he/him, 21. autism, adhd. eating disorder(ana?), depression, gender dysphoria. partially recovering bc i started testosterone and want my life back on track but I'm still disordered as hell hw: 115lbs: sw: 98: cw: 90, I gained a lot but it's mostly muscle. lw: 83 lbs
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the amount of calories in alcohol should be ILLEGAL
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being in your twenties is like I should've k*lled myself but now it's too late
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I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living
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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
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I hate that I'm in a good mood right now (as much as I can be with chronic depression+the oncoming seasonal depression setting in) and I'm still about to sh. Addiction's a bitch
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Having to lose weight that you had already lost before<<<<<<<<
#ana ftm#ed boy#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#guy thinspi#ftm ed#male thinspi#trans ed#ana b0y#ftm thinspi
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being born lonely is so fucking suffocating bc you feel like no matter who you do or who you’re with deep down you’re just not palatable to other people. something about you is so inherently other and nothing can ever dispel that. and it haunts you w every social situation you walk into but you just have to be okay w it for the rest of your life
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kinda pathetic how much i care about ppl that probably forget i exist
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it's like i am literally never going to own a house or find authentic love or escape the clutches of late stage capitalism so really what am i living for
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If I like your posts, just know that it's not because I want you to keep starving yourself. I'm just doing it to show you someone else is here and you're not alone. I will ALWAYS encourage recovery and never want to encourage people to hurt themselves.
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i wish i had a normal relationship with food and body image. and my parents. and the human condition
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i want to look sick. i want to be covered in bruises. i want people to be scared of hugging me because they don’t want to hurt me. i want hollow cheeks. i want to be so pale i look like a ghost.i want to look fragile. i want to be breakable. i want to get dizzy everytime i stand up. i want to look how i feel
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