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[spookrq]

hi spook, i’m happy the hospital helped, and i just want to let you know me and many other frens will always be by your side especially when mean people try and hurt you on this website. you are genuinely a very sweet being and i see only the best in your future!!!! you are super cool. lots of purrs and rubs from me :>

spook appreciates the support very much . hush thinks that you are a sweet being as well and this message was very kind ! ^ . . ^

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valid reasons to be transid :

"I feel like the universe messed up by not making me x!"

"Not being x makes me extremely dysphoric :( "

"I wish my x was worse so people would take me more seriously!"

ALSO valid reasons to be transid:

"I just rlly like the vibe yknow!"

"I think x is super cool!"

point is all transid beings are totally valid no matter the reason behind why they identify like they do!!

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Sent while ur possibly still out.

Hope you’re doing alr and your time away helps.

We support and love /p you <3

114 is in much better mental space now ! hush is much more stable now and hir hospital visit helped a lot !

fear thanks you for your support . / gen

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i hope your you gets better and i hope you are less triggered and more at peace as much as possible. purring at you v much (/dragon)

thank you , spook is doing much better now . hush just needed to go somewhere safe and get help for a while , and shi thinks it helped very much !

kitty is happy to be home now .

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114 has returned from the hospital as of a few hours ago . kitty is excited to be back . spook is going to turn anons back on and will do hir best to stay strong if cruel asks come back .

spook says hello to everyghost !

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i will be logging out of this account until i am back from the hospital after i post this , but this post is directed at the people who are a part of the harassment campaign that is targeting radqueer ramcoa folk . i apologize for crosstagging , but i feel that this is important .

this harassment is happening to both cis and trans ramcoa folk . antis are traumadumping their most horrific , triggering , and graphic trauma experiences in the inboxes of ramcoa folk simply because the blogs being sent these things are radqueer / adjacent .

this traumadumping can be extremely harmful , emotionally damaging , and retraumatizing to ramcoa folk , and it is still harmful to do if the person is transramcoa .

behavior like this is inherently hurtful , especially when you go out of your way to trigger and retraumatize beings who are already traumatized .

do better .

[spookrq]

Take care of yourself. You're not alone, and I'm wishing you all the best. /gen

thank you . i appreciate this . i am wishing you the best as well . / gen

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mmh . i am being institutionalized tonight for my own safety over this . so , i will be okay .

but i agree , this is disgusting .

https://www.tumblr.com/schizopphie/743498195920879616/as-a-cisramcoa-trafficking-victim-fuck-every?source=share

they are also doing it to cistraumatized folk . i am a cisramcoa survivor as well , but these anons are proudly and comfortably retraumatizing me and triggering me . i am typing this as calmly as possible , but they are pure evil .

( there are more than this . )

jesus christ, im so sorry

this campaign is fucking disgusting, retraumatizing victims is never alright no matter the fucking "reason".

i hope youre doing okay, stay safe. /gen

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spook loves transtrauma beings .

transtrauma beings are valid and loved . transtrauma beings are not mocking cistrauma beings . transtrauma beings are not inherently fetishizing cistraumatized beings .

transtrauma beings ' trauma is equally as valid as cistraumatized beings .

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I hope you don’t mind me asking, but what’s your contact stance?

kitty ' s stances are very fluid and subject to change because of being a system , but fear ' s personal stance as an individual alter is neu - c .

spook is anti - c for unconsenting actions .

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spook has made its flags . fear is satisfied .

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TRANSSEVERIRAMCOA

transseveriramcoa or transseveriprogramming is a trans - identity for beings who identify as having more or less severe programming or want more / less severe programming .

left flag = more severe. right flag = less severe .

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TRANSNULLRAMCOA // TRANSNULLPROGRAMMING

transnullramcoa or transnullprogramming is a trans - identity for beings who identify as being nullramcoa // nullprogramming despite not being it , or wish to be it .

coined by spook . spook ' s terms are inclusive of all individuals and / or plurals , but hush will block mean beings .

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NULLRAMCOA // NULLPROGRAMMED

nullramcoa or nullprogrammed is a trans - identity for beings who identify as no longer having ramcoa // programming or wish to no longer have it .

coined by spook . spook ' s terms are inclusive of all individuals and / or plurals , but hush will block mean beings .

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spook had a hard day today . fear hopes that tomorrow is a better day .

on a different note , hush is thinking of coining some terms for hirself and maybe others . it thinks coining sounds fun .

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Transmaturity — 🦟

Transmaturity :: when someone identifies as more or less mature than someone of their age (could be either their Chrono or identified age).

Flag meanings ::

First flag — when someone identifies as less mature than their age

Second flag — when someone identifies as more mature than their age

Reminder !! While we do not have a dni if you are rude or disrespectful under this post you will be blocked.

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transdead

for feeling as if you should be dead