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[starsonmarsy]

sit behind me so im between your legs and play w my titties while i stare into a spiral and whisper my conditioning in my ear and make me so needy for you

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cw: cnc, amnesia, fearplay, gaslighting

a scene where you're hypnotized to forget that your tist is your tist. chatting under the guise that they're just a friend of a friend you decided to talk with. an ordinary, amicable conversation turns south as your tist reveals that you are actually their obedient plaything. as they start to toy with you, you begin to panic, wondering why this random, almost stranger has so much power over you. how they have you wrapped around their finger with no effort at all. fighting and thrashing and trying to resist but you can't—you're already programmed to obey. already brainwashed. they tease you for how easy you are to trance and use, saying that you must be quite the slut to let just anyone take you like this. being gaslit to find this entirely normal. clearly you wanted—no, needed this if this is all it took to strip you of your control. you wanted to be taken and have your free will snatched from under you. you needed to be broken. you eventually give in and accept the situation as your truth and reality. you are their toy, their plaything, their brainwashed and helpless subject. and that's how it's always been.

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I was gonna make a horny positivity post but I'm kinda sick of tgirls having to use sex to get any respect so uh, idk, love fat tgirls. Their dimples and their cellulite and their soft tummies and arms and thighs and their tits whether big or small and their asses even if they're flat. Idk. That's your sister. That's a person. Buy em dinner, invite them to a movie, tell em you thought about them at the store.

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Sometimes there’s nothing better than just an ugly, comfy pair of cotton panties.

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2023 -> 2024

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casting a love spell *moaning their name while I masturbate so they think about me*

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even when i am not posting, know that horrible sentences are raging within me

[starsonmarsy]

this seat taken?

they/she

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but if i say i want someone to look at me like i'm absolutely worthless and nothing like how barbatos looks at nephy i'm the problem

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I liked three of your posts I literally can’t hint any harder

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swing a pretty crystal in front of my eyes and watch me struggle to keep up w its movements, make me have to move my head to keep up w it so i get dizzy and extra fuzzy but make me wait to drop til your satisfied w my whiny needy noises

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xenom. gouache watercolor painting on paper, 2018 happy alien day <3