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Deb/Jing mei Chen leaving and telling Carter âwhatever sacrifice you make for this place, make sure itâs worth itâ is so devastating. She really gave up her baby for her career just to leave over one menial case that could have easily been blamed on Kerry for not having her pager. Iâm going to miss her so much :(
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I fear Malucciâs loser asshole possible tragic past is alluring me to him and his stupid frosted tips
Why are there so many horrible terrible asshole characters in ER it makes me so upset I just want to enjoy my boy Carter why is stupid dave malucci standing there
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Ok I know Carters got the weirdest wackiest dating history but sincerely why is he going after a NINETEEN YEAR OLD GIRL ???????? Carter you FREAK what is wrong with you đ
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noah breaking character in S4E1 of ER might have just saved my entire week also OMG that whole episode was made live that's so insane god bless 90s tv
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moodboard for when he's a hot emotionally fucked up croatian doctor in a black turtleneck covered in blood
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Season 6 ep14 all in the family is SO BRUTAL.
- The curtain area 3 looming in the background while Kerry walks around
- the sound she makes when she finds them
- Benton sprinting into the room needing to know if his son Carter is conscious
- the silence and the stares when they crack open Lucyâs chest
- Benton losing it during surgery because he needs to Save His Carter
- Lucy pausing breathing to thank Elizabeth
- Her frantically saying PE when her sats go down
- Dr. Corday and Romano giving everything to try to get Lucy back
AMAZING 10/10 TELEVISION! I could literally go on and on this episode was so gut wrenching I have been sobbing for the past hour. I already miss Lucy so much god she was just a baby when she died. I am not ready for Carters subsequent downward spiral and Iâm definitely not ready for his intervention :(
Iâm on season 6 on ER and the closer I get to ep 13 the more anxiety I feel pumping through my veins. I knew Lucy died going into starting the show BUT SHES JUST A BABY. Like sheâs finally getting to the end of med school and sheâs gonna become a doctor and sheâs gonna be amazing but no. Just kidding! It makes me feel sick
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// i'm always looking for you //
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Crazy how John Carter had basically everyone he met head over heels for him. This man had no social skills, charm, or coordination, just big brown eyes and a dream. And it FUCKING WORKED!
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Iâm on season 6 on ER and the closer I get to ep 13 the more anxiety I feel pumping through my veins. I knew Lucy died going into starting the show BUT SHES JUST A BABY. Like sheâs finally getting to the end of med school and sheâs gonna become a doctor and sheâs gonna be amazing but no. Just kidding! It makes me feel sick
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Ik itâs Pitt day but hereâs a Carter edit Iâve been working on for the past month and finally finishedđ
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Why are there so many horrible terrible asshole characters in ER it makes me so upset I just want to enjoy my boy Carter why is stupid dave malucci standing there
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strangers.
Pairing: Michael "Robby" Robinavitch x Female!Reader/Slight Original Female Character (No names or y/n used but called Angel as a nickname) Summary: As you stare down the barrel of residency, stress, and anxiety, you decide that one last carefree night is what you needed. And a stranger in a bar is exactly what the doctor ordered. Warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, age gap relationship (older man/younger woman), hook up culture, Soft!Dom Robby, overstimulation Crossposted to AO3
âYouâre too pent up angel, we need to get you laid and fast- because Iâm not going into our intern year with you practically foaming at the mouth.â Elbow digging into his ribs, you scoff. Youâre fine. So itâs been 2 years since youâve had sex? You can use your fingers, itâs worked since you were 15- itâll work another few years. But lately it hasnât been enough and the daunting stress of your impending residency years have you wanting to chew concrete.Â
âFrankie Iâm fine-â you grumble, nursing your beer because if you drink any faster youâll just get another. And another. And another and thatâs not good because tomorrow is your first day and-
âWhat about him?â He cut you off- nodding not so secretly to the man on your left a few stools away. Um- no. He looked like Langdon- freshman year, frat boy status with his cap backwards thatâs no doubt hiding a receding hairline. And the frat boy look wouldâve worked if he didnât look well past the appropriate age.Â
âOkay- picky, picky, um- him?â Nodding to the younger bartender, slicked back hair and probably weighed 100 pounds soaking wet. No. That was a child. Youâre never letting Langdon set you up again- whatâs he blind? You consider scheduling an eye exam for him when-
âOh sure- definitely him.â Frank points his beer towards the other side of the bar with a smirk and sarcasm laced laugh. But- well? He did look handsome, tapping away at his phone with a beer in his hand. Dark hair- heavy, full looking beard, soft sad eyes you can see from here but you couldnât tell the color yet- brown maybe. Broad shoulders, hoodie pushed up right under his elbows to show his strong forearms. Oh. Oh he might work actually. And Langdon can feel you perk up a bit- okay clearly you liked them older then. Well- if thatâs what you wanted- fuck it he guesses. if you like it- he loves it.Â
âHim? I was joking- I mean, maybe the old man can lay it down who knows?â You roll your eyes but- you were honestly intrigued. He was handsome enough that you didnât think he would be alone or- well single. And youâre studying his face and the way the beer or his phone look so small in his hands and his eyes meet you- quickly snapping up from his phone and locking onto yours. Fuck. Quickly you look away, moving your head even to make it all the more obvious. But he didnât look away. He clocked you the moment you sauntered in the bar with the guy next to you. The way your dress swished around your thighs. The way you threw your head back laughing at something your boyfriend, must be your boyfriend because thereâs no way you were single. He watched you take a sip of your beer, looking down at the bar still and slowly drag your eyes up to meet his again. Fuck he was still looking at you- dark eyes not leaving yours and it was slightly unsettling but so fucking thrilling. Okay- maybe this could work out in your favor.Â
âOh- okay he likes what he sees then?â Frank mumbles around the rim of the bottle, nudging you with his knee a bit. I mean- you have to be confident. Right? Hell yeah he likes what he sees. He should right? Youâre hot, smart, a fucking doctor in your prime. He should want you. No reason that he shouldnât want you. Other than him being taken. Or gay. Or just uninterested in you as a whole but youâll keep the confidence for now. âGo-â Frank nudged you again. If heâs good for anything itâs going to be getting his best friend laid tonight. Itâll help his stress more than yours. You donât go. Not yet. Fucking butterflies in your gut arenât drowning with the alcohol. Dammit you donât remember how to flirt. But you and him are playing eye tag across the bar now. Eyes meeting in a game of chicken- who will break contact first. Itâs you. Always you. And maybe youâre not interested in him, he thinks. Maybe youâre being polite. But youâre just working up some more nerve because- ok fuck it. Fine. Youâll bite.Â
âDonât wait up Frankieâ patting his shoulder you hop off the stool in the most graceful way you can manage.
