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The person who made the request for "Whoops", I promise I'm working on it. I reworked some things and I'm on the editing stage now. I also renamed it as "Whoops" was just a placeholder name. I did expand it a bit outside of what you requested, but I hope you like it either way.

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Lost Me - Ch 6

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, heart break, unrequited love(?)

Pairing: Yang Jeongin x fem!reader

dividers made by @cafekitsune

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For the next few weeks, you came in to flowers and chocolates on your desk. Jeongin was getting visibly upset about it. Every time you found something from your 'secret admirer', you tossed it away. You didn't like it any more than Jeongin did, and it was making you uncomfortable. Since you didn't know who was leaving them, you couldn't really report it.

When you came in today, a month since you last ate with your friends as a group, there was a bouquet with a card this time. You furrow your brows and frown as you walk to your desk, Jeongin walking in a moment later. He finds you reading the card, a frustrated look on your face.

"What does the card say, noona?" He places his hand on your lower back as he steps up to you. You show him.

'Meet me at your favorite café after work'

Jeongin reads the card, his own brow furrowing. "Who the fuck is this guy?" He mumbles.

"I don't think I want to go. I want this to stop, but I don't know who this guy is.." You grab the flowers and drop them in your garbage can.

"I understand, munchkin..I want to know who this is too." He gently rubs your back. "If you decide you want to go, I'll go with you. I'll sit in another booth or something so we can find out who this guy is. Ok?" He says softly to you and you nod.

"Thank you, Innie." You smile at him.

You ultimately decide to go to the café after work, getting yourself a warm drink to warm up from the cool November chill. You decide to sit at a booth by the wall. Jeongin followed in just after you, sitting at a different booth, with his own drink, where he could see you. A few minutes pass before the café bell jingles again. You were scrolling your phone when someone slid into the seat across from you. You put your phone down and looked at who sat in your seat and your heart skipped a beat.

"Hi, Y/n noona." He smiles at you.

"Hyunjin?" You lean back in your seat, tucking your feet under your seat.

"How've you been? You look great." He asks like he didn't break your heart almost a year ago.

"I'm fine. Been great." You say shortly.

"Did you like the flowers and chocolates I left you?" He folds his hands on the table. You furrow your brows.

"You left those?" You ask quietly and he nods.

"I knew they were your favorites."

"I didn't eat them. I didn't know who left them, so I tossed them." He frowns a little.

"That's understandable. I saw you at the bookstore a while ago with Jeongin. I wanted to say hi, but you left before I could." You watch his dark eyes, they seemed genuine. You just hum in response. You take a sip of your drink, breaking eye contact.

"I've missed you." He says softly now, placing a hand on top of yours. You quickly take your hand from him and he sighs. "I'm sorry I broke things off with you, noona. I was stupid." You don't look at him and just stare at your drink. "I tried to call you, but Jeongin answered the phone every time."

"I know. He told me." You take a sip of your drink.

"Can you look at me, noona? Please?" He whispers, tilting his head a little. You sigh and lift your head to look at him. "There's my pretty girl." He smiles at you.

"I'm not your 'pretty girl', Hyune. We broke up. All I am is your ex." You say and he frowns.

"I know, but I want to try again. I miss you and I want another chance." He reaches for your hand again.

"That ship has sailed, Hyunjin. I don't mind repairing our friendship, but I can't date you again. Besides.." you look over at Jeongin who was watching you both with sharp eyes. His look softened when you looked at him, a soft smile on your face.

Hyunjin sighs softly and sits back in his chair. He nods solemnly. "I understand. I'm sorry I hurt you, noona. I really am." He smiles sadly and stands up. "Can I get a hug before I leave?" He holds his arms open when you stand. You hesitantly step into his arms and wrap your own around his waist. He envelopes you in a tight hug.

"Do you think our friendship can be repaired, noona?" Hyunjin asks quietly, a soft sniffle can be heard above your head.

"I'd like to try, Hyunjin. I really would." You can feel your eyes watering a bit, but it wasn't because you were sad about not getting back together. You got some closure, it hurts, but your heart will heal. You've got an amazing man that loves you, and you're happy. Hyunjin pulls back and smiles down at you. He gently cups your face and places a soft kiss on your forehead.

"I'll see you around, noona, ok?" He smiles at you as he pulls back completely. Jeongin steps up to you, wrapping his arm around your waist and looks at Hyunjin.

"Hyung." Jeongin bows to Hyunjin a little.

"Hi, Innie. Take care of her, ok?"

"I will." Hyunjin smiles sadly once again, his gaze flicking to you momentarily before he leaves. Jeongin looks down at you. "How are you feeling, munchkin? Are you ok?" He rubs your side softly. You nod.

"Yeah. I'm ok. Can we go home though? I'm hungry and wanna take a bath." You look up at him. He nods and kisses your head softly.

——

Spring time, 3 years later

"Jeongin? We're going to be late." You call out from the door.

"I know, noona! I'm sorry! Ha-young didn't want me to put his shoes on." Jeongin says as he walks around the corner with your two and a half year old son.

"Eomma!" Your toddler calls out for you. You smile brightly at your son and carefully take him from your boyfriend.

"Are you ready for your play date at the park?" You ask your son, carefully setting him on your hip as Jeongin folds up the stroller to put in the car. Ha-young nods his head, a smile on his face. You smile happily. He looks so much like his father. "Are you going to play with appa or with the other kids?"

"Mm..eomma." he giggles. You laugh and follow Jeongin out of the house as he carries the stroller out.

"You're going to play with eomma? Not appa?" Jeongin asks. Ha-young nods. Jeongin playfully pouts and your son giggles again. You get him in his car seat as Jeongin gets the stroller in the trunk. Once you're both in the car, he drives you down to the park where your friend group is.

You get Ha-young out of his seat and into the stroller once it's set up, bringing him to your friends who are sitting at a picnic table. You greet everyone and their partners. Chan and his girlfriend, Felix and his fiancée. Changbin and Seungmin brought their wives, and Minho and Jisung were together. Hyunjin was the only one who didn't have anyone with him.

"The kids are nearby at the playground. Jae-won is with them." Changbin said, pointing over to his teen stepdaughter with Felix's toddler daughter and Minho's and Jisung's 5 year old daughter. Ha-young says hi to his uncles before toddling off to Jae-won. You and Jeongin sit at the table with your friend group.

"How've you been, noona? You look good." Hyunjin smiles at you.

"I'm good. I've been good." You smile back. "How about you? I know it's been a few months since we last saw each other."

He nods. "Yeah. The new job's been pretty busy. Are you still at the same company?"

"Yeah. Got promoted last year." You nod.

"Yeah, our Innie here is sleeping with the boss now." Seungmin teases.

"Yah!" Jeongin smacks Seungmin's arm. The group laughs, Hyunjin chuckling softly. You look back at Hyunjin.

"Anyone special in your life, Hyune?" Your eyes soften. He hums and shakes his head.

"No. But I've been staying single. Don't want to repeat my past mistakes, you know?" He runs his hand through his hair and sighs softly. You reach out and gently hold his hand.

"You'll find someone, Hyunjin. Take your time, and when you're ready, put yourself back out there." You give his hand a soft squeeze. He looks at your hand holding his, and he smiles softly again. He nods slightly.

"Thank you, noona." He looks at you.

Your group talks for a while before Chan and Hyunjin get up to cook some meat. Minho offers to help if they need it. You look over at the kids, seeing Ha-young giving Ju-an—Minho's and Han's daughter—a flower he picked. You smile and nudge Jeongin gently, pointing to the kids.

"Minho-hyung, Hannie-hyung." He gets their attention and points to the kids with you. The whole group turns to look at the kids and they coo. You smile and wrap your arm around Jeongin's, laying your head on his shoulder. You're happy and content. You don't think you could be any happier in this moment than you are now.

"Oh, munchkin. While we have everyone here, I wanted to ask you something." He kisses your head and stands up. Everyone turns to look back to look at you and Jeongin. Your boyfriend smiles at them then down at you as you look at him confused.

"Y/n noona. I want to say how happy I am to have you in my life. I've known you since I was a kid, and I've somehow managed to call you mine. You gave me the most adorable son, and you've made me so, so happy, and I want to keep calling you mine." He gets down on one knee and pulls out a ring as you cover your mouth in surprise. Tears start to form on your waterline.

"Munchkin." He sighs nervously. "Will you do me the greatest honor, and marry me?" He looks up at you, his eyes filled with worry. You nod as the tears start to spill over and run down your cheeks. He grins wide and slips the ring on your finger when you offer your hand to him. Your group cheers for you as he brings your hand to his lips and gently kisses your knuckles before standing to sit next to you again.

You wipe your eyes and smile at him, pulling him down for a kiss. "I've got something for you too, Innie." You say when you pull back. You reach into your purse and pull out an envelope. You pass it to him, smiling. He quirks a brow as he takes it. Opening it, he pulls out an ultrasound. It takes a moment before he looks at you again.

"Are you pregnant again, noona?" His eyes light up. You smile wide and nod. He gasps and wraps his arms around you, pulling you into a hug as he buries his face in your neck.

"It's still too early to tell what it'll be, but I'm excited to bring another little Jeongin into the world." You say, hugging him back.

"I hope it's a little girl. We need more of you in the world, munchkin." He kisses your neck. The group claps for you both and gives you another congratulations. You and Jeongin thank everyone. Hyunjin smiles sadly and turns back to his grill, pushing some of the meat around. Chan turns as well and flips some meat.

"You still have feelings for her, don't you Hyune?" The oldest asks quietly. Hyunjin nods.

"I really fucked up, hyung. I'm happy that she let me stay in her life, but.." he looks over at you and Jeongin, seeing the youngest gently rubbing your still flat belly, talking softly to the growing life inside you.

"You wish that was you?"

"Yeah..I mean, don't get me wrong," he moves some meat around, "I'm extremely happy for them..I'm glad that Jeongin is finally happy and that noona is happy…but I was so stupid." Hyunjin sighs and runs his hand through his hair.

"Fucking up is unfortunately a part of growing up, Hyunjin." Chan looks at him, a soft smile on his face. "You're strong, I know you'll get through this." He pats the younger man's back.

Ha-young giggles as he toddles up to you and Jeongin, holding more flowers to give to you.

"Eomma! Appa!" He giggles again as Jeongin picks him up, setting his son in his lap.

"Ha-young, how do you feel about being a big brother?" Jeongin asks.

"Yeah!" He smiles wide.

"Well, eomma has a baby in her belly. They'll be here in a few months." He helps move Ha-young over to you so he can touch your belly. Your son looks up at you with wide shiny eyes. "Are you gonna be a good big brother?"

"Yeah!" He giggles as he reaches down to touch your belly. "Hi, baby." He loudly whispers, making you smile. You look at Jeongin and reach up to touch his cheek.

"I love you, so, so much, Jeongin. Thank you for everything."

Jeongin smiles and leans forward, softly pecking your lips. "I love you too, munchkin. More than I could ever show you. Thank you for giving me a chance, and for giving me such an amazing family." He kisses you again but deeper. Your friend group coos, teasing the youngest again.

He pulls back and gives them a look, not wanting to flip them all off with the kids nearby. You just laugh at it all. You look down at your ring, smiling wide. Your heart swells with how much love you feel from your now-fiancé and your friends. You hug your son and Jeongin, excited for the future you'll have with them.

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If you saw ch 6 of "Lost Me"...no you didnt.

I don't know why it posted early 😭😭

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Lost Me - Ch 5

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, heart break, unrequited love(?)

Pairing: Yang Jeongin x fem!reader

dividers made by @cafekitsune

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Jeongin woke before you to your phone ringing. He grumbles as he rolls over, having to unwrap his arms from you. He picks your phone up and silences it, letting it ring quietly.

He sees it was Hyunjin calling you, and he furrows his brow. Turning your volume down, he sets it back down and rolls back over, cuddling himself back against you.

"Who was it, Innie?" You ask, voice filled with drowsiness.

"Doesn't matter, noona. It's still early. They can call back later." He says softly and buries his face in the back of your head, breathing in the scent of your shampoo. You hum softly as you press back against him, trying to cuddle closer.

It was the weekend, and Jeongin wanted to spend all day with you, just cuddling up. He still planned on taking you out on the picnic and ice cream date, but he didn't mind just cuddling.

Your phone rings again, and Jeongin lets out a sound of annoyance, a mix of a grumble and a growl.

"I'll be right back, noona. You sleep." He lifts his head and kisses your cheek. Grabbing your phone as he got up, he pads out of his room, shutting the door behind him. He goes into his kitchen and answers your phone.

"Hello?"

"Where's Y/n?"

"She's asleep, hyung. What do you need that you're calling at 6:30 in the morning."

Hyunjin is silent for a beat. "What are you doing with her?"

"What does that matter to you?" He leans back against his counter. "You broke up with her after 4 years out of nowhere, and you haven't spoken to her in nearly 6 months."

"I want to know anyway." He sounded mad, but Jeongin didn't really care.

"I've been making her happy. Helping her get over you, hyung. You really hurt her." Jeongin sighs. Hyunjin is silent again before he hangs up. The younger male pulls your phone away from his ear and looks at the screen.

Shaking his head, he goes back to his room, plugging your phone back in. He climbs back in bed with you, careful not to wake you. He wraps his arms around you and pulls you close to him before he rests his face in the crook of your neck as you had rolled over.

"Innie..?" You wrap your arms around him, very groggy with sleep.

"I'm here, munchkin." He whispers, placing a kiss to your skin.

"Everything ok?"

He hums softly. "It's nothing to worry about right now, noona. Just go back to sleep, ok?" You nod your head slightly and yawn. Sleep takes you back over quickly. Jeongin sighs and holds you close. Nuzzling his face in your neck, he relaxes enough that he's able to fall asleep again.

——

It's just about noon when you and Jeongin leave to go to the park. He's dressed in casual slacks and a plain white shirt. You're dressed in a nice flowy dress and sandals. It was definitely a perfect day for a picnic.

