starvingprncess - Tumblr blog

[starvingprncess]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[starvingprncess]

i took a break from instagram today, i hope i don’t get bored and binge now lol

[starvingprncess]

I wish losing weight was as easy as movies about anorexia portray it. Like hell yeah,i want an aesthetically pleasing montage with a cool soundtrack of me skipping meals and working out for 2 months and suddenly boom I’m skinny. But nooo, all I get binging and crying into an ice-cream container and feeling like I’m about to pass the fuck out 24/7

[starvingprncess]

diary 2:

today was a new day, i actually had a normal or probably above normal amount of food, it feels good maybe i can recover

nevermind, it’s the end of the day now and i overate, fuck my life lol. binging is one of my biggest issues and i don’t just binge for a day, i binge for several days probably even a week sometimes. no wonder i’m not losing weight. i have no self control but i’m trying okay:(, eating is such a comfort when i have so many problems but it’s also just a burden when i think about how many calories i consume a day. thinking about going on a calorie deficit again 100-1,200 cals again? i’m not sure if that’s too high because i used to do 100-800 cals a day, didn’t loose weight so maybe my metabolism has slowed down. idk. sometimes i feel like i’m faking my ed bcus of how many calories i consume but i mean eds come in different ways.

i had a talk with my dad today, i had told him how upset and sad i’ve been with myself today, he gave me amazing advice and he made me have faith. i love my dad even when we don’t always get along, i feel like a little girl again :(

[starvingprncess]

diary one:

i am usually on edtwt on twitter, i just need a new outlet and i feel like people are sweeter here. i have been binging this week, i got my period for the first time in like three months and i’m not sure how i feel about it? like it’s great my body is healthy again but also it’s annoying. i need new ed low calorie meals & snacks to binge on instead of the unhealthy shit i eat on a daily basis just because it’s low cal lol. anyways i’m back into my self hating mindset i thought i grew out of but :/ guess i didn’t lol,, i’ve been thinking about recovery but i haven’t even loss weight, all that starving and shit for nothing. anyone have any tips to lose weight fast?

[starvingprncess]

ThInspo