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Moving on from orv is so difficult bc you cant. I see kdj in the stars and in the battery percentage of my phone. Its like having an ex that you didn't end on a bad note with. Like yes we are over (we aren't) but i'm reminded of you in the movies I watch, in the food I eat. free me from Orv.

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🎂8/3

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Doing everything I can to not draw a full body or arms

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i miss my queen

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He was not built for the regressor life

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Thinking about how Yoo Joonghyuk learned to love the stars because of Kim Dokja.

After centuries, millennia, of vowing to break the sky (direct reference to his sword and transcendent skills btw) and destroy every constellation, Yoo Joonghyuk began looking up for comfort and security. So much so that he achieved the ‘Stargazing Lvl. 10’ skill.

Not only that, but Yoo Joonghyuk went into space for Kim Dokja, surrounded by nothing but stars for a century. Looking at Biyoo’s human form, he described her eyes as ‘starry’ and found them beautiful (also likening them to Kim Dokja’s).

Something, something, to be loved is to be changed…

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i should reread orv. It's just going to make me more mad at kdj though

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orv doodles

It’s my hc that KDJ would treat the physical manifestation of his soul like a rubber ball and throw it at the ground just to see how many times it’ll bounce

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sketch

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Red spider lilies symbolize Rebirth + Death. I think it's fitting.

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ik a lot of ppl say that Hsy is usually the one w the brain cells when this trio unites, but I genuinely feel like 9 times out of 10 yjh is the one retaining the collective common sense of their group

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I think that the fact that when Kiim Dokja + Yoo Joonghyuk were faced with alternate versions of themselves, the way their actions were different says a lot about their characters. Kdj attempted to kill the other version of himself while Yjh choose to help his version. The Yjh being -> SP

Kdj being with OD -> I do believe that in his eyes he thought he did the 'right' thing by trying to kill himself. I think the case of SP + YJH is pretty funny and complicated because we see that when SP came across 999yjh he actively tried to help him and wished for 999 to see the end.

Where as with our YJH (3rd) SP actively tries to ruin his life. But then again he sincerely tries to show YJH that he is being deceived by KDJ. (The whole fight after SP kidnapped KDJ) So all I'm saying here is that YJH + SP got layers AND issues.

So I do believe that YJH is a person who wishes for his own happiness while KDJ isn't.

Han Sooyoung is similar to both in the ways that she can wish for her own happiness and believe that she doesn't deserve things but ultimately she chooses to throw herself away for someone else while being selfish.

The person she does this for BOTH times being KDJ. With 1863hsy + 3rdHsy burning her life away for her reader </3 AND with Our HSY being someone who can choose to respect someone wishes. Kdj's choice to stay in the Subway and her attempting to move on from him. ( spoiler: it doesn't work) While she is also someone who can ultimately be pushed to selfishly follow her own desire.

The thing that pushed her being YJH terrorist attack.

Yoohankim is pretty cool guys

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i can count the amount of times these guys have all interacted together on one hand, which I blame kdj for. i KNOW they had moments together off screen

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Orv webtoon study (?)

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