starrypockets

[starrypockets]

Sort of a prequel to you and abo anons headcanons, dubcon-ish

In an AU where abo presentation happens at around 18ish but there are certain signs leading up to it, Ford realizes thst Stan is going to present as an alpha (twins, after all) and starts bitching Stan, keeping a detailed secret journal for his scientific process. Logs of exactly how many mls of cum he's dosed in his coffer, time spent covering Stan's nose with a "used" rag when he sleeps, sketches of bite imprints he leaves on Stan's undeveloped mating gland before they fade.

Stan gets kicked out before he presents though so Ford doesn't know how he turned out and has a deep fear that it was all for nothing, but also anger at the thought of Stan presenting and him not getting to claim his brother's first heat.

When Stan shows up 10y later, he acts like an alpha and smells like a beta so Ford assumes he wasn't able to do enough to fully reverse the process, only to stop it. But it's too late now, and he has more important things to be concerned with.

But during his 30 years in the other dimensions, he finds a lot of interesting information on how to bitch an alpha post presentation, and when he gets back he starts using all of it for evil.

Unbeknownst to him, of course, his original bitching had worked and Stans been an omega this whole time lmao - starrypockets

hot damn, starry!! i don't even think i have anything to add to this other than to say i imagine ford loses his whole fucking mind when he actually does find out it worked. ford at peak freak AND getting that entirely unneeded ego boost for pulling off an experiment? 10/10

[starrypockets]

You need an abo tag? Bet.

Stan going into a heat he hasn't had in a decade when Ford calls him back because he's back in the presence of his safety, his brother. Ford opens the door, crossbow wielded have you come for my eyes, and has to immediately drop it because Stan's pupils are rapidly dilating and he's beginning to pant and Ford can fucking smell the slick running down Stan's leg. Suddenly all the anger, paranoia, desperation is single mindedly focused on keeping his omega safe, secure, covered. - starrypockets

ad;sflkja i did not say i needed one! but i mean. here we are anyway hahahaha

SO HAHAHA. i touched on this suuuper briefly in another ask somewhere, but i think if stan had gone into a random heat when he gets to ford's place, in their paranoid vs mullet stages, that would've been....bad actually haha. or at least really fuckin complicated, which makes it fun!

like maybe stan is so caught up in the stress and anxiety of seeing ford again - of ford ASKING for him to come and see him, what are the odds?? - that it all either triggers a heat or he doesn't even realize it's happening until he's already there and can't really do anything about it. but ford had invited him here, and he doesn't want to fuck things up by not showing. but he also doesn't want to fuck things up with this, y'know? but maybe ford will at least let him lock himself in a room for a few days??

but ford...well, ford isn't exactly himself right now. he has so much caffeine in his body it's a miracle he hasn't had a heart attack yet, he can't remember the last time he slept, everything hurts and he doesn't know why unless the nail is still sticking out of his hand when he comes to, and he is concvinced - for good reason - that someone is being sent to further mutilate him. you're going to throw on TOP of that his brother, who yes he sent for, but by his memory is a beta, is surprise actually an omega and coincidentally going into heat on his doorstep?? something that, oh how convenient, is a fantasy he's indulged himself in one-too-many times. i don't think ford would even believe stan was REAL right away.

cause ford also isn't just ford right now. ford has a demon in his head that has seen every depraved, hormone addled fantasy he's jerked off to and would absolutely know his feelings for stan. and even if this suddenly-an-omega stan IS real (sus), ford is still one micronap away from potentially ending the world. so now on top of the EVERYTHING he's been going through, he's also fighting every secondary instinct he has because holy shit, he can't afford to lose it right now.

but...y'know....maybe all that up front confusion between both of them at least slows down the "go downstairs and start fighting and ruining each other's lives again" thing. and it would take a lot of gymnastics to get there, but...well. bill can't use ford's body if he's tied up well enough, right? and in a few hours, all stan is really going to need is a dick to fuck himself on. if you think about it......they could make this work, right?

which would, of course, mean BILL is absolutely participating. but maybe he'd be so fucking strung out on 'alpha in proximity to their favorite omega in heat' thing that he's not trying as hard as he probably should right now to get back to the portal shit when he's in control.

