starryhyuck

[starryhyuck]

just friends. (m) — PATREON EXCLUSIVE

pairing: singledad!doyoung x afab!reader

words: 6.1k+

summary: you long to be a permanent fixture in doyoung’s life, even if it means carving out time for daycare pickups.

genre: fluff, angst, smut

warnings: breeding kink, riding, creampie, couch sex, jealous!doyoung, jealous!reader

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Doyoung shouldn’t be here.

In fact, he should be miles away from the welcome mat laying on your apartment’s front door. He promised the sitter that he would be back home in time to read Byeol a bedtime story. Instead, he’s here, struggling to formulate exactly what he wants to say to you.

It’s Johnny’s fault, actually, for telling Doyoung that you would be going on a date tonight. Johnny acted like the devil on Doyoung’s shoulder when he shared the secret, eyes glistening with mischief.

Doyoung shouldn’t care that you’re going on dates. He shouldn’t care that someone else gets to hold you and show you affection without the worries of a crying child back home. He shouldn’t care that the mothers in Byeol’s daycare assumed you were happily married to Johnny. He shouldn’t care that you looked so warm by Johnny’s side, holding Doyoung’s daughter against your chest with ease.

He shouldn’t care. But he does.

He’s cared since he met you that first day in your university class. You were so innocent then, a girl thrown into the university world with no concept of how your decisions could affect you. You were not raised to take over your father’s company like he was. He saw a light in you he’s only ever seen in Johnny and Taeyong.

It was wrong for him to grow close to you. His father always taught him to keep his circle of friends small and tight, afraid of bad news leaking out about his whereabouts. Not only that, but any person who was close to a man with his kind of power asked for a target across their back.

But how could he stay away from you? How could his father ask that of him when you bring light into his day?

So he made a compromise. He gets to keep you as a friend as long as there’s some distance between you. He chased other women to forget about your laugh or the way your eyes sparkle when you discuss something you’re passionate about. It didn’t have much consequence to him until he received a phone call telling him he was going to become a father.

He’s certain this closed off any possibility of being with you. As much as you adore Byeol, committing to a man with an infant fresh out of university isn’t exactly a girl’s greatest dream.

Yet, he still stands in front of your apartment, hoping he can stop you from going out tonight.

“Oh!” You say in surprise when you swing open the door, hair tied up in a bun with your makeup half-done. “Were we supposed to hang out tonight? Where’s Byeol?”

He chokes. “I- um- she’s sick.”

Your eyes widen, thrown into a state of panic. “She is? Oh my God, should we call a doctor? Wait, let me grab my purse.”

Guilt creeps up on him when you frantically dart into your living room, searching underneath the blankets for your bag. He steps into your place, closing the door softly behind him. He debates on how to dig himself out of this hole.

“Um, well, she’s not terribly sick. Just a small cold, honestly.”

You’re not any less relieved. “A cold at her age could be serious. You call your driver, I’ll grab the emergency diaper bag.”

He stops you when you’re about to sprint into your closet for the packed bag you have on top of your dresser. His eyes are apologetic, laying his hands over your shoulders while he swallows his fear.

“Byeol’s fine. She’s not sick,” he says, watching your befuddled expression. “I-I came over alone because I heard you were going on a date tonight.”

“Yeah, I am,” you reply slowly, recovering from the whiplash. “His name’s Yuta. Taeyong introduced us.”

Doyoung has never hated Taeyong more than at this moment.

“That’s new. Do you know him very well?”

You take a step back, shrugging his touch away. “What’s going on with you, Doyoung? Why would you say Byeol’s sick when she’s perfectly healthy? And why do you care if I’m going on a date?” You throw your arms up in frustration. “You’ve been acting so out of character. It’s driving me insane.”

This is the moment he should be dropping to his knees, begging for your forgiveness. He tries to take the less dramatic route, scared of pushing you too far away.

“Because I don’t want you going on a date with Yuta. And I hate that the mothers at daycare assume you’re married to Johnny. I-I want to be the person you’re getting all dolled up for. I want to be the one you come home to at night.”