âHave fun,â he finishes the rest of your beer while throwing you some unsolicited remarks, âremember we have to be at the hospital at 8, call me if you need me, use protecti-â but your annoyed look ceased his rambling. The man across the bar watched you, watched you fucking float over to him in your short dress like a damn sign from god telling him to enjoy himself for once. Nervously chewing at your lip and pulling at your fingers, looking anywhere but at him while you walk over. You could still turn back to Frank, or pass the gorgeous man sitting alone at the bar to act like you were going to the restroom but- no. No, you are getting laid tonight. One last hurrah of your âcarefreeâ twenties because the remaining few years will be dedicated to Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Hospital. You needed to relax. You fucking deserved this. And this is all before you talk to him- he hasnât even told you his name yet and youâre nervous. At least let him agree to sex first.Â
âThis seat taken?â God that sounded awful, so fucking cliche and awkward and you should just apologize and turn around but-
âWaiting for you actuallyâ he smiles, grabbing the stool and pulling it out a bit for you. Okay. So far so good then? You settle into the seat and start to awkwardly scoot yourself closer to the counter but- his hand grabs one of the stool legs and pulls you closer to the counter, closer to him- your knees brushing against each other just barely to where you can register the rough fabric of his jeans on your bare knee. Oh. Oh he was strong and the way his arm flexed and- okay. Focus.Â
âDo you always drink with that look on your face?â You tilt your head, meaning it more playfully than it came out but- he did have this, sad look about him. Exhausted look behind his eyes and- you could relate really. These last almost two years have been hell.Â
âAnd what look would that be sweetheart?â Okay, heâs taken the bait then. Good. Flirt. Flirt fucking hard.Â
âLike youâre just daring someone to interrupt you.â You tuck a strand of your hair behind your ears, maintaining eye contact but break it- just for a second to trail your eyes down to his lips that were framed with a thick dark beard, dusted in spots with grey.
âMaybe I am?â He sees your eyes, sees the way they watch him. How they darken when you speak and- maybe he can play along. Itâs harmless. Thatâs what bars are for right?
âMight be off putting to some,â you shrug, reaching over to take a small handful of the shitty bar mixed nuts, just needing to occupy your hands, âbut I do like a challenge.â
âIs that right? Someone as innocent looking as you?â Goading you, seeing if youâre all talk or- or if youâd actually want to come home with him. He doesnât do this. He doesnât know how to pick girls up at the bar.Â
âYouâd be surprised what some strangers are like after a few drinks. Let me buy you another and we can reevaluate?â Waving the bartender over you ask for another round of beers- not waiting for his answer because you play to win, and dammit this prize looked handsome. Older, definitely taller than you, broad shoulders and you squeeze your thighs together tight because you can just imagine his beard-
âIâll take that challenge thenâ winking, he takes a long sip of his replenished beer after clinking it with yours. Maybe this was a success? Is it working?Â
âGood- Iâm a girl that likes to win.â He tries to not stare, not look at the innocent way your lips wrap themselves around the rim of the bottle- swallowing the bitter taste and licking your fucking lips after you do. Fuck- was that on purpose?
âThen I guess weâre no longer strangers,â he turns, extending his hand out to yours, âMichael.â Oh. His hands were big, warm, calloused- heavy.Â
âAngel.â Your smile was sweet, fuck. You looked up at him beneath batting eyelashes and your hands were so soft, smaller in his. He has to force himself to take his hand from yours because heâd fucking hold it all night if youâd let him.
âYour boyfriend going to be okay with you chatting me up?â He nods over to Langdon who was awkwardly drumming his hands on the bar top- a poor attempt at making himself look busy while he stares you both down from the corner of his eye, just in case you need him to rescue you.
âWho? Him? Oh- definitely not my boyfriend. Roommate.â You didnât have time to regale Michael with the saga of Frank and Angel, it was almost a decade long and many didnât understand the bond you two shared. So- roommate was what Langdon has been demoted to tonight. He relaxes a bit, thanking god because heâs been in weird situations where couple ask if heâd join them and heâs too fucking old and tired for this poly shit- barely has time for monogamous relationships. You both fall into an easy conversation. He finds out youâre new in town, just moved a week ago for a new job. And you donât exactly talk about residency right away. Some men find it intimidating if you mention being a doctor right away so- you just pretend youâre someone else tonight. Someone confident and who is used to picking up strangers in a bar. Heâs charming. Charming and funny and he loves the way youâre laughing at his little sarcastic jokes and youâre witty and so fucking pretty. He thinks he can do this. He can be the guy that takes home the girl from the bar- at least once right? Jack is always telling him to have fun, to not be so uptight, to fucking go to therapy but until he does go- this will definitely suffice because youâre so close now, leg almost fucking thrown over his under the counter and he can smell the intoxicating aroma of your perfume and like a fucking siren-
âWanna get out of here?â Low- so low he almost didnât fucking hear it but- the way youâre looking up at him through your lashes and wet your lips with a dart of your tongue and- fuck yes he wants to get out of here. He smiles, nods and pushes back from the counter to step off the stool and holds out his hand for you to hold as you hop off your own stool. And you donât pull your hand away- he doesnât pull his hand away as he waves bye to the older bartender. Heâs been coming here for years- bar thatâs close to home that he can walk to, bartender who gives him free drinks because of the work he does. And you both just- walk. Walk down the street hand in hand like youâre not practically bouncing and itching to kiss him. The breeze is nice and the conversation is still so easy- he looks at you when you talk, asks questions and adds constructive comments while ducking his head to miss a few branches that you can easily walk under.Â
His house was nice, quiet neighborhood with a classic single family style look- a porch where he reads the paper, sipping coffee on his day off. And you feel nervous again. Butterflies swarming around in your belly and you have no more alcohol to drown them in because his hand is on your lower back, ushering you inside. It was quiet- simple. You can admire his style while you take off your shoes- from the old record player in the corner of the living room, the shelves of books along the walls where you can make out a title or two that youâve been dying to read. You thumb through his books, running your fingers along the spines and he has his hands in his hoodie, watching you with desire creeping up in his gut. What were you doing here with him? You were so pretty and smart and funny and- he stops thinking because now youâre rounding his couch and settling into the plush fabric while holding your hand out to him. Okay. Okay he can do this. You can do this. He unzips his hoodie, laying it on the arm of the couch.