He drives you to your favorite park, holding your hand in his. When he parks, he lets go of your hand to get out, running around to open your door for you. You smile and thank him. He kisses your cheek before grabbing the basket from the back seat. After locking the car, he gently grabs your hand again, intertwining his fingers with yours.

He lets you decide on a spot to sit. You decide on a spot underneath a tree with plenty of shade. Jeongin sets the basket down and lays the picnic blanket out, letting you sit once it's ready. You slip your sandals off and step on the blanket, sitting down not long after. He smiles and moves the basket to the blanket before taking his own shoes off to step on the blanket.

He leans over and softly pecks your lips, smiling at you with a soft, loving smile. You smile back at him and lean over to peck his lips back. He chuckles and opens the basket, pulling out the book you brought and passing it to you. He starts pulling out the food afterward.

After eating, he lays down, placing his head in your lap. He smiles up at you as you card your fingers through his hair. You quietly read your book to him. He closes his eyes, smile on his face, as he listens to you read the book to him. He reaches his hand over his head, placing it on your hip, and gently runs his fingers over your hip and side.

"Still down for ice cream, munchkin?" Jeongin asks in a soft voice, his eyes still closed.

"Yeah. I'd still love to get ice cream, Innie." You play with his hair, closing your book and setting it down. After a moment, he opens his eyes to look up at you. You smile down at him. He sits up and turns towards you, leaning over to gently kiss you. You lay your hand on his shoulder and kiss him back. You both smile against the others' lips.

He gently cups your cheek, resting his forehead against yours as he looks in your eyes.

"You don't need to say it back, noona. You don't even have to feel the same way, but I have to say this." He pulls back as his eyes flick between yours. Your eyes shine as you look back at him. He swallows, suddenly nervous.

Taking a deep breath to steady himself, "I love you, noona. Like, honestly, truthfully love you. I've really enjoyed these past few months with you, and I hope to be more when you're ready for it." He looks down, staring at the pattern on your dress.

"Innie." You say his name softly. He looks at you, a soft smile on your face. You lean closer and peck his lips before getting up. You slip your sandals on and smile at him. "Catch me, and I'll tell you a secret." He watches you, his eyes wide, as you wink at him and run off, your dress flowing behind you. He smiles wide and gets up, slipping his shoes on before running off after you.

You laugh as he chases you, just managing to get out of his reach a few times. You make a quick turn, slipping past him again, resulting in him slipping in the grass. He just laughs loudly as he stands up and chases you again. You look behind you and squeal a bit as he sprints to you to catch up. He manages to catch you, wrapping his arms around your waist. He picks you up and spins you around, your laughs happy and cheerful.

Jeongin sets you down on your feet, both of you breathing hard between laughs. He buries his face in your neck, his warm breath sending chills across your sweaty skin. He gently squeezes your waist as he holds you.

"I caught you, noona." He whispers.

"So you did, Innie." You smile, placing your hands on his arms.

"Tell me your secret." You can't help the laugh that bubbles out of your chest. He smiles and laughs with you. You lean back against him as you both laugh for a bit. When you calm down, you step out of his arms so you can turn around to face him.

Looking up at him, a soft smile on your face. "I think I love you, too. You've definitely made me feel safe and a lot happier than I've felt in a long time." You hold onto his hands. "I'd love to try with you. I'd say I want to take things slow, but I already live with you, and we've already slept together." You both laugh again.

"I know, noona." He chuckles. "I'll go slow if you want." He leans down and kisses your forehead before enveloping you in a hug. You hug him back, burying your face in his chest.

"I'll continue taking such good care of you, munchkin. Thank you for giving me the chance.

The rest of the day went without any issues, Jeongin taking you out for ice cream and then back home when it started getting dark.

——

The following work day, you had another bouquet of flowers from Jeongin on your desk, with a second bouquet and a box of your favorite chocolates. Jeongin adamantly says those aren't from him, his brows furrowed in confusion. No one on your floor knows where they came from, and there was no card indicating who could've gotten them. You hum softly and carefully move the two bouquets so you can sit at your desk. You look at the chocolates before ultimately deciding to toss them, wanting to be safe as you aren't sure what could be in them.

As you work, Jeongin touches your feet with his underneath your desks. You look at him over your monitor and see he's smiling, his eyes leaving his own screen briefly to look at you. His smile turns into a smirk as he makes a lewd motion with his tongue, making your cheeks burn a little. He chuckles as he stands up and stretches. Looking over the cubicles, he notices that most of the employees aren't there. He smirks and sinks down to his knees, crawling under his desk and then under yours. You watch him with a confused look, and he just puts his finger over his lips.

Jeongin grabs your chair and pulls you closer to your desk before he places his hands under your skirt on your calves. He gently massages your leg, slowly inching his hands up your skirt.

"Jeongin," you whisper, "we're at work."

He pushes your skirt up over your knees. "Better be quiet then, noona." He whispers back, a smirk on his face. He reaches up over your lap and slips his fingers in the waistband of your panties. He manages to get them off you and tucks them in his pocket. Slipping his hand between your legs, he lets his fingers run along your folds.

You bite your lower lip to keep silent, trying to focus on your work. Jeongin chuckles softly and nudges your legs open a bit. He slips his middle finger between your folds and teases your clit.

"Innie.." you whisper a little breathy. He just leans forward and kisses your knee. You lean back in your chair, hips moving forward some. He grins and moves his finger down to your entrance, slowly pushing it into you. Your brows scrunch in pleasure, feeling him add a second finger as he slowly pumps his hand.

He grins again and moves forward, bringing his head under your skirt. He softly kisses and kitten licks your clit, hearing a soft gasp slip from your lips. He chuckles softly, he opens your legs a little wider with his other hand and licks your clit slowly as he pushes a third finger into you. He slowly fingers you as he licks and sucks on your clit. You bite on your hand to keep quiet, not wanting to alert your coworkers or bosses about what's happening under your desk.

"You're doing so well for me, munchkin.." he whispers against you, your cunt clenching around his fingers. You know he's teasing you as he doesn't call you munchkin at work, wanting to be professional there. He slowly works his fingers in you and tongue against you. He curls his fingers inside you a bit, pressing against that spot inside you. You grip the arm of your chair with your other hand, biting the one in your mouth again as Jeongin brought you closer to release.

"Cum for me, noona. Let me taste you." He mumbles, sucking your clit into your mouth. A moment later, you do just that. Your body shakes a little as you silently cum, clenching hard around his fingers. He finger fucks you a little harder through your high, your eyes closing as they roll back. He slips his fingers out of you and attaches his lips and tongue to you, cleaning up your release.

He pulls away once you start getting overstimulated, a smirk on his face. He licks his fingers clean, fixing your skirt with the other. He climbs out from under your desks and sits in his chair again, smiling innocently at you.

"What's wrong, noona?" He's a menace. You playfully glare at him.

"You're lucky you're cute." You say, breathing a little hard. He just makes another lewd motion with his tongue before giving you a finger heart.

The rest of the work day goes by fast, the rest of your friend group inviting you and Jeongin out for chicken and beer afterwards. It's been a while since you got to see them all, and you missed them.

"So, our youngest finally got you, noona?" Minho asks, taking a sip of beer. You blush a little.

"Don't tease Y/n too much, Minho." Chan says, looking at the sharp eyed male.

"It's ok, Chan. You know he isn't too bad to me." You smile softly. "But yes, Jeongin told me how he felt a while ago, but we've been official since the weekend." The males congratulate you both, teasing the youngest as they all knew he liked you since he was young.

"You treat noona well, Jeongin." Seungmin says, ruffling the youngest's hair.

"Let me know if he's ever mean to you, noona. I won't make him any brownies." Felix says, smiling at you. You miss that Changbin looks at his phone with a frown, showing it to Chan, who also frowns.

"I'll kick his butt in video games if he's mean to you, noona." Han says, playfully putting up his fists to Jeongin.

Your friend group hangs out for a few hours before calling it a night. You give everyone a hug before you head back to the apartment you share with Jeongin.

"Guys, we need to talk to Hyunjin. He's trying to get noona back from Innie." Changbin tells the group when you and the youngest drive away.

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Lost Me - Ch 4

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, heart break, unrequited love(?)

Pairing: Yang Jeongin x fem!reader

dividers made by @cafekitsune

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You woke the following morning sore. You feel Jeongin was still asleep, still buried deep inside you. The memories of last night came flooding back to you, and your cheeks burned.

You slept with your best friend. You agreed to try a friend's benefits thing, as you're not ready for a new relationship. Your cunt clenches around his cock still inside you as you remember what happened. He grumbles a little in his sleep again, his hips lightly thrusting in his sleep. You can't help the soft moan that manages to slip out.

He nuzzles your neck a little, placing soft, sleepy kisses to your skin. He slowly ruts into you, making you moan out his name quietly.

"Mm..good morning, noona. How'd you sleep?" He asks between kisses to your neck and shoulder.

"Go-good morning. I s-slept well. Tha-thank you, Innie." You moan out.

"I'm sorry for it this early, munchkin. You moaned in my ear and woke me." He lifts his head and kisses you before you could apologize. "It's ok. Now, let me make you feel good, then we can go shower and I'll make breakfast, yeah?" He pecks your lips before capturing them in a searing kiss.

——

He was extra gentle as he fucked you in bed, pulling two orgasms from you before he came deep inside you. He smiled at you, his lips kiss bruised and shiny. He carried you to the bathroom and cleaned you in the shower. He was careful around your sensitive areas, placing soft kisses between washes.

This continued on for another couple months, fall quickly rolling around. You and Jeongin slept together a few times throughout the week, sometimes multiple times a day, depending on how you both felt. Jeongin took really good care of you, making sure you knew how amazing you were, and how much he cared about you.

You didn't see Hyunjin around, your friend group doing their best to not mention him or bring him around. You told them that they didn't have to stop being friends with him, but you appreciate them not bringing him up around you. You didn't cry much when you thought of him though, so it was a good sign.

You were on your way to work alone today as Jeongin was coming in late due to a doctor's appointment. You got to your cubicle and found a vase of flowers and a card on your desk. You open the card and smile softly. You immediately knew who it was from, the little face drawn on the card a dead giveaway for you.

Some of your female coworkers were playfully teasing you, saying you had a secret admirer. You carefully place the card in your purse. You move the vase to a safe spot away from your computer and settle down to work.

"So, Y/n. Who's your admirer?" Your coworker Jeun-ah asks. "Is he someone from the office?" She teases.

"I'm sure I know who it is, but that's for me to know." You smile when she playfully pouts.

——

Once a week, you have a new bouquet of flowers on your desk, and every time, you smile wide. Sometimes you take them back home, sometimes, you leave them in the vase. Everytime you get home, you thank Jeongin for the flowers, and every time, he feigns ignorance.

Today, you were at a little bookstore with Jeongin. You were browsing books, Jeongin holding you from behind, his hands laying on your stomach. He leans down, placing his head on your shoulder and looks at the books you have in your hands.

"How did I not know you read romance and horror novels?" He mumbles. You shrug a little.

"I'm not sure. You've seen my room when we were younger."

"I admittedly didn't look at your books too much." He chuckles, a small smirk on his face. "I was more preoccupied with looking at my friend's pretty cousin." He turns his head a little, rubbing his nose against your jaw. Your cheeks flush a bit.

"Somehow I never noticed how big of a flirt you were." You laugh softly, leaning back against him a little.

"I can tell. I was flirting as much as my 14 year old self could back then." He chuckles. "You thought I was being cute." He kisses your cheek as you giggle. He straightens up, placing another kiss to the top of your head. He looks around, eyes mostly scanning the books when he sees a familiar face walk in. His mouth turns down into a frown.

"Munchkin, let's go look at some more books upstairs. Maybe you can find something I'd like. I trust your taste." He smiles and lets you go, one hand immediately going back to your lower back as he leads you upstairs.

He lets you up the stairs first, hand not leaving you for long. He turns his head to look behind him, seeing if Hyunjin had noticed them. His brows furrow as he sees a girl attach herself to Hyunjin's arm, the male hugging her afterwards. He quietly scoffs and follows you up the stairs.

He looks around with you, keeping an eye out to make sure your ex doesn't come upstairs. You do manage to find a few things you'd think he would like. Jeongin smiles softly as he watches you thinking hard about what he would like. When you think you're set, he brings you back downstairs, keeping an eye out for Hyunjin again, but manages to not see him.

"Did you want to go on a picnic this weekend, noona? We can even bring a book or two if you'd want." He asks as you both walk back out to his car.

"That would be great, Innie. I haven't been on a picnic since I was a kid." You smile up at him before climbing into the car. He smiles wide, his eyes all but disappear. He shuts your door and turns to walk around to the driver side. He sees Hyunjin, meeting his gaze. Hyunjin's eyes flick to you in the car and back to Jeongin. The younger one doesn't react, but just walks to his side and climbs in. Starting the car, he pulls out of his spot and drives away, Hyunjin watching the whole time.

——

You're at work, sitting in the cubicle you share with Jeongin. Both of you were social media managers for your department. You made sure everything posted to the site was appropriate and acceptable. There were two others on the other side of your office as well, as your office was large.

Jeongin looks at you over his screen, smiling when he sees how focused you are. He looks down in front of him and writes something on a piece of paper and slides it to you. You glance at him and raise an eyebrow before grabbing the paper.

'Anything special you want for our picnic date?'

You can't help the soft smile that grows on your lips. You write back and slide the paper back over.

'Sandwiches and fruit?'

He grins and nods.

——

Work flies by and you're back home with Jeongin. Before you could even get your shoes off, Jeongin had his hands and lips on you. His hands found their way up your shirt, running along your soft skin, lips against yours as he kisses you deeply.

"I need you, noona.." he whispers against your lips. You gently grab his shirt as you start unbuttoning the fabric.

"Take me then, Innie." You whisper back. He groans softly, feeling himself twitch in his pants. He starts to pull your shirt off you, pulling back momentarily to pull the fabric over your head, tossing it on a chair in the living room. He looks you over, his eyes full of admiration.

"You are so beautiful, noona. Just absolutely gorgeous inside and out." He leans down and places a few kisses to your breasts as he reaches up your front to unhook your bra, pulling it off your shoulders and tossing it to your discarded shirt. He groans again, cupping your breasts in his hands. He massages them, feeling his cock getting painfully hard.

