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perfectly articulated

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"i do it all" bro is NOT employed

I make $30/h, have 4 years experience in ABA therapy. I was bartending just to pick up a new skill before taking cases again for the summer. I work 2 cases back to back, 3 days a week, because I don’t feel like stressing myself out/my man makes sure I’m good. I have bipolar disorder and have admittedly been struggling a lot with my depression these past few months, grateful for the support I have from people who love and know me, and from my team at the agency I work for, in case I decide I need a break. Children on the spectrum deserve me at my best. Oh! And I’m also working towards a master’s degree in behavior analysis, got a 4.0 GPA, merit scholarship— summer classes TBD. Sometimes I make jewelry, sometimes I tutor all subjects, sometimes I make tonics and remedies (#islandting), sometimes I get asked to cook at events cause I’m nice with the vegan shit. I can model whenever I want, too, just don’t feel like being as clouted up as I used to be when I did. I outgrew a lot of shit and I don’t really like people.

All real, all me.

I do it all, my employment doesn’t even begin to illustrate everything I do, I just don’t have to flex on viewers in a “what are people wearing in NYC” video.

What do you do besides suck dick? 🚬🧐🍷

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I’M SO NEW YORK I GET ASKED ABOUT IT 😽☆ CERTIFIED FLY

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I look like myself today, real right African!

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I’m ngl I’m such precious pressure I got this man asking for more hours at work and doubling his re-up because I told him I don’t wanna do shit this summer but relax and he doesn’t want me working 😔💌 sorry for flexing y’all I just thought it would inspire the real baddies to get even more real and boss up, might delete later lmfaooo #regularshit

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ok so do you really got a gun on your side when you are outside

Gun? What gun? In my dainty princess hands? In my Louis Vuitton Speedy? I don’t know what you’re talking about. That’s a bold and once again, highly federal, accusation! I don’t know anything about anyone at any time, anywhere, anyway. No clue. Thank you 😽 tp my nigga

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Pics I took of my beautiful niece showing me her foolproof method of eating fried fish and avoiding the bones ;)

my little island ting, my mini me, my muse

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So goth I don’t gotta dress like it. Ever. Next.

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I am a sad person with small breaks in between and I’m jealous of you all, because your experiences are usually the other way around. I’m not happy during the breaks either. In fact, the breaks are largely inappropriate, so inappropriate I can get in trouble with the law and remember only fragments of what I did, sabotage my entire life, see God and never quite adjust afterwards. Regular shit except you never get over the embarrassment— times you were someone you don’t recognize even in photographs, times someone else inhabited your body, times even your speech made no sense and everyone was afraid of you. Blessed are those who have never been set ablaze. I don’t know what any of this shit means and I’ve tried everything, rational and irrational, earthly and inter-dimensional. I have only one friend I actively seek and speak to so I naturally overlook all their stupidity. I appear in people’s lives, stay a while, then go back to hiding. I don’t give anyone a chance. And I’m beautiful, so very beautiful, so it doesn’t make sense to anyone. It sounds fake, really. I get it, it’s hard to believe unless you see it in real time. And I do it all, there isn’t anything I can’t do and everyone knows it. I’m talking to the internet again. Sometimes I forget I’m alive.

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I see everything, even in the dark, even when the subject attempts to blend in. Such noticing often tortures me. My veil is protection for the gorgeousness of my face.

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Im so fucking sexy MY SEXINESS CARRY SO MUCH CREATIVE SUSTAINING POWER