[starrypockets]

(Abo anon) your ideas are making me FERAL I'm so obsessed with how you characterize the brothers and god poor stan has been THROUGH it. But oh?? My gosh??? The imagery of stan working himself through his heat in the basement, fantasizing about stanford YOOOO I'm just imagining him trying to basically fist himself as a makeshift knot and imagining if his hand had just one more finger- and then losing himself a little bit at the thought (which he will then bury deep deep down in the "do not touch" box of his mind)

I wonder if ford questioned what could have caused the damage to his first journal lmfao or if he noticed it at all (I'm sure if stan ever tells him about it hed blue screen over the mental image)

And ofc stan would absolutely try to brush the whole event aside even if the smart thing to do is just stay off supressents (I'm glad you brought up his age because I WAS wondering if him being older would actually affect his likelihood of having heats) stan is gonna crush this all down under gravity falls new fav phrase "never mind all that"

Until ford realizes what stans planning and throws a fit I assume lol bro probably tries to play it off like hes worried for stans health but in reality hes just does NOT want to give up his deepest fantasy come to life

Which reminds me (I would apologize for yapping but I'm just meeting your energy here lmao) the idea of ford putting stan in his place of the hierarchy when he comes back through the portal? I keep thinking about the "what if" of that. Like. Would stans suppressants fail or would he just have to play along and pretend hes an alpha getting bitched? If it's the former I imagine ford (because as smart as he is, hes still an idiot) would somehow assume he MADE stan into an omega right there and then lmfao before stan corrects him ofc

I feel like I should start signing these off with something so I dont have to keep putting abo anon at the top lmfao

hahahaha! by all means, if you wanna have a sign off or an emoji or something, i'm all for it! especially considering at this point you've basically become my primary co-conspirator for this shit -- you know that right??

because, see, YOU GET IT. the way i yelled at the 'trying to fist himself to emulate ford's knot' comment like fuck yeah buddy, absolutely. i like to think that once he had his head on straight again, stan tried really hard to clean the journal up as much as possible, but there's not a ton to do for where it stained, or where pages got, ahem, wet and then dried out of shape. but if he calls it water stains most people aren't gonna look twice (most people will never even SEE this damn book), and honestly he'd be a liiiiittle bit relieved that it gets torched.

but he does probably slip up or get comfortable enough later on, when things are out in the open and a little more relaxed, where he makes a joke about it. spills a little water or coffee or something on whatever new journal ford is maintaining of their seafaring adventures, and laughing it off as "hey, not the worst thing i've ever gotten on one of these things, quit griping, would ya?" and ford's like "what is THAT supposed to mean?" and yeah, absolutely fucking bluescreens when he eventually gets the story out of stan because first of all, how did that even work and second of all, the idea of carrying around his journal knowing it's stained with slick he got out of stan? my mans is a mess.

and yes! i was thinking that the reason stan is still having heats at all at this age is largely due to how badly he fucked over his own cycles for most of his life and then just going cold turkey off all of them cause eh! he doesn't need that shit anymore. like it probably wouldn't actually be that big of a deal if it was just suppressants - lots of people take those! - or just beta or alpha pheremones. but going back and forth between all of them, getting a lot of those drugs from less-than-reputable sources to keep the secret safe, mixing shit he shouldn't have or taking enough expired stuff? frankly he should be less concerned with still getting heats and more concerned with checking his fucking liver or something.

and yeah, the easiest way to deal is definitly just to grab more drugs and nip this shit in the bud the way that's always worked. but ford is Not About That at all. catch his ass upending pills into the ocean if that's what it takes. and of course it's for stan's health, it's clearly not good for him to be on these drugs, and also what is there to worry about if it happens again? ford isn't going anywhere, he can help if stan needs him to, as many times as he needs him to. and stan is the one who said he didn't care about presenting as an omega nowadays, right? why upend all that over something so silly?

