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Holding you at knife point.

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Hiii I saw your recent posts and I just wanted to tell you that you’re ok. I’ve said this before but your posts make me feel really safe and I appreciate that. The fact that you’re owning up and apologizing for your mistakes makes you a good person. Everyone has made mistakes and i’m pretty sure the people that are coming for you have made plenty so why should you be the odd one out. Please don’t feel too bad and stay happy. We live and and we learn :)

Hello, sweetness. Thank you so much for this message. It really means a lot.

I'm doing my best to take accountability and grow. I've lost some mutuals i thought were close, but how quickly they blocked me shows the level of that friendship.

Hearing that my posts make you feel safe honestly makes it all worth it, though.

You're right. We all make mistakes, and I’m learning not to let mine define me. Just guide me toward being better. I really appreciate your kindness and support. It helps more than you know. Thank you for seeing me as human. We do live and learn.

I really appreciate you.

Have the best day!

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"My daughter turned out fine."

Your daughter kneels in front of me instinctively when I say I need the bathroom.

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Her thighs were shaking, eyes wide, and I hadn’t even unzipped yet.

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She keeps a garden, sings to her houseplants, blushes when I flirt...

and moans like a bitch in heat when I tell her she’s mine.

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Perfect moments #3

You’re telling me all about this raccoon you saw.

You think it had a little wife and kids.

You’re so serious about it.

And you’ve got your tits out.

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Things I want you to do today.

26/06/2025

(Good girls do all 5. Really good girls tell me what they have done )

1. Find your own truth. Not theirs. Not what you were told to believe. Quiet the noise, even just for a moment, and ask yourself. What do I really think? What feels right to me? You’re allowed to follow your own path. You’re allowed to believe in something that’s yours alone. No one else gets to choose your truth.

2. Notice where you’ve been performing. The smile that hides your silence. The habit of agreeing just to avoid the sting of rejection. Catch yourself. Pause. Then, choose, consciously, what you actually want to say or do. You don’t owe anyone the softer version of yourself just to be accepted.

3. Write down one thing you believe in. Even if no one else agrees. Your truth. Your desire. Your direction. Something that feels unshakable in your chest. Say it. Claim it. Let it be yours.

4. Do something only for you. Not for likes. Not for approval. Not even for me. Just for the quiet, rebellious joy of following your own damn path. Even if it’s small. Especially if it’s small.

5. Remind yourself: You don’t need permission to be free. Say it out loud. Say it like you mean it. “I trust myself.” “I am not too much.” “I am allowed to take up space.” Say it like someone who knows where they’re going, even if no one else sees the map.

Have the best day!

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Hello, and welcome to my blog.

●Before following me, please read THIS.

●View my "About me" HERE

Enjoy.

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For disclosure, these have been posted from a girl who was my sub. There is one fact in these posts. ONE! And that is the "I love you" part. What I said at the end of the calls was "Love you" and NOT "I love you."

In regard to limits and boundaries? We discussed that a LOT.

The rest is fantasy. They say about stocks and shares in their message. I've NEVER worked in stocks and shares, and I remember finding the conversation odd. Talk about me not knowing anything about her. This is the "proof" that is being sent around to show I'm evil. I'd like to see a screenshot of our conversation as proof. Shame on the person who sent this.

In fact. I ended the dynamic with her as she was upset quite a lot when we spoje, and I felt it was because of me, and we discussed that in length in Tumblr messages. I don't know if she still has messages, but that is my confidence in my truth. She can produce the messages to disprove me, can't she? No. They'll support what I'm saying.

I admit what I did when I created a new blog and messaged someone 100%. Completely. But I 100% refuse the above screenshots as fact.

I used to have previous blogs on here: @venerable-bear and @k1llsw1tch-d4d and @was-venerable right.

I was going through a really bad MH crisis and hated myself, who I was, and wanted disassociation from that part of myself. What better way to recreate yourself than online.

In doing so, I was messaging a blog I spoke to on my previous blog and didn't tell them we had spoken on my previous blog. This was so wrong of me and I accept that. The second they asked me about it, I admitted it and have since continued to apologise sincerely. It was a huge mistake and I continue to own that.

