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"I felt my sockets start to strain. Any second my tendons would pop, my bones would splinter."

That scene hasn't left my head in days so I drew my interpretation of it :3

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we got a number one victory royale yeah fortnite we bout to get down

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My muse was a monster.

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WHAT'S IN YOUR HEAD?

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“My muse was a monster”

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yeah

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toxic yaoi enjoyers how are we feelin??

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HELLO HOMESTUCK FANS I NEED HELP (read below)

I am currently cleaning out my room and trying to find things to sell. I found my signed limited edition homestuck cover with its book in one of my piles and decided to sell it. I searched the Internet to see if other people sold it but found nothing which also ended up with me finding out only 500 covers were sold. I now don’t have a reference for a price and need help deciding one. All I know is that the first book which is a hardcover is around $100+

So sorry for this. I’m asking around everywhere since I really don’t know what to price it as.

So my question is, how much is it worth and if there wasn’t a price, how much would you buy it for if you had as much money as possible (but please make it fair and do not over or under exaggerate)

Thank you!

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DISCLAIMER: I am extremely bad at writing but I just want to get my points across.

I believe a lot of people are confused with both Dan Heng and blade’s relationship in honkai star rail especially in a shipping perspective. I see a lot of people saying that their relationship is toxic because Dan Heng is “clearly traumatized” by blade which isn’t exactly true, that’s only a part of it.

His fear of Blade is because running and fighting him is also coming to terms with his past. Because Dan Heng is running from his past, why would he want to confront it? I should also add that it would be extremely frustrating if a man from the past your trying to run from, came back every time you stabbed him.

(References below)

Btw to people saying they aren’t equal to one another, the second image is proof of the opposite.

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I also find it weird that while people are saying that Dan Heng is “traumatized” there are multiple posts proving that he misses his “bosom friend.” There’s an official post on the Honkai Star Rail account that says “the fragrance and the moonlight, everything’s just right” with a picture of Dan Heng holding an alcoholic drink with a full moon behind him. I will admit that this is most likely a reach but I believe that it’s also connected to Blade’s relic set description for the bracer. There’s a theory going around that Dan Heng doesn’t have memories of his past, only the feelings towards it. So his “missing” and “longing” are more personal feelings from a hidden memory. I don’t believe this is true since there’s a light cone that disproves it. I just want to put it here since I found it interesting.

Here’s a picture of both btw if anyone is interested.

Also I connected this to “‘Eternal Regrets of A High Elder’ (an aria from the ‘Dragontooth Tales’)” but keep in mind that this is even more of a reach. I just find it too much of a coincidence to ignore (Reference below)

Now I’m not saying they aren’t toxic. Enemies to lovers is not really a healthy dynamic for ships and is often confused for “rivals to lovers” which is why people argue about it all the time. But keep it mind that before saying “Dan Heng is traumatized” people should probably get more in touch with the lore rather than the story that is thrown at your face. Lore and story are two completely different things, don’t get them confused.

My last explanation is based on LEAKS so please read ahead with caution. I won’t explain in full detail but I’ll be hinting at a certain scene.

If Dan Heng was clearly traumatized of Blade SPECIFICALLY, I don’t think he would confront. That’s all I’m going to say.

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Now I could be wrong about all of this so let’s see what happens in 1.1

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Tried drawing again after a year. For some reason I can only draw the most conflicting character.

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Mitsukou :(

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好羞羞

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thinking about them again

i like to think that Jesse hits a growth spurt and gets super tall within a year of them meeting. mostly because i think it’d piss lake off

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an old comic

started off as an original short story, somehow evolved into infinity train fanart along the way 🤷‍♀️

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some of my art for devotion breaks, a horror longfic i posted on ao3…

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