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Please help us get back on our feet🥲

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Is there anyone out there willing to help a single mom whose losing her home...

My ex Partner left me and his 2 year old little girl in a whole....

Bills that he had told me he was paying but in fact was not... .. all 3 months overdue..

Our Mortgage: $2,600

Home Phone and Internet: $225

Car Ins: $110

Electric: $2,300! ( Currently on a program in Pennsylvania that's called P-cap.. only covered $300.00 )

Other small business things : $2,000

That's a Total of almost

$8,000.00

We have noone to help and nowhere to go to other than a shelter ... He royally kicked me down, threw dirt on me, then stomped on me like I was a cigarette butt.

But, I will do what every mother would do. We will survive... whether I have to Beg social Media or if I have to go dancing at a strip club. My Baby Girl will have a roof over her head , food in her mouth, clothes on her back, clean diapers to sleep in and a warm bed to cuddle IN.

He deserves whatever Karma is about to throw at him....

😫💔😭

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I didn't know what life wanted from me.

This Growth left lingering pain that never escaped the green

Growth is happiness, but growth leads to old, and old leads to death.

Everyone Dies...

EVERYONE has a destination that involves death..

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Your Zodiac Art Challenge!

Your Zodiac Art Challenge!

Description: No Time Limit

·         Create a detailed, artistic idea of a zodiac symbol. This Challenge Relates to you personally.

·         Write the date you start this piece and the date you finish it.

·         Include Your Birthday.

·         Represent yourself through the art you produce. Connect between the Zodiac traits and personalities with your true self.

·         Give a Description of the Piece,

-Where You Found your Ideas

-Research Ideas and Designs

·         Include a Description of how this Sign relates to you.

·         Copying and or stealing others work is PROHIBITED.

(You may use references and post the links with your creation.)

·         This piece can have words, dates, objects, sentences, etc.

·         Must have your Zodiac Symbol the focus of your creation.

Research Examples & Tips:

-Relations to Zodiac.                             -Symbol Designs.

-Personality Traits                                            -Emotions.

-Interests                                              -Faults and Perfections

-Create the Piece as if your own zodiac were standing in front of you.

At the bottom of this post will be a helpful Template for your Description- Copy / Paste and Fill Out For your Posts or Comments

Complete The Challenge and Earn a Zodiac Challenge Creators Badge. Your Art can be approved as a post on the Wix Site, Stark Creations Public Pages, and Social Media Accounts to get Your Name and Work out and over the World! 

Now Your Ready to Create Your Design!

My Answer to the Challenge!

The Virgin Maiden-Virgo                                             Date Started:01/15/2021       

    Description: Virgo is an Earth Sign, Represented by the goddess of wheat and agriculture. They are the Earths “spinners”, keeping the world in a Systematic Revolution.

Traits:

-Logical           -Practical        -Systematic

-Intelligent       -Independent   -Loyal  -Determined

Other Symbols

Flower-Buttercup

Color-Black/Brown

Animal-Bear

 Zodiac Dates: Aug. 23- Sept. 22

My Zodiac:

Virgos can be Cold and Detached from social situations and any bad vibes. It takes a lot of Time and Convincing to enable a Virgo to Trust. This is a lot like the Mental Disorder - Borderline Personality Disorder- That I was Currently Diagnosed with and struggle on an everyday basis to control. This Disorder is the Hardest for Psychologists to Diagnose. The Disorder is the most Difficult to Understand as well as Treat. The Only Treatment that is out there is Therapy. No medications can treat this Disorder💔

I Believe I have Almost all Traits of a Virgo. And that I was Chosen as a Virgo, to love the world as it is but still help in advance to making everything run smoothly and in tune.

I created this Piece with the concept of The Virgin holding the Earth. But I am best at Creating Flowers - My forte for the most part. Humans/People/bodies are my weakness. This Piece Relates to me by my Birthdate, personality, and traits in multiple ways.

                                                                                                           Hash Tags:

#StarkZodiacChallenge

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References for Facts            

www.alhure.com/story/virgo

www.yourtango.com

24en.com

askastrology.com/Virgo-zodiac-color/

123RF.com

Date Finished-01/18/2021

Challenge Template: Your Zodiac Challenge

Give Your Creation a Unique Name:

Date Started: ________

Description: Explain Your Sign. What your sign means.

Where it Has a role with the Universe (This Section Does not have to Be long. Just a Few Short Sentences to Help Others understand your sign. Do Not Include Your

Traits- What Personality traits do your Zodiac Sign hold.

         -Personality

         -Emotionally

         -Physically

Symbols- What other Symbols does your Zodiac Resemble?

Examples-

·        Flowers

·        Animals

·        Color, etc.

