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depvtywalsh​:

After their brief separation, it was hard to imagine the two of them ever parting again. Shane couldn’t see himself without Alex, especially now that they were having a baby together. This was his life now, and he would do anything to protect and provide for them. When she assured him that she had made up her mind, in being with him, Shane cracked a smile and leaned down to press a kiss to her forehead. “ We all make mistakes sometimes. Hell, I’ve made plenty for the both of us, ” he responded, large hands pulling her in closer to him.  Shane recalled the shit that he had to deal with upon his arrival at the Sanctuary, and even in his head, the memories made him want to crawl out of his skin. He knew that he probably wouldn’t have lasted if it weren’t for Alex ; she had been, and still was, the kindest person that he’d probably ever met, and he was endlessly surprised that she wanted to be with HIM … of all people.  “We should try and find us a place out West somewhere … ” he pondered aloud, leaning down to bury his nose against the top of her head, “ I don’t know shit about farming, but I bet we could start somethin’ up out there … I don’t think I ever want to set foot in another settlement again, after all this. Just the three of us, yeah? ”

She felt giddy when she heard the phrase “We should try and find us a place out West somewhere” - mainly because the thought of leaving this place to start a new life was something she thought about each day since arriving at Sanctuary - but also because he’d remembered the conversation they had that day. It seemed so long ago, and it was bittersweet to think about really - on one hand she remembered the stench of Jared’s body as he pressed his body against hers, and on the other hand she remembered Shane coming into her rescue, just like he always did. She nearly begged to leave that day with him...and look at them now. “I’ve read a good amount about growing and cultivating herbs - farming can’t be that much different, right?” she sounded hopeful. Hell she was hopeful! Never having to live under some sociopath’s reign, able to freely raise the child currently growing inside of her. She could picture it so perfectly - the head of brown hair bouncing through the blossoming garden and into Shane’s arms. “No more settlements.” she echoed in firm agreement. 

“Should we look for some overalls fit for farming next time we’re out looking for supplies?” she teased playfully thought the image she’s concocted in her head of him was enough to elicit a laugh out her. She was so used to seeing him with a gun in his hand and a stern brow - and while she’d caught glimpses of his tenderness whenever they were alone together, the overbearing sense of unease made it difficult to ever feel comfortable.

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don’t want to let you down, but i am hell bound. though this is all for you, don’t want to hide the truth +requested

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It doesn’t change how I feel about you. It should. It doesn’t.

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Hayley is a badass

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knivesovt​:

“Of course, yeah – sorry,” he agreed, his gaze lowering to keep from looking at her as she entered the van, disappearing from sight all together. While he waited, Miles looked around them, taking in the sights. He was thankful that no one else seemed to be around, because it certainly would have complicated things. When the van’s door slid open once more, Miles turned around to meet her gaze and offered a rather charming smile. Come in. He nodded his head slightly, moving to step into the van, and he was immediately taken back by the beauty of it — though, he should have expected no less. “Nice set-up you’ve got here. Hell of a lot nicer than my place,” he complimented aloud, pulling the door shut behind him, before he moved to take a seat. Miles took a moment to make himself a bit more comfortable, stretching out long legs in front of him as he leaned back.  “Name’s Miles, by the way,” he added, smiling over at her, “I’m not really one for manners, clearly – but it is nice t’meet ya’.” Miles rolled his lips together for a moment, his blue hues wandering around the interior of the van before landing back on the woman one more. “I take it you’re out here on your own then, huh?” he asked, his head cocked slightly to the side, “I just mean … you don’t have a pack? Otherwise, I assume you would’ve been out here with someone else.” Most of the time, you wouldn’t catch a wolf out on their own – there were usually at least two together at a time, especially on a hunt. It was more of a safety precaution than anything. He couldn’t help but wonder if her seclusion was by choice or if she was just so new to all of this that she just didn’t know any others yet. Hell, she seemed amazed that he was a werewolf, so clearly, bumping into another wolf wasn’t a common thing for her. 

“Thanks.” she quietly replied with a small smile. She took a look around herself  fighting the urge to continue talking. Ever since the accident - well since the first turning, really - Andie had kept contact with other people to a minimum. Grocers and gas station employees were the only recipients of her  three word sentences, and none of them looked like...”Name’s Miles, by the way.” she turned her head to meet watch as he admired the interior of the van and bit the inside of her lip to suppress a smile. 

“I’m Andie” she replied leaning against the structure that served as her kitchen counter. “Oh yeah? Did the bedroom on wheels give that away?” she joked -- her eyes slightly widening as she heard his words. “A pack?” she asked perplexed. For months now she can convinced herself that she was just...a monster - doomed to live in solitude, too dangerous to be a part of society. But Miles was a wolf too...and so was whoever took the lives of her family and left her for dead that night.