"Innie.." you moan softly as you pull his shirt open. He smiles and lets you take it and toss it. Your hands are now touching his bare chest and stomach. He flexes his muscles under your touch, chuckling when you grin. He hooks his thumbs into your skirt and panties, slowly pushing them down off your hips, pooling around your still heeled feet.

He chuckles and helps you step over them. He crouches down and helps you take your shoes off, letting his fingertips touch the skin of your ankles. You shiver under his touch, a soft moan escapes you. He smirks and stands up, picking you up just after. He carries you to the kitchen and sits you on the island counter.

"Hi, Innie." You smile at him, now just about eye level with him.

"Hi, my munchkin." He smiles back. His eyes held so much love for you. He leans forward and pecks your lips as he undoes his pants. He pushes them off his hips, his cock springing free and kicking his clothes out of the way.

He steps up between your knees when you open them, a soft groan escapes his throat when he sees how wet you are for him. He kisses you softly, letting his cock press against you. He places his hands on your ass, gently pulling you closer to the edge as he kisses you. You moan softly into his mouth as his cock presses against your clit a little.

Reaching between you both, you gently grab his length and slowly stroke him for a moment before lining him up with your entrance. He pulls back to watch your hands, breathing a little hard. You lean back a little, planting one hand on the countertop behind you. He gently places his hands on your hips and slowly pushes into you with your help.

You let out a breathy moan. No matter how many times he fucks you, it's always a stretch. Not that you mind, he fills you so deliciously. Jeongin watches as his cock disappears inside you, moving one hand to your belly, feeling himself sliding inside you.

"Fuck, noona…you're still so tight, still taking me so well.." he mumbles, his eyes flicking up to your face when he bottoms out. You were leaning back on your hands, head tilted back and eyes closed. He smiles and leans down over you to place kisses along your collarbone and the tops of your breasts. You smile softly and lift your head to look at him.

He looks at you without lifting his head, a playful smile on his lips. He slowly starts thrusting into you, kissing down your breast to your nipple. He gently nips at the bud, making you gasp. He slowly fucks into you, licking and kissing your nipples. You arch your back a bit, pushing your breasts into his face. He chuckles when you do, knowing you're teasing him.

"What are you doing, munchkin?" He flattens his tongue and licks across your nipple. You moan his name softly.

"I'm—ah—getting teased by this cute little fox." You giggle and moan out when he thrusts hard once into you.

"Mm. Are you now?" He presses down on your belly where his cock is lightly, making you feel him more. You arch your back again, your head falling back as you moan his name. He grins and pulls out of you. Before you have the chance to protest, he's pulling you off the counter and turning you around to bend over it.

He chuckles as he pushes back into you, making you moan loudly. He places his hand on your back between your shoulder blades, keeping you down as he grinds into you a few times.

"Ahh…Jeongin…" you moan loudly. He grins and starts fucking into you hard but slow.

"Yes, noona?" He places his other hand on your ass, gently kneading the flesh there.

"Fuck.." you groan.

"I thought that's what I was doing, munchkin?" He laughs, leaning down over you, moving his forearms to either side of you, caging you in. You can't help but let out a laugh at his comment.

"Faster, please, Innie." You moan when he grinds slowly again.

"Noona wants it faster?" You nod. He hums before slowly picking up his pace. He stands back up and gently pulls you back so you're flush against him. He wraps one arm around your waist, his other hand going up to your throat. You moan softly, letting your head fall back against his chest. He chuckles and fucks up into you, gently squeezing your throat. Your back arches as your cunt clenches around him. You can feel the knot in your belly tightening.

"You like that, munchkin? You like my hand around your throat?" He mumbles out, squeezing your throat gently again. You moan as you clench around him again. He chuckles, his chest vibrating against your back. Jeongin squeezes a little harder as he fucks into you faster, his hand on your belly moves down so he can rub your clit. You arch your back, moaning louder.

He presses the heel of his hand into your belly, feeling his cock move inside you, his fingers moving fast on your clit. You almost scream his name as you cum. He gently squeezes your neck again, making your orgasm much stronger. You hold onto any part of him you can as he continues his ministrations, loosening the grip on your throat. He groans in your ear as he thrusts up into you hard once more, cumming deep inside you. He holds you up, both of you breathing hard.

"How do you feel, munchkin?" He leans his head down and kisses across your cheek, gently rubbing his fingers along your sweaty skin.

"Sleepy." You mumble between heavy breaths.

"Wanna take a bath and take a nap?" He kisses behind your ear. You nod again, eyes struggling to stay open. "Gotta stay awake in the bath at least, noona." He smiles.

——

Once bathed and dressed, he lays you in his bed and tucks you in. Kissing your temple softly. He mumbles something about dinner, but your tired brain didn't catch much of what he said. He chuckles and stands up. He watches you for a moment before quietly stepping out of the bedroom. He orders dinner and cleans up the kitchen, picking up the laundry you both discarded and wiping down the surfaces you were both on.

When you awoke from your nap, you walked out to the living room to find Jeongin sitting on the couch, taking out containers on the coffee table. You walk over to him and climb into his lap, straddling his hips, you lay against him and lay your head on his shoulder.

"Thank you, Innie." You mumble into his neck. He smiles and gently wraps an arm around you.

"For what, noona?" He rubs your back softly.

"Everything." You shrug a little. "For being my best friend. For everything you've done for me growing up. For giving me a safe place to stay."

"Of course, noona. I would do everything in my power to make you happy and safe." He gently squeezes you to emphasize how serious he is. "You're my favorite munchkin, and seeing you happy, makes me happy." He places soft kisses to any part of you he can reach, making you giggle.

"I'm your only munchkin, Innie." You smile softly.

"You're right. My munchkin." He wraps both arms around you and squeezes you in a hug. You giggle again and hug him back. After a moment, he releases you and pats your ass. "Now, eat your dinner noona."

You pout but climb off his lap and sit next to him on the couch. He smiles when he sees you pouting and points to which containers are yours. You thank him again and grab one and eat. He reaches over and softly grabs the back of your neck, massaging gently. You let your head fall forward a bit as he does, trying to concentrate on your food.

"You ready for the weekend, noona? It's supposed to be warm, so perfect picnic weather." He says, rubbing his thumb in a circle against your skin. You nod, a quiet 'mhmm' comes from you. "Maybe we can go for ice cream after?"

You smile softly as your eyes close. "I'd enjoy that very much, Innie." He watches your body relax, a small smile playing at his lips. He leaned over and placed soft, loving kisses to your cheek.

"Finish eating, munchkin. We can watch something and cuddle until you're tired." He whispers, running his nose against your skin. The action makes a pleasant chill go down your spine, making you shiver. Jeongin chuckles and pulls away, sitting back against the back of the couch. He lets his hand drop down to your lower back.

You turn your head and stick your tongue out at him with a smile on your face before turning to finish eating. He laughs and calls you cute. When you finish, he gets up and places a kiss to the top of your head, winking at you when you look up at him.

He cleans up and quickly washes the dishes before coming back to the living room. He finds you laying on the couch, your head on one of the throw pillows as you watch the tv. He smiles and lays on top of you, settling his hips between your legs. He places his head on your breasts. You laugh softly and place one of your hands on his head, carding your fingers through his soft hair. He carefully tucks his hands under you as he cuddles into you.

"My noona.." he mumbles quietly.

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Lost Me - Ch 3

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, heart break, unrequited love(?)

Pairing: Yang Jeongin x fem!reader

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"Hi, munchkin." He watches you, a soft smile on his lips. You look up at him, smiling back. You had gotten changed into your pajamas, a silky camisole with matching short shorts. He looks you over, his cheeks a light pink, thinking about how you look underneath, a growing tent in his pants.

"Hi, Innie. Are you going to come to bed?" You scoot back in the bed and lean back against the headboard. He pushes off the door frame and walks into your room, shutting the door behind him. He walks over to the bed and climbs in and over your legs. He grins at you, noticing your cheeks are pink, too.

"Are you nervous, noona?" He asks in a low voice. He glances at your lips for a moment before looking back into your eyes.

"A little," you speak softly, "but I know you'll take care of me." You reach up and move his hair from his eyes. He leans forward, his lips hovering over yours briefly before he kisses you softly. He lets one hand cup your cheek while the other holds him up on the bed. You let one hand move to the back of his head, your fingers slipping into his soft locks as your other hand finds purchase on his shoulder.

He carefully moves over you, so he's straddling your legs and moves his now free hand to the back of your neck. He kisses you slowly and sensually, not wanting to rush. He breaks the kiss, pressing his forehead to yours, his nose rubbing against yours.

"You're so pretty, noona. So beautiful." He whispers, his fox eyes never breaking contact with your own. Before you have a chance to respond, he kisses you again. Gently pulling you closer to him, he deepens the kiss a little. He swipes his tongue across your lips, and you automatically open your mouth for him. He groans quietly in your mouth as his tongue enters the warmth of your mouth.

As he slowly deepens the kiss, he moves his hand from your cheek down to your hip, playing with the hem of your camisole. He tilts your head back with the hand on your neck, deepening the kiss. You tighten the grip you have in his hair, feeling his hand slip under your shirt. You shiver when he makes contact with your skin, making him chuckle into your mouth before he pulls back to look at you. Your hands move down to his thighs when he pulls back.

He smiles down at you, your cheeks flushed. He moves his hand from your neck to your side, softly gripping your camisole, silently asking if this is ok. When you nod, he slowly slips it over your head, tossing it towards the end of your bed. Jeongin sits back and looks you over, a smile on his face. You start to cover yourself with your arms, getting shy.

"Noona, don't cover up. I want to marvel at your beauty." He says softly. Your blush deepens as you move your arms. "Is it ok if I touch you?" He looks at you.

"Please."

His eyes drop back down to your breasts as he reaches up and cups your breasts. He groans quietly at how soft they are. Your lips part slightly, and you lean back against the headboard and pillows, your eyes on him. He gently massages them, holding them in his large hands. He squeezes them a bit and pinches your nipples between his thumbs and pointer fingers, pulling a soft moan from you. Jeongin grins and chuckles softly.

He shifts a bit, moving down your legs some so he can lean down. He places soft, featherlight kisses along one of your breasts before he flattens his tongue on your breast, licking across your nipple. You gasp and moan a little louder. He grins again and slowly circles the hardening nub with his tongue, gently pinching the other between his fingers.

You bring one of your hands back to his hair, grabbing a small fistful. He grunts against your skin when you pull his hair. He sucks your nipple into his mouth, licking and sucking on your. You gasp and moan again, your head laying against the headboard. He chuckles a little, playing with your nipples before moving his mouth to the other, repeating his ministrations there.

He lets go with a soft pop, kissing up your breast before he sucks a mark on your skin, above your heart. He sits up a bit, placing his hands on your hips. He pulls you down the bed slightly, making you squeak out as your eyes fly open.

"Sorry, noona." He mumbles against your skin as he kisses down your stomach, his fingers finding the waistband of your shorts. He slowly pulls them and your panties off as he kisses down your flushed body. Your breathing was already getting heavy, and he hasn't even properly touched you yet.

He kisses your belly button before sitting back to look you over, placing a hand on your shin. You watch as his eyes trail down your form, his thumb rubbing against your skin.

"You are so breathtaking, noona.." he whispers, his eyes don't leave your body for a moment. He reaches his hands up to your knees, gently pushing them open. His cock twitches in his pants as he takes a sharp breath when he looks at your glistening folds.

"So wet for me, aren't you, munchkin~?" He grins as he lays down, getting comfortable between your legs. You sit up a bit, leaning on your elbows, watching him as he places your knees on his shoulders.

He places a few kisses along your slick folds and inner thighs. Gently gripping the plush of your legs.

"I've shamelessly thought about this exact situation, noona. I've imagined how it would feel—" he nips your inner thigh, "—to have you in my bed, between your legs…" he looks at you over your lower belly. "About how you'd taste…" he teasing licks along your slit, pulling soft, breathy moans from you.

"I can't say I wasn't jealous whenever I saw you with Hyunjin-hyung. I liked you for so long, and I thought Ilost you." He mumbles and kisses your inner thigh again, leaving a decent hickey there. He turns back towards your center, moving a little closer to you. He kisses your folds before slipping his tongue between your lick at your clit. Your eyes close as your head falls back a little, a soft moan slips from your lips.

You plop back against the bed, one hand moves to his head again as he licks you. He reaches around your hip and between your legs to spread you so he can lick you easier. You arch your back a little and moan his name softly.

He groans, hearing his name fall from your pretty lips. His other hand creeps under your leg to press against your entrance, not entering you just yet. The action pulling a gasp from you. You grip his hair with one hand as you moan his name again, your other gripping the sheets. He sucks your clit into his mouth as he slowly pushes his middle finger into you, reveling in the moans and pants you let out.

He fingers you for a little before slipping his ring finger into you as well. Fingering you slowly, he scissors you open as he sucks and licks on your clit. You arch your back a bit, almost grinding on his face. Jeongin chuckles against you, the action sending vibrations through you, making you moan his name louder.

Jeongin switches his fingers and mouth, rubbing your clit with his middle finger as his tongue circles your entrance, licking up any release present. You squirm a bit, gasping, moaning and panting. You pull his hair a bit again as you groan his name.

"You taste so good, munchkin…" he mumbles against you before he shoves his tongue into you. You arch your back, your hands in the sheets move to the pillow your head is on. He fucks you with his tongue for a while, before switching his fingers back into your wet hole, his lips claiming your clit again.

You cum not long after that, clenching around his fingers. He groans against your clit, helping you ride out your high until you squirm in his hold. He pulls his fingers out of you and licks up your release before carefully pulling your legs off his shoulders.

He licks his fingers clean, grinning when he sees you watching the action. He crawls up over you and leans down, your heavy breathing fanning across his face.

"How do you feel, noona?" He rubs the tip of his nose against yours lightly.

"Great, satisfied." You smile up at him, your cheeks a little flushed.