(and you know damn well at this point that we're just yappers, keep it coming) cause like I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS TOO. about if they had gotten into it when ford came back through the portal. like other than some posturing and shit (okay like a LOT of posturing when it comes to some jackasess, cue bud for example), stan probably hasn't been legitimately threatened by an alpha in ages. and back when that did happen more regularly, stan is used to punching above his weight class, and probably hasn't been on the "bitch" end of a bitching in a long fucking time. probably hasn't even been on the receiving end of regular sex in a hot minute, as much for general preference as to keep up appearances.

but even when he has dealt with prick alphas trying to make a point since settling into gravity falls, they definitely weren't as worked up and aggressive as ford is after coming through that portal. and it's absolutely never happeend in the room where he has, in fact, gone into heat at least once. or with, y'know, ford himself. so yeah, it's absolutely possible that it's a perfect storm for triggering a heat. or, if not triggering a full on heat, it may trigger more biological bullshit; producing more slick than he has outside of a heat since he was in his damn 20's. and ford would ABSOLUTELY ASSUME he had done that -- which YEAH okay technically he did, but not because he has a magical dick, ford you moron.

it might actually kill stan to let ford think that bullshit if it means getting to keep up appearanaces for a little longer.

[starrypockets]

Just realized my asks have been off this whole time whoops lmao

They are now open please don't hesitate to use them I love getting asks!

[starrypockets]

God PacRim AUs are one of my absolute favorite AUs but I'm so happy this is the first time I've managed to adhere to the canon that siblings (twins esp!) technically are most compatible, and still keep my ship as the main drift pair. Gotta love the power of incest.

And yes I'm delighted you caught all the references!!! I was shocked at how well the different characters meshed together, and when it started pulling from the PacRim 2 plot it blew my fucking mind.

The rough parallels are:

Ford as Newt/Mako (k-science, calls back Stan to action)

Stan as Raleigh/Hannibal

Fiddleford as Hermann-ish (built the jeagers instead of coding them)

Soos as Tendo (I think Stan picks him up on the Great Cross Country Road Trip, and then Soos decides he wants to work LOCCENT so Stan lets him go grow, then when Stan comes back Soos is happily married to Melody with a kid on the way and heading LOCCENT for their Stan and Ford's Jaeger.)

I also feel like Dipper and Mabel manage to hijack a Jaeger in the final fight and drift perfectly and provide the exact support needed.

Now I just have to pick Jaeger names...

Thinking about how perfectly a PacRim au would work with stancest (heavy PacRim spoilers below the cut)

Stan and Ford find out they're drift compatible due to being twins, and they enlist into the program to get away from Filbrick and because it carries that sweet taste of adventure and glory they always craved as kids. They get to the program, run some simulators and some bo staff fights, lo and behold, they're exceptionally compatible by all known projections (wonder why. couldn't possibly have anything to do with their deeply repressed and undying love for each other combined with their shared memories growing up together. nah.)

Here they also meet and befriend Fiddleford, an engineer working on the Jaeger program. Things go great for a while, until Ford starts expressing desire to study the Kaiju, veering dangerously close to idolizing them for their biologically perfect design. Stan is vehemently against this and only wants to focus on killing them. They have a huge fight and they both get kicked out of the Jaeger program.

Stan fucks off and learns to make a living chasing kaiju landfalls and selling off uncannily convincing fake Kaiju parts and materials at obscene prices to whatever Kaiju groupies roll through town in the wake of destruction to worship their "gods." (They remind too fucking much of Ford.) He pockets enough for himself and donates the rest to the victims of the attacks.