“You’re the first wolf I’ve come across.” she replied with a small shake of her head “I didn’t know there were other - much less enough to form a pack.” she let out a sharp breath and ran her hand through her hair. Why did she feel so hot all of a sudden? What it the fact that she now knew for sure there were others? That there were packs? Or was it just his presence in there? 

“I’m still...I’m still new to this whole -- ripping the flesh off my body thing so i’m still trying to get the hang of things.” she turned to open the overhead cabinet and rummaged around briefly before pulling the bottle out. Her fingers quickly unscrewed the cap and she took a long drink of the dark liquor.”A wolf pack...okay.” she extended the bottle out to him. “How exactly do those work? How many of you are there?”

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knivesovt​:

Being out in the woods was a comfort for Miles ; his everyday life was hectic and … this was his peace. He often ventured out into the woods after a long week, just to unwind – and that’s what he had been doing when he stumbled upon a fascinating sight. He hadn’t even had a chance to shift, but his urge to succumb to his more primal instincts were immediately suppressed when he caught glimpse of a naked woman sitting alone on the forest floor. Beside her, laid the carcass of a deer, and the blood stained her skin so beautifully. His eyebrows rose slightly at the sight, blue hues tracing over her — immediately taking note of the scars along her rib cage. She was a werewolf … and perhaps, by the looks of it, newly turned. He cleared his throat to draw her attention, and spoke up, “Please … let me help you –” The woman’s reaction should have been expected. Some strange man in the woods, seeing her like that … he couldn’t imagine what might be going through her mind.  A heavy sigh escaped him as he watched her, but he was persistent enough, so he knew he had to follow. He ran after her, dashing through the trees until he finally caught up with her at her van. “Hey – Hey,” he spoke through labored breathes, his hands up to show that he wasn’t there to harm her, and his gaze finally met hers – not daring to venture any lower, out of respect. “I’m not gonna hurt ya’,” he assured her, then shook his head, “Look, you don’t know me … and you’ve got no reason t’trust me, but … I, uh … I saw those marks on your ribs –” Miles rolled his lips together as his hand slowly moved back of his shoulder to grab onto his shirt, pulling it up along his back. Then he turned slightly to show her that he had quite the collection of scars there as well, then allowed the fabric to drop back down. “We’re really not so different.” 

It seemed her legs knew where to take her even when her head didn’t. She could see the sun glinting off her van in the distance and she pushed herself towards the safety of ii. Still - her speed didn’t seem to be enough. A gasp left her lips when she heard the man speak again -- she crossed an arm over her chest and with the other tried her best to cover herself below the waist with the other. Get angry, get angry! she screamed internally at herself. Whatever this man wanted, she could easily take him on...in her wolf form. 

I’m not going to hurt ya, “Then why are you following me?” she asked -- her jaw clenching tightly. I saw those marks on your ribs, That’s no what she expected him to point out -- she was naked and covered in blood after all. Her eyes watched as he pulled his shirt up, her cheeks instantly growing hot -- but the emotions dissolved when she saw the similar scars on his back. “You’re --” she swallowed the lump that had formed in her throat and questions began to immediately began to fill her mind.  “Just -- let me get dressed, yeah?” she opened the door of her van and after closing it behind her, she locked it out of habit. She let out a breath -- he was a werewolf. In the year since she’d changed she’d never come another wolf. Were it not for the scratches that were clearly the source of her transformation, she would have thought she was the only one. I mean it sounded so silly -- even if she did feel like literal death every time she changed. 

After a few minutes, she unlocked and pushed open the door “Come in.” she prompted, not really sure that talking about incredulous things such as the existence of werewolves in public was the best of ideas. 

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“ please, let me help you. ” ( miles ) || @knivesovt No matter how many times she changed, Andie couldn’t get used to the excruciating pain. In the beginning the change only occurred during the full moon - but over the passing months any time she found herself angry - the animal would rip her flesh from her bones and set itself free.  She tried relentlessly to keep it together, but the anniversary of the death of her family got the best of her and she couldn’t help it.  Luckily enough, though - she’d made it to the nearby wooded area though the deer carcass that lay next to her wasn’t as fortunate. She looked down at her bare body, a trail of blood leading from her mouth all the way down to her navel.   Though the entirety of her body felt sore - as if she’d been hit by a freight train - she managed to start pulling herself up to a standing position. She’d been so preoccupied by the paint that she didn’t hear the nearby rustling in the trees. Please, her eyes widened and she quickly turned around to see the blonde man making his way to her. Let me help you. And then she was off. If anyone found out what she was -- well she didn’t know what would happen but whatever it was it couldn’t be good.