"Are you sure I can't persuade you—" he pressed his still clothed groin against you, "—for one more?" You laugh.

"I'm sure I could be persuaded." You giggle as you pat down his hair that you messed up. He smiles and leans down, kissing you deeply. You groan as you taste yourself on him, your hands now on his back as you fist his shirt, pulling it up. He chuckles and pulls away from your lips to sit up and pull his shirt off.

You stare up at him, in awe of his body. You've never seen Jeongin without a shirt before, and you never imagined he was as buff as he was. You reach out and slowly let your fingers trail along his abs, the muscle lightly fluttering under your fingers.

"How have I never managed to see you shirtless, Innie? Even while swimming." You question quietly. He just shrugs, a soft smile on his face. Your fingers run along his abs again, getting close to his waistband. He sighs softly, watching your hand. His cock visibly twitches in his pants and you let your fingers experimentally trail along the clothed length. His lips part slightly as a quiet groan slips out.

Your eyes flick up to his. You weren't sure if his eyes were open or not, due to him having thin eyes, until his gaze flicked up to yours. Your cheeks flush a little when he gives you his signature wide smile. He gets up off the bed, your hand retracting from him.

You sit up some as he pushes his pants and boxers off, stepping out of them. Your eyes go wide when you see his length spring free, his tip angry and leaking.

"You're so big…" you whisper and he can't help but laugh. Your eyes flick back up to his. "I see why your previous girlfriends would rave about their sex life with you." You both laugh. He was a few inches longer than Hyunjin, and was a bit girthier too.

"They really talked about that with you?" He asks, getting back into bed with you.

"Yeah?" You smile. "Talked about..him, too." You said softly. He pecks your lips, making you look at him.

"He's not here right now, ok? It's just us tonight." He tucks your hair behind your ear, a gentle smile on his lips. You nod and move closer, pressing your breasts to his chest, kissing him softly. He holds himself up with one arm, the other snaking around you with his hand on your lower back.

He holds you close as he deepens the kiss. You carefully climb over his lap, straddling his hips. You pull back and smile at him, hands reaching between you both to grasp his length. His lips part as he takes a sharp breath. His gaze flicks from your eyes to your hands, watching as your thumb rubs his tip slowly, spreading his precum.

"Mm...noona.." he places his hands on your thighs, gently squeezing them. He loved how soft your skin was. You slowly start to stroke his length with both hands, watching his face for any discomfort. You wanted to make sure he wasn't going to change his mind about being friends with benefits, or if he was uncomfortable with anything.

"How are you feeling, Innie?" You slide your thumb over his tip again, teasing his slit. "Still want to do this?"

"Ooohh.." he moans out, eyes watching your hands before moving to your eyes.

"Always, munchkin." He smiles, kneading your thighs. His hips buck into your hands a little as he gasps a little. You smile when he does. "Let me grab a condom." He reaches for his bedside table.

"I want to feel you in me, Innie. Hyunjin always used one, and I got tested at my doctors after he broke up and at my appointment last week. I'm clean." You watch him as he pulls a condom out while you were talking.

"I'm clean too, but are you sure? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." His hand hovers over the drawer. You smile and nod, rubbing your thumb over his tip. He groans out, dropping the condom back into the drawer, placing his hands on your hips.

"Whenever you're ready, munchkin." He moans out the nickname when you thumb his slit again. You raise your hips and move up his hips some, hovering over his length.

He releases one of your hips and grabs his length from you, slowly stroking himself a bit, rubbing his tip across your clit. You gasp softly and grind against him a bit. He holds your hips with his other hand as he lines his cock up with your entrance.

You place one hand on his shoulder, the other on his arm, as you slowly lower yourself on him. You take your time as he stretches you out. It's not a painful stretch, but oh does he fill you nicely. He releases his cock when he's in you enough, groaning at how tight you are around him.

"Fuck, noona…" he watches as he slips inside you, a slight bulge in your belly appears as he continues to slide inside. You swear you feel his tip kissing your cervix when he's fully inside you. You sit in his lap as you adjust to his size, your breathing a little uneven.

He smiles at you and reaches up to gently grab your neck, pulling you down to him for a kiss. His hand on your hip moves behind you, his fingers brushing over your ass, squeezing the soft flesh there. You moan in his mouth, slowly moving your hips in a circle.

"Mm.." he groans a bit, moving his hand from your neck to your ass, gripping both cheeks in his large hands. You push your tongue in his mouth, taking him by surprise momentarily, engaging you in a heated makeout session.

When you feel you've adjusted, you circle your hips in his lap a bit more before slowly bouncing on him, feeling his cock slip in and out of you. Jeongin breaks the kiss, placing his forehead against your collarbone as he moans out. He places soft kisses across your skin, massaging your ass in his grip.

After a moment, he leans back, his hands going back to your hips, watching as he disappears inside your tight heat. You reach behind you and place your hands on his legs, leaning back just enough for him to have a better view.

"Oh, fuck, noona.." he squeezes and kneads your hips, groaning loudly. He bucks up into you slightly. His eyes flick between your breasts bouncing and your cunt wrapped around his cock.

"You are taking me so well..like you were made for me, noona, fuck…" he groans, moving one hand to rest on your belly, feeling his cock in you. He inhales sharply, placing his thumb on your clit, slowly rubbing in large circles. He doesn't want to rush you to another orgasm, wanting you to pleasure yourself on his cock.

You ride him like this for a few minutes before straightening up. He sits forward as well, gripping your ass with one hand again. He kisses between your breasts, you wrapping your arms over his shoulders. You start bouncing on him faster, grinding down on his cock and his hand. He catches on and slowly starts rubbing your clit in faster, smaller circles.

"God, you're so beautiful, noona." He mumbles between your breasts. You simply moan out his name again. Fuck, you feel him so deep in you, you swear he's in your stomach.

"I-Innie…" you moan out when he kisses and sucks on your breasts, leaving a few love bites across your skin, being sure they won't be visible at work.

"Yes, noona?" He asks, breathy. His breath cool against your warm skin. He squeezes your ass a few times.

"I'm..I'm close.." You moan out, arching your back a bit, accidentally pushing your breasts right in his face. He takes the opportunity to latch onto your breast, sucking and licking ravenously. Your cunt clenched around him as you cum hard around him. He releases your clit and nipple as he wraps his arms around your waist.

Leaning back against the bed, he holds you close to him as he ruts up into you, fucking you through your high. You moan in his ear, your breath against his cheek and ear. He groans as you continue to clench around him, sucking his cock back into you with every thrust.

"Aish..noona…fuck…where do you.." he groans, not able to ask completely.

"In..inside, Innie." You moan his name right in his ear. That tips him over the edge. Gripping your hips, he slams his cock as deep into you as he can, holding you down in his lap as he empties inside you. You feel his cum painting your walls as he completely fills you up. He breathes hard against you, lightly thrusting up into after a few minutes, making you moan his name in a soft whimper. He chuckles and nuzzles your neck softly.

"Did you want to shower, noona, or have a bath?" He asks gently, gently patting your ass as your body relaxes on top of him.

"Mm-mm," you lightly shake your head. "Wanna stay like this. Tired." You mumble, and he smiles softly.

"We can definitely stay like this, noona. Do you wanna sleep with me in you?" He kisses your shoulder softly.

"Mhmm." You nod and yawn. Cuddling up to him, you fall asleep, worn out. He gently rubs your back, listening to your soft, steady breathing. He smiles softly. He was happy. He may not have you yet, but one of the things he's dreamt of for years finally happened. He places a few more soft kisses to your shoulder before he falls asleep himself.

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Im still alive lol, still working on "Whoops". That's almost done.

I hope you're all enjoying "Lost Me". I had this written before my surgery.

I have a few other stories I'm working on as well. One of them is more detailed beccause I'm trying to expand on that with my writing, as well as work on the world building specifically for this story.

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Lost Me - Ch 2

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, heart break, unrequited love(?)

Pairing: Yang Jeongin x fem!reader

dividers made by @cafekitsune

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You wake the following morning, still cuddled up to Jeongin. Your head was tucked under his chin, his soft breathing lightly fluttering your hair. He still had his arms wrapped around you, but you noticed one of his hands is up the back of your shirt, making the article of clothing ruck up the front and side.

"Mm..noona.." He mumbles in his sleep, his fingers gently kneading your skin. You shift your head a bit to look up at him. His lips are partly open as he sleeps. You never noticed how handsome Jeongin had become. His features were soft as he slept, his normal smiley face peaceful.

Jeongin was a few years younger than you, and you usually thought of him as just that younger friend in your friend group. You pushed the thoughts to the back of your head as you didn't want to have your best friend be a rebound as you really valued his friendship.

You carefully move his left arm off your side, wanting to get up. You're careful as to not wake him. You slowly sit up, his hand that was up your shirt slips down your back. Before you can fully sit up, Jeongin wraps his arms around you again and pulls you back down to him.

"Who said you can get up, noona?" He mumbles, burying his face in your neck.

"I wanted to make breakfast." You state, reaching up to gently pet his hair. He grumbles against your skin a bit.

"Couple more minutes, hm?" He holds you close, letting his hand slide back up the back of your shirt. Your cheeks flush some, knowing that it was a conscious choice by him. You continue to gently pet his hair, his fingers on your back tracing small invisible designs along your skin. He gently squeezes you in his arms, smiling softly against your neck.

"What are you smiling about there, smiley boy?" You ask quietly.

"Mm..nothing in particular." He responds. He didn't want to say he was happy to have you in his arms, even though you weren't his. He nuzzles his face into your neck a little more before asking, "How'd you sleep, munchkin?"

"I slept surprisingly well. Thank you, Jeongin, for staying with me last night." You play with his hair a little, smiling when you feel him smile. He finally pulls back, smiling down at you.

"You don't need to thank me for these things, noona." He kisses your forehead and releases you from his arms. "Go ahead and make breakfast, I'll be out soon." You nod and get up, padding out of your room to go to the kitchen.

——

The day flew by fast, with the end of the night creeping up on you. You and Jeongin had work in the morning. Jeongin was cooking dinner while you were taking a shower. You kept thinking about what Hyunjin had texted you. Wiping your face of the shower water and your tears, you washed up quickly, getting out and drying off. You wrap yourself in your towel and look at yourself in the mirror.

"Am I not good enough..? Did I do something wrong..?" You whisper to yourself. The tears pricking at your eyes spill over again, and you sob. You cover your mouth, not wanting Jeongin to hear you crying again.

"Noona?" He knocks on the door. This man must have super hearing or something.

"Yeah?" You wipe your eyes with your hands.

"Are you ok?"

"I'm ok." You quietly sniffle. He frowns as he knows you aren't.

"Noona, please know I am here to talk, ok?" He says in a soft voice as he lays his head on the door. "I'll always be here for you."

"Thank you, Innie. I'll be out shortly to join you for dinner, ok?" He hums out a response, keeping his head against the door for a moment before walking back to the kitchen.

You dress and eat dinner, Jeongin keeping an eye on you, knowing you're in your head.

"I'm sure work tomorrow will help take your mind off things, noona. As long as he doesn't come to our floor, it'll be ok." He gives you the softest smile. You nod silently and eat your food. He reaches over the table and gently grabs your free hand. You look up at him, your eyes shiny with unshed tears. Jeongin gets up and walks to your side of the table to sit next to you. He gently cups your face and very gently wipes your eyes with his thumbs.

"You'll get through this, munchkin. I know you will." He kisses your forehead. "You're one of the strongest people I know." You smile softly at him, a few tears slipping from your eyes. He pulls you close for a tight hug.

"You'll make an amazing husband, Innie. You're so sweet." You say into his chest, hugging him back. He hums softly.

"Now, finish eating and get ready for bed. I'm going to wash dishes and then shower." He pulls back and gently wipes your eyes again. You nod and eat as Jeongin gathers up the dirty dishes to wash quickly before going to his room to grab sleep clothes.

He steps out of the bathroom after his shower and finds you standing in your doorway, wearing another tank top that showed off the—unfortunate—hickies your ex left and sleep shorts. You look up at him when he steps out, steam from the shower billows out of the now open door. He had a pair of grey sweatpants and a black tank top on.

"Hi, noona. Were you waiting for me?" He asks as he dries his hair with his towel. You nod, a little embarrassed. "Did you want me to sleep in bed with you again?" He smiles softly when you nod again, your eyes on the floor.

"If you don't mind it, of course.." You whisper.

"Of course I don't mind. Let me just drop this in the hamper, ok? I'll meet you in your room." He watches you walk back into your room. Tossing his towel into the laundry hamper, he turns back around to walk into your room. He finds you in bed, phone already on the charger on the side table. He plugs his phone in with a spare charger you have, setting his phone next to yours. He climbs in next to you, the bed dipping slightly where he lays.

"Did you want to cuddle again, noona? Since it helped you sleep last night?" He holds his arms open when you nod, wrapping them around you when you get closer to him. You lay your head on his chest, and he places a soft kiss to your head before he settles down.

This goes on for a few months, you and Jeongin cuddling at night, waking together in the morning. You thankfully haven't seen Hyunjin at work, as the three of you work in the same building, with Hyunjin being on a different floor and different department. Jeongin did his absolute best to help you get over your ex. He would take you on walks or hikes or over to see the others in your group.

You got to see Minho's cats and Jisung's dog. You missed the pets just as much as you missed the guys. No one really brought up Hyunjin, thankfully. You have yet to go through your phone and delete all the pictures still, even on social media. You did manage to change your relationship status and profile picture, at least.

Jeongin took you on what you both called 'friend dates', going to the movies, the mall, or even out to eat. It honestly helped so much, and you felt so much better. You still did occasionally have a day where you curled up in bed and just cried, but they weren't as often anymore.

You wake one weekend morning before Jeongin. You feel a heaviness on you as you wake. Letting your eyes flutter open, you see Jeongin is partly laying on you, his face in your neck, leg between yours with his knee pressed almost right up against you and his hand up the back of your shirt again. Your cheeks flush a little, registering his position and his warm breath fanning against your skin.

You try shifting a bit, and his fingers twitch in his sleep, kneading your back a bit. Soft mumbles slip from his sleeping form.