âYes?â He asks smugly, coming to sit next to you on his couch. Taking your hand in his- he kisses your palm, beard tickling gently- then kisses up to your wrist. He can smell the dab of perfume that you sprayed as he kisses gently. Why was this so hot? Letting him kiss up your arm and you donât realize youâre leaning closer with each kiss until youâre face to face now-Â
âCan I kiss you?â It comes out barely above a whisper- as if youâre still unsure if he wants this with you like he didnât just kiss and lick up your arm a second ago. And he laughs- soft and lightheartedly because yes, yes you can fucking kiss him. Heâd beg for your soft lips on his and he doesnât have to wait much longer now as youâre surging forward- knocking into him and throwing yourself in his lap. Okay- maybe you were a little too eager and youâre about to apologize but his hands are in your hair now and- oh this is good. He kisses so eagerly and bites your lip with a tug when he pulls back to look at you and youâre both breathing hard now after just a fucking minute of kissing. Everything feels hot and too much and his hands are on your thighs now- dragging up to your hips from under your dress and heâs actually toying with the band of your underwear now, snapping it absentmindedly. You just- itâs hot and youâre needy and you have to take initiative so youâre pulling your dress up and over your head and he groans. One hand pulls the cup of your bra down and he trails light kisses down your neck, coming up to the swell of your breast and bites- sucking a soothing mark into the stinging feeling and your hands tug at his hair now.Â
âLet me taste you angel,â he begs, feeling how you grind into his lap- desperately, for some sort of relief. He mumbles against your chest rubbing his beard a little and grinning at the way you gasp at the sensation while heâs easily unclasping your bra with one hand and tossing it on the floor like itâs offended him. He doesnât give you a chance to answer- grabs your ass to grind harder into him while sucking galaxies along your breasts. âJust- fuck let me use my mouth on you, please?â Heâs fucking begging to eat you out? Is he actually? He is. He hasnât fucked in so long and he knows youâll taste amazing and if thatâs all you want is to cum on his face and in his beard heâll be happy but-
âI donât- Iâve never really,â you try to find the words- try to think but the way you can feel him under the rough seam of his jeans has you mindless at the moment. âItâs not my favorite.â You werenât lying- the few times youâve had someone between your thighs you just, laid there. Waiting until they were done because it was weird and your clit actually was a few inches to the left and-
âNo?â Michael forces himself to pull away from your chest, holding your hips still from grinding and you whine a little- âdo you not- like it? If you absolutely donât want to I understand but-â
âNo- no, itâs not that I just-â you can feel the heat rising in your cheeks now. Youâre practically naked in his lap and youâre having this conversation and- âit just feels weird.â You shrug. It did feel weird. Most guy just mindlessly lick and miss your clit and you can easily just use your own fingers and-
âCan I try? Please baby?â God he was begging. Maybe- maybe itâll be good? Wordlessly, you nod- sit back on the couch to let him kneel in front of you and fuck- it was a sight. On his knees, kissing up your ankle while he slides your underwear down. Okay. Okay, fuck- this was happening. Definitely happening now as he easily pulls you by your knees and slides them over his shoulders. You were mouthwatering. Absolutely appetizing. Wet and glistening in the moonlight for him- whispering for him to taste and he actually moans when he looks.Â
âLemme take care of you.â He sighs, readying his tongue between your folds.
âYeah- sure oka- shit!â You roll your eyes back with a scream, arching your back to where itâs not even touching the couch anymore and the only thing thatâs keeping you from ascending to the fucking heavens is the way he has you caged to him. Both legs thrown over his shoulders, forearms around the tops of your thighs and keeping you still. So fucking still- but open for him because his shoulders are massive and wide and youâll feel the stretch tomorrow for sure. But you canât seem to care right now. Youâve been on edge for at least an hour now since youâve met him and are unbearably wet. It would be embarrassing really. Heâs licked a single stripe up your cunt and- fuck. His tongue is hot, wet, flat and slowly dragging up your cunt and his beard gives a fucking heavenly scratch against your thighs and- fuck. Heâs staring at you. And starting from right below your entrance, trailing so devastatingly slow up to your clit- his eyes never closing or breaking contact. Once he reaches your clit- he swirls his tongue around it for good measure before closing his lips around it and sucks. Fuck. And he was fucking moaning- finally closing his eyes and enjoying the way you tasted and how one of your hands has taken hold in his hair now, pulling just a little. God he was fucking good and you know youâre about to cum soon and itâs going to be so fucking good. He wasnât lying- it does feel good. You havenât had sex in so long, hadnât really even had much time to take care of yourself between prepping for tomorrow and moving and- fuck you were already feeling that swell of ecstasy.Â
âGood?â He mumbles, smirking against your wet lips and you want to slap his stupid fucking gorgeous face because you can hear the fucking sarcasm in his voice as heâs clearly trying to prove a point now. And you can only nod but- âsay it- look at me and tell me how good you feel angel.â Fuck. Heâs stopped- you can just feel the ends of his beard against you and you try to grind into it but heâs so much stronger than you are and his eyes are dark and beseeching you to tell him how good his tongue is. How good is fucking mouth feels against your throbbing pussy and-
âFuck- fuck yes itâs so fucking good Michael please just- donât stop please baby I need-â you donât get to finish your babbles and whimpers because his lips have wrapped themselves around your clit again and youâre melting into his damn couch now. Sinking into the fabric and the only movement you can make is pulling his hair and using the heels of your feet to pull him closer to you. He teases a finger inside, just one and tries to not moan at how tight it feels. Just testing the waters- then another. One more of his thick heavy fingers getting easily sucked into you and it was tight. Youâve had your own for so long but his already have you seeing stars behind your eyes and- heâs pulling them out. No. No no wait. And he laughs because he hears you groan- looking up and heâs replacing his hand back to keep you still and he drags his tongue back down again, swiping at your entrance and shoving it deep inside while one of his thumbs start slow circles around your clit. He was fucking good, knew exactly what he was doing. His other hand finds purchase on your chest- roughly tugging at your nipples and pinching. Youâre going to cum, and youâre going to cum in his mouth, and itâs going to be amazing. His tongue- while still inside you is shoved up along your top wall and licks back and forth slowly while working the same pace with his thumb on your clit. Fuck. Your nerves are on fire. Your body contracts and arches into him more as you cry out from your orgasm. Fuck it was good. Slow and steady and creeping up along your body. Youâre whining his name and heâs letting you roll your hips into his mouth to ride out the heat and waves.Â
He was watching you. The entire time. Eyes focused on how youâd bite your lip, throw your head back, use your other hand to grab your breast and you were fucking gorgeous. Fucking ethereal and unreal- cumming on his tongue and whimpering his name so sweetly. And when you finally open your eyes youâre giggling, the adrenaline pumping through your body and youâre pulling him up by his collar to kiss him and taste yourself on his tongue. God he needed you. He needed to bury himself inside you now because he was impossibly hard at the moment and wasnât sure how much longer he could stand not knowing what you felt like.