The sea of green and brown foliage flew by her as she darted in the opposite direction of him. She knew her van was around the edge of the woods, but the panic that had crept inside her didn’t allow her to think clearly. 

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depvtywalsh​:

”Don’t apologize,” he whispered softly, his hand moving to brush the hair from her face as he smiled down at her lovingly. He really didn’t understand how he had gotten so damn lucky ; Alex was so beautiful and strong, and she was going to be the best mother, he already knew. When she had mentioned that she thought their baby was going to be a boy, Shane couldn’t have been happier. Sure, if they had a girl, he would love the little thing all the same – but a boy? He couldn’t wait to teach him everything. And if this baby was anything like Alex, he was certain that the kid would be a dream. If it took after him ?? Maybe not so much. Shane’s smile only grew wider at the thought, and he shook his head as Alex spoke, “Well, if it’s a boy, I have a feelin’ we’ll have our hands full.”  Her soft spoken apology would have brought a frown to his face, had she not so quickly moved on to express just how grateful she was to have him there now. Shane didn’t want her to ever feel scared again. “I’ll always be here for you,” he noted, as she snuggled in close to him, his hand raising to snake his fingers through her hair, “as long as you’ll have me, that is.” With that, he placed a soft kiss to the top of her head, then grinned to himself, his other hand moving to rub along her shoulder lightly.  “I don’t think that’s bad, no,” he admitted, shaking his head, “if I didn’t wind up here, I wouldn’t have met you —” His eyes fell shut, not so distant memories flooding back to him in an instant. This place had really done a number on Shane, whether he would admit that aloud or not. The thought of that damn song though – that had him furrowing his brow. It was a somewhat triggering memory, which prompted him to pull Alex even closer. “Yeah, I remember that … I think you’re the only thing that kept me sane during all that … I was actually able to get some sleep,” he admitted with a sigh, “what would I have done without you?” 

Well, if it’s a boy, I have a feelin’ we’ll have our hands full. “Oh I have no doubt in my mind of that.” she let out a small laugh. His declaration stung the corners of her eyes - though the tears that began to fill them were happy tears for once. “Of course I want you.” she answered blinking away the tears. “I’ll always want you.” she pressed herself closer to him afraid that this was all some sort of fucked up dream and she could wake up any minute to a cold empty be. “It was stupid of me to push you away before -- I won’t ever make that mistake again.” “You’d probably be fine, love.” she whispered into his neck. “I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone as strong and determined as you.” she snaked her arm around his waist to gently rub his back. “You’d probably be running this place by now -- people would probably be better off, really. I just patched you up and turned some music off so you could get as much rest as you could.” “We never have to do this again.” she whispered. “It’ll just be us - no Negan or Simon...no Jared. Just --” she took a deep breath and used her other arm to cradle the small bump between them  “Just us three.”

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fightbvck​:

God, it was such a relief that Grayson agreed to at least lay with her for a while. It was probably really weird, and it wasn’t exactly her proudest moment, but Mia really needed this. When he moved to lay down, she allowed him a chance to get comfortable before settling in beside him. Her head rested on his arm, while his other wrapped around her. Her hands rose to hold onto him, keeping him close, even when he teased her about being so scared.  “Yeah, well … you can’t fight weather,” she noted with a soft laugh, “I’ve always been scared of storms though – I don’t really know why.” Mia’s touch lightly brushed along the back of his hand, trying to just breathe through her nerves. “You’d think I’d be used to them by now,” she added, clearly a little bit peeved with herself for reacting so poorly – especially in front of Gray.  Either way, the conversation quickly dwindled, until she finally fell asleep once more. Her breathing slowed, her hold on his hand loosened and dropped entirely. At some point during the night, she’d twisted around to face him, arms slipping around his body as she buried her face against his chest. It wasn’t until morning that she stirred, her hands smoothing over his back before her eyes snapped open. She looked up at him, fully expecting him to be staring back down at her, but upon realizing that he was asleep, Mia relaxed a bit.  Her gaze lingered briefly, taking in the sight of him – then she slowly eased herself up. Instead of getting up from her place on the couch, Mia opted to just sit beside him, his arm now draped around her waist as she rested back against the armrest. He needed the rest as well, so she would let him sleep in a little later. After all, they had a hell of a walk ahead of them. 

