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it's been years since I read aftg and i JUST realised that the Ravens basically signed off on their own loss by making Neil train as a backliner when he was there and then Neil goes Uno reverse bitch and defeats them while playing that same position and probably using their own tricks against them

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rereading aftg really makes me remember how unappreciated kevin and neil’s friendship is in this fandom i mean we are all collectively sleeping on [tell me i can have your game. / take it.] [but the ravens weren’t ready to see it from kevin and neil.] [i will watch you. if you want to drink tonight. i won't let you say something you'll regret] [you should be court.] [will you still teach me? / every night.]

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Reaching the physically ill state of being ridiculously overwhelmed by tsc coming out. Like that level of anxiety that makes me want it to never come out or anyone to ever talk about it. Makes we want to scoop my brain out with a spoon. Just me???? Probably just me.

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ANDREW SLEPT WITH HIS BACK TO THE DOOR IN WHEN THEY WERE AT THE CABIN AND NOT ONLY DID HE DO THAT HE ALSO HAD HIS ARM UNDER NEILS PILLOW!

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New Andrew art anyone ?

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Saw a tiktok talking about how they’re in love with the fact that neil and andrew didn’t become a thing until tkm - the book where andrew got his mind back and neil his looks - so both chose the other when they were most authentically themselves. I wanted to share that.

(tiktok name: @ sirendeepity)

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from Kevin Day’s journal:

I ordered a bunch of sardines in bulk and Neil and Andrew found them and have started saying to each other ‘I swear it on Kevin’s sardines’ and I don’t know but it just doesn’t feel like I’m coming back from this one

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fighting for my life trying to make myself give a fuck about Jean by Saturday

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exy fans + twitter

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the kevneil arguing dynamic is deeply important to me theyre like 2 chihuahuas yapping at each other. like 2 flies buzzing at each other and then hitting the windows

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#aftg

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more Andreil cause im obsessed with them

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Actually it’s so so so funny that when Andrew’s introduced it feels like he’s going to be the bad boy love interest that turns the main character’s life upside down and gets him involved in something dark and mysterious, but then (it literally just occurred to me) that’s NEIL actually, and Andrew is literally just some guy with serious childhood trauma.

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jean moreau really said battered housewife but make it cunt.

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oh no im obsessed with aftg again 😫

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