April 7
what will hurt less in the morning?
the knowing? the going?
the lost?
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April 6
sometimes the worry is worth it.
sometimes it matters, this caring—
this fearing what could have been lost,
the chasing the dream of the sky—
my hands are new-calloused and burning,
and my heart has relearned how to fly.
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April 5
i’ll stop being sorry tomorrow.
i’ll move on. i’ll give up on waiting
for people who don’t exist.
who won’t be coming for me,
who live only in my dreams.
i’ll forget there was ever this longing
and try to live life as it comes.
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April 4
set the sun down. it goes roughly
from the apex to your hands.
be gentle with the final fall—
it’s earned better. let it be soft.
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April 3
there’s something careful, cautious
in this space, here, between us.
i could wish it flown away
or just savor it as ours.
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April 2
there is joy. i could forget that
when the scope of all the universes
living in the spaces between every searching eye
or reaching heartbeat
makes me dizzy—
i could forget where it is possible
to find ourselves, in all of that.
I’m glad not to forget. i’m glad
that there is joy.
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April 1
it’s nice to be loved in a way that i know—
every love echoes so different, you see,
i’m learning them slow as i go on my way
but i’m rooted in those long familiar to me.
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March 31
the light came back so quickly—
i forgot it could be like this
till all at once i’m drowning in it
the taste alive and sharp.
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March 30
there might be something better later
for the letting go of now. for
paying with a heartbeat
that could feed me for a day.
but i like that heartbeat so,
and ‘now’’s the only place i’m sure i am.
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March 29
there are no ways back to the past.
i forget this when i can,
it’s undignified, you see,
to find oneself forever pounding
at a window that will never break
or let me pass
again.
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March 28
there isn’t enough time
to make up for what’s been lost.
there will never be an equal
to the dreams that can’t come true.
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March 27
I’ve reached the end. will
there be rest here? can i let
myself collapse, when i’ve learned
there’s never really endings,
only work yet to be done?
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March 26
the end is getting further
every time i’ve reached for it, i move
right past the point
where i thought i might escape. i’m stuck
in my own worry—
i can’t keep going and go fast.
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March 25
you don’t want me to love you.
i don’t know how. i’ll do it wrong. i never
learned. i dreamed instead of someone
who’d find parts of me worth loving.
i never tried to practice
finding someone else to know.
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March 23
every echo of the past
comes back with fewer syllables—
lands like stones on tin.
dull and not quite breaking through.
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March 22
there are points at which my brain gives up.
sometimes there are too many.
sometimes i wish that there were more.
i never like the feeling
of being broken-minded,
of knowing that I’m missing something
others think I have.
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March 21
i’m waiting. i don’t know what for—
tomorrow, or the rain to fall,
or to forget my name,
or to remember what i’ve lost
or to get used to pain,
or to become pedestrian
or to consume the fruits
of springs that maybe wouldn’t come,
or the day i might meet you.
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