Zodiac Date – What Specific dates does your Zodiac cover?

Date of Birth- Your Personal Date of Birth

My Zodiac- Describe how you relate to the Zodiac Art Piece you have created. Explain how this Creation compares to your own unique traits.

Are you the Opposite or has the Universe nailed your Zodiac?

Photo- This is where Your Creation Will Go

References

Copy and Paste links and work you used as references you received your ideas from.

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C

-- Correct me if I'm wrong,

I want to write you a song

I've never felt this way before,

I wish for moments to endure. 

A

-- All these Signs from the universe,

There's no denying your

type of love is a first.

Any others could try

to sweep me off my feet,

But your mouth knows exactly how to eat.   

S

-- Secure and Safe is not up for debate,

I'll be forever grateful

to that thing caked Fate.

Although, you barely believe in this,

You remove well built

walls with just one kiss.

E

-- Erotic doesn't compare to that

Euphoric Sensation that fills the Air.

I stare into those Angelic Hazel Eyes,

I can see your mysterious

side that likes to hide in disguise. 

Y

-- Yin & Yang couldn't compare,

to the way my

soul became completely aware.

I Yearn for your soft

touch that slides down my skin,

It's undeniable, the way

my head is in a constant spin.

L

-- Lace is removed from my hips when I

lick my wet fingertips. 

For your pleasure I would dare,

To do anything without a care. 

O

-- Out of this world Babe, your the love I need.

Please Baby, Tease me until it's hard to breath.

I don't Want You, I Need You.

Allow my mouth to explore your shaft

With no hesitation I'll continue. 

U

-- Untie my dress string bend me over when you feel like a King.

I

-- I'll Repeat ILoveYou Daddy,

if you Fuck me at a baseball Rally.

I want you to do whatever you wish,

In return I'll show you a little bit of my gifts.

S

-- Surrender your secret side to me, show me what lies beneath.

Your dreams will come true as long as you want to do something completely wild and New.

L

-- Lay me down on a bed of rose petals.

Endeavors will lead you to my succubus devils.

Y

-- Yank on my hair, you don't have to be scared.

Smack my ass and watch as I bring out some sass with class.

Dominance turns me on,

Do you have what it takes to keep this bond?

O

-- Oh, but Baby, you better cum for me,

If you don't I'll have no choice but beg and plead.

Watching you in a pleasure moment is sexy to me.

Don't deprive me of luxurious views.

I'll have to use my mouth that will

suck it untill your amused.

N

-- Now, I Beg your pardon, this little Poem isn't a bargain.

I want all of you, emotionally physically, and mentally.

Use me Expierimentally for your needs and heal my sorrow sexually.

B&0⁰⁰⁰0]the S

-- Seductively pleasure all 3 who want to play. If only one is satisfied and not the other,

Devina will be discovered

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I didn't know that it would be this hard,

In 8 years I put up a hell of a guard.

I Never knew my walls where built so High,

Because of That little girl, we never asked Why?

People didn't see how sad this momma was,

My soul walked around as if it were the cause.

Most of our loved ones didnt know we split up

They were too busy living.

I should have packed my things and all my jewelry rings.

Instead I trapped myself with the monster,

I Even convinced myself full of wonder.

How do you love someone who isn't ever around?

This person will make you smash to the ground.

Each argument held thoughts of Evil,

You easily snuck into my family like a weasel.

They believed your every word.

Too bad, half the things you said where absurd.

Your lies held so many empty promises,

At 18 years old I definitely wasn't the smartest.

Negativity rose through you like volcanic acid,

You put me in my own casket,

Without even realizing it.

Mental abuse is just as bad as physical.

The ways you would play with my brain,

made my mind in the state critical.

I don't miss how you where always so Blue.

And you'll regret the day you told my little girl "Mommy Doesn't want you."

So many unnecessary actions ,

Running away became my instant reaction.

From that first time you chased me down Winterdale road,

In me Fear was noticable .

Wrapping me in an unfamiliar embrace, I wasn't used to this new face.

Only 5 words.

Words that should have been soothing,

Came from your lips like you where the "New King."

"I WONT LET YOU GO."

I cried out in need of someone familiar,

Your squeeze could have killed her.

Your arms where larger back then,

And I remember from the last time I prayed amen.

You took me to North Carolina,

We should have just went to China.

The trailer was perfect, but not a single thing that happened was worth it.

My insecurities got me thinking about my appearance,

I spoke into the distance.

I'm Fat" escaped my big mouth,

Soon enough everything went south.

The trailer was demolished.

We had to repolish.

You didn't even blink when you picked up the couch.

I should have noticed you where a big Ole grouch. 

Wholes filled walls and DVDS covered the floor,

AlthoughYou did a whole lot more.

