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[ hey uh! i guess this is an official psa that im on hiatus rn. my muse for clara is kind of lacking right now & probably will be until i get around to a re-watch of her episodes!

im not leaving this blog for good (if the past couple of years has told me anything it’s that im incapable of abandoning clara as a muse lmao) but expect me to remain inactive for anywhere between a few weeks to a few months

sorry ‘bout this! if youd like to contact me you can find me here, here or here! ]

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God, she’d missed this. She’d missed it more than she’d been willing to admit to herself. Of course, she understood why she had to stay away from her Doctor—- he’d finally found his home, she couldn’t come between him and his happiness. Even if it meant that she could never have another adventure with him, even if it meant that she had to be alone, that was fair enough so long as he was happy.

But... this wasn’t her Doctor, was it?

The same man, sure, but this Doctor had no idea who she was. He had no home waiting for him, no happiness that being with her would keep him from. There were always possible time paradoxes, but... surely just one adventure with him couldn’t hurt?

It wasn’t as if she’d be able to just send him away, anyway. Even just trying to do that would probably result in him being more determined to stay.

“Seeing as the alternative is letting you try to find it yourself and, no offence, you don’t seem like someone who has the best sense of direction ever, I think I’d better.”

Besides, this could be sensible. Logical. Because if whatever had brought him here was to do with her Doctor, she had to be there to step in. She had to be there to be damage control. What she was doing, sticking around with him, was mature. It wasn’t selfish. That’s what she told herself, anyway.

Well, she had a fair point there. But as far as WEIRD THINGS go, his tolerance for them was much higher. Not to mention different. It wasn’t the first time he had investigated a school, either. He liked to  i m a g i n e  he was somewhat of an expert on pinpointing the differences in normal weird school things and weird weird school things.

In fact, this teacher, this MISS. OSWALD, seemed a bit funny to him now that he thought about it. She acted normal, looked normal. But it was the way she was responding to his questions, the way she seemed like this was a regular occurrence for her, that had struck the Doctor strange.

He hadn’t much time to think it through, however, as she had spat out a name and followed it up with an actual TRAIN OF THOUGHT. “Courtney Woods?” he repeated, a gesture to ensure it was locked in his brain for the time being. Something wrong with the caretakers shed? Now, that’s more like it.

“NEVER SAID I was after anything,” the Doctor stuck his chin out defiantly, still trying to play it cool.

His eyes b r o k e contact with hers, turning his head slightly with a SHARP SNIFF before he started nodding. “Could be interesting though. This shed. ‘Suppose it’s worth looking at.” Oh, he was soooo slick. “Don’t imagine you’d FANCY showing me where it is?”

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[ text; doctor 😎 ] No. [ text; doctor 😎 ] I’m not going anywhere with you until you sober up. Idiot. [ text; doctor 😎 ] Also, *great

[TEXT: to Ozzie] No?

[TEXT: to Ozzie] Doesn’t matter Im bored. I think we should go to Europa! They’ve a greta waterpark so pack your swimming hat!

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Send ☼ + a ship and i’ll...

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she watches the two doctors emerge from the shadows. as the one doctor began to speak her gaze turned to him, although she made sure that she could still see the other out of the corner of her eye.

she listens to what he’s saying, frowning slightly. she’s trying to think, but before she can get anywhere the other doctor takes a step forwards and opens his mouth to speak.

but she’s in control now, and if she decides she needs time to consider her options, she’s going to get that time. she looks over at the bowtie-clad doctor and points at him, “you, quiet. and stay where you are.”

she looks back up at the older-looking doctor, “and you. explain. what’s your plan?”

he does as he is told.

he was standing in the shadows, not wanting to approach or scare her but intervene if he must. but at her words he emerges, slowly, carefully. he needs her to trust him. he needs her to remember him.

“ clara, ”  he says, walking towards her, a reluctant idea forming in his mind.  “ clara, you know the parasite has your memories, your thoughts, your senses. it manipulates what you think is real. ”

this is a horrible, horrible idea.  “ but time lords are somewhat telepathic. ”  he grins, mad and wild and him.  “ and it doesn’t have me. ”

