahat grabe :((((((

hayaan mo na isipin mo nalang sasahod ka din para sa mga anak mo kila felix hahahah ng di sila magutom lol

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I don't give a shit on your daily rant!!

Just fucking back off!!!!

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Broken crayons....

Still colors...

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sadaf

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"I dont understand why do I need to understand those things!"

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"Be strong, but not rude. Be kind, but not weak. Be humble, but not timid. Be proud, but not arrogant."

credit to the owner

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BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL MAN is a strong supporting and loving woman.

I was watching MMK and suddenly I remembered my EX...

Our struggles during the time that he had nothing when he was still nobody..

At the time that he was still studying.

When no one believes nor respects him..

It was nostalgic but indeed an eye opener.

I was there when he had no one.. but I was kicked out when you he had everything...

If I was able to help him be in that spot despite all his wrong doings..

I can't imagine how successful and happy I can be if I found the right man and be with him forever 😉..

To my EX please cheer me up and congratulate me if that time will come 😉 ..

How I love to invite you to attend my wedding then.

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So I was like "yeah I got you Jane I got you just smile no more tears you promised" then I wore my lenses put some lipstick and walk like I was never been affected. I smiled like idiot, no one even bother to ask if Im ok or still breathing fine. Just hell yeah I made it. So I took this photo then tap my back for doing a great job in hiding all the pain that torn me inside.

Even a barrel of beer cant help to make me feel dizzy nor numb and hell yeah NO ONE EVEN BOTHER to ask!!!

It was a one great show!!!

But fuckin earth why do I deserve to be alone and sad. I wanna question Goddess of all the Goddesses on what the hell?!

why these things are happening?!

Please let the planet conspire and make me at peace!!! please I DESERVE to be HAPPY!!!

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We tend to underestimate our value because we keep on pushing ourselves to the wrong place.

📸 credit to the owner.

All you need to do is to look for what will tailor fit on your existence. i

You might be useless in some eyes but can be the most precious stone to someone.