starchild-always-dreaming

[starchild-always-dreaming]

My eyes ache for sleep, but I am unable to rest, because my heart burns with stories that I have not yet told.

It is two in the morning, and I am so exhausted I cannot believe my writing to be coherent, but even still, my soul longs to continue the art of storytelling, to achieve my dream.

I must create. That is all I know, that is all I live for. I turn black and white words into the most colorful of universes. I must write, I must write.

[starchild-always-dreaming]

Maybe there is no meaning, maybe there is no point to life, no purpose, no reason for existence other than pure chance

But life continues to exist. Pointlessly, beautifully. I continue to exist pointlessly, to do pointless things.

And I think that's okay.

[starchild-always-dreaming]

Holy Song

Oh child of anguish, thy suffering is holy.

Blessed be thou, for thou hast endured trials on earth, and shall receive the crown of life eternal.

Oh holy one, beloved by god, there is no suffering without purpose.

Thou hast not been forgotten by he who controls the skies and seas by he who casts the stars from their infinite space.

Oh sacred angel, thine anger is righteous, thine anger is holy and god giveth grace.

Thou art hell, thou art judgment day, thou art holy fire, thou art life and death itself, and thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever and ever.

And god who is holy, god who is all knowing, god who is all powerful, god who never fails, shall carry thy soul into eternity when thy holy task is complete.

And thou shalt be granted peace beyond the pearly gates.

Amen.

[starchild-always-dreaming]

Carmen Sanctum

O puer angoris, passio tua sancta.

Benedictus sis, quia tribulationes sustinuisti in terra, coronam vitae aeternae percepisti.

O sanctum, a deo amatus, nulla passio sine proposito.

Non oblitus es per eum qui caelum et maria qui ex infinito spatio ejicit astra.

O sacrum angelum, ira tua justa est, ira tua sancta est.

Et deus dat gratiam.

Tu es infernus, tu es dies iudicii, ignis sanctus es, tu vita et mors ipsa es, et quia tuum est regnum, et potestas, et gloria in sæcula sæculorum.

Et deus qui sanctus est, deus qui est omnis sciens, deus omnipotens, deus qui numquam deficiet, animam tuam in aeternum, cum opus tuum sanctum perfectum est.

Et pax dabitur portis margaritis.

Amen.