You’re frozen in your spot, at a loss for words. Alarm bells ring loudly in his head but he’s committed to seeing this through, even if you decide to turn him down. He can’t go his whole life without knowing if you return his feelings. Even if you don’t, at least it’ll finally close the chapter for him, even though he’ll have to struggle through the heartbreak.

“Doyoung, I-”

The doorbell rings, interrupting whatever you were about to say. He wants to tell you not to answer it but you’re already halfway across the room, unlocking your deadbolt and smiling politely at whoever stands on the other side.

When a handsome man steps into your apartment, Doyoung quietly suffocates through the pain. Yuta is far more striking than him with a fashion style he could only dream of emulating. His smile is just as captivating, blinding you as he greets you for your date.

You murmur to the stranger, “Just give me a minute, okay?”

Doyoung takes it as his cue to leave.

“Wait,” you say in a hushed whisper, stopping him before he can walk towards the exit. “I still want to talk about this. Y-You caught me off guard.”

“It’s okay, really,” he replies, assuming you’re searching for a way to let him down gently. “I shouldn’t have interrupted your night. I need to get back to read to Byeol. Have fun on your date.”

You start to protest again, but he’s already out the door, throwing a reluctant smile to Yuta as he passes by.

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[starryhyuck]

💜 anon here, sorry i’m so late to the party but i’m so sorry you’re getting hate messages! i don’t understand how people can be so entitled like? there’s TONS of free fanfic out there either go and consume that or write your own? i’m so grateful you publish your writing and my fave time of the week is when i get a patreon notif so i promise for every stupid hater there are a dozen people like me that appreciate your work and are happy to pay for the privilege! i hope you’re doing okay 🥺🫶

ah you’re so sweet thank you 🥹 getting messages like this really means a lot and i’m so glad you look forward to the fics!!! i’m just deleting any hate comments in my inbox i can’t be bothered anymore

i hope you love next month’s too 🤭

[starryhyuck]

Hii! I was wondering, if you post the previews on tumblr, does that mean they'll be on patreon available immediately? Or do you have some time between posting the preview and the actual fic. I've never been subscribed to patreon and I was curious how it works :)

yes!! i schedule them to be posted at the same time, so when you see the preview on tumblr, that means it’s already posted on patreon

[starryhyuck]

yooo I was wondering why I wasn’t seeing your writing show up in the tags lemme go subscribe rq this is what I go to work for support local artists or whatever the phrase is

omg lmao thank you!! i hope you’ve been enjoying it 🩷

[starryhyuck]

friendly faces. (m) — PATREON EXCLUSIVE

pairing: nahyuck x afab!reader

words: 4.2k+

summary: jaemin and donghyuck are always fighting, but you never realized it was because of you.

genre: smut

warnings: threesome, double vaginal penetration, pussy eating, jealous!nahyuck, throat fucking, squirting, creampies, cockwarming

this fic is exclusive to both tiers on my patreon, which you can access here! below is a tumblr preview

You think if there were any two people in this world that couldn’t be more different yet similar to each other, it would be Na Jaemin and Lee Donghyuck.

Although they share strikingly interchangeable qualities, they often cannot be in the same room together without rolling their eyes at the other’s behavior. You’re somehow always stuck in the middle of their fights, trying to act as the mediator so you can get home faster.

“Are you serious? Of course she shouldn’t take the train! It’s dangerous for her to be out there alone at this time of night. God, it’s like you don’t even consider her safety,” Jaemin scoffs, glaring at Donghyuck from across Renjun’s tiny living room space.

Donghyuck chuckles dryly in response. “Oh, trust me, I think about her safety all the time. But I also know she’s an independent girl who could put a guy on his ass in two seconds flat. You need to stop controlling what she does.”

“Controlling? You think I’m controlling?”

“Everyone knows you’re a fucking control freak, Jaemin. I’m just the only one brave enough to say it to your face.”

“Boys,” you exhale, massaging your temples in exasperation. “All I said was that it’s getting late and I need to catch the last train home.”