âGood angel?â Like he didnât already know the answer- but youâre still smiling and can barely nod before he stands- tugging you to sit up. âCâmon baby, up-â easily, he grabs you from the couch and you cling to him- bare legs wrapping around his waist and you can feel how hard he is through his jeans. âI need you so fucking bad sweetheart.â Grunting into the kiss youâve dragged him into by a tug of his hair- heâs maneuvering through his living room and down the hall to his bedroom but youâre grinding into him now, desperately needing some friction even though he tongue fucked an orgasm out of you minutes ago. âFuck-â he stops, tripping almost over the feeling of your bare pussy over him- heâs pushing you against his doorway for a moment and the corner of the wood digging into your back but he takes just a second to compose himself and- âjust wait, fuck- just wait until Iâm inside you.â Youâre not sure if that was a threat- or heâs telling himself to hold out from blowing his load all over his jeans before heâs hand a chance to fuck you into his mattress like he planned. maybe both. Definitely both.Â
You get placed on his bed- gently and you look up at him with anticipation in your eyes as your hands reach up to capture the hem of his shirt and drag it upwards while you rise to your knees to be eye level. He had never been shy really, he was painfully aware that he doesnât have the same body he did when he was 20 but- the way your eyes hungrily took him in? He did feel a small pang of insecurity. You were at least 15 years younger than he was, couldâve went home with any one from that fucking bar but youâre here now- in his bed, pulling his belt from the loops of his jeans and dragging the zipper down almost torturously slow. And your eyes didnât leave his. You smiled. You kissed him. You pulled his jeans down and fucking gasped. Oh. It was- well it was fucking bigger than you expected thatâs for damn sure. Your mouth watered, and you feel young and inexperienced all over again because youâre tentatively touching him, just a slow drag of your index finger along the length and he shudders. He was hard- but it was so heavy and thick, his cock wasnât even able to be held up, the sheer gravity of it kept him hanging deliciously low and you leaned down to take a swipe at it with your tongue, desperate for a taste- but he stopped you.Â
âNo- donât- I need you now-â he rasped, forcing himself to tell you no, stroking your cheek and shoving you as gently as he could to lay back on his bed. âI canât wait any longer sweetheart.â He wants nothing more than to fuck your mouth- have your pretty little eyes watering and looking up at him with your lips wrapped around his cock and drooling for more. But heâs even more desperate to be inside you. Heâs tasted you- felt you clench around his tongue and if stuffing his cock in you is half as good as eating your pussy, then Michael needs to fuck you now. Heâs crawling up the bed with you, kicking off his jeans and kissing your lips in a firm kiss, tongue licking into your mouth and swirling around yours as he grabs your thighs to come around his waist, feeling the blunt tip of him at your wet entrance. He settles above you- one of his hands holding your thighs open while the other comes to rest atop his headboard- swiping his cock along your folds to tease and collect at the juices that have dripped and finally- he pushes inside you.
âOh- f-fuck-â You donât think youâve ever gasped when someone stuck it in before. Youâre sure of it. Because you would remember this feeling. You would have remembered it because of the way Michaelâs feels. Splitting you open, pushing slowly through your tight walls. Youâre wet. Youâre so fucking wet and where you werenât naturally wet with your own juices- his own mouth took care of that for you. The only resistance was his size- the tightness of your pussy contracting and working the sheer girth of him through. Fuck. Fuck itâs good. It hurts in the way that feels so fucking right. You feel rearranged, feel him not even fully sheathed within you and- god he still has more? Itâs been so fucking long since youâve had anything besides your own fingers inside you and his were already stretch to begin with earlier. It hurt so fucking good and you whine when he pushed deeper inside you- tensing your thighs around his waist and dragging your nails down his back.Â
âAlmost angel, fuck- fuck almost I-â God he was already losing what little sense of control he had. He hasnât had sex in ages and you were so tight and wet and sounded so pretty underneath him and heâs trying to ride out every clench you give around him- but fuck itâs hard. Itâs so fucking hard when youâre whining his name and heâs not even fully buried inside you yet. âYouâre doing so good for me baby, so good. Almost. Little more ok?â He moans, dropping his head down to kiss your lips because youâre biting them, biting at your lower lip to keep composed because you already feel the waves of another orgasm crawling up your spine and dancing along every fucking nerve that wasnât burnt from the last one.