This goes on for a few years, until a Kaiju attack obliterates his hometown and kills his parents, brother, and sister in law. Leaving only their 2 young children, only 7 years old. Twins. Dipper and Mabel Pines. (Yes I'm screwing with the timeline here. It will happen again.) He doesn't have any other way to make a living, and they don't have anyone else to go to. So Stan sells El Diablo, uses the money to buy a junk RV, fixes it up, and takes the twins with him on a cross country adventure of heroic conning. Along the way, they encounter Soos, Wendy, Candy, Grenda, and the rest.

In the meantime, Ford works with Fiddleford to develope a pons that can allow him to drift with a recently dead kaiju. It takes a few years, but they finally create it. (By this time Ford has become the highest knowledge of Kaiju biology in the world, and Fiddleford is leading the entire Jaeger engineering program.)

They drift together.

For Ford, it's ecstasy, euphoria, sublime, righteous. Finally he has been proven right, finally he knows why all the Kaiju tissue samples are genetically identical, finally he knows that there is a higher being behind the Kaiju. And that higher beings name is Bill. (Not really. His name would be impossible for any human mind to comprehend, drift or no. But Bill is a good enough substitute.) And Bill explains [insert Bill's offer here].

Unfortunately, Ford and Fiddleford's minds and memories weren't very compatible to begin with, much less with an dead alien brain from another dimension in the mix, and as the weakest willed of the 3, Fiddleford suffers permanent brain damage and amnesia.

The strength of that drift with Bill allows for them to experience ghost drifting, aka drifting during dreams. Bill teaches Ford how to make an upgraded version of the pons with less risk, and how to preserve a Kaiju specimen indefinitely so as to drift with him over and over again. The repeated drifts build a permanent neutral bridge between Ford and Bill, and Bill becomes able to take control of Ford's body, even outside of the drift. Ford becomes less and less focused on the Kaiju attacks and the people dying, and more lost in all the wonders of the multidimensional planes bill shares memories of with him.

With the lead engineer of the Jaeger program mentally obliterated, and the chief Kaiju biology researcher being possessed by a Kaiju, and the lack of support from the world's governments in favor of building a wall across the coast to block the kaiju, the Jaeger program slowly starts to collapse.

That is, until the day Ford discovers [insert horrifying Bill revelation here].

He panics and calls the one person who might be able to free Ford's mind from bill, the one person with whom he had a statistically impossible level of compatibility. The person he was the most terrified to open his mind to.

Stan.

[starrypockets]

Thinking about how perfectly a PacRim au would work with stancest (heavy PacRim spoilers below the cut)

Stan and Ford find out they're drift compatible due to being twins, and they enlist into the program to get away from Filbrick and because it carries that sweet taste of adventure and glory they always craved as kids. They get to the program, run some simulators and some bo staff fights, lo and behold, they're exceptionally compatible by all known projections (wonder why. couldn't possibly have anything to do with their deeply repressed and undying love for each other combined with their shared memories growing up together. nah.)

Here they also meet and befriend Fiddleford, an engineer working on the Jaeger program. Things go great for a while, until Ford starts expressing desire to study the Kaiju, veering dangerously close to idolizing them for their biologically perfect design. Stan is vehemently against this and only wants to focus on killing them. They have a huge fight and they both get kicked out of the Jaeger program.

Stan fucks off and learns to make a living chasing kaiju landfalls and selling off uncannily convincing fake Kaiju parts and materials at obscene prices to whatever Kaiju groupies roll through town in the wake of destruction to worship their "gods." (They remind too fucking much of Ford.) He pockets enough for himself and donates the rest to the victims of the attacks.

This goes on for a few years, until a Kaiju attack obliterates his hometown and kills his parents, brother, and sister in law. Leaving only their 2 young children, only 7 years old. Twins. Dipper and Mabel Pines. (Yes I'm screwing with the timeline here. It will happen again.) He doesn't have any other way to make a living, and they don't have anyone else to go to. So Stan sells El Diablo, uses the money to buy a junk RV, fixes it up, and takes the twins with him on a cross country adventure of heroic conning. Along the way, they encounter Soos, Wendy, Candy, Grenda, and the rest.

