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Eyes searched the whole room just to find you..

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i’ve had this in the works for a while now and i’m SO excited to finally have a sneak peek to share with you all… a preview of my upcoming josh fic!!

Reconnection is a sequel to Rediscovery, with our queer friends-to-lovers sapphic!reader and Josh having been officially a couple for a while now… this time, you really want Josh to help you explore meditation. It’s something you’ve been curious about for a while, and an interest of his that you’ve always found particularly fascinating… and, frankly, irresistibly arousing.

Surely, your bold, flirty boyfriend Josh wouldn’t be using this opportunity to verbally guide you through a meditation… not only to relax you, but also to tease you, now would he?

Preview begins below the cut! 18+ ONLY!

“Close your eyes for me.”

His voice was gentle, encouraging. Taking a deep, measured inhale through your nose, you let your eyes flutter shut, focusing on the feeling of the breath leaving your body as you exhaled through your mouth.

“There you go… that’s good,” Josh hummed, the sound of his praise inadvertently having the consequence of making goosebumps erupt across your skin. “Keep your back straight, mama… it’ll help open up your lungs.” Taking another deep breath, you straightened your posture, savoring the satisfying stretch in your shoulders as a result of the action. You really didn’t pay special care and attention to your body like this very often, and it seemed long overdue, at least by the way you felt little crackles of tension in your back and shoulders that you hadn’t even known you were holding suddenly being released. A soft, satisfied sigh escaped your lips, and despite the fact that your eyes were closed, you could hear Josh shifting a little from his position sitting across from you.

“I want you to breathe with me… can you do that, mama? Deep and slow… focus on the way it feels to fill your lungs… taking it all in… feeling the breaths within your body... the rise and fall of your chest…”

His words were mesmerizing, his voice practically hypnotizing in its low, tender softness. You could feel his focus and devotion from his tone, his proximity— so close and intimate, it almost felt like his words were coming from somewhere deep within you, instead of from another soul.

“Once you’ve found that steady pace for me… slow, deep breaths… I want you to try and center your energy for me, mama…”

Even without your eyes closed, Josh’s voice was enough to send shivers up and down your spine, but with all your other senses heightened, you were utterly transfixed by his every word, every sound, every breath. Everything that left his lips was music, and it was spellbinding.

“Focus all that energy— that glowing warmth, that light, that aura... center it in your chest for me, lover… hold it by your heart…”

His words were drawing you forward, deeper into your meditative state, as though by some magnetic pull far larger and more powerful than you could ever hope to understand. You let another breath travel through your body, and Josh hummed a little in encouragement, the sound of which seemed to intensify the building warmth you were now focusing deep within your chest.

“There you go… doing so good for me, mama…”

His praise was so intoxicating that your thoughts wavered a bit, another shiver traveling down your spine as you captured your lower lip between your teeth entirely subconsciously. Your heartbeat was starting to pick up, and despite the undeniable peace and serenity that Josh was helping create for you… there was another feeling beginning to build alongside the first, a heat that was starting to creep up from your lower stomach. With a shudder, you took another deep breath, willing the thoughts to dissipate… but it was becoming clearer by the moment that pushing your thoughts to the side was not going to be a simple task.

Josh was well aware of how you felt about his voice. The way he spoke, his turn of phrase, his vocal range… it left you breathless in normal circumstances, and he knew it. So there wasn’t a shred of doubt in your mind of his intentions when he dropped lower, huskier, into a tone that was usually accompanied by his lips against your ear and his hand in your panties.

“You feel that warmth, lover…? Don’t fight it… just breathe into it…” Josh encouraged, his tone like velvet, his words like honey. “We’re going to make sure that energy reaches all of those spots that… need some special attention…” He trailed off when a soft whimper involuntarily slipped from your lips. Even with your eyes closed, you were sure that he was smirking knowingly at the way you were already visibly struggling to maintain your composure. He had you hanging onto his every word, and he knew it.

“Do you feel that need anywhere, mama?” His tone was thick, heavy, dripping with innuendo. “Any spot that’s just begging… aching… anywhere that tension’s just… unbearable?”

Your breath caught in your throat, eliciting a low, husky chuckle from the man sitting across from you. Even with your eyes still closed, you could feel the heat of his gaze, his close attention to every little reaction he was able to get from you. Squeezing your thighs together involuntarily, you were nodding despite yourself, your lips pressed into a tight line from your determination to focus.

“Oh, really…? Is that so, sugar?”

Another low, husky chuckle. The rustle of fabric.

“Show me.”

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i am so, SO beyond excited to share this completed fic with you guys… and the full version will be out by the end of the month!!! and if you haven’t already, let me know if you want to be tagged once the full version is posted!! xoxox

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i’ve had this in the works for a while now and i’m SO excited to finally have a sneak peek to share with you all… a preview of my upcoming josh fic!!

Reconnection is a sequel to Rediscovery, with our queer friends-to-lovers sapphic!reader and Josh having been officially a couple for a while now… this time, you really want Josh to help you explore meditation. It’s something you’ve been curious about for a while, and an interest of his that you’ve always found particularly fascinating… and, frankly, irresistibly arousing.

Surely, your bold, flirty boyfriend Josh wouldn’t be using this opportunity to verbally guide you through a meditation… not only to relax you, but also to tease you, now would he?

Preview begins below the cut! 18+ ONLY!

“Close your eyes for me.”

His voice was gentle, encouraging. Taking a deep, measured inhale through your nose, you let your eyes flutter shut, focusing on the feeling of the breath leaving your body as you exhaled through your mouth.