Rare were the nights where Grayson had a good night’s rest - especially if he spent them away from home. There was always the looming threat of walkers or rival groups - and after everything he’d lived through with his parents - he couldn’t afford to let his guard down. This night, however - was different. He hadn’t felt this comfortable sleeping since...he was a little kid, maybe?The comfort of having Primm sleeping next to him allowed him to slip into what seemed to be the best night’s rest he’d had in a while.

It wasn’t long after she awoke that he began to stir. A groan escaped his lips and he pressed his face against her - the arm that was wrapped around her pulling her closer to him. It was only a few seconds until he opened his eyes to realize that he was pressing himself against her thigh. He pulled back a bit and brought his hand up to rub the sleep out of his eyes. “Morning.” he mumbled with a sheepish smile “Sorry I didn’t mean’ to -- how long have you been awake?” he asked and cleared his throat.

He slowly sat up and ran a hand through his hair, smoothing it back as best as he could considering he had no brush or comb. “You -- uh, you sleep okay?” he asked glancing at her before looking out the window and seeing the forest floor covered in a layer of fog. “We should probably get moving soon. The more daylight we have the better. Plus maybe we can find or forage for some food?”

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I’d wait for you because my soul knew you were mine long before my heart accepted it  darling, space and time are only the battles that the stars wish us to fight to prove that we do not belong to them because we, with our scars and our ghosts, with our fragmented hearts and battle strained minds we had the makings of a tragedy  but the very first time you smiled at me and touched me all gentle like I was not a hurricane, I knew that we could rip away the fate’s hold on our ending and get written in the history books, side by side

together, for all time by Abby S (via fireandsteelofangels)

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kastlesmutweek | silky sunday: laughing/ happy/ domestic | first “I love you”

moodboard

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*: ･ﾟ✧   red dead redemption 2 ( part 3 )

feel free to change pronouns, etc!

“ let’s go find these bastards before they find us.”

“ far as i can tell, the only fools out here are us and them.”

“ you good, __?”

“ i know you don’t think much of my ideas recently, but this is the right move.”

“ okay, you know i’ve got your back.”

“ i learned a long time ago that you hit __. wait for him and people you love will die.”

“ this feud between you and him needs to be put to rest, one way or another.”

“ some things i can forgive, others i can forget. what he did, i can’t do neither.”

“ are we goddamn ready?”

“ should we go get ’em?”

“ like you said, revenge is a luxury we can’t afford.”

“ yeah, just… wasn’t sure you agreed with me.”

“ have you completely lost faith in me?”

“ maybe i should take the lead on this.”

“ they’re going to be gunning for you.”

“ they ain’t got me yet.”

“ so what are we doing, __?”

“ i can take this if you want.”

“ just make the call.”

“ you wanna take the lead? go.”

“ what the hell are you doing? goddamn it.”

“ alright, kill these sons of bitches!”

“ kill every last one of these bastards!”

“ search the bodies, strip everything we can from them.”

“ you recognize any of them?”

“ if you can shoot a gun and ride a horse and kill without thought, you’re in.”

“ looks fine… smells good.”

“ not bad for some starving down-and-outs.”

“ they can pummel us as hard as they like, but we will always get back up and fight.”

“ that’s who we are. outlaws for life.”

“ i believe… i know… they will all be back.”

“ we’re going to stay a step ahead of them. make sure we always know where they are before they know where we are.”

“ that won’t happen again.”

“ just bring him back alive. he could be useful.”

“ what the hell did i do?”

“ you got the wrong feller!”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ just let me go, come on.”

“ you got me mixed up with someone else.”

“ what’s your name, boy?”

“ you don’t know your name?”

“ well, i ain’t gonna lie to you… this is a real bad day for you, __.”

“ where are you taking me?”

“ why? what are you gonna do to me?”

“ i’d advise you to save your breath for screaming.”

“ nooo! please!”

“ let me go. i’ll disappear. i’ll go to __.”

“ i hardly know ‘em.”

“ you better shut your mouth you little shit, or i will shut it for you.”

“ i think i’m gonna puke.”

“ i don’t wanna die, mister.”

“ are you trying to test me, is that it?”

“ i will break every bone in your body.”

“ i’m sorry, i’m sorry… o- okay?”

“ not one more goddamn word, am i clear?”