In the meantime, Ford works with Fiddleford to develope a pons that can allow him to drift with a recently dead kaiju. It takes a few years, but they finally create it. (By this time Ford has become the highest knowledge of Kaiju biology in the world, and Fiddleford is leading the entire Jaeger engineering program.)

They drift together.

For Ford, it's ecstasy, euphoria, sublime, righteous. Finally he has been proven right, finally he knows why all the Kaiju tissue samples are genetically identical, finally he knows that there is a higher being behind the Kaiju. And that higher beings name is Bill. (Not really. His name would be impossible for any human mind to comprehend, drift or no. But Bill is a good enough substitute.) And Bill explains [insert Bill's offer here].

Unfortunately, Ford and Fiddleford's minds and memories weren't very compatible to begin with, much less with an dead alien brain from another dimension in the mix, and as the weakest willed of the 3, Fiddleford suffers permanent brain damage and amnesia.

The strength of that drift with Bill allows for them to experience ghost drifting, aka drifting during dreams. Bill teaches Ford how to make an upgraded version of the pons with less risk, and how to preserve a Kaiju specimen indefinitely so as to drift with him over and over again. The repeated drifts build a permanent neutral bridge between Ford and Bill, and Bill becomes able to take control of Ford's body, even outside of the drift. Ford becomes less and less focused on the Kaiju attacks and the people dying, and more lost in all the wonders of the multidimensional planes bill shares memories of with him.

With the lead engineer of the Jaeger program mentally obliterated, and the chief Kaiju biology researcher being possessed by a Kaiju, and the lack of support from the world's governments in favor of building a wall across the coast to block the kaiju, the Jaeger program slowly starts to collapse.

That is, until the day Ford discovers [insert horrifying Bill revelation here].

He panics and calls the one person who might be able to free Ford's mind from bill, the one person with whom he had a statistically impossible level of compatibility. The person he was the most terrified to open his mind to.

Stan.

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Thoughts on Ford in Daddy Issues AU

Is a B-R-A-T

His ego gets too big and he starts acting like the world revolves around him and he needs Fiddleford to take him down a notch

Was a Gifted Child™

All his love for science got tied up with the pressure from Filbrick to be perfect, and sometimes it felt like a chore

Heavily romanticizes and idealizes his kid years exploring with Stan, from before the crushing pressure got to him

Pre-Bill Gravity Falls time was the closest he came to feeling like that again

After the Portal near miss, he lost all joy in anomolies and weirdness, until Fiddleford helped him rediscover his love for it

Ford being an autistic science nerd and being so excited to show off his new discoveries to daddy Fiddleford

Whenever Ford gets bitchy at Stan Fiddleford makes him blow Stan

Really really really loves spanking, impact play, corporal punishment - basically good old fashioned fatherly discipline

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Thinking about parallels between fiddauthor and black bonnet rn

Fiddleford abandoning his wife and son to pursue an unrealistic and dangerous dream, being haunted by his guilt for leaving at the same time he devotes everything he is to his new life with Ford.

Going back after the portal incident to try and glue the pieces of his old life back together, and finding his wife with a new man and his son with a new father, both happier than they ever were with him

Fiddleford realizing that he has nothing left and succumbing to the memory gun

[starrypockets]

Not every trauma

was taught to me

by somebody else.

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Teen Ford asking Stan to help him with overstimulation by laying on top of him and being a human weighted blanket essentially

Ford asking Stan to fuck him, cover him, protect him

Stan feeling strong and powerful and manly when he does

Stan thinking this means he's the "man", the one in charge, the top, that he likes to be a top

Desperately trying to refind that feeling over the years, but it never feeling right, like something is always missing

Ford coming out of the portal 100x more confident and secure in his desires after 30 years of various multidimensional sexual misadventures

Ford demanding that Stan suck his cock get on top of him, fuck him, and fill him up

The penny dropping in Stans mind that oh, this is what I was looking for

Stan giving the service top sub performance of his life

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Thoughts on Daddy Issues AU Stan

