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I hate that every single person who was supposed to love me only taught me to be guarded & insecure.

I hate that I was so close to being loved right, & I ALMOST out ran this deeply sad, untrusting girl.

God, I fucking hate her.

I hate that I was never taught to love myself, that love was only conditional.

I hate that you taught me to be a people pleaser & that setting boundaries was unforgivable.

I want a restart button. I want a new brain. I want to feel pretty, be happy, & trust again.

But if I’m being honest, i think it’s too late, & no matter what I do I’ll end up with the same fate . . .

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I can’t believe I’m literally right back where you found me… I had come so fucking far, WE had come so fucking far, together. I’m so fucking disappointed & lost again.

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A Charlie Brown Christmas (1965)

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For a brief moment I thought things would be different, that people could be better. That they wouldn’t hurt me the way you did. How silly of me, to have faith in humanity.

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Who up feeling like more of a corpse than a human being

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L O N E L I N E S S

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Home working.

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Backup.

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You never really know how much space someone takes up in your heart, until they're gone and you feel a type of emptiness you've never felt before.

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on graduation & parting ways

Night in the Woods: Chapter 3 / unknown / When We Were Young - Adele / We May Never Pass This Way (Again) - Seals and Crofts / Mikko Harvey, for M / John Berger, "Will it be a likeness?" from The Shape of a Pocket / forever - Charli XCX / Lemony Snicket, The Beatrice Letters / nice2KnoU - All Time Low / @alisonzai

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Title

i feel so lonely some nights . . .

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wish there was a press X to hug mom option

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petals, ever-falling (aka I wanted draw zags back and now it’s dramatic)

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hey tumblr user fagreus how does it feel to have the best url on this site?

Feels kinda like this

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Unmute !

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Stained Glass Pokemon made by Katie Miller