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I wanna try roller derby and not just because of whip it I want to try everything that scares me in a way this would force socializing and athleticism with aggression and I have to knees that love to dislocate but isn’t that life for hat thought and injury may happen you still make a memory I want to try for roller derby my skates I will work on but I finally have a goal first time in my life

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This is the way

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All I wanted was a small movie theater and library bar coffee venue. Of course in this stupid universal crap I get the one cursed place that defies everything. Logic reasoning madness I would be surprised if Alice hadn’t lived here before she fell down the hole to chase after the rabbit. Mark my words the end of days happen with a terrible movie plot line based on a amazing book.

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What’s reality and what’s fantasy are we all just trapped in a sound proof box in a basement damned to make society believe we are that way they want playing a facade till the monster can kill them

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This is my life drinking hard while I hear my parents bs about me as if drinking my feelings will fix anything some times I wish I was beck or love from you made to take the love infatuation of Joe Goldberg or like Chloe from Lucifer the diff I would be flattered by broken teeth of a murder or the devil angel I would show unconditional love to while being a ghost rider sending demons to hell fuck reality hello fantasy

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Ocean waves freeze like ice shattered glass from the sky broken soul is it the same if only one could remember my name fear the monster that lies within dismembered the man committing the sin let it go let it go like nothing happened of course they say they don’t know the pain that stays hide depression hide problems don’t let them surface it’s better to hide and fit in with the crowd in the camouflage the monster hides if only I could escape to that shore from which the monster come be brave proud loud and free instead the monster in my head won’t let me be it just wants to break me free shed the shell of self image looking like every thing is fine should be the real crime then truth would really be free.

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There are moments in life when you feel like fate is trapping you some where you don’t want to be. Three canceled flights for instance just want to vanish into the new home I have made where it’s sunny and rainy and the beach is only an hours away. Going back to an old home town that’s snowy icy rainy depressing and feels like torture or prison. Why go there two angel nephews a father brother in law and sister who needs saved from all the overwhelming men that trash her apartment. For her I tried cleaning then the man crew came in and it didn’t last an hour I know it adds stress. Now I am in my tranquil home and I am worried for the rest of the family till they get to the place where they can be an hour drive from the place too. Why do I want to fix everyone’s problems why can’t I let it go and just worry about me.

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Pets are the ultimate training to see if you are cut out to have kids they always need care and are always have a teenager mentality

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All I ever want is to be lost an have fun

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He best thing about the internet is no faces you can tell the bottom void of nothing everything and no one will believe it is you. Dreams and death are only the beginning your souls dies a little each time dragging yourself to work to poison life when you could be seeing the world. Sad fact is silence and money are in power and I can’t wait for the day it will all sharer to pieces like glass.

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What could be so bad in the world that makes you think the words I want to die. It solves nothing creates chaos to your family and does nothing but cause suffering and pain. At one point in my life I thought about it; then I thought who would it hurt or make angry if I did? What would I be putting my family through? Also would it fix anything by ending my life. All answers came to it’s not worth i. if I had done it I would have missed my sisters wedding and my nephews birth both of the. Trust me when I say it’s not worth it and it fixes nothing

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This world is going so off key the joker logic is sound. Sometimes it’s best to just sit back and watch the world burn. If you try and fix it you break it further than when it was found

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This life is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo aggressive and insane..... people stuck in their homes thanks to this bull shit COVID-19. Then going out and being shit in public what happened to manners and acting like you give a shit! I guess unless you have fancy hair a crop top fake face tits and ass the world can say fuck you and your manners just get the shit and get out. Don’t give a care unless you die on my dime when can I ever see happy and genuine care for another fucking human. #jokerisright

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So here is and honest question. Has anyone ever heard of "the shadow men" there 9 and one had a red eye? this is not a band I am speaking of supernatural entities if anyone knows anything about them please tell me what you know.

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Why do people think they can spot a psycho killer like Norman bates or the night stalker? Unless they can look and feel inside the brain it's impossible to tell. so in good old days before pandemic joker came out with me Phoenix as the lead people protested because they bought a ticket to see a film that involves a very disturbing villain in the dc comic verse. It is as pointless as the protesters to make dead pool kid friendly or taking a new born too Star Wars in the movie theater most likely damaging their new hearing in this world. I really don't believe anyone will read this because I am not significant popular or someone who people like to listen too. That is life and this is free therapy. a long time ago I invented a daughter in my mind her name is Ember and she is the most beautiful and smart woman I know I don't know if I will ever have her but at least she is there

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Why do we have a need to be in fear but captivated by the thing we fear most. Death is the thing we all fear and yet we study it with crime murder accidents and blood with out breathing losing your chance to speak. It's only when we accept our limited life can we find our potential.