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If he was alive would papa hold me tight

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this was originally only supposed to be a doodle LMFAO but i mighttt have gone overboard lowkeyyyyy…….

anyways sigma because im not sigmalover69 for nothin.

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my god, my universe.

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Its what happend trust me

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The colleges AU saga continues! 👏 No like seriously, this is a direct continuation of the previous post (nevermind the fact that I drew this one first). Anyways they had gathered in Sigma's apartment to study for a group project but ended up playing board games and nerly burning the apartment down (Sigma has officially banned them of playing board games in his apartment now), hair braiding while some of them, *cough *cough fyolai *cough, passionately making out in the corner. It wasn't all that bad untill Fyodor pulled out a bottle of vodka, seemingly out of thin air, and oh well, the rest is history!

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men have one homoerotic rivalry and make it everyones problem for the rest of their life

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Experimenting with the vibe of my art!!

Idk how to keep it from being so bright ':/

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Oh, the mortifying ordeal of being known

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Father was an unusual man. He would point out the beauty of blossoms or clouds in the sky with the very whip he had cracked a moment before. With the same knife he had just used to rive your innards, he would slice up a wedge of some delicacy for you. No one else I knew could perform such feats. There was something solid about him. I felt all at once like a contrite sinner and a puppy dog who is eager to please. I wanted to cut all ties with him, but at the same time I needed him to recognize me as worthy of his love.

Kōda Aya, "The Medal" from Mirror: The Fiction and Essays of Kōda Aya

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Fyodor is the only one who can save me!

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I wish I had the strength to just end it already.

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Wow and just like that I relapsed

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Happy (late) father's day to my beloved dadhusband 💜

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Biggest lesson in 2024/25?

shouldve killed myself in 2019