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WARM AND FUZZY MEME! SEND AN EMOTICON FOR MY MUSE’S REACTION TO: 🍨 YOUR MUSE SHARING A DESSERT WITH MINE 🎂 YOUR MUSE CELEBRATING MINE’S BIRTHDAY WITH MINE ☕ YOUR MUSE BRINGING MINE A WARM DRINK 🍴 YOUR MUSE MAKING DINNER FOR MINE 👻 YOUR MUSE TELLING MINE A SPOOKY STORY BY TORCHLIGHT 💀 YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MY MUSE DURING A SCARY MOVIE 💍 YOUR MUSE PROPOSING TO MINE 👶 YOUR MUSE REVEALING THAT THEY ARE PREGNANT WITH MY MUSE’S BABY 💋 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A KISS (SPECIFY WHERE) 👐 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A HUG 🐟 YOUR MUSE TAKING MINE TO THE AQUARIUM FOR THE DAY 🐜 YOUR MUSE ‘SAVING’ MY MUSE FROM AN ‘ENORMOUS’ BUG 💐 YOUR MUSE BRINGING MY MUSE FLOWERS 🌱 YOUR MUSE AND MY MUSE PLANTING A GARDEN TOGETHER 🌛 YOUR MUSE CUDDLING MINE AS THEY SETTLE DOWN TO SLEEP 🌟 YOUR MUSE TAKING MINE STARGAZING ⛈ YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MINE DURING A THUNDERSTORM ☀ YOUR MUSE SLATHERING MY MUSE IN SUNBLOCK ☂ YOUR MUSE SHIELDING MY MUSE FROM RAIN ❄ YOUR MUSE THROWING A SNOWBALL AT MY MUSE 💧 YOUR MUSE CLIMBING INTO THE SHOWER WITH MINE 🐁 YOUR MUSE 'SAVING’ MY MUSE FROM AN 'ENORMOUS’ MOUSE 🛀 YOUR MUSE RUNNING A BUBBLE BATH FOR MINE 🎨 YOUR MUSE DRAWING/PAINTING A PORTRAIT OF MY MUSE ⚽ YOUR MUSE CHALLENGING MY MUSE TO A GAME 🎸 YOUR MUSE PLAYING MUSIC/SINGING FOR MY MUSE 💌 YOUR MUSE SENDING MINE A LOVE LETTER 🎁 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A GIFT 💔 YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MINE AFTER THEIR HEART IS BROKEN ❤ YOUR MUSE DECLARING LOVE FOR MINE 💕 YOUR MUSE TELLING MY MUSE THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS

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[ screw it im updating my tags ]

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[ just turned 18 so that means i can rp smut ;) ]

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[ i scream editable reblogs has crashed for me so i cant finish my replies rn ]

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tagged by: @zygon-and-human

name 5 different otps from 5 different fandoms. tag 10!

clara/the doctor (surprising no one lmao)

partner/hero (from pokemon mystery dungeon. shhhhh dont judge me)

shitennou/endymion (from sailor moon. as a huge 5 way brotp. i care A Lot abt those guys lmao)

ruby/sapphire (steven universe............. such a Good)

greystripe/silverstream (warriors. as a kid this ship broke my freakin heart u guys)

tagging: @impxssiblehero @imjustanauthor @xiidoctor @sirspaceman & idk man anyone else who wants to

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[ text; doctor 😎 ] *brains *school [ text; doctor 😎 ] And no. It isn’t where I’d take my students. 7 hours is a bit much for a school trip, don’t you think?

[TEXT: to Ozzie] Isn’t that where you’d take your little pudding brins on a scool trip? 

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[ ok finally here to do replies!!! ]

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.   ( PLEASE REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG ! )

TAGGED BY: @impxssiblehero

1. BASICS

NAME: erin or yellow or riolu or whatever tbh PRONOUNS: she/her SEXUALITY: ace aroflux ZODIAC SIGN: cancer

THREE FACTS: 1. i will be 18 in 4 days B) 2. my full name is 7 names long 3. i am procrastination queen

2. EXPERIENCE

HOW LONG: 9+ years ???? PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: tumblr & xat rooms!! 
BEST EXPERIENCE: korrin!!!!

3. MUSE  PREFERENCES

FEMALE OR MALE: normally female or agender MULTI OR SINGLE: single

4.  WRITING  PREFERENCES

FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: angst lmao PLOTS OR MEMES: both? LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: both? BEST TIME TO WRITE: there are no good times 
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE: -laughs with salad- we’re practically the same person my guy

TAGGING: @zygon-and-human, @imjustanauthor, i cant be bothered to tag more ppl if u wanna do it, do it my guys

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❝ STOP ! this is not what we were reborn for ! ❞

indie kunzite rp blog. influence taken from all adaptions.

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[ aghjsd i disappeared & made a new rp blog im sorry but!! i am back now!! ]

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death/grief sentence starters

“Whatever I do, he/she still won’t be there.”

“I miss him/her.”

“Everyone grieves differently.”

“People who say grief goes away have never experienced it.”

“Life goes on.”

“It seems wrong that life should go on when his/hers is over.”

“I can’t get over it, but somehow I’m expected to move on.”

“I’m so sorry for your loss.”

“How are you holding up? Stupid question?”

“I can’t imagine what you must be feeling.”

“He’s/She’s in a better place now.”

“I feel like a piece of me is missing.”

“I’m not depressed. I’m grieving.”

“I’ve never lost anyone close to me before this.”

“I still can’t believe he’s/she’s gone.”

“I want him/her back.”

“It’s not fair that there are so many terrible people in the world but he’s/she’s gone.”

“I’ve lost too many people.”

“Will life ever feel normal again?”

“I’ve cried every day.”

“If there’s anything I can do to help out, let me know.”

“He/She wouldn’t have wanted you to give up.”

“I know he’s/she’s gone, but I still sometimes hope I’ll wake up and realize this was all just a bad dream.”

“At least he/she was happy in the end.”

“What do you think happens when we die?”

“I want to die just to be with him/her again.”

“No parent should have to bury their child.”

“I don’t want to see the body. I don’t want to remember him/her like that.”

“Let me see the body. I have to know it’s really him/her.”

“Burial or cremation?”

“Please, don’t ever let anything happen to you. I can’t lose you too.”

“Some days I feel okay. But others, I just feel lost.”

“The day you lose someone isn’t the worst. At least you’ve got something to do. It’s all the days they stay dead.”