“There you go… that’s good,” Josh hummed, the sound of his praise inadvertently having the consequence of making goosebumps erupt across your skin. “Keep your back straight, mama… it’ll help open up your lungs.” Taking another deep breath, you straightened your posture, savoring the satisfying stretch in your shoulders as a result of the action. You really didn’t pay special care and attention to your body like this very often, and it seemed long overdue, at least by the way you felt little crackles of tension in your back and shoulders that you hadn’t even known you were holding suddenly being released. A soft, satisfied sigh escaped your lips, and despite the fact that your eyes were closed, you could hear Josh shifting a little from his position sitting across from you.

“I want you to breathe with me… can you do that, mama? Deep and slow… focus on the way it feels to fill your lungs… taking it all in… feeling the breaths within your body... the rise and fall of your chest…”

His words were mesmerizing, his voice practically hypnotizing in its low, tender softness. You could feel his focus and devotion from his tone, his proximity— so close and intimate, it almost felt like his words were coming from somewhere deep within you, instead of from another soul.

“Once you’ve found that steady pace for me… slow, deep breaths… I want you to try and center your energy for me, mama…”

Even without your eyes closed, Josh’s voice was enough to send shivers up and down your spine, but with all your other senses heightened, you were utterly transfixed by his every word, every sound, every breath. Everything that left his lips was music, and it was spellbinding.

“Focus all that energy— that glowing warmth, that light, that aura... center it in your chest for me, lover… hold it by your heart…”

His words were drawing you forward, deeper into your meditative state, as though by some magnetic pull far larger and more powerful than you could ever hope to understand. You let another breath travel through your body, and Josh hummed a little in encouragement, the sound of which seemed to intensify the building warmth you were now focusing deep within your chest.

“There you go… doing so good for me, mama…”

His praise was so intoxicating that your thoughts wavered a bit, another shiver traveling down your spine as you captured your lower lip between your teeth entirely subconsciously. Your heartbeat was starting to pick up, and despite the undeniable peace and serenity that Josh was helping create for you… there was another feeling beginning to build alongside the first, a heat that was starting to creep up from your lower stomach. With a shudder, you took another deep breath, willing the thoughts to dissipate… but it was becoming clearer by the moment that pushing your thoughts to the side was not going to be a simple task.

Josh was well aware of how you felt about his voice. The way he spoke, his turn of phrase, his vocal range… it left you breathless in normal circumstances, and he knew it. So there wasn’t a shred of doubt in your mind of his intentions when he dropped lower, huskier, into a tone that was usually accompanied by his lips against your ear and his hand in your panties.

“You feel that warmth, lover…? Don’t fight it… just breathe into it…” Josh encouraged, his tone like velvet, his words like honey. “We’re going to make sure that energy reaches all of those spots that… need some special attention…” He trailed off when a soft whimper involuntarily slipped from your lips. Even with your eyes closed, you were sure that he was smirking knowingly at the way you were already visibly struggling to maintain your composure. He had you hanging onto his every word, and he knew it.

“Do you feel that need anywhere, mama?” His tone was thick, heavy, dripping with innuendo. “Any spot that’s just begging… aching… anywhere that tension’s just… unbearable?”

Your breath caught in your throat, eliciting a low, husky chuckle from the man sitting across from you. Even with your eyes still closed, you could feel the heat of his gaze, his close attention to every little reaction he was able to get from you. Squeezing your thighs together involuntarily, you were nodding despite yourself, your lips pressed into a tight line from your determination to focus.

“Oh, really…? Is that so, sugar?”

Another low, husky chuckle. The rustle of fabric.

“Show me.”

//

i am so, SO beyond excited to share this completed fic with you guys… and the full version will be out by the end of the month!!! and if you haven’t already, let me know if you want to be tagged once the full version is posted!! xoxox

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“And now Jake’s my new wife”

“😘 darling”

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Danny bush

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preview of new josh fic going up later today 😳

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Ugh

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my feelings for him are sapphic

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if tumblr dies, you can find me hiding in a hollow tree

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Hiiiii, love!!!! I just wanted to say I’m actually dying of anticipation waiting for Reconnection to be finished, because I loved Rediscovery sooooo much, and was wondering if you might have any idea if/when it will be ready? Just curious, I check your page from time to time to see if it’s been released because I’m so excited hahaha. Also I LOVED Desire, holy ffffuuuuu. Keep doing what you do, babe!! I look forward to anything new!

omg HELLO LOVEEEE!!!!! first of all LITERALLY THANK YOU SO MUCH???? it genuinely means SO SO SO much to me that you love what i’ve written and want to read more!!!!! knowing that my smutty daydreams and ramblings are works that people return to… literally the most encouraging thing in the WORLD i am SMOOCHING you through the screen

and believe it or not, i was actually working on Reconnection today! i know it’s been a long wait, and literally thank you SO MUCH for the patience you’ve had— the wait is ALMOST OVER!!!! i’m hopeful that i’ll have it finished up very soon; Rediscovery was an absolute passion project and i am SO overjoyed that people want more from that same au with sapphic!reader as much as i do!

tl;dr… expect a preview of Reconnection going up within the next week or two, and i’m aiming to have it finished by the end of the month!!

anyway thank you SO MUCH for sending in this ask it literally made my night !!! I LOVE YOU XO

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Shoulder shimmy’s and eyebrow wiggles

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O KAY??????? OKAY

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jesus christ

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I’m so sick of this wonderfully beautiful man who’s so perfect in so many ways

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twin tummy. that’s it that’s the post

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“Soft, mellow… sensual. I like a sexual edge”

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arm scar. arm hair, even. x