"Noona.." he mumbles. You reach up with the arm that was under him to gently play with his hair, trying to ignore the fact you can feel him against your hip. You play with his hair for a little while, letting your eyes close again.

Your hand freezes when you feel his lips against your neck momentarily. You open your eyes, your gaze flicking to his dark hair. He doesn't move, his soft breathing indicating he's still asleep. He mumbles in his sleep again before his lips are back on you. He leaves sleepy kisses along your neck, your cheeks flushing more.

Maybe he was having a wet dream about a girl he knew.

"Mm..noona…"

So he likes older girls. Maybe he'll confess to her. He deserves to be happy after all. Your breathing hitches a bit as he presses his knee right between your thighs. You can't fault him. He's asleep. You're sure you've done similar things in your sleep.

He inhales sharply in his sleep, letting out a breathy moan afterward. "Y/n noona.."

Well shit.

You didn't think he had any feelings for you, let alone thought about you more than a friend. Your thoughts are abruptly cut short as you feel him starting to grind against you, placing sleepy kisses against your neck again. Your cheeks are burning from how bad you're blushing.

You try to get out from under him again, but Jeongin pulls you close to him again, fingers gently kneading you.

"5 more minutes, noona.." he says groggily. How long has he been awake? Was he aware of what he was doing? He nuzzles into your neck more, holding you close to him.

It was a few minutes before he groaned when he felt his cock twitching against you. "I'm sorry.." he sighs before pulling away from you. He quickly gets up and jogs out of the room and to the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.

You watch him leave. You couldn't deny the bit of arousal you were feeling for your friend. You groan and rub your face, laying in bed for a few more minutes before getting up to go make waffles.

Jeongin comes out of the bathroom a few minutes later just as you're plating the first batch of waffles. He watches you silently before grabbing some breakfast sausage from his freezer.

"I'm sorry again, noona." He starts.

"It's ok, Innie. Everyone dreams and no one can really control them." You smile softly at him. He notices the light blush across your cheeks. "It was all just a dream, anyway."

"Yeah." He nods a little, getting what he needs to cook the sausages. "Just a dream."

He wants to tell you how he feels, but he's getting nervous. He knows you still have feelings for Hyunjin. If he has to be a rebound, then he'll be content with that. He just wants you to know how he feels and for you to know how loved you are.

As you both sit down to eat, you look at him. "What were you dreaming about, Innie?" He looks back at you, eyes wide as his own blush creeps along his cheeks.

"Um..just…" he shoves a bite of food in his mouth, which you laugh at.

"It's fine, you don't have to actually answer." You take your own bite of food. When you both finish, you take the dishes to the sink and start washing. Jeongin watches you for a moment before he gets up and steps up behind you. He gingerly wraps his arms around you and leans down to rest his chin on your shoulder.

"Noona, the dishes can wait, it's ok." He whispers, his breath fans against your jaw.

"I don't want them to pile up." You state. He huffs against you, watching as you wash.

"I'm sorry if this is too forward, or pushing boundaries, munchkin.." he starts, "but I was dreaming about you. About the things I wanted to do to you..for a long while now.." he was nervous, hoping his confession doesn't push you away. You were his best friend after all.

He can't see it, but your cheeks are flushed. You definitely didn't mind, and you definitely started to see him in a different light over the past few months. Were they actual feelings, or were they remnants of what you felt for Hyunjin? You weren't sure.

"I understand if you don't feel the same, or even want to be more, but I've had feelings for you for a long time, noona." He gently tightens his arms around you. "I don't mind being a rebound, or even a friend with benefits if you'd like. Or we can just pretend this conversation never happened. But I needed to tell you how I feel."

"I mean, I can't say I haven't been feeling some kind of way," you turn the water off. "But I don't think I'm ready for another relationship just yet."

"Oh.." he says softly as he starts to pull away. You place a hand, a wet hand at that, on his arm before he's able to pull away.

"I definitely don't mind exploring a friend's with benefits kind of thing with you though." You say quietly. "As long as it doesn't ruin the friendship we have. The moment it becomes too much for either of us, then we stop and go back to just friends, ok, Innie?" You say, rubbing your thumb over his skin.

"Yeah." He breathes out. "I'm ok with that, noona. To-tonight maybe?" You've never heard this man stutter before. You smile and laugh softly. Turning your head to look at him.

"It's a date."

——

You both went about the day together. Going shopping together for groceries. Getting things you definitely didn't need on the way. You bring everything home, getting everything put away where it belongs before you both plop on the couch. Jeongin gently pulls you over to him and into his lap, both your faces a little flushed at it.

He loosely wraps his arms around you, letting you relax against him. You open your camera and take a picture of you both. He smiles and gently takes your phone from you. He reaches his arm out to take another picture of you both. Planting his lips on your cheek, he snaps the picture. When looking at it, you were still smiling, assuming it was going to be an innocent picture, the picture looking like it was planned.

"I like this one.." he mumbles and sends it to himself. He takes his phone out, holding both phones in his hands. He saves the one he took and sets it as his lock screen. "Now I can see my favorite noona every time I look at my phone." You blush at his words.

"I can't be your favorite. There isn't anyone else you're close with?" You were teasing him a bit.

"You are my favorite. Have been for a long time. And I know I'm a few years younger than you, munchkin, but I've always liked you." He kisses your cheek again. You cover your face when he pulls away, your cheeks burning.

"How long?" You ask, voice muffled under your hands.

"Since Sae-yong introduced us. I thought it was just a school kid crush, but it wasn't. My feelings never went away." He leans back, pulling you to lean back against him. "Even after I was in a relationship, I kept thinking about you, noona, as bad as it sounds."

"How have I never noticed?" You lower your hands, placing them on his arm.

"Honestly, only the guys really knew. I didn't want to ruin our friendship, so I never acted on it or anything. " He says softly, gently holding one of your hands. You lacing your fingers with his.

"So..he knew…and still asked me out, literally right in front of you." You mumble. Jeongin hums out softly.

"He did. He really did like you though, noona, when he asked you out." He rests his chin on your shoulder again.

"I did too, but.." you shrug the shoulder Jeongin isn't leaning on. You pick up your phone and go to your gallery. Scrolling through your camera roll, you start selecting all the pictures you have between you and Hyunjin. Jeongin silently watches you, gently running his thumb over your hand.

Going through 4 years worth of photos definitely hurt, but you managed not to cry. Hitting delete, you watched as your phone loaded over a thousand images get moved to your trash. You and Jeongin sitting silently as you do the same with your social media account, deleting all the pictures you had of him, thankfully, most were in separate albums.

Jeongin gently rubbed your arm with his free hand. You look at the time and set your phone down in your lap afterwards. You couldn't believe it was getting close to dinner already. Jeongin turns his head a bit to place a few soft kisses to your neck, testing the waters to see how comfortable you are. Your cheeks turn pink again, but you don't pull away.

"What do you want for dinner, noona?" He asks between kisses. You close your eyes and tilt your head a little.

"Mm..whatever you want is fine." You say softly.

"What if I want you?" He gently nips your neck, teasing you a bit. You squirm in his lap a little and he has to grip your hips to keep you still.

"Food first, Innie." You open your eyes again and look at him. He's got a mischievous look in his eyes.

"Mm. Fine, noona." He kisses your cheek. "Take out or want me to make something?"

With dinner decided, you both eat. Jeongin cleans up and says he'll meet you in your room. 10 minutes later, he knocks on your open door and smiles at you.

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Lost Me - Ch 1

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: SMUT, piv, heart break, unrequited love(?)

Pairing: Yang Jeongin x fem!reader

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You were laying in bed with your boyfriend, Hyunjin, cuddled up into his side. He had one arm wrapped around you, hand laying on your bare side, the other behind his head. You let your fingers run over his bare stomach. His skin sweaty from the long love making session you two just had.

You and Hyunjin have been dating for four years, but you've known each other for eight. You both shared the same friend group and have known just about everyone in the group for almost as long, some longer than others.

"I'm going to go shower." He suddenly says. You move so he can retract his arm from under you. He gets up and pads out of his room and into the bathroom down the hall. You watch him leave and curl up under his blanket while you wait for him to come back. You end up falling asleep while he's in the shower.

When you woke up the following morning, he wasn't in bed. You get up and grab clean clothes for a shower. When you're done, you dress and go back to the bedroom and grab your phone. You open it, seeing a text from Hyunjin that he sent while you were in the shower.

[Hyunjin 💗 9:47am]

I think we should break up

You stare at your phone for a few minutes. What did he mean? You just celebrated your anniversary a few months ago. Why would he want to break up?

[Y/n 10:15am]

What? Why?

[Hyunjin 💗 10:30am]

Idk. Just doesn't feel right between us anymore.

[Y/n 10:32am]

So you're just going to fuck me and dump me. Nice. Thanks Hyunjin.

[Hyunjin 💗 10:45am]

Sorry, Y/n noona. Wanted to give you one last good memory with me. Need you out by next week, too, though.

Great. Just great. You throw your phone onto the bed and sit on the edge as hot tears stream down your cheeks. After a few minutes of crying, your eyes and cheeks red and puffy, you grab your phone. You dial up your best friend, Jeongin. You knew Jeongin longer than most of the group, as he was a friend of one of your cousins. You both became fast friends. Jeongin was the one that introduced you to the rest of the group through the years while you both went to college.

"Hi, noona. What's up?" He asks innocently. You start sobbing again. "Noona? What's wrong?" You could hear the panic and concern in his voice.

"Hyun…Hyunjin broke up with me.." you manage to choke out.

"Oh noona.."

"He's also.." you sniffle and wipe your eyes with the back of your hand. "He's also kicking me out. I need to be..out by next week." You hiccup between words.

"What the fuck?" You can hear paper rustling on his end with a deep sigh following. "Do you have anywhere to go?"

"No. I don't. I was paying Hyunjin part of the rent to stay here with him.." you mumble out. Jeongin hums, sounding frustrated.

"Did you want to move in with me? I've got that spare bedroom since Felix moved in with his girlfriend a few weeks ago."

"I can't do that to you, Innie. I don't want to be a burden.." you swallow down a sob.

"You won't be a burden, noona. Plus, we can commute to work together." You can hear his smile through the phone. You sniffle, the tears finally drying. "I'll see if I can't get Chan-hyung and Changbin-hyung to help get your things over here ASAP, ok, noona?"

"Thank you, Innie. I appreciate you so much."

"I know, noona. I'll see you soon, ok?"

——

You hear a knock on the door a few hours later. Setting down the books you were packing, you go to the front door and open it. You were greeted by Jeongin, Chan and Changbin. The youngest of your friend group gently envelopes you in a hug, carefully walking you backwards into the apartment so Chan and Changbin can walk in, Chan shutting the door behind him.

Jeongin holds you close to him as you start crying again. You wrap your arms around him and bury your face in his chest. He rubs your back and softly shushes you.

"I know, noona. I know." He whispers into your hair. Chan and Changbin sigh softly as they watch you. None of them knew why Hyunjin broke it off with you. They all thought he was going to marry you one day. Jeongin gently squeezes you in the hug. "Why don't you go and sit down. The hyungs and I can pack your things, ok?" He smiles down at you. You nod and let go of him, going down to sit on the couch when he lets go. You wipe your eyes on the sleeves of your sweater.

The three of them get your things packed up quickly, leaving anything you requested they leave, like dishes or pictures of you and Hyunjin. They get what they can packed between your car and Chan's, the rest into a moving truck they, thankfully, brought. Jeongin gets into your car, saying that he's going to drive as you're in no condition to drive right now. You agree, getting in the passenger seat.

Once at Jeongin's place, your things are brought in, and you tell the two older men that you can manage to put things away. You thank them and give them both hugs. They watch you for a moment before looking at the youngest, giving him a soft, knowing look, before they leave.

"Did you want to lay down for a little, noona? I can make something for lunch? I imagine you haven't eaten yet." All you do is nod. He gently takes your hand and leads you to his room. You look at him confused but go with him. He has you lay in his bed and chuckles softly when he sees your confused face.

"I need to clean your new room. It's a bit dusty. So for now, just stay here, ok?" He smiles at you. You nod in response.

"Thank you, Innie, so much." He gently pats your hair.

"No need to thank me, I promise. For now, just nap, ok? I'll clean up your new room and when you wake, we'll eat something and start putting your things away, ok?" He leans down and places a soft kiss on your forehead. The entire time you've known Jeongin, he wasn't one for skinship, aside from the occasional hug on special occasions, or with his significant other.

He covers you with his blanket after and quietly steps out of the room, leaving the door cracked. You close your eyes, trying to make yourself to take a nap. Jeongin gets his cleaning supplies and steps into his spare room. He cleans all the surfaces, dusting everything down before wiping it with a cleaning rag.

He strips the bed, putting on clean sheets and a blanket. Once he's happy, he lets the room air out for a bit, deciding to wash the sheets and any laundry of yours he thinks would be dirty. Once he steps out of the washroom, he sees you standing in his doorway. You look up at him, your arms wrapped around yourself.

"Were you able to nap at all, noona?" He asks, walking over to you. You shake your head a little. He frowns slightly. "Did you want to eat? I can make something and maybe we can sit on the couch and watch a movie?" You nod after a moment. He reaches for your hand, gently unwrapping your arms, and walks to the kitchen with you. He picks you up, making you squeak in surprise, and sits you on his kitchen counter. He asks if anything sounds appealing to you, and you suggest ramen.

"I can do that." He smiles and pulls out a cooking pot. You watch him quietly, sniffling again a few times. He sets the pot of water on the stove top and turns the heat on. Once that's done, he steps up to you and gently opens your legs so he can stand between them. You look at him confused but he just smiles. He wraps his arms around you and holds you close. You wrap your arms around him and lay your head on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry that hyung is an idiot, noona. You didn't deserve that." He gently squeezes you again, letting his hands rub along your back. You take in a shaky breath and sigh.

"I know. Thank you again, Jeongin." You bury your face in his neck.