Itâs hot. Fucking searing. Your orgasm slams into you all at once. The first one was a crescendo of ecstasy that his tongue slowly pulled from your body and let you ride out with it. This? White hot pleasure- ripping into your soul. You feel it in your bones, rattling and shaking with each fucking wave. You make no noise, canât even fucking breathe because youâre sure whatever neurons you have left have been fried by the way he felt. He wasnât even fully seated in you, a little over halfway- shoved tightly inside your walls and your body just, gave in. Gave into the indulgent way his cock was inching its way inside you, rubbing up against that spot that your fingers can never quite reach- stroking along with nowhere else to go besides deeper. Of course you came that easily- there was nothing but delicious fucking friction from the way Michael was wedging himself between your legs and how the bit of hair at the top of his cock rubbed so mouthwateringly well against your clit. All you could do was let him keep pushing inside you, his hand coming down to grab one of your legs from around his waist so he can slide it over his shoulder and- fuck.Â
âFuck- I feel you cumming angel,â you somehow got wetter, aiding so he can slide in just a bit more with the angle and he presses his forehead against yours now. Sharing panting breaths and hot whiny moans together- finally his hips were flush against yours. âYou okay baby? Talk to me,â taking your hand in his, lacing your fingers together and squeezing gently and kissing the back of your hand before letting it rest above your head. He starts a slow pace, inching back out of you slowly and groaning into your mouth. He doesnât want to cum yet, he wants this, no- needs this to last longer. And itâs hard when youâre squeezing around him and whimpering his name- your perfume is dancing around in his mind and he feels himself pulling tighter and higher. Fuck heâs about to cum. Heâs using his headboard to steady himself- the knock of the wood thudding against the wall in a tantric rhythm, would almost have you embarrassed if he wasnât fucking you so good.Â
âK-keep going baby- donât stop. Please donât fucking stop Michael-â you beg him. The rub and heavy drag of him felt so good. Indulgent and sinful because thereâs no way sex could be this intense and not be frowned upon by the heavens. Heâs kissing and licking at your ankle now, the anklet that you had was scratching at his shoulder and a charm was reflecting the moonlight and he swears he sees fucking stars. One of your hands cards through his hair, then his beard, and you drag your nails down his chest, dancing along the hair thatâs trailed from his belly button to his cock and you just let it rest there, stroking your thumb gently. Resting right above his cock only to dig your nails into his lower abdomen and rub your thumb along the marks and- heâs fucking cumming.Â
âFuck! Fuck me- so fucking-â he groans, hot and deep into your calve and bites down hard enough to leave a mark but- he doesnât stop. No- Michael keeps fucking you, he goes soft for a beat, maybe two but immediately you feel him hardening up again and nudging up into you deeper and- heâs fucking his cum into you now. Itâs wet and warm and he doesnât know what happened to his refractory period but he thanks all the gods he can in this moment so he doesnât have to leave your tight heat. But he does- he does stop to reluctantly pull out of you and ignores your whining with a chuckle and light slap to your thigh as he rolls you over to your front. Instinctively, you start to arch your back but-
âNo- lay flat baby, legs together.â You feel his voice in your ear, tongue licking the shell of it and biting at your lobe while the metal of his chain is between your shoulder blades now. He pushes some of your hair off your shoulder so he can kiss your neck, down your spine a bit with his beard scratching along the way before licking back up from the base of your spine and you shudder, sighing because itâs so good. The anticipation of what heâs going to do next. One of his heavy hands is holding your hip steady now- while the other holds his cock to slide teasingly against your folds. Oh.Â
âOh f-fuck me-â you gasp- biting the meat of your palm from just the stretch alone. The angle has you grabbing at the sheets in front of you- needing something to cling to because between his fucking thick cock and the hand on your hip thatâs all you feel from him. You want to open your legs a little more, you try but his legs have you stuck and you try to surge forward to escape the pleasure and-
âNo- you can fucking take it,â he growls, a slap to your ass to drive the point home. Fuck. Heâs so fucking hard again, fucked you through both your orgasms and immediately still ready to keep pounding into you. âBe a good fucking girl and take it sweetheart.â Itâs not slow this time. Itâs fucking brutal and you can hear the slap of his hips against your ass. This man- Michael- this fucking stranger has given you two orgasms already and another is quickly flickering in the bottom of your gut- his mind shattering pace is hard to take and you think you can ride it out until he reaches under you and grabs you by your throat to haul you up so your back is pushed into his chest. He doesnât squeeze- no but his hand is still heavy and he can feel your pulse under his fingers like a good trained doctor. Heâd be able to tell you your BP if you asked and if he had the wherewithal to stop his sufferingly brutal pace to do so. He has you on your knees, holding you up with one hand on your neck and the other hand that has captured your own is now trailing down past your stomach- lowering to your soaking cunt to force you to rub your own fucking clit with him.Â
Fuck itâs so good. The hand of yours thatâs not caught between his heavy one and your soaked clit is reaching up to tug at his hair while you turn your head a bit so you can try to see him. You try to breathe evenly because itâs so hot and the air feels heavy now and you swear there are stars beginning to form in your mind as your eyes roll back into your head now. He drags his nose along your temple- the hand resting against your neck trailing a few inches up to hold your jaw and kiss you. Biting and pulling at your lower lip when you open your mouth and moan his name. So sweet. You sound so fucking pretty and wrecked by him. He hasnât fucked this hard since med school- youâre intoxicating. Your body fucking sings for him- every touch he gives is met with a sigh, a moan, a while of his name. Your hips are rolling back to meet his now and he groans into the kiss- feeling you clench around him again as you tug roughly on his hair.Â
âFuck- just like that angel,â Michael has you pulled tight against his chest- his necklace digging into your back, one arm around your chest, hand gripping your jaw so you can look at him and see exactly what he looks like as heâs wrecking you. The other arm is strong against your stomach, his hand making your fingers rubbing vicious tight circles around your clit. âDoing so- fuck- so good for me baby. Are you gonna cum again for me? Just one more?â And you can only nod, itâs not like you have a choice, really. Between the way his fingers and yours are working in tandem to play with your clit and the way his thick cock is spearing into you from behind- youâre lucky that you can breathe at this point.