Renjun interjects, already changed into his pajamas. “Can the three of you get as far away from my apartment as possible? The party’s over and I’m going to bed and don’t need to hear Jaemin and Donghyuck’s dick measuring contest when I’m trying to sleep.”

“I’ll drive you home,” Jaemin says, grabbing his keys.

Donghyuck doesn’t let him get very far. “Fuck that. I’m walking her home. She’s much safer by my side than in that death trap you call a car.”

“Oh really, Hyuck? You’re going to make her walk for two hours when I could drive her home in fifteen minutes?”

“Get out! Get the fuck out!” Renjun snarls, way past his breaking point. You’ve learned over the years that your small friend is the scariest when he’s angry, steam nearly coming out of his ears as he grabs Donghyuck’s shirt and throws him out of his apartment. You and Jaemin are smart enough to follow closely behind him, jumping when Renjun slams his front door as soon as you’re out of sight.

Jaemin and Donghyuck are still glaring at one another, unashamed by their behavior.

You snap. “I’m going home and neither of you will follow me. Idiots.”

Their expressions soften. Jaemin murmurs, “Hey, don’t be like that. We’ll behave.”

You roll your eyes as you scurry down the steps of Renjun’s apartment building, not caring if they’re following behind you. You hear two pairs of footsteps echoing across the carpet, and thankfully you don’t hear any more of their bickering on your way out.

Donghyuck gently lays his hands on your shoulders when you step onto the sidewalk outside. “Come on, baby. Jaemin will drive you home.” He steers you towards Jaemin’s car despite opposing the mode of transportation moments ago. Jaemin’s silent as he unlocks the doors, and Donghyuck opens yours for you.

You reluctantly slide into the front seat, wary of the situation when Donghyuck occupies the back. Jaemin still doesn’t utter a word, putting the key in the ignition and turning the radio all the way up. The ride to your place is eerily void of conversation, and you sneak a peek in the rearview mirror to see Donghyuck pouting.

When Jaemin pulls up to your building, you shut the radio off and say, “You two need to stop fighting. I’m serious. All of us are tired of your shit and it’s aggravating to have to pull you apart every time.”

Jaemin’s hand tightens on the wheel while Donghyuck clenches his jaw.

“Okay,” they echo dryly.

Before you exit the vehicle, Donghyuck stops you. “I’ll see you tomorrow? You promised we would visit that new bakery together, remember?”

Jaemin’s eyes dart towards him while you nod. “I remember, Hyuck. See you tomorrow.”

When you finally make it into your place and stare out the window, you sigh when you catch Jaemin’s car still parked on the street, two figures visibly shouting at one another in the darkness of the night.

Those two will never change.

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[starryhyuck]

behind the bookshelves. (m) — PATREON EXCLUSIVE

pairing: librarian!hyuck x afab!reader

words: 6.2k+

summary: you’re desperate to impress the cute librarian until you learn he already has a girlfriend.

genre: fluff, angst, smut

warnings: hyuck has a gf (briefly), public sex, fucking in a library (of course), fucking against a bookshelf, pussy eating, slight breeding kink, creampie

this fic is exclusive to the $5 tier on my patreon, which you can access here! below is a tumblr preview

You’re finally getting your first library card.

Although you say all the time that you want to get back into reading, you usually make up excuses for why you haven’t started yet. It’s Mark who finally pushes you into your local library, rolling his eyes when you insist you can do this part yourself.

“I’m sure you can. Then I’ll have to hear for another six months how you plan to come down here.”

He leaves you to your own devices while he roams the area freely. You approach the counter, hoping to speak to a friendly worker when the cutest boy in the world turns around. He stops his task of sorting through books, smiling at you.

He has the most adorable pair of full lips and glasses perched neatly on his nose. He runs his fingers through his brown, fluffy hair while the three moles dotting the side of his face stretch when the corners of his lips quirk up.

Jesus, are all the men in libraries usually this cute? You should’ve come sooner.

“Hi, how can I help you?” He asks, approaching the counter.

You stutter. “I-I was hoping t-to get a new library card.”

He perks up, typing on his keyboard to wake it up. “Perfect! Did you just move to the area?”