"Anything for you, noona." He pulls back after a moment and places another kiss on your forehead. He smiles at you and pulls away completely so he can make the ramen. You watch him silently, tired from crying so much, but not tired enough to sleep. You shift yourself after a bit to get down off the counter and Jeongin puts a hand on your knee. He gives you a look, asking where you're going.

"I'm going to get bowls for us." You say, trying to get down again. He reaches over you and places his hand on your hip, making sure you can't get down yet.

"Don't worry about it. I'll take care of it, ok?" He smiles sweetly at you. You frown a bit but move back on the counter again. He gently rubs your hip as he stirs the ramen a bit. Once it's done, he pulls it off the burner and steps away to go and grab bowls and chopsticks. He bowls up the ramen between the two of you and helps you down off the counter before going into the living room to put on a movie.

You both eat as you watch the tv. When you both finish, he sets the dishes on his coffee table and wraps his arm around your shoulders, pulling you close against him. You lay your head on him and watch TV for a bit longer. He excuses himself about 15 minutes later to switch the laundry and comes back, pulling you right back against him when he sits down again.

"How are you feeling, noona? Are you doing ok?" He whispers to you. You nod a little.

"I'm ok. Just…numb, I guess?" You mumble.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" He gently squeezes your shoulder. You shrug a little. He frowns slightly and kisses the top of your head. "I'm sorry." He says against your hair. You sigh quietly.

You both sit in silence for the rest of the movie, Jeongin placing gentle kisses to your head every so often, or just gently squeezing your shoulder. As soon as the movie is finished, the dryer goes off.

"I'll be back, noona. I just have to get the bedding out of the dryer and move your stuff from the washer." He smiles at you and gets up.

"You didn't have to wash my stuff, Innie, really." You pout at him.

"I wanted to. I want you to rest today, at least, ok? And don't worry, I didn't see anything inappropriate." He smiles and laughs a little when your cheeks flush. He goes to switch the laundry over, folding the bedding afterwards and puts it in a closet in the washroom. Once your laundry is in the dryer, he goes back out to you.

"What did you want for dinner? I kinda want fried chicken." He asks as he sits next to you again.

"That's fine." You smile a little at him. He notices you took the dishes from lunch to the kitchen.

"Noona." He starts, a soft smile on his lips. You just pout at him again. "You're so cute, noona."

——

You're both sitting back in his living room with dinner. Jeongin ordered fried chicken, tteokbokki and some drinks. You told Jeongin that you were washing dishes, and there were no arguments. Telling him it'll help take your mind off things and he relented.

You were sitting on the floor as you ate, Jeongin on the couch, his knee against your shoulder. He reaches over and gently grabs the back of your neck, tenderly rubbing the muscles. You swallow your food and let your head fall forward a bit, your eyes fluttering closed.

"Is this ok, noona? I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable." He asks in a low voice. You make a purring like hum. He smiles softly as he continues doing that for a little while, eventually moving his hand to your shoulder to continue rubbing the muscles there.

You set your chopsticks down and move in front of him. He chuckles as he places his hands on your shoulders and gently massages your neck and shoulders. You let out a soft moan when he rubs a certain spot on the back of your neck. His hands falter for a moment before he continues to massage you. He presses that spot on your neck again and you let out another soft moan, his cheeks flushing a little this time. He clears his throat and tenderly rubs his hands over your shoulders.

"Finish your food, noona." He says in a soft voice. "I can massage your back more later, ok?" You can hear the smile in his voice.

"Thank you, Innie." You lift your head and grab your chopsticks again, staying seated in front of him. He stands up and pats your hair.

"I'm going to go get your stuff out of the dryer, ok?" He smiles when you nod. He goes off to the washroom, groaning softly when he was alone. He adjusts himself in his pants, your moans causing him to get hard. Jeongin has always had a crush on you, but felt like you were out of his league, so he never said anything. Then you got with Hyunjin, and he didn't want to interfere, so he stepped back and kept his feelings quiet.

Now that you were single though, maybe he had a chance? But he didn't want to try anything yet. You were in a really vulnerable state, and he didn't want to take advantage of you. Ignoring his hard-on, he starts taking your clothes out of the dryer, folding them for you to set on your bed for you. After putting them in your room, he comes out to hear you in the kitchen washing the dishes.

"Your clothes are all folded, noona." He steps up beside you just as you finish the few dishes that had to be washed.

"Thank you again." You smile softly at him again and dry your hands.

"Did you want me to massage your back now that everything is done?" He gently places his hand on your back.

"You don't have to, Innie." You watch him.

"But I want to, noona. Anything to make you feel better." He flashes you with his signature smile. You pout cause you could never resist his smile. "Go and get changed into something comfortable and let me know when you're ready." You pout again before going off to your room to change.

You put on your pajamas, a pair of sleep shorts and a tank top, tossing your other clothes on the floor for now as you didn't have a hamper. You go to the door, opening it and call out to Jeongin to tell him you're ready. You go and sit on your bed while you wait, with him knocking a few minutes later. He smiles at you and steps in, a few different lotions in his hands.

"I have these to use, if you wanted to pick one?" He walks over and shows them to you. You look the scents over, deciding on Japanese cherry blossoms. "Perfect, go ahead and lay down, noona. Get comfortable." You do as you're told, laying on your stomach, pulling a pillow under your chest.

"Should I take my shirt off?" You ask, looking at him over your shoulder.

"If you're comfortable with that, noona." He sets the lotions down, popping the one you chose open. You manage to shimmy your shirt off without flashing the male, laying back on the pillow. Jeongin kneels on the bed next to you, his cheeks a light pink. He applies a nice amount of lotion to your back before he gently rubs it into your skin. He frowns a little when he sees your shoulders, noticing a few hickies that Hyunjin had left. He didn't see them before due to your shirt covering them.

"Why would he mark you if he was just going to leave you.." he mumbles to himself, a pang of jealousy ripples through his chest.

"What was that, Innie?" You ask, muffled by the pillow a bit.

"Nothing, noona. Don't worry." He leans down to kiss your hair. You hum softly in response, closing your eyes. He gently massages your back, neck and shoulders carefully. A few times you let out soft moans or whimpers, not knowing it was affecting the young man. He bites his lower lip, trying to ignore the hard-on growing in his pants again.

He keeps massaging you for a while, happy that he can see your body relaxing. "How are you feeling, noona. You ok?"

"Mhmm. Thank you again, Jeongin." You smile at him. He smiles back and gets up. He takes the lotions back to the bathroom and washes his hands of the lotion.

"Try and get some sleep now, noona. I'll see you in the morning." He calls out from the bathroom. You're silent for a moment and he thinks you fell asleep. He goes to peek in your room and sees you slipping your shirt back on, accidentally catching a view of your chest. His cock twitches in his pants and he steps away from your door.

"Innie?" You call for him. Did you catch him? Do you know he saw you without your shirt? "I'm sorry if this is crossing a line, but.." You're silent for a moment, hesitating.

"What's that, noona?" He steps back in front of your door, your gaze flicking to him.

"Would you mind sleeping with me tonight? I don't want to be alone.." you say in a soft voice. His cock twitches again, his mind starting to wander.

"Of course. Anything for you noona." He's thankful for the room being dark enough. "Let me go and change first, ok?" You nod and climb back in bed. He swiftly walks to his room, wanting to take care of the issue in his pants. He shuts his door with a soft click, quickly shoving his hand in his pants, grabbing his cock. He groans low, quickly stroking himself, his mind wandering again.

"Shit.." he curses. His mind keeps wandering back to the view he caught of you, wondering how soft your breasts would feel, how he could be getting you to make those soft moans again. He wants to hear his name roll off your tongue. He shouldn't be thinking these things right now, and here he is, jacking off to these thoughts. He groans and cums in his pants. Breathing hard, he quickly strips himself of his soiled clothes and tosses on a pair of shorts, foregoing boxers for tonight.

After a few more minutes, he finally steps back into your room, shutting the door behind him. He finds you curled up in bed, scrolling your phone.

"Hi, noona." He steps over to the bed and he hears you sniffle. He frowns and kneels on the mattress, looking at your phone screen. He sees you're looking at old pictures of you and Hyunjin. He sighs softly and carefully takes your phone from your hands. He sets the phone on the side table closest to him, making sure to plug it in before he lays down next to you.

"Come here, munchkin.." Despite the sniffles, you can't help but let out a soft laugh. He hasn't called you munchkin in years, but it was an endearing nickname he gave you.

You move over into his open arms, letting your head rest against his chest as his arms wrap around you. You cuddle right against him as tears slip from your eyes. Jeongin places a few kisses to the top of your head as he rubs your back, lulling you to sleep.

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Your ex, Hyunjin broke up with you and gave you a week to move out. Your best friend, Jeongin, who is also friends with Hyunjin, let's you move in.

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Hi, I swear I'm still alive. I have some stuff going on in life right now, so I'm sorry I haven't posted anything. I haven't been able to work on any writing due to the stress between work and what's going on with my family/myself.

Im going to try and get back into my writing. Im almost finished with "Whoops", which i may change the title of 😅. But hopefully i have something to post soon as ideas have been swirling around my head.

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Lose My Breath - Ch 6

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: college au, SMUT, pia, piv, mxm, mxf, piercings/tattoos, frat SKZ, goth Jisung

Pairing: ChanSung x fem!reader (mostly Chan x Jisung)

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It's the end of Jisung's and Chan's last year of college. They didn't feel like participating in the walk to get their degree, instead opting to go out with the frat. They met at a fancy restaurant that Minho wanted to work at after graduating. He loved cooking and decided to be a chef instead of pursuing anything dance related.

Jisung walks in and looks around, taking off his outer layer jacket, he smiles when he sees Chan sitting with their friends. He goes over and leans down, giving Chan a kiss to his cheek.

"Hi, baby boy. I was starting to think you got lost." Chan tilts his head back to look up at Jisung. The younger leans down to kiss Chan's lips then his nose, softly nudging the hoops while being careful of the fresh bridge piercing he has. Jisung sits in the chair to Chan's left, sliding his hand into Chan's. The boys present talk for a bit, waiting for the rest of the group to show up.

Jeongin sat with his long-time girlfriend and Hyunjin sat with his. Changbin and Seungmin eventually walked in, holding hands. Something no one really expected. When asked, they just shrugged. Felix and Minho follow not long after with you walking in with them. You smile at Jisung and Chan. Placing a soft kiss to both their lips before sitting next to Chan in the only open seat. Felix asks for the group's attention, saying they have something to say.

"So, Minho and I have an announcement to make." He says after everyone turns their attention to the pair. Minho holds his and Felix's hands up, engagement bands on their left hands. The group explodes into cheers and congratulations for the two.

"We plan on having the wedding during summer, probably next year." Minho says, lacing his fingers with Felix's. "Obviously you're all invited, but no frat bullshit." Minho warns. The group agrees and continues to talk until a waiter comes up to take the groups—very large—order.

Chan had decided to open a music studio with Jisung and Changbin. Chan and Changbin learning very quickly from you and Jisung about what it takes to make and produce music. Both the former college football players still do stuff with physical education, but mainly focus on the music with Jisung. You work with the three of them, but you do mostly promotions for them, which you offered to do, but occasionally you'll work on the music with them.

You and Chan had gotten close again, almost clicking together like nothing happened. You did join the two as their third at the same time. Chan had walked in on you and Jisung together at one point, joining you both in bed together. Chan's parents had helped with a down payment for a nice apartment, even though Chan could afford it himself. His parents said to consider it a graduation gift. You and Jisung having moved in with him. The first official night in the apartment, none of you had left the bedroom for long that day.

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Another year passed, and the music studio exploded with popularity. The three men gave classes on how to do what they did, and even employed some of the people that applied.

Minho and Felix have a beautiful summer wedding. The group of boys split between the two grooms as groomsmen. You attended as a guest, enjoying watching your handsome boyfriends have fun at their friends' wedding. During the reception, Jisung had taken his coat off and rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, revealing more ink that he had gotten.

You mingled with the grooms and groomsmen, having gotten closer to all of them as friends. Once the reception was over, you, Jisung and Chan were back at your own place, cuddled up on the couch together.

"Hey, Channie?" Jisung starts.

"Yes, my love?" Chan gently rubs Jisung's arm.

"Do you think you could turn the AC on? It's hot in here." Jisung looks up at him, giving him wide puppy eyes, something he learned from Felix when the freckled boy wanted Minho to spoil him. Chan smiles and chuckles softly.

"Sure baby." You and Jisung sit up, smiling mischievously at each other when Chan gets up. Chan walks off to go turn the air on for the apartment, you and Jising quickly stripping yourselves. You quickly look Jisung over, looking over the new tattoos he got over the past few years, and the two new piercings he had gotten in his length. The total down his shaft now was three. You climb into Jisung's lap, positioning yourself over his cock for when Chan walks back in.

"Is this why you wanted me to go? So you two could misbehave?" Chan crosses his arms as he watches you sink down onto Jisung's cock, the younger male's hands on your hips. You smile over your shoulder at Chan. Jisung thrusts up into you a little, pulling a soft moan from you.

"Come join us, Channie." Jisung peeks over your shoulder to see him.

"Who wants me to fuck them, then?" Chan slowly strides over, pulling his shirt off. You turn your head back to face Jisung, smiling at him. Jisung smiles back and holds you as he gets up, flipping you both over so you're now laying on the couch, Jisung over you. Chan chuckles as he drops his shorts, grabbing a bottle of lube from one of the side tables. Making sure that Jisung's ass and his own cock were ready, Chan kneeled behind Jisung, pressing his tip to the male's ass.

Jisung slowly pulls out of you, dragging his cock and the piercings along your walls, pushing back against Chan as the older man starts to push into him. You and Jisung moan out together. Chan holds onto Jisung's hips as he slowly bottoms out in him, pushing him back into you in the process. Jisung lowers his chest to you, burying his face into your neck, you run your fingers through his hair and smile up at Chan. Chan smiles back, gently rubbing Jisung's hips.

"You ok, baby boy?" Chan asks, moving one hand to rub along Jisung's spine.

