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Worst part of existence? Having no one who cares for you. Knowing that even if you did your best, it's still a failure to everyone.

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by lonelylovelyghost

Namjoon has been getting pushier and pushier with Yoongi’s physical boundaries, despite the older scolding him for it. When things finally reach boiling point, even Yoongi’s pacifist nature cannot save him.

⁓ His greatest pain was that Namjoon cared enough to get to know him, to fall in love with him, before taking all that away in the most dehumanizing way he could think of. Yoongi did not know what was worse; Namjoon suddenly developed this hunger for seeing Yoongi bleed beneath him, without care for consent or permission. Or Namjoon harboring this sick want all the years he knew the older man, carefully hiding it beneath a composed demeanor & careful hands, only to pounce when he had weakened his prey enough to deem it consumable? ⁓

Words: 3750, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Rape/Non-Con

Categories: M/M

Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Min Yoongi | Suga

Relationships: Kim Namjoon | RM/Min Yoongi | Suga

Additional Tags: Smut, Attempted Rape/Non-Con, Sexual Content, Sexual Assault, Physical Abuse, Unhealthy Relationships, Victim Blaming, Heavy Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Bottom Min Yoongi | Suga, Top Kim Namjoon | RM, Depressed Min Yoongi | Suga

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“Be careful who you make memories with. Those things can last a lifetime.”

— Ugo Eze

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“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.”

— David Foster Wallace / Infinite Jest

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“Until you change your thinking, you will always recycle your experiences.”

— Unknown

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loid said:

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“stay is a sensitive word. we wear who stayed and who left in our skin forever.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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HE HAD MY HEART FOR MORE THAN A DECADE, COMPROMISED, LOST FRIENDS, TIME AND EFFORTS WASTED, HE STILL CHOSE SOMEONE WHO RESEMBLES ME. FVCK.

“One of the happiest moments ever is when you find the courage to let go of what you can’t change.”

— Unknown

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“Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle.”

— Unknown

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starting 2023😊

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thank you 2022 💜