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[stella-gillenkerk]

Oh my gosh, thank you so much for picking that up!

That wasn't my notebook, but actually my journal - which happens to very personal. 

Hey, um— Biting the nail of his thumb, Eric looked down at the notebook that had fallen out of the student’s backpack, before back up at their retreating figure. Unsure of what to do, he bent down to scoop it up before jogging slightly to catch up. You uh, you drop this. He held it out to them. Your notebook.

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Being drunk all the time isn't an accomplishment in my book.

Why shouldn’t I be? 

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You seem pretty proud of yourself, bud.

First shot of the summer. Let’s go, motherfuckers.

[stella-gillenkerk]

No, not at all! I finish TV serious even faster than you!

I was going to say ‘would it be bad for me to say that I finished four seasons of Glee in three days?’ 

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"What?"

Would it bad for me to say—

[stella-gillenkerk]

What were you aiming for then?

I wasn’t aiming for adorable but I’ll accept that. 

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Still didn't make it any easier though.

Anytime, I'm always here for you. 

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Don’t your parents have to have some sort of, like, teaching credentials or something?

Thanks, uh, Stella. That’d be nice.

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Nothing, I think they are adorable!

Wait, what’s wrong with my pjs? 

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I really do think that's true. From what I remember, Alegbra 1 & 2 was so damn hard for me, and it sucked to not be able to ask any teaching. Being homeschooled had it's drawbacks.

That's really good to hear, if you need somebody to talk to - I'm here. Because I know how it felt like to be in her shoes and everything.

Private

I think I’ll be okay. You know, it was just geometry and they say that those who royally suck at geometry are pretty good in algebra, but if I do stumble across an obstacle, I’ll sure have you in the front of my mind.

Things have been okay. They’ve been going. Still on that positive shit.

[stella-gillenkerk]

Awh, thanks babes.

It's nice to meet you!

Aw, Stella’s such a pretty name. My name’s Harper.

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I'm good at math in general if you need a tutor!

How have things been with you since your mom, you know?

Private

Oh, that would have been helpful when I took the class.

Fuck yeah. Stick it to the sickness and all that good shit.

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I'm actually very good in Geometry! 

No, I'm being serious. That's how I handled it. The way I see it, you can handle it two ways.

A.) Be like "Oh gosh, everything is terrible. I may die, I might aswell give up in life."

B.) Realize you are sick, cry about it for five minutes, and get over it. You don't let it become you and you keep on living on with your life.

I went with Plan B.

Private

Does positiveness really solve everything? It definitely didn’t help me solve that one Geometry problem on the final last year.

Are you being sarcastic or is that how you really handled the situation?

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It helps solve everything.

Like when they told me I'd be loosing all my hair and had to quit sports, I made a joke out of it.

Private

Yeah, of course. Positiveness and optimism and all that good shit.

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The female anatomy is so interesting though.

But I'll shut up.

Oh dear. I think I’ve learned enough about female anatomy and stuff for the day.

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Attack people? No, I don't? I was just in a joke telling mood, gosh.

Do you attack everyone with this joke - does this even fall under the category of a joke? -, or am I the only one?

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Of course, it's wonderful for me!

How could you possibly go from— oh. OH. Ok, I did not see that one coming. Um… good for you?