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This goes through my mind constantly at work..

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Asking your coworkers to go vape..

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I can't stand religious people. What the fuck are they on that they really think everyone needs to think the same way as them?? And if someone doesn't, they're wrong cause there's no fucking way it's the religious ones that could ever be fucking wrong about anything. Cause what they believe is fact, to them, but they have no respect for anyone else's personal fucking believes. We don't all think the same way, and we certainly don't all have to. Shut the fuck up and move on. Focus on your own godamn life.

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People are generally horrible and I'm sick of it. Stop going out in public if you're going to behave like a fucking douchebag. Stay the fuck home and away from other people if you don't know how to act. So sick of dealing with all these fucking assholes. I'm already so tired of everything and I definitely don't need everyone else's shit on top of it all.

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Fucking kill me.

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Maybe I'll sleep on a razor blade... See what happens.

Though, with my luck... Nothing.

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We’re born to die anyway.

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There are no downsides to lighting a candle in the bathroom because the smell will stick around for a couple of days and it's amazing.

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Oh, how I wish I had a gun right now.

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To live in this world as both a realist and an artist is incredibly painful because you're ever so aware of how shitty this world is so needlessly and all the possible ways it could be better. With imagination I can visualize a dragon flying right above me, I can imagine so many worlds, and yet I'm painfully stuck in this one where I have to work to just barely survive when I don't even see the point of being alive when I can't even feel it.

There's no point to any of it.

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I'm not even angry, I'm just pained and tired and oh so done.

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I really just wish I'd never been born. I was born to parents who were never good parents and never should have had children. They worked harder to have children than they did raising them.

I just want to die, with every fiber of my being. I never wanted to be alive. I wish I had never been born. I'm tired of living with the pain of my childhood. Trying to block it out hasn't helped. Nothing helps, and nothing will ever help. With time, it only gets worse as it becomes clear just how fucked up my childhood really was.

The pain is neverending. You can't outgrow it, and you can't stop it from multiplying. Surviving childhood is barely just brushing the surface of all this shit. It piles on every day you live, and the only way to end it is to take yourself out of the equation.

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Watching hockey be like...