I am back on track. Stronger than ever, therapy is going well and im happy.

It does seem, though, that there is a witch-hunt after me for something I have admitted openly on Tumblr and have not been shy about. I want to be left alone now.

I also want my followers to make a decision of if they want to continue to follow me. The mistake I made is not who I am. It was something I did, and I am still sorry for it.

I am happy to discuss it with anyone who wants to. I just need this continual hunt after me to stop. I have nothing to hide.

I will now ask those who are sending me continual asks and harassing my followers to stop. I am not going anywhere. Even if all my followers leave and I am on every blocklist, I will still be posting content I love. I will still be expressing the person I am and not the person I was when I made that mistake.

All of my followers and mutuals are the best, and I hope I am judged by who I am and not the opinion of others based on a mistake. I don't care about the judgement of people who are looking to tarnish who I am. They don't matter. It's you who matter.

So, whoever is out to get me, please stop. I've let all my followers and mutuals know. I'm exhausted by this.

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Bby are you doing ok? Please don’t let them get to you. You don’t owe them anything. Keep your head up for those of us with more than one brain cell who make our own decisions about who to follow and support. 😘😘

Thank you. That meant more than you probably realised. In the middle of all this, your warmth reminded me why I am staying.

It is tough.

Making a mistake, owning up to it, and wanting to move forward should be part of how we grow, not fuel for a pile-on. But some people on here seem more committed to their own little fascist fairytale than any real understanding or forgiveness. There’s a deep intolerance in certain corners of this site. People who pride themselves on being kind and progressive, right up until it’s time to actually extend grace.

I’ve lost followers I truly cared about. People whose presence I noticed and appreciated. I hold no bitterness toward them. Everyone’s allowed to curate their space. I get it.

And as for the ones who are out to get me? I forgive them too.

They’re just living their Tumblr story, and this is how they’ve chosen to write themselves in. As righteous avengers, keyboard crusaders. It’s pathetic, sure. But if it gives them a sense of purpose, then I guess that’s what they need right now.

I’m still here. I’m still me.

And I’m grateful for those of you who see through the noise and decide for yourselves. Thank you.

And to the person who I originally made the mistaken to and abused their trust, I am still profusely sorry for what I did to you. It is that person who is most important in this. Not me, not the people on the hate campaign against me, not the followers I've lost. Bet her. I am still and will always be sorry.

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I've also been sent the above. "I thought we were blacklisting and cancelling that guy?"

"We are!"

Welcome to Tumblr.

I used to have previous blogs on here: @venerable-bear and @k1llsw1tch-d4d and @was-venerable right.

I was going through a really bad MH crisis and hated myself, who I was, and wanted disassociation from that part of myself. What better way to recreate yourself than online.

In doing so, I was messaging a blog I spoke to on my previous blog and didn't tell them we had spoken on my previous blog. This was so wrong of me and I accept that. The second they asked me about it, I admitted it and have since continued to apologise sincerely. It was a huge mistake and I continue to own that.

I am back on track. Stronger than ever, therapy is going well and im happy.

It does seem, though, that there is a witch-hunt after me for something I have admitted openly on Tumblr and have not been shy about. I want to be left alone now.

I also want my followers to make a decision of if they want to continue to follow me. The mistake I made is not who I am. It was something I did, and I am still sorry for it.

I am happy to discuss it with anyone who wants to. I just need this continual hunt after me to stop. I have nothing to hide.

I will now ask those who are sending me continual asks and harassing my followers to stop. I am not going anywhere. Even if all my followers leave and I am on every blocklist, I will still be posting content I love. I will still be expressing the person I am and not the person I was when I made that mistake.

All of my followers and mutuals are the best, and I hope I am judged by who I am and not the opinion of others based on a mistake. I don't care about the judgement of people who are looking to tarnish who I am. They don't matter. It's you who matter.

So, whoever is out to get me, please stop. I've let all my followers and mutuals know. I'm exhausted by this.