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A Quiet Place (2018, dir. John Krasinski)

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BAD HABITS

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swearing |  fingernail chewing  |  slouching  |  slurring  |  drinking |  smoking |  drugs | impulse decisions | obsessive phone checking  | bad time management | slang  | poor grammar  | overworking |  slacking off  |  oversleeping  | under sleeping |  skin picking  | poor eye contact  |  lying  | rambling | skipping breakfast | junk food  | self criticism |  procrastinating  | daydreaming  |  forgetful  |  envious  | jealous  |  gossiper  |  drama whore  | secret teller  |  skipping class  |  spitting  | lip-licking  | lip chewing  | drinking from the carton|  yelling |  too much internet |  poor hygiene  | impatient | hot-headed |  biased |  complaining  |  scab picking  |  cheek biting  |  teeth-gnashing  |  shoplifting  |  scamming  |  speeding  |  hair pulling  |  large ego | eavesdropping  |  exaggerating  |  fidgeting  |  freeloading  |  littering  | one-upping  |  whining  |  borrowing without returning  | unnecessary aggression  |  talking during movies  |  plagiarism  |  copying  |  glaring | spacing out |  ignoring  |  over critical |   messy  |  hateful | overly prideful  | sarcastic |  puns  | bad joke telling |  grouchy |  too introverted  |  too extroverted  |  bad table manners  | far too lustful |  poor money management | scrooge

Tagged by:@depvtywalsh Tagging: @Anyone who wants to do it really!

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MUN INFO!

name —  tania. gender— female ( she / her ). star sign — taurus.  height— 5′6″. age—  28. wallpaper on my phone — a drawing of a cute little ghost sitting on a hillside lol  ever crush on a teacher —  woooooooow, absolutley. coolest halloween costume — I was zombie hunter Dorothy one year and it worked SO WELL because I have three brothers so they were each dressed like a zombified lion, tinman and scarecrow. We looked pretty awesome, honestly.  favorite 90s tv show —  Charmed, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Boy Meets World, The Powerpuff Girls, The Nanny, ALL THAT, omggg, I have so many others though.  last kiss —  my husband before he went to bed a few hours ago lol have you ever been stood up — I didn’t date enough to have that happen. favorite pair of shoes —  definitley my converse. have you ever been to vegas — nope, I don’t really see the appeal in it? favorite fruit —  watermelon! favorite books —  Pride and Prejudice, Where the Heart Is, Tiger Lily ( omg that fucking book ;~; ) i honestly have so many of these too. all time favorite shows — How I Met Your Mother, Adventure Time, Steven Universe, Charmed, The Walking Dead, the OG Unsolved Mysteries, Lost, Pushing Daisies, there’s honestly so many more. last movie you saw in theatres—  YIKES, probably Joker??

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depvtywalsh​:

The news was still so new to him — they were having a baby together, and they really didn’t have all that much time to prepare. It wasn’t like they could just go out to the store and pick up supplies, they would need to scavenge. But even with those stressful thoughts, it was impossible not to be excited. He loved Alex with all of his heart, and he knew now that she loved him too. This was going to work out, it had to.  When Alex twisted around to face him, Shane’s dark hues peered down at her as her hand rose to caress his face. Seeing the way that she looked at him made his heart melt. When the tears started to cloud her eyes, he immediately raised his hand to brush his thumb across her cheek, “ hey … c’mon now. ” He didn’t want to cut her off, but it was so hard to see her cry. Shane listened to her, his heart damn near breaking when she spoke about her own parents and how they didn’t want her — how anyone could deny her, was just beyond him. “ I love you, Alex, ” he spoke softly, leaning in to press a kiss against her forehead, then leaned down, letting their heads rest against one another, “ and I’m not going anywhere, okay? Everything that happened before doesn’t matter. It’s you and me now. ” A soft chuckle escaped him then he looked at her with slightly raised brows, “ and him — you did say he, right? You think it’s gonna be a boy? ”

“Sorry,” she apologized in a whisper and reached up to wipe at her eyes. “I’ve been holding this in for so long and the hormones certainly don’t help.” she let out a small laugh “I don’t have a way of knowing for sure, but - I just have this feeling.” she  snuggled into him. God she’d missed him. The thought that they’d be able to do this every night without fear of getting caught in the morning - it made her stomach flutter. Leave it to Alex to find love in the apocalypse.

“I’m sorry I pushed you away - I thought...” she let out a sigh. “I’m just glad you’re here now. I was so scared I’d never see you again.” she admitted before burrowing her head into the crook of his neck and placing a soft kiss on the delicate skin. “Would it be completely terrible of me to say that I’m glad you ended up here?” she remembered seeing him the first time - bloody, beaten, with fever induced delusions due to the wound on his chest. Her fingers slipped underneath his shirt and she traced her fingers over the scar.

“I knew there was something about you the moment  saw you.” her eyes began to feel heavy as she reminisced. “Remember when you were in the cells - they would blast that god awful music nonstop...I would sneak out at night and turn it off sometimes.” she closed her eyes and laughed again.