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extremly urgent! my friend shadi @shadeesam053 is a 22 year old bombing surviver from gaza that is currently undergoing treatment for vision loss and needs all the money he can get.

shadi needs to raise around kr500K in order to stay affloat in gaza while preventing his condition from worsening.

his campaign is still very low on support, with no new donations received in the past 5 days. please go help him out!

gfm link / vetted by @gazavetters (number #363)

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A kilogram of flour in Gaza costs more than 100 shekels, equivalent to $30, and is unavailable. A 25-kilogram bag of flour costs more than $1,200, and with a 50% commission, the price of a bag of flour becomes $2,400.

Your donation helps us provide flour.

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we are hungry!!!

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I will talk about a topic that no one has mentioned before, the topic of the exorbitant prices of goods in the Gaza Strip, a topic that no one has talked about before.

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I went to the hospital today after fainting. I had blood tests done, and my red blood cell count was very low because I suffer from anemia and thalassemia, and because of the malnutrition and famine we are experiencing. What's worse is that my blood is very low. The doctors prescribed me other medications, but I couldn't afford them because they were expensive (500 euros).!!!

So far, I've only raised €33, and I'm €470 short. I hope you can help me buy these medications, please, so I can get rid of the fainting and nausea I experience all the time. Please!

Donate Here

Don't ignore this post. Your donation or repost could save my life!!

My campaign has been vetted by:

@gazavetters in line (#197) and @90-ghost and @a-shade-of-blue

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Nier Automata 

らくがきまとめ！

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stop paying for shit you can pirate

this (OceanOfPDF) is a good website for pirating books thats a lot easier than looking for vk epubs, there are pdfs and epubs for a LOT of books and the site is the easiest to use and most comprehensive of the ones that I've found

the free kindle app (don't pay for amazon kindle) lets you send these files to all of you devices with the kindle app at the same time, you can use this site or find the email addresses for your devices in your amazon account (this is amazon tutorial for how to use the send to kindle email), the files are identical to ebooks that you buy for kindle, you can also upload any epub or pdf files from your device to google books and read them there exactly the same

this (12 Foot) is a good site for reading any articles that are behind a paywall for free, not sure it if works with academic journals and papers but it definitely works for stuff like the nyt

this (the Pirates Bay) is the classic and one of the best sites for pirating movies, tv shows, video games, books, and more, you will need to have a torrent installed to download and use these files, I use utorrent (free)

this (the internet archive) is a site that's good for a lot of stuff, its a nonproft free library type program, the book downloads do not work with the kindle app even if the file type is correct but the pdfs can be opened normally with any pdf reader

this is a cracked spotify apk, I think this one might be for android only and this is a link to spotiflyer which is an app that lets you pirate songs from spotify, youtube, and a few others to put on an mp3 player or flashdrive or cd or just to have them downloaded but separate from the spotify app, works on android, windows and mac

this is a very detailed step by step tutorial on getting ALL of the sims 4 dlc for free (it takes a LONG time to download the actual dlc, set aside at least 12 hours where you won't need to restart or turn off your computer but it works perfectly) you will need a torrent and file extractor but the tutorial links to reliable free apps for both

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I cannot imagine the injustice of the occupation and what it does to us every day. 100 people are killed in Gaza and today the American soldiers committed a massacre against my people. They closed the humanitarian aid area in Rafah and fired pepper gas at the people who were there. 20 martyrs fell and dozens were injured from suffocation. The American administration is openly and clearly complicit in the genocide in Gaza.

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Hey I’d really appreciate it if goyim and even ashkenazi Jews would read and rb this

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(o_o)

*comes closer to you*

(O__O)

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not arguing w a dude that has a big strong nose. whatever u say beautiful

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Vote blue no matter who until it's a Muslim, huh?

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Unfortunately, the Palestinian Ministry of Health has announced the suspension of chemotherapy, intravenous therapy, and medical follow-up services for cancer patients in the Gaza Strip. Eleven thousand cancer patients in Gaza, including my mother, are not receiving treatment and are at risk of death. I need you, and I desperately need you. Stand by me so we can get her out of Gaza and pay for her travel and treatment.