"Oh, I'm more than ok, babe." Jisung's voice muffled against your neck. You laugh softly. Slowly, Chan pulls out of Jisung, pulling him back with him a bit, before he starts to thrust back into him. Jisung moans as Chan's thrusts push him into you. Jisung sits back up some so he can thrust into you when Chan pulls out of him, eventually setting a nice pace. You arch your back, eyes half lidded as you watch your boys as they thrust.

"Mm. My two sexy babies. Both are so hot under me." Chan mumbles softly. Jisung carefully reaches between your bodies to rub your clit, playing with the jewelry there as well. You arch your back again, your breasts being pushed towards Jisung's face. The younger swears quietly before sucking one of your nipples into his mouth, moaning around the hard nub. Chan starts thrusting harder and faster into Jisung, making him fuck harder and faster into you.

You grip Jisung as you feel your orgasm wash over you, clenching around Jisung's cock, tipping him over the edge, cumming deep inside you. Chan grins, watching you both cum together. Jisung moans around your nipple, rutting into you lightly as Chan rails him from behind. Not long after, Chan cums into Jisung, a low groan slips from his throat. Once you're all through your highs, Chan pulls out of Jisung slowly, the younger groaning against your skin.

"Let's get you two cleaned up, yeah?" Chan smiles, gently patting Jisung's ass. Jisung teasingly wiggles his ass after pulling out of you. "Don't tempt me, Ji. I'll go another round." Chan smiles and goes off to the bathroom to get a clean rag, coming back to clean you and Jisung.

Cuddled up on the couch once more, still naked, you look up at Chan.

"Chan?" He lets out a soft 'hm?'. "Jisung and I have a question for you."

"What's the question, my loves?" He gently rubs yours and Jisung's backs. Sitting up, Jisung opens a drawer on the coffee table and reaches inside, pulling something out.

"Jisung and I were wondering…" Your eyes flick to Jisung's, the boy giving you a smile. "If you wanted to marry us." You say, looking back at Chan as Jisung opens the ring box. Chan smiles and snorts.

"I was honestly going to ask you two as well. I have my box put away. Hold on." He gets up and pads to the bedroom, coming back a moment later, plopping back in his seat between you and Jisung. He opens his ring box, showing off two beautiful rings. You all laugh, exchanging kisses, happy tears rolling down your face.

You don't get married right away, wanting to have the perfect wedding. It took a while, but you managed to find someone that would marry the three of you, as it wasn't a common practice. You and Chan were happy to find each other again, not wanting to be separated again. Jisung was happy that Chan had pestered and pursued him. All around, you were happy and content. You wouldn't trade anything in the world for the happiness you feel with your boys.

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I accidentally deleted ch 6 of Lose My Breath, so as soon as I can, I'll be reposting that 😅

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Lose My Breath - Ch 5

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: college au, SMUT, pia, piv, mxm, mxf, piercings/tattoos, frat SKZ, goth Jisung

Pairing: ChanSung x fem!reader (mostly Chan x Jisung)

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"So how did you two meet?"

Jisung stares at you for a moment, his cup just barely at his lips. He takes a quick sip, bringing the cup down to his lap afterward.

"Mmm...I was sitting under a shaded tree during my first semester here. And if you haven't noticed," he chuckles, "this is how I normally dress. I'm 'the weird goth kid' that never grew out of the phase. But, I was sitting under a shaded tree, listening to music and just doodling in one of my notebooks." He smiles softly as he looks back on the memory.

"I saw a pair of shoes come into view, and I looked up, and it was this guy in a football jersey. I thought he was there to bully me, so I rolled my eyes and ignored him. He crouched down in front of me, trying to get my attention. When I finally pulled my headphones off and looked at him, he had the cheesiest grin on his face." Jisung smiles fondly before taking another sip of his drink. "He asked me for my name, and I refused to give it to him. Chan tried talking to me every chance he saw me, whether it was on or off campus."

"He tried so hard to get me to tell him my name. I started to avoid him if I saw him. When winter break happened, he somehow found my socials and messaged me there." He laughs, a soft smile on his face. You listened quietly. "He kept this up into the next semester, asking me to go on a date, until I finally relented and agreed to go out with him. He was so persistent. He wouldn't take no for an answer. Every time he asked, he had a bouquet of flowers. I honestly thought he was doing it as a joke or something. But the way he kissed me when he dropped me off at my dorm, I knew he was serious. He officially asked me to be his boyfriend a week later. I was still wary of him for a few weeks, just in case he was faking it." He laughs again and looks at you.

"He really is persistent. He's always been like that." You smile sadly.

"Is it…ok if I ask what happened between you two?" Jisung asks, holding onto his cup. You suck in air between your teeth, silent for a bit after that before you sigh.

"My dad had gotten into some trouble, nothing on his part. But we had to go into witness protection for a long time." You stare down into your cup. "I literally couldn't tell anyone, and by the time I came back, it was too late. I couldn't find him to explain anything. It's just a coincidence that I attended the same college as him and befriended his boyfriend." You chuckle softly. You look up to meet his sad eyes.

"I actually spoke to him not long ago about you." He leans his head against the wall.

"Oh really?" You have a playful smile. "About what?"

"About wanting…" he sighs, getting a little nervous. "About wanting you to be our third. About if it was bad that I want you and him to get back together so we could all be together. He said he couldn't promise, but it was fine if we got together.." he looks at you again, seeing the soft smile on your face.

"I can't promise anything either, between me and him. But I have been subtly flirting with you." You giggle. He lifts his head off the wall.

"Really?" He was genuinely surprised. You nod and laugh.

"You're not just saying that because of the alcohol, are you?" He teases.

"I've only had a few sips. I'm completely sober." You set the drink down on Chan's desk and move to the edge of Chan's bed, next to Jisung's feet. Taking his cup, you set it on the desk as well. "If you don't want this, then stop me at any point." He nods as you slip your cardigan off, tossing it onto Chan's chair. He takes his shirt off, tossing it onto the floor. He reaches next to him, into the bedside table, and grabs a condom, setting it next to him. You take your top and skirt off, leaving you in just your bra and panties.

He stares at you, looking over your beauty. His cock was straining against his zipper now. He quickly undoes his pants, taking them and his boxers off before settling back on the bed. You look at his length, seeing the metal that sits in his cock. Looking him over, you marvel at the tattoos you can see, and the metal in his nipples.

"We have a few more things in common." You laugh softly, his cock twitching at the sound.

"What's that?" He looks into your eyes.

"I've got a few piercings too." You reach behind you, undoing your bra, tossing it into the chair with the rest of your clothes, your panties not long after. Jisung's eyes go wide and he loses his breath as he looks you over. He thought you looked ethereal. Seeing that you also have your nipples done, and that there's metal glinting between your thighs, made him fall for you more.

"Can you be any more perfect?" He whispers once he can breathe again, making you laugh. You walk over and grab the condom. Opening it, you gently roll it down his length, being careful of the metal. Once it's on, you carefully straddle him, his cock lightly rubbing against your folds. You place one hand on his cheek, the other on his chest and lean down, slotting your lips with his. He places one hand on your hip, one into your hair, savoring the feeling of your lips on his. Jisung's hips instinctively buck up into yours, rubbing against you again.

You moan into the kiss a little, slowly deepening it as he slips his tongue into your mouth. Your breasts press against his chest, your piercings cool against his skin. The hand he has on your hip slides around to your ass. Squeezing softly, he groans into your mouth. He pulls away from your lips as he takes his hand from your hair and brings it to your ass, holding both cheeks in his grip. He begins to kiss along your jaw and down to your neck.

"I have to admit.." he whispers against your skin, "I've thought about how you'd feel a few times." He nips the skin between your neck and shoulder as he helps you grind against his cock.

"I can't say I haven't either..especially that first day." You gasp softly when he nips your skin again. "I wasn't sure if you were interested for a while, but I've caught you staring a few times." You card your fingers into his blue hair as he groans. You grind against him again, moaning softly. You lift your hips, hovering over him and he looks up at you when you do. Taking your hand off his chest to reach between you, you gently grab him. You position him at your entrance and slowly sink down onto his length. You gasp at the stretch, but he otherwise slides in easily.

"Fuck..you're so tight, Y/n.." Jisung moans out. He leans forward and gently kisses along your breasts, kissing down to one of your nipples. "Is this ok?" He looks at you through his lashes. You nod, gently gripping his hair. He gently licks your nipple, playing with the small metal balls that sit on either side of the hardening bud.

"Ji..ahh..Jisung…" you moan out as you slowly circle your hips on his. He squeezes your ass again before moving his hands back to your hips, helping you move. He groans against your skin, sucking your nipple into his mouth. His eyebrows furrow in pleasure as you start to bounce on his cock.

"Fuck…Y/n. Turn around. Please." He says around your nipple, giving it one last suck. When he lets go, you get off him. He slides down the bed some, letting you climb back on him. You slide his cock back into you, moaning again. Once you're settled, he carefully pulls you back against him, being careful of his still sensitive nipples.

He bends his knees as he wraps an arm around your waist. Holding your legs open with his knees, he carefully fucks up into you. Both of you moaning loudly. You hear someone try to open the door, mentally thanking Jisung for locking it. His other hand slips down to your clit, feeling the piercing you have above it. You close your eyes and let your head fall back onto his shoulder as you moan. Whoever is at the door knocks.

"Jisung? It's Hyunjin. When you can, Chan is hoping you can come down?" Jisung calls out an 'okay' before planting his lips onto your shoulder. He kisses along your skin, sucking a small mark in the crook of your neck. You reach one arm over your head to grab onto his head again, and the other grips his arm that's holding you against him. He shifts a little so he can thrust up into you faster and harder, rubbing your clit faster as well. You clench around him as you feel the knot in your belly tighten.

Jisung groans against your neck, keeping his face buried against you. You can feel his hot breath against you as he mumbles out soft praises to you. About how tight you are, how much of a good girl you are. You moan out his name, arching your back as much as you can as you cum around him, your cunt clenching hard, sucking him in.

"Shit, Y/n…" he grunts. He continues rubbing your clit, overstimulating you as he ruts up into you. After a few more minutes he thrusts hard and deep into you, cumming into the condom. His hips still as he lowers his ass back to the bed, one arm still around your waist, the other still between your legs. He wasn't rubbing your clit, but was gently pressing on it with the pad of his finger.

Your hard breathing fills the silence of the room, the loud music of the party basically non-existent to you two. He slowly moves his hands up your body to gently grope your breasts as he places soft kisses against your neck and shoulder, both of you breathing hard. After a moment, he helps you sit up. You thank him and teasingly roll your hips against his again.

"Ya!" He playfully smacks your ass and grips your hips tightly. He thrusts up into your sensitive cunt a few times before he lets go, making you gasp and moan out, a playful smile on his lips. You stand up on wobbly legs, holding onto the bed post for support. Jisung stands up and quickly discards the condom. "You ok, Y/n?" He asks, stepping over to you after.

"Yeah. Just been a while since I've been fucked that good." You both laugh.

"Well, I'm glad I could be of service." He places a soft kiss to your head and grabs your clothes, helping you get dressed. He pulls on a pair of Chan's grey sweatpants and a black tank top, passing you his own hoodie. You take it and thank him.

"I'll return it on Monday before class starts." You smile at him. "I'm glad I came to the party. Thank you Jisung." You kiss him softly. He smiles and kisses you back. He leads you back downstairs, making sure Chan's door is locked. The party was still going on, Chan sitting on the couch, one of his 'jersey chaser' fans on his arm. Jisung rolls his eyes and sighs.

"I think that's why he needed me." Jisung says into your ear.

"This happened a lot back in school too. He was the popular one in school, and girls always tried to come between us." You respond. "But, like you know, he was persistent and made sure they knew I was his. But, I'll let you save him. I'll see you in class." You smile at him and gently kiss his lips before you leave. Jisung watches you walk out the door before heading over to Chan.

"Ew. Why is this freak here?" Chan tenses up as Jisung just stares at her with a dead-pan look. "Why are you always hanging around him?"

"Because I've got a nice ass, hot body, and I give better head than you." He retorts quickly.

"So what? Chan isn't gay." She tries to fight back, pressing her breasts against his arm.

"Yeah. I know he's not. And yet, he lets me fuck him into next week, and he fucks me on the daily." Jisung smirks at her flabbergasted face.

"I don't believe you. Chan.." She whines into his ear, making the quarterback visibly cringe. "Tell him to go away. I've got you tonight and I want to find out if the stories around campus about you are true." She tries to lift Chan's shirt but he immediately pulls it back down.

"Stacey. I'm not gay, but I'm not straight. What I am, though, is in a happy relationship." Chan says, not turning his head. Jising crosses his arms, his muscles a little tense.

"She doesn't need to know what happens though." She whines again.

"'She' won't know anything, because there is no 'she'. I'm in a happy relationship with him." He points to Jisung, the younger walks closer and leans down to kiss Chan deeply. Chan gently grabs the hair on the back of Jisung's head, kissing him back. He can taste your chapstick on Jisung's lips. Stacey whines again and pouts. She lets go of Chan, getting up and walking away. Jisung carefully climbs into Chan's lap, Hyunjin hooting from his seat on the opposite couch, his own girlfriend in his lap.

Chan pulls Jisung in close, deepening the kiss before he needs to pull away for air. He smiles up at his boyfriend, placing soft pecks around his face. He moves his hand from Jisung's hair to his neck.

"Did you have fun upstairs? You were safe?" Chan pecks Jisung's nose.

"Yes, and yes. She's really beautiful, Chan. I told her about wanting to add her to us." He presses his forehead to Chan's. "She said she can't promise anything between you and her. But I think you two need to have a talk about what happened." He feels Chan's brows furrow some. He's silent for a bit.

"Ok. I'll do it for you, baby boy." He smiles and pecks Jisung's lips.

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It's been a few months since the frat party, snow now coating the campus grounds. Seungmin had finally requested Chan and Jisung for his project. Bringing them to the photo studio on campus, he took pictures of both of them as a couple. A few of them were silhouette photos, meant to show just two humans in love, a few of them showing who they are. Seungmin planned to give some of the shots as a gift to the two.