You don’t quite know how to explain that no, you’re not new here, you’re just an incompetent citizen who should have wandered in for a library card sooner. You’re not confident on how to explain that, so you say, “Yes!”

“Welcome!” He grins, and it’s so blinding that you have to hold onto the counter to balance yourself. “I’m Donghyuck. I can help you get started with a new card.”

He prints out an application for you and requests for proof of your address while you’re filling it out. You chew on your lip as you jot down your name and date of birth.

“So… are you a full-time worker here?”

“Yes, you can catch me here nearly everyday,” he replies, and your heart flutters at the prospect of seeing him in your daily schedule. “It’s just me and one other person. We keep the place running, but there are always open slots if you know anyone who’s interested.”

Maybe you could juggle another job. It would be worth it to see this cute boy, and you desperately want to lean over and pinch his cheeks.

“I’ll ask around,” you promise, sliding the application back over to him.

He activates your card and hands you a packet with introduction papers, saluting you when he’s finished. “Congratulations! Welcome to the public library system.”

“T-Thank you,” you say, flustered over him. You wonder how much you can milk his kindness for. “You wouldn’t happen to have any recommendations, would you? I have no clue on where I want to start.”

“Oh, I have plenty!” He says, rounding the corner of the counter to join you on the other side. Butterflies swarm your stomach when you see him up close, noting how pretty he is. “Let me show you.”

You play dumb while Donghyuck gives you a tour of each aisle in the library, ranging from children’s storybooks to tearjerker romance. You locate Mark in the comic book section, browsing through the earlier editions of Spider-Man.

Mark perks up when he sees you strolling by with Donghyuck. “I think I’m going to check this one out.”

“Oh, is this your boyfriend?” Donghyuck asks, sending you into a hurried frenzy.

“No!” You blurt out, desperate to ensure this cute librarian knows you’re single. “No no no. Mark is my friend. I don’t have a boyfriend. Haven’t had one for a while!”

Mark stares at you like you’ve grown three heads while Donghyuck chuckles softly at your rant.

“Okay,” Donghyuck murmurs. “Good to know. Well, I’ll leave you with your friend. I’ll be up at the front if you have any more questions.”

When Donghyuck disappears between the bookshelves, Mark throws you a look. You stare back at him innocently.

“What?”

“I did not drag myself out of bed today so you could fuck the librarian.”

“Hey, I’m just doing exactly what you planned for,” you say, waving around your new library card in between your fingers. “It’s not my fault if a cute boy is my motivation to read.”

“I mean, it kind of is.”

You narrow your eyes at him. “I didn’t ask for your opinion. Now help me find the books he recommended. We need to go shopping for an outfit for me to wear when I return them.”

Mark groans while you tug his arm towards the fiction section.

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[starryhyuck]

came so hard from reading your incubus jaehyun smut, thank you for writing that omg 🫠

omg happy to be of service 🫡

[starryhyuck]

babe im so sorry ur getting all those annoying messages 😭💗 like genuinely what kind of broke loser complains about that sort of thing. some of us actually enjoy tipping and subscribing for content!

ahh ty!! i hope you all are liking the patreon stories, i really do appreciate you supporting me 🩷

[starryhyuck]

to the person who keeps leaving hate comments in my inbox… please stop

i’m sure you can put your energy into something else than stalking my page every hour

[starryhyuck]

PLEASEEEE ignore the patreon hater! as a subscriber who has been following your work before you started patreon, i'm so happy to get to read your work all throughout the month rather than waiting a couple of months for a new fic. it's my personal choice to subscribe to you and willingly pay so idk why that person keeps sending you hate. they're just mad they can't read your exclusives lmao

ah thank you for this 🥹 i’m very happy there are people who are willing to support me in this way and i understand the frustration but the hate is honestly not necessary

i hope you have a lovely rest of your day!!! 🩷

[starryhyuck]

ok now you got me so excited for the vanilla & honey check in!! 😘😘

yay i hope you like it!! we all love alpha!mark 🫶🫶 i think i wrote vanilla & honey when my mark radar was going crazy

[starryhyuck]

you’re not forcing anyone to subscribe to your patreon but when most of your new fic uploads are mainly patreon exclusives what message do you think thats sending😀

genuinely what do you all get from sending me messages like this

i’m not going to keep justifying why i write on patreon and coddle the people who keep attacking me for it. all messages about this going forward will be deleted and ignored.