للأسف أعلنت وزارة الصحة الفلسطينية توقف خدمة العلاج الكيماوي والوريدي والمتابعة الطبية لمرضى السرطان في قطاع غزة

11 ألف مريض سرطان بغزة ومن بينهم أمي ، لا يتلقوا العلاج ومهددون بالموت

أنا بحاجتكم وبأمس الحاجة إليكم ، قفوا بجانبي لكي نستطيع اخراجها من غزة  ودفع تكاليف خروجها من غزة وعلاجها

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Hi, this isn't really a ask, but I came across a Tumblr account @thestolenthrone that made an edit of one of your artworks. I don't know if it's something you approve of, and it's also an account that claims to do "dark humor". This account also said that "the person who claims to be the original artist reblogs donation scam and certain political agenda". I apologize for the English. https://www.tumblr.com/thestolenthrone/787463851765628928/another-edit-request?source=share

hi, thank you for letting me know because wallahi azeem nothing could've prepared me for that.

They seem to be under the impression in their tags and notes that I didn't create the original art because I reblog Gaza donations and I post about Palestinian issues. The stolenthrone person and the person who requested the edit are pretty proud of getting rid of Asma's skin tone and features, so I don't mind putting their usernames out on blast like this.

Both of them seem to be pretty keen on reposting other people's art + posting art with their "edits" on top, so if you are an artist in the Dragon Age fandom, especially an artist of color and or Palestinian, please block and report these people.

Users to block:

@/thestolenthrone

@/lady--lucrezia

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Save our lives ‼️🚨

"I am Wissam... The last time I hugged someone, it was a corpse." 😭💔

The night was very long that day. I was counting the days until I would give birth to my twins. I brought them names, and planned to wrap my body around them when the tents grew cold. But death was faster. 😭

We fled our home under shelling, and my father was in the hospital, unable to stand. I told them, "My father can't move." The soldier said, "It doesn't matter, leave." So we left... and my father was left alone, until his heart closed forever. 😔💔

On the way south, I walked for hours carrying two children in my belly, a bag in my hand, and the rest of my memories on my back.

I bled on the way.

I lost my twins there, on the asphalt, in front of my other children who couldn't even cry. 😭😭

The next day, I woke up and found them buried under the sand. No grave, no names.

Now, I'm seven months pregnant with my third child.

But anemia is tearing me apart, stress is breaking my head, and hunger is eating away at what's left of me.

I feel my baby pleading with me from within: "Mother, don't die."

And I apologize to him every day... because I can't promise him life.

“I am Wissam… I lost my father, my children, my home, and even my voice.

I don’t want to lose this child too.

Help me before I become another memory in this broken land.

My father was the only one I could place all my hopes and dreams on. He was the one who lifted me up whenever I fell, and held my hand when my steps faltered. In those dark days of war, I saw him strong in front of me. Even in moments of silence, his presence was enough to make me feel safe. He wasn't just the father I loved, he was my refuge, the hope I lived by. 😭💔

But one day, suddenly, that hope disappeared.

The sky was covered with heavy clouds, as if it knew what was going to happen. That day, I was at home, climbing on my tiptoes, holding on to any glimmer of hope, but when I entered our small room, I found my mother in the corner of the room crying, her face pale, her eyes filled with tears, and her mouth almost unable to speak. 💔😭

I couldn't believe what she was saying. My father, who had always been the strength in my life, was gone. In an instant, everything disappeared, and the words kept repeating in my head without me being able to understand them. "He's not coming back." Those words were harder than any blow I had ever received in my life. 😭😭

I felt like I was in a dark dream. How could my father disappear like that? How could time go on without his voice, without me seeing his face again? How much I needed him in those moments, how much I needed to hear his words of reassurance. But it was all over, and all that remained was the silence filling the emptiness around me. 💔

Every corner of the house became a tragedy. Everything reminded me of him, every corner, every smell, everything. I thought I would lose my ability to breathe. His absence was heavier than anything else. I cannot imagine a world without him, and I cannot see a future without his advice, without a hand to lift me up whenever I feel like I am drowning.