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I've just been made aware of this, which was on someone's blog. They don't know the full details of what happened. They admit they know nothing of what happened. But they are happy to blacklist me and cancel me because a popular blig told them to. Well done, Tumblr.

Are these people allowed to vote? Do they follow fascism? This is beyond scary and worrying. Cancel and blacklist because someone popular has given them the consensus and belief of something which they know nothing about?

I used to have previous blogs on here: @venerable-bear and @k1llsw1tch-d4d and @was-venerable right.

I was going through a really bad MH crisis and hated myself, who I was, and wanted disassociation from that part of myself. What better way to recreate yourself than online.

In doing so, I was messaging a blog I spoke to on my previous blog and didn't tell them we had spoken on my previous blog. This was so wrong of me and I accept that. The second they asked me about it, I admitted it and have since continued to apologise sincerely. It was a huge mistake and I continue to own that.

I am back on track. Stronger than ever, therapy is going well and im happy.

It does seem, though, that there is a witch-hunt after me for something I have admitted openly on Tumblr and have not been shy about. I want to be left alone now.

I also want my followers to make a decision of if they want to continue to follow me. The mistake I made is not who I am. It was something I did, and I am still sorry for it.

I am happy to discuss it with anyone who wants to. I just need this continual hunt after me to stop. I have nothing to hide.

I will now ask those who are sending me continual asks and harassing my followers to stop. I am not going anywhere. Even if all my followers leave and I am on every blocklist, I will still be posting content I love. I will still be expressing the person I am and not the person I was when I made that mistake.

All of my followers and mutuals are the best, and I hope I am judged by who I am and not the opinion of others based on a mistake. I don't care about the judgement of people who are looking to tarnish who I am. They don't matter. It's you who matter.

So, whoever is out to get me, please stop. I've let all my followers and mutuals know. I'm exhausted by this.

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I used to have previous blogs on here: @venerable-bear and @k1llsw1tch-d4d and @was-venerable right.

I was going through a really bad MH crisis and hated myself, who I was, and wanted disassociation from that part of myself. What better way to recreate yourself than online.

In doing so, I was messaging a blog I spoke to on my previous blog and didn't tell them we had spoken on my previous blog. This was so wrong of me and I accept that. The second they asked me about it, I admitted it and have since continued to apologise sincerely. It was a huge mistake and I continue to own that.

I am back on track. Stronger than ever, therapy is going well and im happy.

It does seem, though, that there is a witch-hunt after me for something I have admitted openly on Tumblr and have not been shy about. I want to be left alone now.

I also want my followers to make a decision of if they want to continue to follow me. The mistake I made is not who I am. It was something I did, and I am still sorry for it.

I am happy to discuss it with anyone who wants to. I just need this continual hunt after me to stop. I have nothing to hide.

I will now ask those who are sending me continual asks and harassing my followers to stop. I am not going anywhere. Even if all my followers leave and I am on every blocklist, I will still be posting content I love. I will still be expressing the person I am and not the person I was when I made that mistake.

All of my followers and mutuals are the best, and I hope I am judged by who I am and not the opinion of others based on a mistake. I don't care about the judgement of people who are looking to tarnish who I am. They don't matter. It's you who matter.

So, whoever is out to get me, please stop. I've let all my followers and mutuals know. I'm exhausted by this.

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Aftercare activity

Taking a bath. Holding each other, the closeness of being naked, together, and nothing else.

Then, wrap your sub in a towel, dry them off, and dress them in cosy clothes.

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Is there some form of geographical sexuality? Geosexuality, perhaps? Because every time I see a girl with "UK" in her bio, my dick gets hard.

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I was just looking at your blog, and you looked so good. I got hard scrolling your blog, looking at you, really seeing you.

I started to stroke myself. My eyes locked on your beautiful body. I whimpered and moaned. It felt so good. Stroking myself. Looking at you.

I hit record on my audio recorder and recorded my moans and sighs as electricity shot through my body. My hardness grew until I came so hard looking at you.

Fuck, you are beautiful.

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