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if you've been drawing for several hours and the piece doesn't turn into anything, you didn't waste that time. you still drew. art is art, not a product

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me trying to hold back from absolutely crashing out and exploding ppl with my brain

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maybe we were meant to frolic and talk to animals and stare at the sky and feel the ground beneath our feet and watch the ocean as it crashes on the shore and trace shapes in the clouds and look at pretty flowers and make handmade gifts and tell silly jokes and smile and laugh and love

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woulda been cool if u took accountability and, idk, maybe apologized and moved on, but instead ur just shit talking and making a callout post like a toddler. for someone that’s all about boundaries, you sure can’t respect them at all. i have no clue why idiots like you can’t seem to understand nuance and READING a fucking ROOM. you can sit here and cry free speech all u want, but that never has, and never will, bar u from the consequences, social or otherwise, of being a complete and utter douche canoe to random ppl u don’t know. im second hand embarrassed for you thinking that id follow back someone who resorts to insults and borderline sexual harassment from how insistent you’ve been to “explain” yourself and your kinks to this person who wants NOTHING to do with you. get a life and go to therapy.

lmao this weirdo pick me blocked me cuz they didn’t have an answer 😭😭 well anyway, hope they enjoy trying to force their virgin lifestyle onto everyone else and falsely accusing people of stuff, ima continue to post what i want, this is my account <3

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anyways guys guys guys guess what. i picked up a bird. to set it free. he or she was very very silly but scared and it tried to gnaw on my finger but it didn’t hurt. it was just very adorable. it looked at me like i was crazy (it was running into the window screens like a madman and looked very disgruntled. id imagine the little guy probably had a concussion.) and then flew away with surprisingly good balance. my fav was the crow tho. it just let me scoop it up, gnawed on my finger and then flew away very happily. crows are so pretty up close, id never had a bird soar out of my hand before. OOOO and my ultimate favorite. i saved a moth from the same little outdoor room, and this one wasn’t a relatively old one on the brink of death surprisingly! she was very lively but i got her gently in my hands and let her crawl to my finger. and she was so cute, it crawled and perched on the tip of my finger and started doing the little shaky thing for when they warm up to fly and it was so fucking cute oh my god. i need to catch that thing in a god damn pokeball and cherish her forever i love moths. anyways she landed on a tree to warm up a little again and then flew off to somewhere warmer 💔💔😭😭😭 and i know they need external sources of temperature so I didn’t wanna leave her in the shade all cold and freezing. i hope she’s okay, it’s been really hot recently so i hope she’s getting some shade and doing good :]

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the afab experience of everyone expecting you to coddle the men in ur life no matter what they do, or how they speak to u 💔

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it’s always “i love when people are honest and blunt!” until ur autistic/adhd and confused or confused when being told something (like a stupid joke at the wrong time for ex) wasn’t appropriate 😭😭 like cool if ur nice abt it but ppl will literally get so upset w me, refuse to communicate very directly with words, and then get mad that I have a slightly defensive tone bc I can tell they’re annoyed??? like I know my triggers are my own but I hate being talked to like im crazy for not understanding, ik ur exasperated but im literally fucking freaking out and will probably ruminate and cry abt it over the next week wondering what I did wrong and how I could’ve avoided it

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me in literally every fucking fic i write that never leaves my notes app 😭😭😭 starts off simple or cute and then it’s a whole existential paragraph before the characters get gay and kiss

the author's barely disguised longing for a kinder world

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if you've been drawing for several hours and the piece doesn't turn into anything, you didn't waste that time. you still drew. art is art, not a product

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you’re allowed to just exist this summer. you don’t have to glow up or feel the need to constantly be changing and progressing. you can just be.

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12 yr old me to my online friends, jokingly: LOL don’t forget me when ur famous

20 yr old me, now, everytime I think of 12 yr old me in retrospect:

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Yoshiaki Yoshinaga on Nekojiru

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