As I sit here, in that dark room, I remember everything about my father. How he used to laugh when I made small mistakes, how he used to hug me when the world was dark, and how his words filled my life with meaning. But now he's not here, and the emptiness in my heart can't be filled with anything else. Every time I close my eyes, I see him in every corner. I feel him, but I can't touch him. And despite all the pain, despite all the sadness, I know he's not coming back, that he's left me in this world, to face it alone.

He's gone, but a part of him, a part of his soul, will remain in my heart forever. Even though I can't hear his voice or see him, I carry his memories with me every step of the way, every moment. I've lost him, but I can never forget him.😭😔

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"My name is Saja… A mother in Gaza, just trying to hold on to what’s left" — Not a heroic story, just a life we’re trying to live

Our home is gone. In a single moment, everything we built disappeared — the walls, the memories, the little details that used to make us feel safe. Now, I start each day with a simple goal: To provide something for my children… food, water, a sense of safety. 🥣🧒

The sounds around us are no longer strange. Airstrikes have become part of the routine. But fear? Fear never becomes normal. It never feels less heavy. 💔

I’m not asking for much. Just the ability to care for my children, to buy what they need without counting every coin twice, to not have to choose who eats first. 🫶

I am Saja. I’m not always strong. Sometimes I cry quietly when they’re asleep. 😔 Sometimes, I just hold their hands to remind myself we’re still together. 🤲

These words are not a loud cry… They’re a whisper from a mother hoping to reach a kind heart. Thank you for listening. Your presence matters.

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on today's episode of: does previous lore ACTUALLY contradict this or are you just being misogynistic? for all the issues i have with DA's lore and shit veilguard did, the urthemiel-june and sylaise-toth reveal is not one of them, and nor should it be!

granted, bioware is notorious for not including extremely important parts of the game's lore in the actual games themselves, so people being confused by this reveal makes sense. a lot of people don't really pay attention to codexes anyway, which just makes matters even more difficult. however, if you've actually paid attention to the lore and datamined info, then the reveal shouldn't be too surprising, and either, sylaise not being the god of beauty sure as fuck shouldn't be disappointing.

i also think there's something very insidious about people refusing to accept sylaise's association with architecture and fire and urthemiel not being sylaise's, when the fire association with sylaise has been repeatedly stressed by the narrative and remained consistent since origins, whereas june is only specifically mentioned in association to fire ONCE AND ONCE ONLY?

sylaise built also an entire fucking palace for june as a present, or did we miss that? honestly, her association with architecture is probably why she views june as competition. i guess the fandom thinks that women aren't allowed to be anything other than fully benevolent beautiful mothers. god forbid a woman be associated with a historically male-dominated profession and view the men around her as competition rather than them being limited to love interests.

i think june was pretty obviously set up to be urthemiel from the onset, the narrative tie-ins have been there since origins with the eluvians (which are in a basement of denerim even if you don't play the mahariel origin btw!) and the default mahariel having june's vallaslin and HIS statue in the fade; not to mention the twisted aravel-like structures you find in the fade too (june invented aravels.) incidentally, one part of the weapon that killed sylaise (toth) can be purchased by the warden in lothering of all places.

incidentally, it seems that june was either originally intended to be a woman before being rewritten as a man, OR he's very subtly meant to be nonbinary or transgender and bioware is just extremely shy about it (because some versions of the game still list june as a goddess even when the codex refers to him as a god and everything after this in the games refers to him in a seemingly masculine context):

because the god of beauty can't possibly be a man, a trans person, or a nonbinary person who uses he/him pronouns, right? it has to be a woman, because only women can be beautiful, and women apparently cannot be valued or appreciated outside of an aesthetic context, right? nah. miss me with that shit. if you're disappointed by a woman not being explicitly associated with conventionally feminine things or beauty, then you need to ask yourself why that is. i said what i said.

god forbid a fictional racialized minority's polytheistic pantheon do anything that doesn't completely adhere to real life human gender norms. and dare i mention that while making the evanuris inspired by the greek and roman pantheons is interesting, their characters aren't and shouldn't be perfect 1:1s, because that would be incredibly unoriginal and boring. sylaise is obviously inspired by hestia, and despite them having similar associations and spheres, hestia isn't venus.