My body was too sore.

Anger is one with you,

This is one of the reasons we are through.

But that was 8 years ago,

Now days, I'm always in a rush to run from you.

I had just turned sixteen years old.

At 49 years, your stories will always be told.

Foolish of me to fall for your rebels,

I was a child who didn't know about many battles.

Atleast, I'd have to agree,

There was a way out for me.

At this point in time,

Your words became a rhyme.

With every demand,

I bowed down to your slick command.

When I was sixteen I thought I had fell inlove,

But the devil himself rose  from above.

Your horns pierced through my soul,

And by the 8th year I lost all control.

You never cared about my heart,  you just didn't want to be alone or left as one part.

Your Obsessions reached right to the bone.

My heart will need to be re-sowed.

You made me let go of important people,

Your grasp on me was deadly and Lethal.

It was only you that created my frown.

Sometimes I hoped you weren't such a clown. 

But with all our chaotic madness, 

I fell into a large hole if blackness.

I hated Khloe Lea with a passion,

So much I could have thrown her in acid.

That's what you did to me emotionally,

Physically is a story for those who talk socially .

Because they all knew the rumors,

Everyone believes the good old Dufton and his humors.

What did he do that was so bad?

How about taking a better look? my bad?

For when I was Only seventeen,

He fed me methamphetamine.

I became addicted and found myself a victim.

SHAWN DUFTON was a foolish man with a thought out system.

We began to drink more than i like to admit,

The first time he put his hands on me,

You wouldn't believe it.

We still raised our glasses for a toast,

Of coarse the first thing you said got put on a post.

For maybe 4 years, I delt with so many tears.

You smashed things in anger,

I had to admit to myself this was danger.

But my mind played with my heart ,

And I tried to leave but couldn't part.

Deep down in me,

there was still a beating heart. 

I had trained my brain into thinking ilovedyou.

Foolish child, you only saw what was dangled above you. 

Promises of a fairy tale love,

You never cared, only gave me some shoves.

The bathroom door came with me to the floor,

I landed on a heater, and got some burns on my back that lasted a year or more.

You always told me to open up.

But your ears wherent big enough.

The friends I made, you took advantage of.

I couldn't have girlfriends that wouldn't help you get it up for them.

You where seductive,

Too bad I was abducted.

By a real man who knew exactly what I was going through.

He had the same problems, and you put him down because he did better than you

He knew I was gonna commit suicide, younever let tell  about my time.

Opening up to him felt comfortable.

Being around him the first couple times was emotional.

He held me when i cried and opened my eyes to see your disguise.

The torment I endured, soon was cured.

By thi who knew my worth.

You'll never hurt me again,

Because he will ruin your pride to no end.

Fuck around and you'll be sorry.

My daughter will soon be with me and maybe I'll give her a sister to play with in a safari.

I hope you realize the damage that you've caused.

When I grow with a glow you'll know

That in the end you should have paused.

Thought about what you could have prevented.

Maybe then I wouldn't have been arguementive.

But don't get me wrong,

We just didn't belong.

In a relationship that took years to figure out.

I was Only 16

should have listened to that doubt.

My heart doesn't ache for you anymore

because soon enough,

You'll be alone with only your hand to play.

Furthermore, let me apologize.

For the things I kept secret and on the side.

Don't think you have the upper hand in this war.

Mama's bear is coming for her cub.

And if you try to give me a lug,

This new man of mine will give you a slug.

Dont play with my new confidence.

Bc I'll have 900 reasons to bring my Prince.

Don't mess with a game you don't know how to play.

Bc this Queen will turn your ass into Clay.

That little girl deserves to be happy.

Not sit around and watch you age crappy.

She'll have smiles for hours,

And she's young so she'll forget all about you.

We where supposed to be a team, a family of three,

Instead you broke me to my knees and now I have to ween.

Like a baby, I cry some nights

Thinking about how we got into those fights.

Infront of a 2 year old who only seen mommy and daddy playing mean.

Deadly we where , let's let this one go before we begin to lure, another black whole that will suck me dry.

I just need some healing time.

To cure myself of the pain you gave me for a long while.

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Draw your inner demons.

My inner demons scare me more than the thought of dying☠

BPD/MPD

Depressive Bipolar

Mania

Schizophrenia

Voices

Panic

Suicide

Self hate

Some days it feels kind of like everyone is against me.

Other days its myself against me.

Only one of these are the real that I can't escape..

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"I miss the old me... The Real Me

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Cover to my new book. 😛

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Really loving this app called pennup🥰

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My inner Demon..

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My little girls eyes are soooo pretty so I Did a little digital art 🥰🥰

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"Bushel"

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Cancer Ribbon

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