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its crazy that a lot of what we call 'video essays' these days are basically low budget documentaries on increasingly weird and niche topics. no network approval no tv budget just one guy with maybe a hired editor/writer and a couple of friends willing to read voice lines. and then they put it on youtube like its no big deal. insane.

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whenever i see someone talk about the 'loneliness of your mid twenties' or the 'loneliness of your late twenties' it's like jesus h christ ive felt crippling loneliness since i turned like 12 you're telling me this gets WORSE? i mean realistically of course it gets worse your teens are supposed to be your social peak and you'll never do again what you did in those years etc etc but for someone like me who did not have that experience like at all it's like. i was meant to redeem myself and get what ive wanted for the last 7 years and now i just won't get that opportunity ever again and of course it's all my fault but also what do you mean i have to live like this forever

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guess who's back .... back again ...

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wake up besties, new quiz just dropped 😌

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i'm such a cute lovable woman. anyone being mean to me will break all their bones on 20th march 2025 at 5:30pm

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Tell me a soft memory

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i swear there's a pic of someone famous like this from when they were younger i just don't know who. fiona apple w her computer maybe

one thing abt me is i will take pics like im 13 and just got my first smartphone

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one thing abt me is i will take pics like im 13 and just got my first smartphone

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college should be free so that the first time you go can just not count. that's just to test the waters. you should be able to be like "well that was weird! okay now this time for real"

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i know it's hard. but i so firmly believe the strongest antidote to loneliness is reaching out first. and continuing to reach out. again and again and again. excise any scrap of shame you hold about being the person who texts first or pitches the plan or asks to get lunch. everyone is tired and busy and struggling. and afraid of feeling unwanted and unimportant. don't let the people you love feel that way. reach out first. don't be a ghost in your own life.

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sending love to those who struggle with the holidays. to those who have lost their family. to those who are from abusive homes. those who are struggling mentally. in a rough spot financially. those who are neurodivergent & easily overwhelmed. and to those who just plain don't enjoy them.

i hope you can smile genuinely, and feel some love. i hope they pass uneventfully, and your transition to the next year is smooth and full of warmth <3

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shit man tomorrow is christmas eve i swear yesterday was June 2010

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sorry my perverse desires are confusing should i kill myself should we invite sigmund freud

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idk if birthday trauma is a legit thing but yesterday (today?) i dreamt that it was my birthday and no one wished me and.... ive had a lot of bad dreams but this one was particularly hellish

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all of y'all did NOT grow up ugly stop lying and co-opting the ugly experience u frauds