âNo, no-â he stops his movements now, feeling your whine into his mouth and attempt to push your ass back into his hips. âI wanna hear you say it baby- tell me you wanna cum again.â Fuck, youâre trying to get the friction back- get the delicious drag of his heavy cock back but heâs shoved so deep inside your wet cunt that heâs not moving anywhere. And neither are you from the way he has you pinned to his front. Fuck.Â
âP-please Michael,â you whimper into his lips, trying to wiggle your hips just a little so that you can feel him rub against that spot inside your- or maybe get his fingertips to brush your clit but he has your hand forced between his and your body, still and twitching for movement but heâs so much stronger than you are. âFuck- I need to cum. I need to cum again baby. Please. F-fuck please. Please. Please. Please-â youâre babbling and he groans.Â
âGod- asking so fucking pretty baby. You need it?â Heâs going to be an asshole- make you beg for a third orgasm like some fucking greedy bitch and you nod. You nod and whine and because you know he likes to hear you say it now. Youâre saying yes. Whining really but itâs all the same to him.
âYes baby,â nodding like a woman drunk and starved and high all at the same time. âPlease Iâll be so fucking good Michael just-â you choke out at the end, heâs easing out then shoving himself back inside you now. Fast. Fast and hard and you can fucking hear colors at this point. You feel him in your veins. Youâve been injected with pleasure and itâs so good. Heâs spewing pure fucking filth in your ear now and the wet slapping sound of his hips and fingers against your clit drive the point home. Growling out how good you feel. How fucking wet you are. Heâs trying so hard not to cum yet- he needs this to last because he doesnât know when heâll get another opportunity to fuck you someone like this again. It shatters through you. Like glass spidering around every weak point of your nerves. That drop. Like the drop of a roller coaster. Itâs wet. It makes you soar and float off the planet for a second and you think you can see yourself from above. You cum with a loud scream of his name and he stops fucking your pussy for a moment, stops your rubbing of your clit and moans along with you now- feeling you clench and tighten around him.Â
âThere it is, angel, you sound so pretty for me baby.â He lets you go. Lets you slump forward but he hasnât pulled out of you yet and you can feel him throbbing inside you still. Youâre tired. So fucking tired and heâs still hard. He leans over you now, kissing the back of your neck and when he pulls out- you gasp because heâs been inside you for so long but heâs turning you back over now. Grabbing the back of your knees and slotting himself between your thighs again and you whimper because youâre so sore. But heâs kissing you so softly now, running his hands over your body and whispering praises and- pushing the head of his cock back inside you fuck- fuck- fuck- fuck.Â
You just- lay there now. Accepting the pleasure of his fucking. Becoming a wave of orgasm and orgasm after fucking brutal, hot, wet orgasm. Heâs buried his face into your neck- kissing and biting gently but still slowly keeping a steadfast pace. He adjusts you for himself. Pushing your thighs open or closed to suit his needs. Gripping your leg to place over his shoulders or around his waist to drive deeper into you if he wants. And you just- take it. You moan and sigh his name because thatâs all you remember how to do. Youâre sure you black out at some point because itâs so overwhelmingly good. He asks if youâre good- if you want him to stop and you beg him- no. No. Donât fucking stop. Please donât fucking stop because youâve absolutely never been fucked like this before and youâre sure itâs some gift from the gods. And how can you deny such a gift? Between his hot tongue in your mouth, beard against your skin, cock inside your pussy- you donât even remember your name. You just- youâre more him than you at this point.Â
âFuck- are you cumming again?â He stills, feeling the familiar tightness of your pussy spasm and flutter around his cock as he nips at your jaw. âOh- f-fuck yeah you are- youâre cumming again for me baby,â slowly, achingly slow he starts his pace again, angles his hips up and- fuck. Fuck you canât think anymore. Heâs caged you in, completely has you under his control in the best way possible. You canât even move your hips in tandem with his- youâre stuck in this position and you have to just fucking take it. Your body is being accustomed to the slow debilitating orgasms that are coming, just one after another after another after a-fucking-nother. Thereâs no point in counting. No point in attempting to keep score because youâre losing. Winning? No- definitely losing because itâs devastating now. Youâre accepting your fate. You feel raw. You feel heavy. You feel your mind blank because all you know at this point is pleasure thatâs bordering on pain- and his name.Â
âM-Michael I- fuck I- I canât-â Your thighs were sore, so fucking sore from being held open by his cock but not wide enough from the way his knees are on either side of your thighs. You were gonna feel him tomorrow. Fuck you were gonna feel him all week. Your legs hadnât stopped shaking from your first orgasm and that was at least an hour ago.Â
âCanât what baby?â God, his voice was so deep, raspy and graveled in your left ear, tugging the lobe between his teeth and groaning so deep you felt it in your gut and swim along your spine. âYou can- fuck, youâre doing so good for me sweetheart.â He still doesnât stop. His cock is inching through your tight walls with no real trajectory other than to wreck you- so fucking tortuously slow. You shake your head and turn- looking at the art he has along his wall, anything to distract you from the pleasure for a moment because your think youâre going to die by orgasm and-
âNo, no you stay right here with me angel-â his calloused hand grabs your jaw and forced you to look back into his eyes. âLook at me baby- I need you to look at me so I can see those pretty eyes while I wreck you okay?â You nod along with him- obediently accepting your directions and fate. The drag- the long and heavy drag of his thick cock through your wet cunt has you spiraling, circling the drain between pleasure and pain. It feels so fucking good- his thick warm thighs bracing your own as he rocks into you devastatingly slow. The way heâs consuming you, all you feel is Michael. Heâs the breath in your lungs, the taste in your mouth. Itâs the scent of his cologne in your nose, the burn of his beard along your neck and jaw, the feel of his elbows digging into your shoulders with every deep, slow, hard thrust while the chain he had one is no longer cold- it drags, back and forth in the valley of your breasts.