Stan

Is a babygirl™

Thrives on praise, affection, and positive affirmation

Loves softness and gentleness and kindness (though is always surprised when it happens)

Really loves Fidds brushing/stroking/playing with his hair (and yes tugging pulling and yanking in the right circumstances)

Filbrick made him keep it short and he didn't have much chance to care for it in the decade after, so the mullet was only a sign of his shitty circumstances, but Fidd helps him appreciate and take care of it

Whether topping or bottoming, he's always service subbing

Initially thinks service is all he has to offer

Huge brat at first because he doesn't trust Fidd at ALL, but after enough consistent structure and reward for good behavior and fair consequences for being a dick, he realizes that he WANTS to be good because it's actually appreciated

(not even necessarily in a sexual dynamic way. When he treats Fidd like a dick, Fidd just doesn't engage and like, leaves the room, or doesn't cook dinner. But when he's nice, Fidd matches his energy)

Would rather eat chalk than admit that he wants to be good for BOTH Fidds and Ford, but will get off to fantasies of them both calling him so good, such a good boy, you do so much for us

Pretended to know how to chop wood to flex in front of Fiddleford, nearly amputated a finger

(Fiddleford was in fact impressed and flustered by the muscles but also lextured Stan for half an hour on safety)

(Unknown to Stan, Ford made the exact same mistake when Fiddleford first came to gravity falls)

[starrypockets]

Daddy Issues Fiddstanwich AU

Fiddleford goes to the shack for one reason or another when Stan shows up to help Ford, and interrupts the fight before Ford goes into the portal, and they all end up working together to fix the Bill Issue, but Ford and Stan are still constantly at each other's throats because nothing was actually resolved between them.

Fidds has to constantly break up fights between them

One day his patience runs out

He makes them both sit at the kitchen table and says 'no one is getting up until they can agree to act like mature adults and use the good sense the Lord blessed them with'

Makes them take turns holding a talking stick and verbalize their feelings

They get through it and at the end Fidds dismisses them to go do something constructive and get out of his sight and so help him if they come back before dusk

Seeing how taking a 'firm hand' to the boys worked so well and gave him some blessed hours of peace and quiet, Fiddleford starts using it more and more

and the twins of course with their horrible attachment issues and their daddy issues and their need for praise and attention and structure take to it so well

[starrypockets]

Feeling sad about the lack of Stancest mpreg fics on ao3, have some angsty a/b/o AUs:

Ford finding out he's pregnant before backupsmore and not being able to go to college anymore

Stan finding out he's pregnant after getting kicked out and has to send the baby to Ford once it's born bc he can't provide for it, giving up the one and only piece of Ford he has left in his life

They fuck just before Ford goes through the portal and Stan has to go through pregnancy and raise the baby entirely on his own, while fixing the portal, Ford coming back and realizing he missed his kids entire childhood

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Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder

Drugged on cocktail cycle of pain pleasure pain pleasure

Drifting in a slow drip of instant gratification

Drops of distilled rapture splashing across synapses

Chained to an infinite source of release

An everfilling pitcher of ambrosia

And yet never satisfied

Wasting away as time passes by

Rotting from the inside out

Waiting until all is lost and gone

For the cue that will never come

[starrypockets]

The Splinter

I got a splinter during a show tonight

From brushing my hand on a flat

I got tweezers from the first aid kit to pull it out

But they were too dull and broke it instead

The AD got in and I showed her, joking about my silly mistake

She pulled a sterile syringe from her insulin kit and spent 15 minutes opening the skin

(It hurt)

She couldn't get the splinter out

(It hurt less, though, afterwards)

When I got home I found a sharp pair of tweezers

And pulled it out

(It came out easier than I thought it would)

((It was looser than it would have been, if it was just me))

I texted my AD to let her know

She told me to

"Inspect, disinfect, and change my bandages twice a day."

It felt something like love

in a different coat.