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One confession and I'm officially give up. Dulu ada berpuluh alasan untuk tidak move on. Nah. Sekarang terhidang sejuta alasan depan mata untuk move on. Rasanya otak ready untuk move on, tapi hati... xpalah, step by step,insyaAllah. Allah knows best. 

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23rd birthday ^^

Ya. I'm officially 23th. Time flies fast. Thank you Allah for those happiness and blessing You gave to me. Abah is the first person who wished me happy birthday. He wished me a day earlier. Thanks to maxis. haha Then on my way to class, my brother sent me a message. A touching and very sweet one. Put me in a very good mood for the whole day! I miss my family very very very much. Also wishes from all my close friends. Then, my housemates. Thank you Iylia for the marvelous cake, Timah and Tiqah for the makan-makan. Thank you Allah for let me having these great people in my life. May He shower all of us with happiness and blessing, insyaAllah. 

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Today I went to the library with Timah and Tiqah. Kat bus stand tu, adalah dua European students ni dok bercakapcakap. Suddenly, sorang ni terjatuhkan handphone dia. Then we were like, OHNO. Tetiba tiqah cakap, aku rasa handphone dia yang jatuh tu handphone bernumber lima. Me and Timah was like .... duadua dop faham. Then tiqah bisik Iphone5 lah. hahaha dia translate sebab xnak these European girls faham kitaorg ckp pasal diaorg. haha

then bila masuk dalam bus, I sit next to this local student and at the next bus stop ni, member dia naik bus yg sama dgn kmi. Sooo diaorg pon berbualbual dengan hebatnya. n I just sit there pretending not hearing anything. and their topic was iphone5. suddenly I heard something jatuh. and the girl sit next to me pon dengar jugak. then she said to her friend, I think you drop your handphone. tapi member dia macam blur. Then terpksa la budak pp ni bgtau blahblahblahblah. Baru lah minah yg blur tu check. 

tHEN I said to timah, macammana budak tu boleh x perasan handphone dia jatuh. aku kat belakang dia pon dengar ja kot bunyi handphone dia jatuh. (in full bahasa baku. x guna English words langsung)Then timah said to me, hg nanti balik mesia, jangan dok sukasuki komplen macam ni. orang lain faham ja kot. Then I realize, one of the best thing live in Uk is boleh guna bahasa melayu kutuk2 orang depan2, regardless org yg dikutuk tu dengar ke tak. haha Kat Malaysia xda harapanlah nak buat camni. Inilah kot kebaikan bilingual :P

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2013 ^_^

It's 2013!!! 

New year= Azam tahun baru. Do I really need to have one?? I haven't thought about it yet. sobs. Sooo many things need to be done. My main priority right now would be my assignmentssss.. Rasanya dah jadi bff dah dengan assignments. 

2013 juga menandakan tahun terakhir di UK. T.T Rasa xnak balik. 

UK teach me LOTS of things. A LOT. Rasanya kalau reflect balik time baru-baru sampai UK, rasa sangat kanak-kanak. Sekarang, though I would not call myself dewasa, I think I become more mature. I think. Abah, anak abah dah besaq! kekekeke

This year I would be 23 year old. Ohno. Rasa sangat tua. And makin bertambah tanggungjawab kat atas bahu. And nowadays everyone is talking about marriage. aigoo.. I think i'm too young for that. And marriage needs commitment, and my commitment right now is only for my family. Rasanya bila dah abes study, my priority would definitely be my family, iA. Rasanya dah banyak sangat 'berhutang' dengan family. 

Everyone, happy new year!! let's be a better person! 

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Mama, I miss you. so much. 

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“Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever. That surrender, even the smallest act of giving up, stays with me. So when I feel like quitting, I ask myself, which would I rather live with?”

Lance Armstrong   (via inspirinquotes)

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Maybe some people just aren’t meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It’s like some people just come through our lives to bring us something: a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn. And that’s why they’re here.

LDanielle Steele (via onlinecounsellingcollege

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kid hongki 

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Same thing happened again. I was SPEECHLESS. Same action, yet different people, different setting. 

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Sometimes letting go someone isn't hard. It's just hard, because you still think there's a chance.