Jisung and you had gotten closer, if that was possible. He eventually got you and Chan to sit down together to talk about what happened. You were all at the frat house alone, the boys out with their partners or out playing in the snow. Chan had ordered chicken for you three to eat as you talked. You explained what happened and why you disappeared. Chan was silent for a bit.

"I was planning on asking you to marry me after high school, you know." Chan says, staring at the empty boxes of chicken. "I was still planning on going to college with you and building a life with you once we graduated. I was so heartbroken when you disappeared, Y/n." Chan says sadly. Jisung gently places his hand on Chan's knee. You look down at your lap and pat your eyes with the back of your hand.

"I know.." You whisper. "I wanted that, too. I'm sorry, Chan, for disappearing on you. I honestly did try to find you, but I couldn't." You look up at him as he wipes his eyes and cheeks. Jisung places his other hand on the back of Chan's head, softly playing with his hair.

"Would you be willing to try and rebuild a relationship with her, Chan? Even if nothing comes of it?" Jisung whispers. The older male nods a little.

"I'd like to try." He looks up at Jisung before turning to look at you.

"I would, too." You say, a soft smile on your lips.

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Small update

i am home from surgery. It went well. I'm still working on writing.

The story titled 'Whoops' is a request. I am still working on that. I'm just going ro take a small break with it as I'm burning myself out on it.

Lose My Breath is still scheduled for this Tuesday to post and I have one more story currently sitting in my Google docs ready ro be scheduled.

I do thank everyone who has been supportive of my writing and those that are enjoying it so far. 💙💙💙

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Lose My Breath - Ch 4

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DNI

Warnings/genre: college au, SMUT, pia, piv, mxm, mxf, piercings/tattoos, frat SKZ, goth Jisung

Pairing: ChanSung x fem!reader (mostly Chan x Jisung)

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"I kinda want to get my nipples done." Jisung mumbles into his arms as he gets the tattoo finished.

"Wait for the tattoo to heal first. It's a type of trauma to the body, and nothing will heal right. Especially with how big this tattoo is." The artist says, gently cleaning the tattoo before applying a layer of second skin. "Obviously, you know how to take care of tattoos, so I don't need to tell you how too." He smiles, taking off his gloves. Jisung and Chan thank him, Chan helping Jisung get dressed.

Chan pays the artist and gives him a tip, thanking him again. Helping Jisung in the car, he drives back to the frat house, ordering takeout once back.

"Want the shirt off too, babe?" Chan asks, helping Jising out of the jacket and hoodie. Jisung nods and Chan helps him out of the t-shirt. "Head up to my room and I'll be up when the food gets here, ok?" He smiles. Jisung smiles back and kisses Chan before heading upstairs. When Chan sees Jisung head up the stairs, he sighs and runs his hands through his curls, remembering he has to explain what happened at the bookstore.

——

Once back upstairs, Chan gives Jisung his food before sitting on the bed with him.

"Did you still want to talk about the bookstore?" Chan asks, opening his food.

"If you're ok talking about it, Chan." Jisung says, opening his own food.

"The short version, Y/n is my ex." Chan sighs and leans back against the wall. "We 'broke up' senior year of high school." Jisung stares at Chan with wide eyes.

"What do you mean by 'broke up', Chan?" Jisung asks, repeating the air quote motion.

"Basically, she ghosted me and disappeared. She and her family just up and disappeared. The last text I got from her was 'I'm sorry'. And when I tried to respond, it said the number was no longer active." Chan looks down at his food and takes a bite. Looking back at Jisung, he continues. "I can tell how much you liked her though, Ji. You've got a glint in your eyes I usually see when you're really happy. Please don't let my history with her keep you from pursuing something with her, ok?" He smiles softly at his boyfriend, who stares at him with wide, sad eyes.

"No. No sad eyes, babe. Promise me you won't let my history interfere with your feelings." He sets his food down to cup Jisung's cheek. Jisung pouts now. Chan leans forward and softly kisses him. "Promise me? Please?" He says softly.

"I promise." Jisung pouts again.

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It's Monday morning. Chan had to help Jisung get dressed due to the fresh tattoo on Jisung's back. He was sitting in his usual seat, staring out the windows. He doesn't hear you walk up and sit.

"Hi, Jisung. Good morning." You smile softly at him when he turns around to face you. "Sorry if I scared you."

"No, you're fine. I was just thinking." He smiles softly at you.

"I take it that Chan talked to you about what happened at the bookstore?" Jisung nods. "I'd understand if you wouldn't want to associate yourself with me anymore." You look down at your notebook. Jisung reaches over and gently grabs your hand.

"He had me promise that his history with you won't interfere with anything." He offers you a small smile and you smile softly back. He gives your hand a gentle squeeze.

"Would you like to meet up this weekend to go over the notes? I'm still just a tad confused." You ask after a moment and he nods.

"I don't mind. Just give me a time and a place to meet up." He smiles softly at you before he pulls back when the professor walks in.

You and Jisung talk more over the week, nothing too intimate. Just talking about hobbies and the like. When you meet up to help with the notes, Chan decided to stay at the frat house, but walked Jisung down. He helps you understand the notes better, as the professor seemed to not want to elaborate.

"Oh, um. Chan's frat is supposed to be having a party next month. I know it's a little late that I'm telling you, and I apologize.." he takes a deep breath and exhales slowly when he starts to ramble. He looks back into your eyes. "But I wanted to know if you want to come?" You purse your lips a little.

"I will definitely let you know?" You offer him a soft smile. He nods, smiling a little back. You look at the time on your phone and frown a little. "I unfortunately have to go. I'll see you either in class Monday or around?" He nods, you both packing your things up. You both stand up and you hesitate for a moment. You step up to him and gently hug him, knowing his tattoo is still healing. Giving him a quick peck on his cheek you run off as he stares, wide eyed, after you. He places his hand on his cheek and he feels his cock harden a bit in his pants.

——

Jisung steps into the frat house, seeing Chan, Seungmin and Jeongin sitting in the common area.

"Come on Chan. Let me photograph you and Jisung for this project. Minho and Felix and even Jeongin and his girlfriend let me." Seungmin pouts. Jisung plops on the cushion next to Chan.

"What's going on?" He looks between his friends and boyfriend.

"I have a project that involves taking pictures of couples, and Chan is being stubborn for some reason." Jisung turns to him, brow raised.

"I just don't really like my picture taken." He mumbles.

"You let me take your picture all the time, and you even have it done for the college paper. What's a few more for your frat brother?" He places his hand on Chan's leg softly. Chan looks at Jisung then to Seungmin.

"I guess I can let you take some." Seungmin's face lights up as he smiles. "But nothing embarrassing." Seungmin fake pouts.

"I'll let you know when I need you both. It'll probably be after the frat party next month, though." Seungmin says, pulling out his phone. Both he and Jeongin stand up and bid Jisung and Chan goodbye, saying they've got tutoring to get to. Once they leave, Chan carefully pulls Jisung into his lap.

"How's the back feeling, babe?" Chan places his hands on Jisung's hip and his lap.

"It's ok. Might need lotion. It's starting to get a little itchy." He leans against Chan's chest.

"How was your time with Y/n?" Chan gently rubs Jisung's thigh.

"It was ok. We went to the library and went over the notes. I explained what she was having trouble with." Chan nods, listening. "She gave me a hug…and kissed my cheek before she left." Chan smiles softly.

"She's warming up to you?" He kisses Jisung's head softly.

"It seems so." He's silent for a moment. "Chan…are you sure you're ok with this?" He lays his head down on Chan's shoulder, his breath tickling his boyfriend's neck.

"I'm sure baby, I promise." He softly rubs Jisung's hip.

"Is it…" Jisung sighs softly. "Is it bad that I kinda want you and her to make up and get back together? She seems nice and I want her to be our third.." Jisung mumbles softly.

"It's not bad, baby. I can't promise that anything will happen," Chan kisses Jisung's head again, "but if you and her get together, just know I won't be upset about it, yeah?" He gently squeezes him.

"I know, but it's wishful thinking." Jising shrugs a little.

"Now, let's go get your lotion put on your back and you can help me clean these again." Chan laughs softly. Jisung smiles and gets up so Chan can get up. They both head upstairs, Chan playfully tapping Jisung's ass on the way up.

The time leading up to the frat party, you had gotten closer to Jisung. Finally sitting right next to him in class instead of there being a seat between you. You talked and texted more over that time too, giving him a hug before parting ways too.

The day of the frat party, the whole house was getting things ready, making sure drinks and food were ready, that whatever rooms or areas that were off limits were locked. Chan was upstairs with Jisung, sitting on Chan's bed. Jisung was shirtless, Chan gently rubbing lotion on Jisung's back tattoo as Jisung gently cleaned his nipple piercings. He got them done only a week ago, the tattoo was done peeling and wasn't as itchy, but Chan insisted on continuing the lotion treatment.

"You ready for today, love?" Chan asked, gently pulling Jisung back against him, kissing his temple.

"I think so? As long as you or one of the guys are nearby, I should be ok." Jisung was feeling a little nervous, knowing there was going to be a crowd.

"I'll do my absolute best to stay with you, Ji. I promise." He holds the male close to him. Gently rubbing his hands along Jisung's skin. "You're more than welcome to stay up here too, you know."

"I know, but how would it look if the star football player's boyfriend couldn't show up for even an hour?" Jisung turns his head to look up at Chan.

"You know I don't care about that. Your well being is more important to me." Chan says softly.

"You'd make an amazing husband to your future partner. You know that?" Jisung smiles.

"Is this you telling me you want to marry me?" Chan laughs. Jisung reaches over and taps his arm. "Cause you know, I've been thinking…"

"Nope, stop. You've got college to think about first. Plus, you're young. Think about your youth first." Jisung interjects.

Chan laughs again. "You're younger than me! Are you calling me old?" Chan smiles, his eyes crinkling with how big his smile is. Jisung snorts, his own smile on his face.

"You're my old man, if anything, Chan." Jisung sits up and turns, climbing into Chan's lap so he can kiss him. "You're mine, and I love you."

"I love you too, Jisung." Chan kisses him deeply.

——

The party started, the rest of the football team there with their girlfriends, or partners, if they had one. A good majority of the campus was there too. Jisung sat in one of the couches, Minho and Felix in the chair next to him. The other two weren't fans of the parties either, but showed up for appearances. Chan sat on the couch next to Jisung, passing him a red plastic cup.

"Made it how you like it, baby." Chan says, leaning close so Jisung can hear over the music. He thanks the older male, taking the cup and taking a sip. The party goes on for an hour, Jisung keeping an eye on the door to see if you were coming. Chan was talking to someone, standing behind the couch. He kept a hand on Jisung's shoulder the entire time, just so the younger one knew he was there.

Jisung sighs softly and finishes off his drink. He gets up, Chan looking at him. Jisung just holds his cup up, signaling he's just getting another drink. Chan motions, asking if Jisung wants him to get it, and he just shakes his head, giving him a small smile. He maneuvers his way into the kitchen carefully and to the drinks, refilling his cup.

"Jisung?" He hears his name just over the music, it not being too loud in the kitchen. Jisung turns around and sees you, his breath hitching when he takes you in. You wore a dark, loose fitting crop top, showing off plenty of your smooth stomach, and that you had a naval piercing, with the kimono cardigan from the first day you met, on top. Matching with the crop top, you had a black skirt on that stopped mid thigh.

He groans softly, his brows furrowing a bit as he tries to not let his mind wander. He could already feel his cock start to harden in his pants. He didn't know if the alcohol was helping his mind wander.

"Hi, Y/n. Did you just get here?" He asks, trying to distract himself.

"I did, yeah. I'm sorry I'm so late. Something came up at my dorm." You start.

"It's ok, not a problem." Jisung smiles softly. "Did you want a drink? I can make you something?" He offers, pointing to the expanse of alcohol behind him.

"Yeah, that'd be nice. Thank you." You smile wide. Oh how he loved your smile. His eyes flicked to your lips. He wondered how soft your lips would be, how they would look wrapped around his…nope. Drink. He needs to make a drink. He turns around, setting his own cup down to grab one for you. He makes you something sweet, hoping you'd like it. He grabs his cup again before turning around to hand you yours.

You take it with a smile. "Thank you, Jisung." You take a sip, your eyes going wide. "Are you sure that you aren't here for bartending? This is really good. One of the best drinks I've had.” He just waves his hand.

"Nah. Just a lot of time spent here with the SKZ frat." He laughs lightly. You nod as you take another sip. "Did you want to go back out there, or did you want to stay in here where it's quieter, or we can even go upstairs. I'm sure Chan won't mind."

"Mm. Let's go upstairs. The party scene isn't really my thing." You smile softly. He nods.

"I get it. I just have to let Chan know where I'll be." He smiles softly and leads you out of the kitchen, gently grabbing your hand. He takes you back to the couches, where Chan is talking with Minho and Felix.

"Channie," Jisung leans down to talk into Chan's ear as it was louder out in the common area. "I'll be upstairs. Y/n is here and we just want to be somewhere quiet." Chan smiles up at him.

"Ok, Ji. Just be safe. You know where the condoms are." Chan chuckles, grinning when Jisung's cheeks flush. The younger whines a bit. "I'm teasing, baby. Just be safe, ok?" Chan pulls him down for a kiss. Pulling back after a moment, Jisung smiles, cheeks still kind of pink. He notices that neither of you make eye contact with each other, but he doesn't say anything.

You follow him upstairs, looking around the frat house. It was a beautiful building and you notice that they took really good care of it. He takes you to Chan's room, unlocking the door, letting you in first, and locking it again when he steps in.

"Sorry. We just don't want people getting into the bedrooms." He says shyly, climbing onto the bed, careful not to spill his drink.

"It's ok. I get it." You say, sitting in the desk chair. You look around the room. It definitely is his room. You look back at Jisung after a moment. "So how did you two meet?"

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Announcement!

Im leaving for surgery soon. Ch 4 of 'Lose My Breath' is still scheduled to post, I just won't be able to update the links from ch 3 or the link on the masterlist. I do apologize. I hope you are enjoying the story so far, as it's one of my favorites so far. (This and 'My Significant Bother')