âJust- fuck, just one more for me? Okay baby?â his voice cracks a bit- heâs almost coming to a close. He ducks his head down and swirls his tongue around your nipple then licks a hot stripe up your neck, coming to stop at your jaw and gently nipping at the skin there again while his hand gently brushes some strands of your hair from your face. Fuck- you feel it. You feel another fucking orgasm clawing its way through your body. Fuck. You have hot, frustrated tears running down the side of your face. The pain is so good. And the only thing that stops your from transcending into the fucking astral realm is how he grabs your hand, gently from its position that was locked on his back and no doubt leaving angry red marks along his skin- grabs your hand and threads his fingers between yours and squeezes gently- and kisses your hand once more. Yeah. Yeah youâre fucking cumming again. Itâs ripping its way throughout your body now, hot- hot violent waves erupting from within you. Michael moans against you, feeling you clench around him and heâs letting himself go now, content that youâre spent and whimpering bonelessly under him. âThatâs it- good fucking girl.âÂ
The tightening and shakes of your orgasm inspire one in him, heâs ready to fuck his cum into you again but he just needs to be a tiny bit deeper. Michael pants, tries to slow down so he can move you how he needs, sitting back slightly and grabs your leg to wrap around his waist and you whimper. Feeling just an inch more of his thick cock inside- you whine. Heâs fucking you hard in contrast to the way heâs kissing you- pressing his sweaty forehead softly against yours and âso sweet baby- so fucking good for me angel, Iâm gonna cum ok?â Nodding and slamming just a bit too hard- bordering on painful but fuck, itâs perfect. And that fucking headboard again- slamming against his wall in a heavy pace. Hard and rhythmic and starting to pick up speed just from the sheer force of how he was driving into you. The waves of your orgasm are riding out as heâs cumming finally. Hard. Hard- and a deep raspy groan is emitting from him while he continues fucking you through it, shoving the remnants of his resolve deeper with each sloppy broken few pumps of his hips.Â
You lay there- sated and weak and let him kiss along your face with praises whispered between. He hasnât pulled out of you yet- he needs a moment to enjoy you like this. To remember what this feels like next time heâs spiraling in his own mind. You have just enough energy to kiss his palm when he cradles your face- swiping at a stray tear and asking if youâre okay. Yes. Yes youâre okay. Youâve been fucked into his mattress, split open and completely sated. Youâve never felt better. You just wanted sex before starting residency because who knows when youâll have time and- yeah. Michael definitely gave you more than you asked for. More than you ever bargained for.Â
âGive me a second,â you whine into a kiss, âI donât remember my name.â Heâs chuckling- letting your hands lazily trail over his broad shoulders, card through his beard with a twirl or two of the hair around your finger, and you push his slightly sweaty hair back from where it had stuck against his forehead. He hasnât stopped smiling. It was so- cute? Grown man with the softest brown eyes you had ever seen, smiling after sex and it made you smile too because yeah- it was fucking good. Finally- he pulls out of you with a bite of his lip and a soft sigh. Trying to commit the feeling to memory because heâs not sure if heâll get to experience this again. Itâs been a while since heâs had sex and heâs sure itâs never been like this. He wouldâve remembered vividly it being this good.Â
âHey, wake up sweetheart,â you donât even remember closing your eyes- donât remember how long he was gone but he helps you sit up and has a glass to your lips and- âhere, drink.â Itâs cold, icy and immediately soothes your throat. And while you take slow sips he holds a washcloth in front of you and- âcan I?â And- you just nod. Youâve never had anyone offer to clean you before. Few have even tossed you a rag but- heâs gentle. He apologizes when you gasp at the contact because youâre sore and overstimulated but the washcloth was fucking warm. He gently cleans you and kisses your temple. Who was this man? You just- you watch in awe as he cleans the mess he made of you and takes the glass from your hand to set on his night stand.Â
âUm, I- I should go.â you stutter out. You should- right? Youâve clearly overstayed your welcome from whatâs acceptable after mind altering sex. But he just nods.Â
âYou donât have to.â He doesnât trust himself to not beg you to stay. He just- he wants more time with you. He just met you hours ago and heâs not ready to give you up yet. âYou can stay- if you want. Only if you want. Offer stands.â He smiles, trying to not seem nervous because he genuinely never has done this before. Heâs never taken a girl home from the bar. Heâs only had sex with women heâs been in relationships with. But you just- he was fucking drawn to you since he landed eyes on you. When you tipped your head back laughing at whatever your roommate had said- he was struck. The way your eyes would dart over to him and then quickly back when heâd make eye contact. It was cute- how you bit your lip and tried to ignore him until you pat your roommate on the back and practically floated over to him. He knew he was a goner then.Â
âOkay,â you bit your lip and nodded- âyeah- Iâll stay.â You smiled. Leaning in to kiss him and heâs offering you something to sleep in- one of his shirts or some boxers but you shake your head and smile wickedly at him as you slither back up his bed and in between his sheet, grabbing his hand to pull him with you. No. No clothes necessary tonight.Â
It was his lips you woke up to, dragging along your neck with his beard in tow. You were sore and tired but it was hard to argue with the way your body opened up so easily for him. His hand splayed across your chest, not rough- just warm and resting along your skin while his lips mindlessly kissed your neck and jaw.Â
âGood morning,â he rasps, feeling you stir against him. He woke up maybe 15 minutes ago, your legs tangled up with his longer ones. He took a moment for himself, a moment to enjoy the feeling of someone in his bed again- no matter how fleeting it would be. You would be gone soon. And he canât- he canât delude himself into believing heâs ready for a relationship right now. It been a while since Janey. Heâs been focused with work and things have settled down, albeit slightly, pandemic wise. And you were so- young? Clearly a woman and old enough to drink but- you two did get to talking to be fair. He wasnât drawn to you in a way that felt deeper than physically. And maybe that was his own clouded judgment but he wanted to get to know you. He wanted to see you again. But he wouldnât say anything- not unless you did. He wasnât ready to get rejected or shatter a perfectly harmless fantasy. But he couldnât help tasting your skin one more time- seeing the erupting marks along your chest and smiling to himself a bit.Â
âGood morning-â you mumble, sighing into the way his lips felt along your raw skin. How was he so gentle? How could he rearrange your insides last night and place feather like kisses along your jaw now? Turning- you face him, throwing your arms around his neck and tilting yourself up to capture his lips.Â
âI have to go-â youâre not really trying to leave the comfort of his warm bed- sighing into his mouth as heâs pulling you into his chest. âIâm gonna be late for work- itâs my first day.â mumbling against his lips, moaning at the feeling of his hands dragging down to your ass so he can grind you into him. Fuck. No. You know youâll never be able to leave if you stay now- feeling his heavy cock start to stir against your thigh.