[starryhyuck]

I genuinely reread ur mark lee harry potter smut once a year its so good

omg i love to hear this!! ty i’m glad you liked it so much 🫶

[starryhyuck]

looking forward to the vanilla & honey check in 🤭 but of course only when you have time!! super love your writings as always 🫶🫶

i already wrote it last night because inspiration struck 🤭 i think i’ll post it for mark’s bday in august!!

[starryhyuck]

pencil skirts. (m) — PATREON EXCLUSIVE

pairing: ceo!jeno x afab!assistant!reader

words: 5.5k+

summary: you’ve never entertained the idea of sleeping with your boss until jeno walked into your life.

genre: smut

warnings: bigdick!jeno, sex in front of a mirror, degradation, sir kink, choking, fingering, nipple play, pussy slapping, gagging, possessive!jeno, spanking, hair pulling, crying, squirting, spitting, breeding kink, pregnancy

this fic is exclusive to the $5 tier on my patreon, which you can access here! below is a tumblr preview

Jeno hates hiring new employees.

To be fair, he never has to deal with lower level management and is only realistically involved in conversations surrounding new chief officers. But Soeun has been part of his family for decades, and he never imagined a world where he would have to replace her.

She’s old and gray now, preferring to care for her grandchildren instead of taking Jeno’s calls every hour, which he completely understands.

Nonetheless, he’s more than hesitant when you walk into his office for your second interview. You come with stellar recommendations, and although your former CEO is currently living off his wealth somewhere in the Cayman Islands, he vehemently attested to your loyalty and rapt attention to detail.

Soeun even told him you refused to divulge into the misconduct regarding the CEO, which intrigues him. If anything, Jeno values privacy, especially in his line of business. Having an assistant willing to keep their mouth sealed shut about his personal life is crucial to his decision.

When he first catches a glimpse of you, he’s floored by how pretty you are. He supposes he’s not used to having an assistant closer to his age, considering Soeun’s been the one changing his diapers since he was young. But you’re stunning, way too beautiful to be taking orders from someone like him.

“Hi, sir,” you greet him politely, approaching his desk and sticking out your hand bravely. “Thank you for taking time out of your day to meet with me.”

He tears his gaze away from your delicate features, shaking your hand and nodding gruffly. He gestures for you to take a seat.

“Not a problem,” he replies, resting in his own chair as he twirls a pen through his fingers. His cock twitches in his trousers, begging for attention, but he ignores his arousal by clearing his throat. “I hear you’re very familiar with what is required from an assistant.”

“I was his protégé since I graduated university,” you say, referring to your previous employer. “He taught me everything needed from an executive assistant. Privacy is the most important, along with getting tasks done without question.”

“Good. I’m glad to hear you already understand the specifics of the job. Soeun has been my family’s assistant since forever, so you’ll be filling in some pretty big shoes.”

“Of course,” you say. “I’ve spoken with her already and I’m prepared to shadow her until she feels confident enough for me to take over.”

His eyes trail from your face to the dip in your sheer blouse. He unabashedly scans over the swell of your breasts before quickly darting his eyes back up, catching your knowing stare. You raise an eyebrow and his cheeks bloom red.

“W-Well, if Soeun trusts you then so do I. I’ll see you first thing Monday morning.”

You thank him again for the opportunity before leaving and he hangs his head in his hands.

Fuck. You’re going to become a problem for him.

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[starryhyuck]

would you ever consider writing for sion!?

omg sion’s got everyone in a chokehold lately… i mean… i would consider it… especially since he’s obviously jaehyun’s son…

[starryhyuck]

I just read unconditional (so good btw <3) and not me wanting to see Sungchan’s and the fam’s reaction to reader and Jaehyun dating — I would be all for the drama LMAOO

you know that shit would be sooo messy lmao… like wdym you fucked my dad at my family reunion party…