âDonât go baby,â He was going to be late too, he had a fresh crop of interns to see to, so he absolutely had to be there today but- âstay here with me.â Fuck- why was it so hard to let you go? It was one night. Stranger at a bar, something heâd never allow himself to do and he was struck. Heâs grabbing your ass to grind into him harder- smiling at the way you gasp into his mouth when the tip of him catches your clit. You can hear a phone vibrating on his nightstand- probably yours, most likely Langdon calling you and wondering where the fuck you were. He did call, 3 times and texted. He had your location and you were still alive at least. He was going to have to pick you up and haul ass to the hospital.
[Frankie]: 20 minutes away
[Frankie]: Be readyÂ
[Frankie]: Or Iâm leaving your ass.
[Frankie]: Got your stuff tho
You groan, exasperated because you have to untangle yourself from Michael to walk to the living room for your clothes but you feel his strong, heavy arms circling around your waist as heâs coming up behind you to kiss your neck. God why was it hard to leave him? He was so funny, charming and- no. No, you just needed sex to get through your first day- one night stand. Someone youâll definitely never see again because youâre starting residency and canât afford to be distracted now. But- he was so fucking handsome.Â
âI really,â you pause to kiss him, âreally,â another kiss, âmm, really need to go.â A moan, kissing his swollen lips again but running a hand through his beard to hold him into the âlastâ kiss. You make it to the living room and sit on the couch to tug your underwear on, well- trying to, anyway, because heâs grabbing at it and pulling you back into his lips and your back hits the couch. He just- he needs to get it out of his system. One last kiss. Maybe a mark that he nibbles into the top of your breast. Thatâs it. And as youâre pulling on the rest of your clothes heâs going back to his room to find his boxers and walk you out the door but-Â
âJust one more kiss-â you whine, pulling him hard and crashing your lips into his. You spend another 15 minutes trying to leave. Every time more clothes come on, one of you pulls the other back for âjust one more kissâ.
Youâre on his couch, pressing him into the arm rest now that your shoes are finally on- locking your lips against his.
Heâs pushing you against his kitchen counter now as youâre reaching for your purse, hands coming on either side of you so he can cage you in and claim your lips once more.Â
You grabbed handfuls of his Steelers shirt at his chest, forcing him against his front door now while you try to savor the possibility of a last kiss.Â
He would walk you to the car- but heâs so fucking hard again that there would be no hiding it from his neighbors or your roommate in broad daylight. So he claims the official last kiss, cradling your face in his large hands and- this one was gentle. Not hungry. Not desperate. Gentle like- like it would be happening again. But youâre not delusional. Itâs wonât happen again. You didnât get his number, he didnât ask for yours. Youâre definitely never going to that bar again because this was a one time thing you allowed yourself to have. You need to be focused. Focused now because youâre gonna be so fucking late and itâs your first day and you got hardly any sleep and Frank is fucking honking-
âHurry the fuck up- I have your shoes, clothes, and stethoscope along with a nice cold Red Bull.â Fuck he was the best. Sometimes itâs hard to believe you have a Frank Langdon in your life who can read your mind. âSo did the old man lay it down good or?â You take the thought back immediately, jumping in the back seat to change into fresh clothes as you tell him to drive and not break any traffic laws to get to the hospital now. Youâre running through the hospital- Langdon a few paces ahead because of his stupidly long legs and youâre chugging the rest of your Red Bull while running the ER nurses station to sign in and let them know youâre both here for your internship.Â
âBarely made it.â A voice interrupts as you both are shuffling through the doors to who you assume is the Dr. Abbott the nurse mentioned- arms crossed and pointing to the locker room for you both to await further instructions. A few other interns are already inside and what you assume are some residents prepping for their shift.Â
âER?â One asks, throwing her hair in a bun while you shove what you can in an empty locker next to the one Frank picked out.Â
âYeah,â you nodded- offering your hand to her with your name and introducing your other half to her as well. âYou?â
âSurgery, Garcia.â You wanted to ask more but Dr. Abbott is calling everyone outside the locker room for a briefing. God, why were you nervous? Youâve never been nervous- well about work or academics anyway. But your stomach wonât stop fluttering and youâre trying to pay attention to Dr. Abbott but something is gnawing at your gut. Langdon can feel your anxiety, can feel your antsy movements and see the way youâre chewing at your bottom lip And pulling at your fingers so he grabs your hand and gives it a squeeze- making you look at him to see his wink. A silent âitâll be ok angel.â Like he always says.Â
âOkay kids, the rest of this little introduction into your internship will be handled by Dr. Robby.â You donât hear anything more- blood is rushing through your ears, mouth has gone dry, palms fucking sweating. Fuck. No? Fuck. There he was- Michael, in all his fucking 6â2, bearded, sad soft brown eyes, wide linebacker shoulders glory. As if on cue, your pussy clenched involuntarily- thighs started to ache from being held open by him for so long last night, scattered bruises across your chest started to sting. Every kiss and touch he laid on your body flared up like they knew their owner was near- like your body was calling out to his. As if your body picked up on the fact that he was near like some fucking homing signal for orgasms. And Michael, well- Dr. Robby actually, heâs as cool as a cucumber on the outside. Laying down some information and guidelines while trying to not stare at you. He doesnât remember anyone named Angel on his list of interns. Did you lie? Of course you did- you just wanted sex and to be fair no one really calls him Michael so he canât blame you.Â
And next to you? Well Langdon is practically vibrating with excitement. He hasnât been this happy since his med school acceptance. Heâs trying to contain his joy while his eyes bounce back between you and your new boss. Youâre speed running through all five stages of grief and heâs never been happier because that is definitely the old man you went home with last night. Heâs excited for your debriefing and inevitable crash out session at home later because you have a 12 hour shift ahead of you both and you cannot spiral. Not now. Not yet anyway.Â
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John Truman Carter III Text Posts, Part XI: The Bisexual Agenda Strikes Back, Featuring Luka KovaÄ (Again).
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Iâm so sorry this picture continues to kill me every time I see it. Itâs the happiest mugshot Iâve ever seen. This man was really in the middle of being arrested but saw the camera and had to give it a good đ. Sir your smile is too wide eyes too empty theyâre gonna kill you for being too whimsical
#his little hair sticking straight out over his ears#there is not a single thought#I love him#noah wyle#er#er nbc#John Carter#john truman carter iii
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